Chapter 630: What If (2-in-1 ~Ask for a Monthly Pass~)
Zhou Yuehai looked at Zhou Xiaoan's tears and reddened eyes that quickly swelled up, and felt a burst of heartache, but he still refused to let go of her, and continued to stare at her, "Xiao An, be good, say it quickly, say that you have nothing to do with Gu Yunkai." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info”
Zhou Xiaoan was firmly held in his hand, and he didn't even have the freedom to turn his head, so he could only passively meet his oppressive gaze.
The tears in his eyes gathered more and more, but he refused to flow out, and he was crumbling in his big eyes, and Zhou Yuehai's heart was throbbing one by one.
But the persistence in his eyes was not visible at all, and he stared at Zhou Xiao'an tightly, "Xiao An, you have nothing to do with Gu Yunkai, right?" ”
Zhou Xiaoan pushed him hard, this Zhou Yuehai made her too strange! The persistence is so strong that it makes her very uncomfortable, and she doesn't like it!
"Let go of me! I don't want to talk to you! Let me go! ”
Zhou Yuehai tightened his hand and lifted her a little higher, "Xiao An, don't make trouble, you say, I'll let you go." ”
Zhou Xiaoan's stubborn temper was forced up at once, and he pushed him with all his might, and his tears broke down instantly, "I won't say it!" I won't say it! You let go of me! I hate you! ”
Zhou Yuehai was stiffened by his crying, his face became serious, and the depths of his deep eyes were eager that he had never felt before, "Xiao An! Obedient! Say that you have nothing to do with Gu Yunkai! ”
The two were in a stalemate for so long, as long as he listened to her, he didn't ask if it was true.
He just wants her to admit that they don't matter, and as for whether they have really been in love, he doesn't plan to ask.
His observation is too sharp, in fact, he can already sense that their relationship is not so simple.
No matter how proud and conceited Gu Yunkai is, he is not a Meng Lang person, last summer he could tell him so definitely that he would retire from the army and come back to take good care of Zhou Xiaoan, then there must be an unusual relationship between them.
Even if there is no definite relationship, they still have a good impression of each other.
As for why it didn't develop later, Zhou Yuehai has always been unwilling to delve into it subconsciously.
They didn't develop, so he had the opportunity to hold Zhou Xiaoan in his arms, which was a great luck for him.
He always thought that as long as he held Zhou Xiaoan in his arms now, he didn't have to care if she liked anyone before.
But when he heard her say such things out of his mouth, he couldn't control himself at all. The obsession that rose from the bottom of his heart made him have to hear Zhou Xiaoan admit it himself, admitting that she has nothing to do with anyone, and all her feelings are his!
He had to let her say it herself!
Zhou Xiaoan was also on the verge of collapse, her free feet and hands were raised made her powerless and angry, this strange Zhou Yuehai made her lose all her sense of security, she cried out and began to speak recklessly.
"I just fell in love with Gu Yunkai! I've been divorced! If you dislike me, break up quickly! I don't like it here anyway! I want to go home! I hate you! I hate this place......"
Zhou Yuehai leaned over and kissed her violently, so that those arrow-like words could no longer be spoken.
This time it was a real kiss, different from the usual gentle and gentle taste, Zhou Yuehai directly choked Zhou Xiaoan, and quickly drove straight in, occupying all her breath and senses in an instant.
Zhou Xiaoan only felt hot and suffocated, his lips and tongue were heavily sucked, sucked, licked, and resisted, and he was forced to entangle and grind with his rhythm, and his whole head was held in his hot big hand, constantly changing angles to facilitate his deeper aggression.
It was getting hotter and hotter, the feeling of suffocation was getting stronger and stronger, Zhou Xiaoan's heartbeat was almost bursting through her chest, and a second before she was about to fall into a coma from lack of oxygen, her lips and tongue were suddenly released, Zhou Yuehai pressed against her lips, and coaxed in a low and firm voice, "Xiao'an, say, you have nothing to do with Gu Yunkai." ”
Zhou Xiaoan's limbs are hanging in the air, and the whole person is only supported by Zhou Yuehai's two hands, like a huge world, and all she can rely on is him. Even the air she was trying to breathe was all his.
Zhou Xiaoan was helpless and angry, and as soon as he recovered a little, his eyes were full of angry stubbornness, "I hate ......"
Zhou Yuehai blocked her words again.
This time it was even more fierce and powerful than last time, Zhou Xiao'an was like a leaf floating in the storm, she could only let the huge waves throw her up and down, and after a while, she fell into the chaos of lack of oxygen.
Zhou Yuehai pressed her lips and repeatedly coaxed Zhou Xiaoan, whose eyes were blurred, "Xiao An, say, you only like me." ”
Zhou Xiaoan's chest rose and fell violently, and after a little relief, he shook his head fiercely, and Zhou Yuehai kissed her again without waiting for her to speak.
Zhou Xiaoan persisted in the lack of oxygen again and again, and Zhou Yuehai also coaxed again and again, "Xiaoan, say, say that you only like me." ”
Only he knows how panicked he is behind these persistences.
He knew that he shouldn't be like this, he should tell Zhou Xiaoan well, and he should coax her little by little, so that she can say these words happily.
But the urgency in my heart is that I can't wait.
His feelings for her were too deep and too deep for him to control, so deep that he couldn't tolerate any flaws.
He even used interrogation in a very despicable way.
There is only a thin line between the physical and the spiritual, between the strong and the vulnerable. It is possible to rescue a dozen shots on the battlefield, but as long as you find the right way, the spirit may withdraw all the lines of defense in an instant.
As a good scout, he knows best how to make people give up mental resistance, and only need appropriate mental suggestion and physical suppression to achieve unexpected results.
He has done this countless times, and he is familiar with it, but none of them have been as long and arduous as today.
This confrontation was a difficult torture for both of them.
The lack of oxygen again and again and the panic of having nowhere to focus on the whole body made the stubborn light in Zhou Xiaoan's eyes weaker and weaker, and finally cried out loud in Zhou Yuehai's seemingly never-ending coaxing, "I have nothing to do with Gu Yunkai, I only like you." ”
It was the ease after giving up insistence, and it was also the grievance of being forced to compromise, Zhou Xiaoan cried so much that he couldn't breathe and was completely paralyzed.
Zhou Yuehai breathed a long sigh of relief, hugged her cherishedly, kissed her gently, and coaxed her, and let her lie in her arms to vent her emotions.
When this sentence is spoken, whether she accepts his hints or tells the truth from the bottom of her heart, she will believe this fact more in the future.
No matter how anxious he was, he knew the severity of it, and he didn't really want to hurt her, he just asked her to withdraw her psychological defense.
But this is enough to make her aggrieved.
Zhou Xiaoan cried so much that his whole body was weak, and he raised his fist to hit him weakly, his voice was tired and aggrieved, "I hate you!" ”
Zhou Yuehai kissed away the tears on her face guiltily, "I'm sorry, Xiao An, I'm sorry." ”
But he had to.
There must be no surprise that she must have only him in her heart, which is the cornerstone of all his life and emotions.
Zhou Xiaoan cried until he hiccuped, and refused to let him hug him when he eased up a little, "I hate you!" ”
Zhou Yuehai put her on the bed, but refused to leave, squatting in front of her and holding her hands like he had done many times before when he was by her bedside.
"Xiao An, I'm sorry. I will respect your ideas for anything but this one, and only this one. I swear, it's only once in my life, you...... Don't hate me. ”
Zhou Xiaoan has never suffered such a big grievance, especially such a grievance with nowhere to vent and fight back. And it was brought to her by the person she trusted and liked the most!
No matter how much she likes him in her heart, she doesn't want to listen to him now, and she doesn't want to look at him!
Zhou Xiaoan turned his back and ignored him, "I don't want to see you!" I hate you! ”
Zhou Yuehai's outstretched hand stiffened in mid-air for a long time, and finally he didn't dare to fall on Zhou Xiaoan. He remained motionless as he had crouched beside her, and only after a moment did he ask her gently, as if he were afraid of scaring her.
"Xiao An, I, can you stay here? I don't do anything, I just want to be close to you. ”
Zhou Xiaoan buried his face in the pillow and gave him a back of refusal.
Zhou Yuehai squatted beside the bed dejectedly, motionless.
He didn't dare to leave, let alone go, but he didn't know if staying would make Zhou Xiaoan even more angry.
No matter how difficult or dangerous it was, he didn't feel so upset.
The shadows of the sun slowly slipped over the windowsill, the brightness of midday turned into the softness of the near evening, and the two men in the room remained silent.
Zhou Xiaoan didn't know when he fell asleep, and the moment he woke up, he felt that his mind was empty, and as soon as he turned over, he met Zhou Yuehai's anxious and longing gaze.
Zhou Xiaoan was stunned for a moment before remembering the dispute between the two, and his eyes widened in surprise, "You have always been here?" "All afternoon?!
Zhou Yuehai smiled apologetically at her, and slowly stood up, "I'm sorry, Xiao An, I just want to stay with you here for a while, I plan to leave before you wake up, I didn't expect it to take so long......"
As soon as he stood up, he staggered, he had been squatting for so long that his legs were numb.
Zhou Xiaoan hurriedly sat up to help him, but she was only able to stand firm now, and she had the strength to help such a tall person.
The two of them collapsed on the bed together, and she was completely enveloped by his tall figure.
How dare Zhou Yuehai really hold her down, so he quickly got up, "Xiao An, is it painful?" Did you fall? ”
Zhou Xiaoan looked at the anxiety and concern in his eyes, as well as the white hair on his head, suddenly his eyes were hot, and he reached out and hugged his neck.
Zhou Yuehai's whole person was frozen, and he looked at Zhou Xiaoan in surprise and disbelief, "Xiaoan? ”
Zhou Xiaoan tried to blink back the tears in his eyes, "I have nothing to do with Gu Yunkai, and we have never been in love." When I say that, I'm jealous and want to be angry with you. ”
Zhou Xiaoan gently pulled him down and whispered in his ear against his face, "I like you, I only like you." I don't hate you, I'm the latest to like you......"
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The ears and temples are grinding, and the bindings are deep into the bones.
There is nothing more healing than the love words of lovers, Zhou Xiaoan softened into a puddle of spring water in Zhou Yuehai's arms, his starry eyes were slightly narrowed, his face was like a peach and plum, and his face was innocent and unabashedly bold and enthusiastic, "I don't like you to kiss me so much when you quarrel, I like to kiss me like this now." ”
Zhou Yuehai's arm around her waist tightened fiercely, a fire rose under her eyes, but the falling lips were extremely gentle.
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Holding Zhou Xiaoan in his arms, he smoothed her hair one by one, as long as he held her in his arms, his heart was complete.
He felt very sorry for her, but he didn't regret forcing her so much. She had to belong to him in this way, not missing a single thing.
He knew there was something wrong with his thoughts, but he couldn't control himself, and he didn't want to.
All the obsessions in his life are placed on her, and he can't accept any flaws and accidents.
Zhou Xiaoan let go of her grievances, her whole person relaxed, and she was about to be drowsy again, but she was going to eat in a while, and she wanted to find something to talk about.
"What if I really like someone else? If Han Dazhuang and I were a normal couple, would you really dislike me? ”
Zhou Yuehai's eyes darkened, and he kissed her hair without speaking.
Zhou Xiaoan looked up at him curiously, "Do you really dislike me?" Don't even tell a lie! ”
Zhou Yuehai's face didn't show any emotion, "Xiao An, I like you, and I won't dislike you at any time." But I don't dare to think about what ifs. ”
He forced a smile, "Those ifs, for me, are too cruel for me to think." ”
Zhou Xiaoan raised his head and kissed his chin, patting him comfortingly, "I'm just talking nonsense, don't think about it." Without those ifs, we would be what we are! ”
Zhou Yuehai hugged her in his arms with infinite pity, "We can have other ifs." For example, if you are discharged from the hospital in July, we will go to Shanghai in August. ”
"If we get married in October, we have to start preparing for a new house now."
"If you take good care of your body, we will go to Beijing to see Shen Mei in September, and then go to the Northeast to see Shen Lao by the way."
"If we give birth to a beautiful and lovely little daughter like you, what shall we name her?"
Zhou Xiaoan chuckled, "If you are like me, you will be miserable!" The other half of her hair is also gray! Let's have a son like you! You can also train him to do housework in the future! ”
Zhou Yuehai kissed the top of her hair, and laughed along, "I must give birth to a little daughter like you, otherwise the stinky boy will rob you with me, and I will definitely hang him up and beat him!" ”
Zhou Xiaoan smiled and fell into Zhou Yuehai's arms, not realizing that the door was pushed open.
Zhou Yuehai glanced at the stunned aunt standing at the door, and kissed Zhou Xiao'an's hair without any stagnation.
The door was quickly closed again, and Zhou Yuehai then teased Zhou Xiaoan for a while, coaxing her to eat a few more bites, until she took the night needle and fell asleep with Xiaohu in her arms, and then walked out.
The aunt waited in the corridor with a trembling face and a pale face.
She couldn't digest what she had just seen. They are uncles and nephews! Xiao An is still a little girl who doesn't understand anything! Political Commissar Zhou...... It's also too ......
The aunt is an aunt of a close subordinate of Zhou Yuehai, her husband died, she had no children and no daughters, and she had no source of livelihood in the small county town of her hometown, so she came to Peizhou to join her.
She learned some basic nursing during the war years, worked as a nurse in the Red Cross hospital, and was gentle and meticulous, Zhou Yuehai asked her to come over to take care of Zhou Xiaoan in a coma after the investigation was clear.
She has taken good care of her for more than half a year, and Zhou Yuehai also intends to continue to keep her and take care of the family in the future.
The two walked to the end of the corridor where no one was, and Zhou Yuehai told her openly, "I am not related to Xiao An, I am the adopted son of the Zhou family." I will announce my background in the next few days, and I will marry Xiao An this year. If you can accept it and are willing to continue to take care of Xiao An, I am very welcome. If you can't accept it, go and tell Xiao An tomorrow that you have something to go back to your hometown. ”
There is no need to tell her anything else, if she can't guarantee that she can be completely controlled, Zhou Yuehai will not let her take care of her.
Auntie's face turned pale, and it took a long time to ask, "Xiao An, is she willing?" ”
There was a hint of warmth in Zhou Yuehai's eyes, "She is willing." I will treat her well in the future. ”
Auntie left in a trance, she had to think about it, this matter was too sudden for her!
She always thought that Zhou Xiaoan was a fourteen or fifteen-year-old girl, and suddenly she had to accept that she was with Zhou Yuehai, it was so sudden!
Early the next morning, Zhou Yuehai passed when Zhou Xiao'an got up, and her aunt was already wiping her face with milk.
Zhou Xiaoan obediently raised her face and asked her to wipe it, her mouth was not idle, pointing at Xiaohu and talking nonsense, "You see it's a cat, but it's not!" It's a piglet that looks like a cat! Listen! This snoring! Isn't it the same as a pig! (To be continued.) )