Chapter 141: Suddenly Looking Back

It is impossible to say that Fuya does not have a trace of regret, but everything has happened, what can regret be?

She exhaled lightly, Mo Huan on the side leaned on her shoulder, Fuya actually had tears falling from the corners of her eyes, who was she distressing?

The doctor shook his head and walked out of the ward, and said helplessly, "Let's see you for the last time." ”

Fu Ya had a stump in her heart and pulled Mo Huan into the ward.

The dying Xu Jing looked at Mo Huan haggardly, and Fuya said to Mo Huan gently: "Come, let's go over, she is a mother." ”

Fu Ya pulled Mo Huan to the hospital bed and leaned down gently.

Mo Huan looked at Xu Jing unfamiliarly, Xu Jing's eyes were a little moist, and she whispered: "My baby, mom is sorry for you." ”

Mo Huan looked at her blankly, she was a stranger to Mo Huan.

Xu Jing's mood at the moment is really like ashes, she has worked hard all her life, and in the end, before she dies, her daughter doesn't know herself.

Tears fell silently, she suddenly grabbed Fuya, and begged bitterly: "Please, take care of her!" Please, I'm sorry for you in this life, I'm sorry for Liu Juan, I'll go down now to make amends, please, take care of her for me. Begging ......" Before she could finish speaking, she suddenly let go of her hand.

Fuya looked at her in astonishment, grabbed Xu Jing's slippery hand, and almost roared angrily: "You, wake up!" Don't sleep! Once again, she saw a life disappear from her eyes.

Mo Huan, who doesn't know anything at the moment, should be happy, right?

Fuya's mood was indescribably sad, she gently leaned on Lin Mingyang's arms, and tears fell silently.

How familiar this scene is, 10 years ago, Lin Mingyang was standing in the position of about Fuya, but it was Liu Juan who was also begging on the hospital bed.

"Please save her, please take care of her!" In a word, Lin Mingyang has abided by it for a lifetime, exchanging his life for Fuya happiness.

Xu Jing left, and Mo Guohao finally returned.

Now he is willing to cry in front of Xu Jing's tomb, I am afraid that he is the only one left.

In this life, he loves and hates Xu Jing.

When he was young, Xu Jing gave him different feelings; When he was old, he saw that Xu Jing ruined the happiness of his wife and children.

Now, Xu Jing is really gone, and the saddest thing is him.

This woman, who has been entangled with herself all her life, left like this.

He couldn't help but feel sad that he hadn't even seen the last side.

What makes him even more sad is that now that Xu Jing has passed away, their daughter doesn't even understand what death means.

Xu Jing's life ended in failure.

And why not?

As a wife, Xu Jing chose to let Fuya take care of Mo Huan at the last moment, instead of his father, which shows that Xu Jing does not trust Mo Guohao at all.

Mo Guohao, as Mo Huan's father, was naturally a failure.

After Xu Jing settled down, Mo Huan returned to the hospital.

When she returned to the hospital again, she seemed a little restless, she looked like a child every day, looking forward to Fuya to take her away.

But Fuya's mood at the moment is a mess, where is the mood, go to see her, pick her up?

"You've locked yourself in your room all day, and you haven't come out yet?" Lin Mingyang held the porridge and called at the door of the room.

Fuya slowly opened the door, her eyes were a little swollen, and Lin Mingyang said gently: "Crying for her?" ”

Fuya didn't say anything, but the expression on her face said it all.

Lin Mingyang held the porridge in one hand, pulled Fuya out with the other, sat on the sofa, and said, "You drank this bowl of porridge first, let's have a good chat?" ”

Fuya took the porridge, nodded, and drank it in a big gulp.

Seeing Fuya eating obediently, Lin Mingyang nodded with satisfaction and asked softly, "Do you feel guilty about Xu Jing's death?" ”

Fuya sniffed, shook her head and said, "I can't say." I obviously hate her very much, and she is to blame for her fate today, and she can't blame me. But I ...... again."

"And inexplicably a sense of guilt?" Lin Mingyang asked tentatively.

Fuya nodded and said, "When I saw Xu Jing lying on the hospital bed and wanted Mo Huan to call her mother, Mo Huan didn't know her. I suddenly felt so sad, brother, tell me, my mother was also very pitiful back then? Did she call my name? Is there a begging for mercy? Tears fell unconsciously, I don't know if it was for Xu Jing or for her mother.

Lin Mingyang lowered his head, over the years, Fuya had never asked about what Liu Juan said before she died, so he didn't mention it, but when he looked at Xu Jing's begging before he died, he had to think of the past.

Now that Fuya asked, he had nothing to hide, he nodded and said, "Yes." ”

Fuya's eyes widened with tears and asked, "What did you say?" ”

"She was covered in blood, lying on the cold operating table, begging me, save you, must save you." Lin Mingyang looked at Fuya seriously and distressedly, and said word by word.

Fuya's tears couldn't stop flowing, crying and saying, "How can I do this? I haven't been to see my mother since I came back. ”

She cried loudly, and Lin Mingyang hugged her in his arms.

He knows where Fuya's real sadness is, a mother leaves, but his daughter doesn't know and can't see it.

She unconsciously thinks about Liu Juan back then, these years, she has been blinded by hatred, He has ever gone to see Liu Juan's meadow, He has sent a bouquet of flowers.

Full of guilt, not for others, but for their mothers.

In the early morning of the next day, Fuya and Lin Mingyang sat in the place where the incident happened that year.

With apprehension, Fuya came to Liu Juan's tomb, which was very clean and simple, and it seemed that someone had come to clean it.

But who will be?

Fuya looked at everything around her and muttered, "Will anyone come to see you?" ”

Lin Mingyang gently hugged her shoulders and said, "I will come every year on the death day, and if I can't get out, I will also arrange for someone to come." So, don't be full of guilt. Every time I come, I tell her a lot of things about you. So, she has been bless you all the time. ”

Fuya's nose was sour, looking at the person in front of her, tears slowly slipped down, and she choked up: "How many things have I done that I don't know?" To Mother, to Mo Huan, who else? ”

Lin Mingyang has never ignored everything she has ignored, and treating each other as his own is the best way for him to love Fuya.

On this day, Fuya said a lot of things in front of Liu Juan's tomb, a lot of things she had never said to others.

She slowly understood that her mother was indisputable back then, but it was a pity that God did not give her mother a chance to prove that she was right.

Perhaps, Liu Juan fought hard back then, and finally could really give Fuya a so-called good life.

But on those days, Liu Juan would not feel easy.

She thought that by leaving with Fuya, she would be able to live a peaceful life and let Fuya grow up safely, but she didn't expect that such an accident would happen.

On the contrary, it created the misfortune of Fuya's life. (To be continued.) )