October 29, 11 a.m

"Well... Is it really okay for us to come along like this" After a few glances at the two people who were not far away, he looked at the bustling crowd around him, "Chong is still wary in this regard, and it will not end well if he is seen... Feed? Are you listening? ”

“…… Oh, I was thinking about things just now," although he had heard it a long time ago, Zhu was silent for a while before he replied, "What are you afraid of, it's a big deal, and I'll help you take responsibility when the time comes."

"The key point is not here," said as if he was helpless, but he couldn't hear the emotion in his voice, "The point is not us..."

"It's part of the plan, isn't it?" When he turned his head, he couldn't help but feel like he was watching a ghost movie, not that he "moved" his neck, but that he simply "twisted" his neck, "Why did you do this, do you think it just wanted to see the current scene?"

"And the two of us are going to help too" As if he wanted to erase the topic just now from the itinerary, Zhu Zai lightly turned his head and said, using the same lively female voice that sounded like usual, "It's also a three-person play, and the male protagonist can't turn around alone"

"Borrowing your voice and my technique" is incredible, even though the two are now standing in the middle of the road to communicate, the crowd seems to have been pulled away from an invisible line and does not react, and the two people in front of them have never stepped out of their eyes, "In this case, you can complete a big lie"

"My voice...", "Although I mentioned it by chance, I honestly said that side effect will give me a headache, and besides, how will I clean it up when it's over?" ”

"Didn't you say that, I'll lend you the technology for the time being" Cast shrugged, and the sound of parts and gears colliding with each other could be heard clearly under the sweater jacket, but the sound was only audible to her, "Besides, the thing that Zero gave you hasn't been thrown away yet, right, just use that"

"Oooh! If you don't say it, I'll almost forget it! Thank you" Soda hurriedly took the amulet-like thing out of his arms, although its owner should also be perched in a corner not far from the city, but if you only use one of the corners, you should not wake up the owner of the "treasure".

“…… Sometimes I really envy you," cast turned his head and whispered like this, that was to prevent the people behind him from hearing "With talent and so many people to help, you guy is also a big bug"

"Huh?" As if sensing what the person in front of him was saying, he couldn't help but ask with some confusion, "I'm sorry, did you just say something?" ”

"Just a little whining," Zhu said, turning back in his native language

“…… Oh, just whining, right? After a long silence, the prelude translated the phrase into Japanese: "Hard work! ”

"It's a good thing if you can tell me that the wind is too windy so I can't hear clearly," Zhu smiled faintly, in fact, most people can realize that the young man in front of him is fundamentally different from them even though he is a knight

——— lose their dreams because of their wishes...... You are one like God

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Jieyun Chong is a person who goes with the flow, just like a stone drifting in the sea, the stone will naturally not have its own thoughts in the tide, there is a saying that all roads lead to Rome, in fact, the end of all roads is nothing more than a "death" road, the key is how many branches, how many shortcuts, how many traps, these will determine the length of a person's road

Ordinary eating, ordinary sleeping, ordinary growing up, ordinary chatting, ordinary school...... These are the lives that some people can't hope for from the beginning, and people with special talents will naturally go to the path he should have gone to with the help of the two kinds of help called "life" and "different", and Jieyun Chong belongs to the category of acquired influence, in other words, he has to have "talent", even if he is ordinary, he must become unusual, this is the ruling given to him by this world, people naturally cannot stop the interference of reincarnation, and their fate has been predestined from the beginning

"So that's not right...... this was the first thing Chong said after letting go of Cecilia's hand, "it's not like that... It's not fair to me......"

(Hello?) Are you alright? Bai Ya realized that something was wrong the moment she saw Chong let go of her hand, but her whispered worry turned into a catalyst

"Chongjun? … What's wrong with you? Cecilia involuntarily changed her honorific to "Is there something uncomfortable?" If so, find a place to rest..."

"......" just clenched his hand and released it weakly, yes, what can he say? An unwilling roar to the world? This is just a simple complaint from Jieyun Chong, a person who is insignificant to the whole, but he suddenly felt a wave of nausea when he saw Cecilia's smile that should have been sincere towards him, it was Jieyun Chong's self-spurning of himself, as he said, even if he took away the smile that could only last for a while, he didn't want to do it, but the current situation was that he had to do it, he was hurting himself in the past, but now he was hurting others

"It's okay, it's just a little dizzy, I came out in the morning in a hurry, so I didn't eat breakfast," Chong said lightly with a lame lie and an unchanged expression

"Then let's go to the small restaurant over there for a bite to eat~" And Cecilia somehow actually believed it

Holding their palms together again, the two of them continued to walk forward, and the next map pointed to wherever it went, and there was only one reason to support Yuyun Chong, and that was not out of sympathy for the girl

——— simply wants to catch up with something that is otherwise unattainable

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Although most people have contempt, ridicule, doubt, or unilateral sympathy for him, for the knight named "Song", Yuyun Chong is just a reckless child who moves forward with high spirits, and wants to tear it down simply because there is a wall in front of him, wants to erase it simply because he has made a mistake, and never changes because he blindly makes a conclusion about things, these are things that only children can do. As long as you realize the cruelty of the world, then everyone will change, and Yuyun Chong should not have been able to do this, until someone who is stupid and reckless than him appears

"What's wrong?" The girl next to her asked with some concern, "Have you been shopping alone for too long?" ”

"No, no" tried his best to play the Cun Zài named Yuyun Chong well, but the pain and panic that pierced his heart every time he opened his mouth were still washing over his heart, and he was no longer an ordinary person

"Let's wipe the sweat" Eri Ayase took out a handkerchief and wiped the forehead of the person in front of him, and the latter took a few steps back before pretending to be calm and kindly accepted, that's right, Eri Ayase is just another person who has been transformed into Yuyun Chong because of his ability, and his name is "Kana", one of the knights in charge of "speech".

(Ahh

———But NTR or something, I'm still panicked! Will you cut people when you are CG for welfare?

"Be absolutely careful with Eri," the purple-haired girl told him, and from his own experience, he would probably summon a lily's careful eye blow if he didn't do it, and that kind of consequence he couldn't afford

"What's next to the aquarium? Ah, by the way, I'm going to have lunch first" Eri Ayase naturally grabbed Chong's arm, and the touch that real people couldn't feel made Kana shudder suddenly

(Yes...) This...... Suddenly became a little depressed because he remembered this, Yuyun Chong himself has no sense of touch, even when he gets along with women, Chong seems to be looking at himself through a mirror, for Chong, these are just luxuries, yes, the two of them are the same in this regard

——— gave up something "insignificant" for the sake of a wish... Maybe it's a good deal

————————————————————————————————————————————————————-—— at half past five in the afternoon

After a commotion, it soon ushered in dusk.,Those basic dating schedules are not mentioned for the time being.,The only episode worth talking about is because Cecilia's arrogance is too high.,So Chong wanted to call Eri Ayase halfway to say that he had something to do (lack of skills),But for some reason, even the mobile phone that can prevent signal occlusion can't dial the other party's phone many times in a row.,So Chong can only follow the way of the flying pigeon to pass the book with a charm and pinch a paper crane and fly over.,As for whether you can fly to that it's destiny.

(So the next is the theme) this is Chong and Bai Ya specially discussed, tonight in the suburbs there will be a group of salute teams that he specially paid for, and he also deliberately spent a huge amount of money on TV to advertise that there will be fireworks at night, and then just take the two heroines to the best viewing place, in the fireworks both men and women express their hearts to each other, and then end with a Kiss, since then there is one more couple in the world who are going to be burned to death...... Wait, I'll moisten my throat a little and clean up my ear sockets, otherwise I'm afraid I won't hear it clearly, and then drag on for dozens of chapters, I guess I'll be able to go directly to the pseudo-love set (by the way, pseudo-love will end in about three words according to the author, whether it's a thousand thorns Bichi or a small Saki Xiaosan, wait and see)

(Hypocritical love...) No, it's just hypocrisy) Chong unilaterally removed "love" from it, he didn't think that what one could not give the other happiness could be called love, and even if it really had to be put in cliché and irresponsible terms, there was no mutual affection between the two of them

(Finally...... It's going to end)

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"Is this the place?" said Eri Ayase, holding the corner of her skirt with one hand and holding the wrist of the person next to her with the other, walking towards the hillside, "There is a fireworks show at night..."

"Hmm" Soda nodded lightly, and didn't say much more, in fact, he was only listening to Ayase's narration during this afternoon's trip, not to escape, but that he was not qualified to "take" the "happiness" that should belong to another person

"Then let's just wait here," Eri Ayase chuckled and sat on the grass

"I'm going to buy something to eat" and the latter didn't sit down with her, enough was enough, no more could be taken away from the kid "I'll be right back"

"Cast, can you do such a thing as bringing the night forward by a few hours?"

"There are dozens of ways to do this, and the easiest one is that I press the button in my hand now, and then tens of thousands of missiles will fly to the sun and "bang!" "The blow to pieces, the least impactful is that I use a small collection, but it won't last long and the night will come sooner," replied from the other end of the comm

"Your little collection seems to be slightly more powerful than the sun," Soda chuckled, then threw the coat aside casually, removed the veil of disguise, and now turned into a servant who should be called a "monster" by the world, "Okay, let's get to work, I'm making a lot of money today."

"Let's let the boy's lies be able to deceive the whole world!"

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"Strange... It's getting dark so fast today," Cecilia looked up at the sky, which had turned from golden yellow to gray, and unlike usual, there were no stars today, but she could see a corner similar to the moon, only a little weird

(The old men of the Ming Palace are using astrology again?) Isn't it necessary to notify the people in advance to prevent a major event that is considered a natural disaster? Or is it that the satellite launched when the school city was bored accidentally penetrated which meteorite caused the meteorite to cover the earth? Yes... No matter which one you are, you think that the Yamato nation is really a bunker

"Woo ———" because of the appointment with the salute regiment, as long as the sky is almost dark, the salute will begin to sound, so when the sky is almost dark, a few colorful petals will begin to bloom in the sky one after another, which is worthy of spending a lot of money to buy, and the foundation seems to be very strong

"So pretty......" Cecilia, who is a young girl, is naturally fascinated by this sight, and Takashi knows that it is now the end time, and the paper crane flies back and tells him that Eri Ayase is sitting alone on the other side of the hill, and he must go over and give up

"Something...... I want to say to you, "What should I say?" I had thought about whether to prepare a few manuscripts before, but this "plot", which is already an outright lie, does not need text at all, improvisation is enough, and Yuyun Chongke is a natural dramatist or a clown

"There was a man who was born with too much expectation" (There was a man who was born surrounded by a bouquet of flowers)

"The first thing he needs to know is how to respond to this expectation" (he was loved because he was born into a famous family that has been known for centuries)

"Therefore he must keep trying, because one day falling behind is tantamount to being abandoned" (he wants to strive to become a person who is worthy of this status)

"But he failed" (and he succeeded)

"He has no talent, he has not been born with it" (he has talent, so he is ahead of most people)

"No matter how hard he tries, he is still a genius among ordinary people" (even if he deliberately tries to avoid him, he is destined to become an unusual person)

"I can't get the favor of my family, and I can't get the respect of others" (I have been recognized by others and praised by others)

“… He had struggled in the darkness where he couldn't even see tomorrow, and no matter how many times he waved his hand, he could only hear the sound of chains clattering" (...) The excessive light did not lose him, and he knew very well that the eagle had to spread its wings precisely because of freedom)

"He was hopeless about his situation" (he was looking forward to the future)

"But he persevered" (but he just thought about holding on)

"You generally know who he means... But I don't have the confidence to finish it without replacing that person."

"I'm well aware that sometimes the outcome is predetermined at the beginning."

"After all, I have to embark on a different path with a small number of people"

"I understand why you are working so hard to get recognized" (I don't understand why you keep trying for the approval of others)

"You're the same as me" (You're not the same as me)

"But it's a little different" (but there's a little bit like me)

"The two sides that should be chased are not in the right place" Yuyun Chong said to the girl named Cecilia Alcat, they are also untalented people, but fate has one more joke on Chong, he is a person from the "inner" world, and he is a loser who is destined to accept the ridicule of the gods, and Cecilia is not, she is just guilty because of "ordinary", and Yuyun Chong is guilty because of "extraordinary", even if Cecilia doesn't work hard, she can still be praised, But no matter how hard Chong tries, there will still be people who will laugh at him, one of them will want to enter the palace, and the other will end up wanting to inherit the throne

(Note: The meaning of this passage is that the protagonist must reach a peak unimaginable to ordinary people as an extraordinary person, and Cecilia's goal as an ordinary person is really insignificant compared to him, the former may be discarded if it is not reached, and the latter will still have nothing if it is not reached)

"I also understand that the chaser and the chased are in the right place," Yukumo said to the girl named Eri Ayase, who was praised and was already ahead of most of the "extraordinary" from the beginning, and she was the one who was expected to turn her "ordinary" into a meritorious person, Chong has an enviable qiē and continues to work hard to be able to have this qiē legitimately, he is the one who was expected to have this qiē, and Eri Ayase has never been expected to do so. But she wants someone to "hope" that she can obtain this qiē so far, the former is the king who holds the key to the treasure house, and the latter is the brave man who explores the treasure house, the king's life cannot be ordinary, but the brave may only be unknown if there is no evil dragon to fight, Yukumo Chong walks with expectations, and Eri Ayase walks with expectations

(Note: The meaning of this passage is that the protagonist is burdened with a lot of expectations of others as an extraordinary person, and Eri Ayase has not been expected of anything as an ordinary person, at most she hopes to grow up happily, and she herself wants others to expect her to be a great person, so she has been trying to become what she is now, and the protagonist hopes that others will not expect him to become a great person, That's why they choose to give up that glory halfway and return to the original)

——— "Cecilia Alcat, I envy you"

(Note: This means that the protagonist envies Cecilia for being able to respond to his parents' expectations as an ordinary person, his end is too far and too long, while Cecilia's may be reached by stretching out his hand, just like the president's son and the sweeper's son, the former may be taken for granted to become president, and the latter will not be criticized too much for becoming a sweeper, so the protagonist's words are self-deprecating and resentful of being an "extraordinary")

——— "Eri Ayase, I won't look forward to you"

(Note: And this meaning is actually a bit similar to the above.,Ayase Eri has been working hard in order to be able to be the protagonist like the person shrouded in the halo.,But that effort has also become the reason why she has too many expectations.,Being expected to work hard.、Because of hard work, it's expected to be expected.,This is an unsolvable dead loop.,And the protagonist's goal was set at the beginning.,Although it's long-term, it's impossible to become higher and farther because of his own strength.,So this sentence is actually the protagonist's admonition to Ayase Eri., I hope her end is not like himself, and he will probably not be able to reach it for the rest of his life)

“… Is there anything I can say about that? ”（… Now, let me say it too.)

"I'm just an ordinary person, and I don't deserve you at all" (I'm just an ordinary person, but I want to be like you)

"It was expected from the beginning... At first, I may be able to finish it, but then I slowly start to live up to my parents' wishes" (I wasn't expected to do it at first...). At first, I was able to accept it, but then I slowly wanted to help my parents share some of the fatigue)

"I wished to be more ordinary, so that I might not be so tired" (I dreamed of being a little more extraordinary, so that I might be able to do more)

"But the wish did not come true" (My dream was fulfilled)

"Because there is a person who is as untalented as me, but he has become a genius with more expectations" (because there is a person who is as untalented as me, but he has become my yearning in a state that no one expected)

"That's you" (I'm embarrassed...) But that person is not you)

"But now I feel like it's not you I've been chasing" (but now I feel like it's actually you that I've been chasing)

"Obviously, I was bruised all over my body because of that expectation...... But I've stuck to the point, and people like me who want to give up don't understand it at all" (Obviously it's what I dreamed of becoming...) But you can't hold on either, so what's the reason I've been holding on until now? ）

——— "Chongjun, I won't envy you"

(Note: Cecilia's apparent wish is "to be as talented as Yukumo", but in reality her wish is "not to be like that", and now the protagonist makes it clear that he has no talent but is bruised because his expectations are too heavy, so Cecilia uses the protagonist herself as a reference to understand that she can't do this, so she gives up on the actual desire)

——— "Chongjun, I look forward to you very much"

(Note: Ayase-e's dream on the surface is "to respond to other people's expectations of herself", but in fact her dream is "not to change herself because of other people's expectations", and now the protagonist shows that he has also given up because that expectation is too heavy, so what Ayase has been chasing is actually an imperfect thing, so she longs for the protagonist who is now alone and gives her relief, so the actual dream has been abandoned)

"But now I have a dream to achieve......"

"But I still have a wish I want to fulfill......"

——— "When I become like that, will you be able to associate with me?" ”

postscript

Someone once said that the soul is divided into a thousand forms, and the more nostalgic or dirtier the soul of the person who has no attachment to the world or the dirtier the soul, the more pure the soul will be, and the reason is that the dead often tempt and bewitch the living to fall into hell with them, and the scene of the dead reflected in the eyes of the living is naturally the perfect appearance that he "expects" in his heart, on the contrary, the soul appearance seen by the person who has no nostalgia for the world or the purer the soul will naturally be closer to the essence, so what is the evil spirit that Yuyun Chong sees?

"......" leaned under the tree and quietly watched the remaining fireworks fly up and turn into petals that were only brilliant for a while, Bai Ya found an excuse to "send evil spirits back to hell" and quietly retreated, presumably she thought that the current Chong must be uncomfortable

"God-sama/yo" Cast and Sou walked from the dark corner, and Chong nodded to say hello

"I'm so tired, it's really hard to make the sky dark," said Zhu Huang as he walked up to Chong

"I've worked hard for you, just say it if it's uncomfortable" and the performance sat directly next to Chong, and the two were separated at once

“…… I just saw Senluo Hell" Chong lowered his head slightly, and turned to look at the small point of light that broke away from the "petals" and slowly fell to the ground, which was nothing compared to the fireworks, "I never knew that dead people could have such ugly faces"

"Greed, hunger, demand, rage, cursing, wailing, screaming, facial features, heart and lungs are all crowded on one face, and my hands and feet are full of iron ropes made of the sins of life, and I almost vomit when I first see them come out," Chong gradually muttered to himself...... Will I be like that in the future?"

"Definitely not" is the only answer that is cast and played at the same time as the affirmation "You/you will never be the kind of disgusting guy, if there is I will help you/you out"

"No one can understand what happens after death...... for some reason, Chong's eyes as he looked at the two of them revealed a faint strange gaze that fused pity and sorrow, "I am very grateful to you for this incident"

"I didn't do anything~" cast giggled

"You were the one who asked my friend out, you were the one who stopped the performance to protect the performance, and you were the one who was attacked by the director zhìIS Academy" Chong said lightly, "The former is so that I can get the attention of those girls so that the performance fails, the middle one thinks more and further than me and the song, and the latter allows Cecilia to know the real me"

"Although it has always been said that you are headless and brainless, it seems that it can't be like that," Chong glanced at slightly, and the latter pretended not to understand and laughed

"I'll admit it... But what's the matter with the former? "I feel that my IQ is still not enough in front of the two hidden big guys", why does it fail to direct the performance if it attracts the attention of the girl? ”

"It's very simple, because they care too much about one person," Zhu Yuan himself explained, "If you want to be a person, you must be moving towards his goal, but what? God-sama's dream is too big, and they have to give up most of the ordinary people in order to fulfill that wish, and as a performance, the audience should be as wide as possible, right? Naturally, then, their performances that are too refined will not be able to go on the more secular stage."

“…… I see" I don't know if I thought of something, but I was silent for a long time before I smiled and said, "I've been taught!" ”

"But I also don't understand something, that is, God-sama, you should have chosen to give up this wish, right" Zhu chuckled twice and asked, "Could it be that you really want to fall in love~ No, oh~ In that case, I will..."

"Wrong"

"Huh?" Chong pointed out that there was a problem, and the casting was slightly puzzled: "What is wrong?" ”

"You use the wrong two words, the first dream should be replaced by a wish, and the second wish should be replaced by a dream" Chong said what Sorumoto wanted to say in private after leaving, "My wish is too ambitious, and this thing is not my wish, but my dream, the wish is a kind of foreknowledge of my future, and the dream is just a fantasy that needs to be pinned on the will of God."

"My desire to become and what I could be is too far away, and even if this thing is close at hand, it is just a dream that I will never complete in my life" Chong stood up and walked down the hill, "If it's okay, please go back quickly, the two of you have their own things to do, right?" ”

"Where is there something to do~" Zhu deliberately pouted and said, "Play, do you say?" ”

“…… Wait, Chong, I have a question for you," Song suddenly opened his mouth after thinking about it carefully, and suddenly stopped Chong, who didn't look back, "Who taught you what you just said?" ”

"It's you," Chong didn't look back, but stood where he was, and replied lightly, "You taught me"

"It's... I? He pointed at himself suspiciously, "I shouldn't have said anything like this to you."

“…… I don't want to hide anything from you," Chong turned his head back, then raised his hand slightly and pointed his finger at the two people who had questions, "I was in a coma on October 25th and woke up in the Wagashi shop in Takasaka Honoka, you know that I have always had a headache from recalling the past for no reason, but this time it was different"

"The reason why I didn't give up on this dream this time is very simple, that is, I want to catch up with the two of you who have done this" Chong doesn't want to just be the one who is sheltered, because that will lose more than he did at the beginning

The next sentence of "———" made Song and Zhu's eyes widen at the same time, because it sounded not only a fantasy, but also a proof of the identity of Jieyun Chong, who had always been a nightmare in the hearts of the knights, had said that Chong had the qualifications to become their commander, but no one believed it, but this sentence made them have to consider the truth of this "qualification", because he said......

——— "I dreamed of your past"