The small county town of Jiangchuan has long since changed from what it used to be, with empty streets, withered yellow branches, the vitality of the past has turned into today's twilight, and the impact of industrial pollution has caused the indigenous population to race away, and I ...... And happy to live in this foreign land!

After the drizzle, the town is a little damp, but the polluted air is much fresher, and the whole town is refreshing.

The breeze blew in my face, and even in the summer, it made me feel a little cold.

Looking at Xia Han opposite, this woman who had never left in my life and was dressed a little messy, I smiled slightly and asked, "Why did you call me out today?"

An hour ago, I received a call from Xia Han, and I came to the door of this bar with a strange name called "Once a Temptation", just because Xia Han was here.

Stopped and stood and looked at each other, but there was a little more embarrassment in each other's tacit understanding, even if there were thousands of words, they didn't know how to speak, as if they wanted to say it and were ashamed.

In the past few years that Xu Qing and I have been separated, Xia Han has always been by my side, as if he has never left. She is a trace of a shadow in the Grand View Garden, like a lonely soul, just like Lin Daiyu in the dream of Red Mansions. It's pitiful and painful.

"I'm leaving, my family has moved, and I may never come back." Xia Hanmuran's expression and calm tone suddenly exploded in my ears, pulling me out of my reminiscence.

I turned a deaf ear to the noisy sounds of pedestrians around me, and in a trance, I seemed to see Xu Qing's shadow from Xia Han, everything was as if it was yesterday, and this parting scene was so familiar.

I didn't speak, as if I could hear my own heartbeat.

After a long pause, I smiled and said, "Isn't that good?" I shrugged my shoulders indifferently, forcibly suppressed the sourness in my heart, and tried my best to pretend that I didn't care, I just hoped that Xia Han could leave me, and I couldn't delay my youth because of me, and let my youth be wasted in this desolate city, with no future, so I didn't want to drag Xia Han down.

Xia Han looked at me, and I didn't know why, and suddenly became angry, "Li Hongle, you bastard!" ”

Yes, I'm Li Hongle, a big bastard through and through, I couldn't help but laugh at myself when I thought of this.

I raised my head and glanced at the sky above me, at this time, the dense stars in the sky covered the time of hundreds of millions of years, maybe I should have such a sad life.

When I relieved myself and looked at Xia Han again, Xia Han had already turned around and left, without a trace of mud and water, and the intersection between us may have been explained and ended from this moment.

Looking at Xia Han's back slowly moving away, I took a deep breath and took out a cigarette and lighter from my pocket. I tried to make myself feel calmer, but the trembling blue flames betrayed my true heart. I lit it a few times but didn't light it, and I barely lit it with my other hand.

I coughed loudly because I smoked so hard that the smoke from the cigarette butt trembled as I trembled.

After a long time, when I raised my head again, Xia Han's back had disappeared from my sight, and the only thing that appeared in my vision blurred by tears was the wet ground caused by the rain that had just fallen.

I turned and walked into the bar, which was very empty because of the scarcity of the city, with only a few people sitting in the dim light as if telling stories about their past.

I walked over to the bar and looked at the bartender and chuckled, "Bring me a drink, whatever it is, as long as you can get drunk." ”

The bartender looked at me and smiled, picked up a glass of white wine and a bunch of messy cocktails for me, the whole action was very skillful, when everything was ready, the bartender pushed the wine in front of me, and said with a very gentle look: "You're going to get drunk again?" There was a soft smile in his eyes.

Actually, I know what the bartender means when he says that he is going to get drunk again, because I come here a lot, and every time I feel unhappy, I come here to drink a little, but in fact, I always get drunk and dizzy before leaving.

I chuckled, handed the only five hundred yuan of rent money I had on me to the bartender in front of me and smiled, shook my body, looked at the bartender and said, "Well, give you money, you don't need to ask me for money when you drink too much later." ”

The bartender couldn't help but shake his head, sighed lightly, and then accepted the five hundred yuan.

I took out my mobile phone and found a number to broadcast it, and after a long time, the phone was connected, and I said in a hoarse voice: "Zhao Chao, old place, accompany me to drink two cups." ”

"What's wrong with you?" Zhao Chao on the other end of the phone asked with some confusion: "Is there something in my heart?" ”

I could hear the worry in Zhao Chao's tone on the phone, I tried my best to calm myself, so that I didn't think about Xia Han's affairs, and I let out a long breath, "It's nothing, I'll talk about it later." ”

"Okay." After finishing speaking, Zhao Chao hung up the phone very directly.

After about fifteen minutes, Zhao Chao walked in, saw me sitting in the corner at a glance, and then walked up to me and looked at the wine in front of me and chuckled, "Yo, it looks like you have to drink more today?" ”

I said a little irritably: "Drink, don't talk nonsense, the money is all paid." "I was really uncomfortable, and at the moment Xia Han left, I realized that over the years, I had been living in a closed environment, and others couldn't get in, and I couldn't get out.

After a glass of wine, my head was a little groggy, I raised my head and grabbed my hair tightly, all the things in my mind came to me at once, so that my whole body suddenly ached, and I clutched my head tightly.

Zhao Chao seemed to understand something at this time, looked at me and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

I slowly let go of my hair, took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it, took a deep breath, looked at the fat man and said, "Xia Han is leaving." "After that, I felt a sour nose.

Zhao Chao didn't have any surprise after hearing it, obviously this was also what he expected, Zhao Chao looked at me and sighed and said slowly: "Sooner or later, Xia Han has been waiting for you for three years, what's the picture?" Don't you just want to hear you say that you love her. But what about you? You have always lived in your own world, and you didn't take Xia Han to heart at all. ”

Although what Zhao Chao said was a little ruthless, it was indeed the truth, why didn't I know it in my heart? If there was no Xia Han over the years, I didn't know what it would be like to be decadent, but the moment Xia Han said that he was leaving, my heart was still torn hard, and the pain in my heart was just that I pretended to be strong and didn't let Xia Han see it.

I raised my head and drank the wine in the cup directly, a burst of spicy food into my throat, the whole person became even more uncomfortable, for a long time, I relieved myself and looked at the fat man and said: "Okay, the past is over, I don't want to say it anymore, you know, if the person in my heart doesn't come back, I will never be able to get out." After saying that, I raised my hand and lit a cigarette, took a hard puff, and felt that my whole body was infected by the mist that filled the tobacco air, and a sense of decadence arose.

"It's not that I said you, it's been so many years, you still can't let go, can you?" Zhao Chao's fat face appeared in my sight, saying something that made me forget about Xu Qing.

But I really can't do it, whenever I want to forget Xu Qing, I can't bear the pain in my heart, so I leave myself a trace of fantasy, then Xu Qing will definitely come back, and I believe that Xu Qing will definitely come back.

"Forget about her." Zhao Chao's voice was a little heavy: "Are you going to live like this for the rest of your life?" Look at what you've become now? To be honest, brother is very distressed when he looks at you now, do you know? ”

I didn't look at Zhao Chao, I took a hard puff of cigarette, and at this time I noticed that the cigarette butt between my fingers had burned to the cigarette butt, and a circle of crimson cigarette butts made my whole person's eyes red, I don't know whether I was choked by the smoke or remembered Xu Qing's sadness, I looked at Zhao Chao and said slowly: "Let's talk about it later." ”

Zhao Chao also knew that he couldn't persuade me, so he said this to me countless times, but I never took it to heart, so he didn't bother to persuade me anymore.

However, Zhao Chao did not stop his words as I thought this time, but said to me in a different way of communication: "This time Xia Han left, what about next time?" After saying this, Zhao Chao paused, "If Xu Qing already has her own lover, what should you do?" Have you thought about it? ”

"Don't talk about it." There was a hint of anger in my tone, but I didn't say it, I just hoped that Zhao Chao could stop the current topic.

"Okay, okay, I won't say it."

Half an hour later, I walked out of the bar with Zhao Chao, I looked at the starry sky, and the dim lights on the bar street felt a little melancholy, a cold wind blew, I couldn't help but shiver.

"Let's go, let's get in my car." Zhao Chao walked in front of me, shook the car keys and said.

I nodded and didn't speak, it was already past ten o'clock, but I didn't feel sleepy, maybe the nightlife had made me accustomed to the time of ten o'clock.

Zhao Chao's white Audi A4 still looks very eye-catching in this small county, Zhao Chao sat in and I also opened the car door, who knew that I hadn't gone in yet, a white figure pushed me away and got into the Audi car, I stumbled and almost fell to the ground.

When I came back to my senses, I saw that there was actually a woman in a wedding dress sitting in the car!! That's right, it's supposed to be a bride! This surprised me a little.

PS: The first release of the new book, come on, collection click, flowers, the focus is on flowers and collections.

Tomorrow night at eight o'clock, see you or leave.

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