"If it weren't for you, I would never know what it was like to be a woman, what it was like to be so sweet that I was intoxicated, and I didn't know what was going on when I was sad, my heart hurt so much that it was broken、、、 so I said, if I didn't say anything else, just that, what else could you say, the reason why I didn't meet you? Also, what happened later, I can't blame you at all, you are good to that Shui Ling'er because you are simple and kind, she is so evil, because of her own moral character, what does it have to do with you? If I really want to blame it, then it's not my fault, because I didn't discover the true face of Shui Ling'er earlier! Otherwise, if I had reminded you earlier, let's get the embankment early, wouldn't everything have happened? ”

Song Yi was still talking about these things seriously and babblingly, but the teacher was already in tears of sadness. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Thinking about the past, it's really sad, and it's so regretful, but more importantly, it's that they have experienced it together, and this kind of experience is more valuable than anything else, and it's more rare than anything.

"Song Yi, I'm really sorry for you, when you have no ideology at all, I actually abandoned you, and only threw you to that woman at will, and, 、、、"

The master leaned her head on Song Yi's shoulder at this time, crying a little silently, to be honest, for so long, even when there was a complete change in love between them, she had never cried strongly, because at that time she thought that her heart was dead and it was not worth it.

"What else, silly girl, you are sorry for me for nothing, only I am sorry for you, I am really sorry for making you suffer so much, my baby."

Song Yi was also heartbroken at this time, he wanted to hold her in his arms so much, so he hugged her so tightly, so that he could give her a little comfort, but unfortunately, he couldn't even do these things now. The wound on his left arm had actually tingled and numbed his entire arm, but he still endured it and ignored it, just to keep her from being sad. He is telling the truth, without him, his life may be a different model, but it will definitely not be what he likes and approves, and he will certainly not be him, but just an unhappy soul who is driven by such and such pressures, carefully and repressively lives in his own circle.

"Song Yi, I'm really sad and sad, because I actually couldn't protect us, our only baby, and our child during the time when you were not rational, and I actually watched him 、、、"

Because of his sadness at this time, the teacher fell on Song Yi's shoulder with some tears in his voice, and he couldn't say anything anymore when he was choked. When Song Yi heard this, he felt a pain like a knife in his heart, child, child, this is a topic he has not been willing to mention for so long! He knew that he was avoiding it, and she was also avoiding it, and this matter was like a hole in their hearts, and if that piece was broken, it would never heal again, and it would never heal again. It's just that it's always empty and missing, maybe after the tempering of time, a film will form on the surface of the hole, but the film is as thin as a cicada's wings, as long as you are not careful, it will be torn open, and the pain of the hole will be exposed again.

"Child, my child, don't say it, teacher, don't say it, it's all my fault, it's not your fault, it's all me, I hate myself so much, you know? From the moment I came to my senses, I never forgave myself, I really wanted to die, I really wanted to go underground to accompany our baby, tell him that I really love him, I want to ask him to forgive me, I want to ask him to forgive, I want to ask him to forgive, I made an unforgivable mistake to you two mothers. However, I don't even have the right to die, because there are so many things, waiting for me to give an explanation, and you, waiting for me to give an answer, I really can't die, otherwise, it would be so selfish、、、 so later, I forced myself to cheer up, no matter what, I have to come back and face you, even if you can never forgive me、、、"

"No, I don't blame you, Song Yi, I really don't blame you, I'm actually so grateful that you can give me such an experience, give me such a love that is painful but completely loved, you know? Before I met you, I didn't know what love was, and I never dared to hope that there would be any vigorous love in me, but what I didn't expect was that I really did it, and there would still be miracles, and these miracles were all 、、、 you brought me."

At this time, with his words, the tears couldn't help but gradually dry, yes, what she said was also true, there was nothing wrong at all, such a legendary love, although it was not perfect, but in her heart, it was really the most precious and supreme, although there was so much pain and heartbreak, but she didn't regret it at all, she really didn't regret it, if she chose to do it all over again, she would still not hesitate to choose such an experience, such a love.

"Song Yi, do you know? Actually, I still have a lot of secrets, a big secret, I haven't told you, I have tried to find an opportunity to explain it to you, but every time, no matter what kind of opportunity, but at the last moment, I still feel that there is some time, so in the end I gave up again, so until now, this secret is still only hidden deep in my heart, and I have never mentioned it to anyone here, nor have I mentioned it to you、、、"

At this time, the teacher was talking and talking, and suddenly, he thought of something slightly, maybe it was when the time came, or maybe it was an expression of emotion, naturally, so he said this, anyway, there were all the embarrassing feelings about the past when she thought of this topic every time she didn't know how to speak, all of them were gone, the only thing she wanted to tell him about it, as if she was telling a story, so eloquent, so natural, without reservation、、、

"Really? Little fool, what else would you do I not know? Why did you tell me now? Tell me honestly, did you ever like Brother Yan behind your back? In that case, I'll be jealous! However, for the sake of Brother Yan who is indeed so good and worthy of being entrusted for life, I still plan to forgive you, but I still can't avoid feeling jealous. ”

, (To be continued.) )