62. Fanwai 01: Original

It is not known how many years have passed.

It is said that the best way to forget about a relationship is to start a new one. Li Chu felt that in her later formal relationship, she had been in a mess.

The sound of the brakes and the blood red that spread all over her eyes came to her mind again.

As soon as she got off the plane, she didn't see a familiar figure at the airport, but her mobile phone rang suddenly. The cold voice on the phone asked, are you Mr. An Li's family, you are the last call in his communication record, he was in a car accident.

She remembered the address, and before she had time to think of anything else, she picked up her suitcase and rushed to the scene of the incident.

Coincidentally, it turned out to be the site of the accident more than ten years ago.

Same intersections, same blood.

Same reason. Once for the direct cause and once for the insight cause. It's because of her that she will cause accidents to happen to the people around her.

Obviously, she has restrained all her willfulness, and she knows that no one will tolerate her character anymore, but she still can't recover.

Li Chutai wanted to make up for her mistakes back then, but Chu Mo left for a foreign country without giving her a chance, and was never heard from again. So, when a similar accident lay in her reluctantly, like a fragile vine sticking out of an endless abyss, she grabbed it without hesitation. It's as if to compensate all the guilt on An Li, and compensate for the person who missed.

Thinking about it carefully, it seems that she doesn't love An Li.

The wishes of the parents of both sides pushed the two people together. And the plain but harmonious relationship between the two makes her feel that this does not seem to be bad.

Who has a life that is either vigorous or challenging? And who can really afford the great shock and surprise of that heart in the midst of its ups and downs?

So she thought that a comfortable life was what she wanted.

An Li was severely injured this time and fell into a severe coma. Li Chu stayed by his side for half a month before he was able to see him wake up.

After he woke up, Li Chu finally breathed a sigh of relief, but there was an inexplicable loss in his heart, but then this loss was covered by joy.

Li Xinnuan learned the news and rushed over from her hospital room with a plaster cast on her arm. She had lost a lot of weight after the injury, and her hospital gown seemed to be able to pour wind into her body, and she stood by the bed, just muttering, "Just wake up." ”

Li Chu thought that she was probably stupid.

After all, she only thought it was self-blame at the time, and just like she did back then, she didn't see the emotions hidden under the tears.

After An Li woke up, she was transferred to a general ward within a few days. On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Li Chu sent him home and hugged him for the first time.

Luckily, he's fine. Although she doesn't love it, from now on, she should probably learn to like it. An Li for the rest of her life after her death made her nervous, and she also understood more that she needed to cherish the people around her.

When Li Chu returned from An Li's house, he took the documents for this period of time in the mailbox. Inside lay a clutter of documents and a letter. She took out the letter, glanced at it, and headed home. When she opened the envelope, her heartbeat was a little violent, and after reading the contents of the letter one by one, tears slid down the corners of her eyes, wetting the letter paper, and the handwriting on it was blurred, blurred, and stretched.

Crying silently, but the mouth was gently hooked.

It's probably time to put it down. She had just vowed to cherish the person in front of her, even if she was overwhelmed with excitement for a moment when she saw Chu Mo's letter, she still understood what she should do and what she should not do.

She and Chu Mo didn't have enough fate, so she could only miss it after all.

She read the letter and threw it in the trash, but eventually reluctantly picked it up.

Over the years, things are not people. They all have a new life, so why cling to the past. Since Chu Mo said let her go, I hope she is happy. Then she put it down.

As she drove past Anli's favorite restaurant, she got out of the car and bought some food.

The hot crispy pork ribs emitted a burst of aroma, ironing her hands through the plastic box.

She walked upstairs with a plastic bag, originally wanting to surprise An Li and tell him that she would come and live with him in the future.

However, her footsteps stopped at the doorway, and the hand holding the key stopped abruptly. Stiff, but stubbornly unwilling to believe that the voices coming from inside the door were An Li and Li Xinnuan.

Li Xinnuan sobbed, "I'm sorry, An Li, I caused you to have a car accident." ”

Someone chuckled and reassured her, "How is it your fault." ”

Is this an apology?

Li Xinnuan: "Ah Chu is so sad because of this incident, I think we are sorry for her." ”

An Li was silent for a moment, "Are you blaming yourself for our plans in the future?" Can't bear it? But it's good for everyone to say it sooner. ”

Because of what sorry?

Li Chu instantly understood something, she didn't make a sound, and continued to listen at the door.

"You're so kind."

The tone was as gentle as it had been with Li Chu, even more gentle than it had been with her.

Then Li Xinnuan's originally choked voice was swallowed up and turned into a small gasping sound.

The sound was humiliating, but fortunately it was inaudible through the door panel.

Li Chu couldn't hear what was said later, but he could think of that picture in his mind.

Oh, it turns out that they have been together for a long time.

Early.

Abandoned again, I was used to numbness. Li Chu's face was like frost, and he turned around and left without hesitation.

But the steps under her feet staggered, revealing a sense of composure on her face, all of which were disguised.

She twisted her foot and slammed into the handrail of the staircase, a loud noise that stopped both people in the room at the same time.

Li Xinnuan parted her lips from An Li, turned her head shyly, and then stood up. She walked to the door and saw Li Chu outside the door through the cat's eye.

At this moment, her face turned pale.

"What's wrong?" Sensing that something was wrong with her, Ann Ray walked to the door and opened it.

"Li Chu?"

Li Chu, who hadn't had time to escape, turned around and smiled miserably, "Sorry for disturbing you." ”

She saw Ann close her eyes, and she said goodbye and stepped back.

She should have found out earlier, where was Li Xinnuan blaming herself before, Li Xinnuan was so concerned that she couldn't do it, Li Xinnuan liked An Li. So, even if she had been sluggish because of the previous accident, she still felt that she and An Li were directly missing something, but she didn't think about it, and she didn't want to think about it.

There was a burning pain in his ankle, and Li Chu stepped on the air and fell down the stairs.

An Li and Li Xinnuan's outstretched hands were unable to hold her.

At the last moment, what came to her mind was no longer the nightmare of the past day after day.

It was no longer the hatred and disgust of Chu Mo that she imagined.

The blood dissipated, and the handsome young man in the distance turned around and smiled brightly, revealing a mouthful of white and neat teeth.

It turned out that she didn't put it down at all.

What she thinks is letting go is simply her cowardice.

As early as the beginning, she should have gone to find Chu Mo.

It turned out that what she liked was always Chu Mo.

So there is no room for other people.

I'm sorry, it turns out that I haven't learned to mature, and I've been deceiving myself into thinking that I'm no longer the wayward Li Chu.

I'm sorry, but if I do it again, I hope to learn to be brave.

She remembered Chu Mo's letter, and was probably lying quietly on the glass plate on the table top at the moment. Those few tears blurred Chu Mo's final payment.

The wind is blowing.

She closed her eyes in the wind and felt her body tumble down the stairs from gravity, her head slamming against the railing, as if something sharp had pierced her skin.

The handrail came loose, and she smashed it straight through the gap.

The window of the living room opened, the wind penetrated the room from the outside, and a piece of letter paper was blown off the table by the wind and drifted to the doorway at the entrance, where it was locked by a closed door.