Obviously everything is going well, but the beans have nightmares again. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info woke up in shock, get up and drink hot water, slow down, and go back to sleep.

I'm most afraid of being in a dream all the time, frightened again and again, cold sweat, but I can't wake up.

I always dreamed of being beaten before, but since I cleaned up Fang Jian, Douzi has always dreamed that I am killing people. Blood flowed down her fingers, all the way down, and she couldn't wipe it clean.

Rong hugged her from behind and said to her softly, "It's okay, it's okay." It's not blood, you've just spilled the ketchup. ”

Douzi knew in her heart that she knew she was dreaming. Rong came to her dream, what Rong said was not true, what she had on her hands was blood, not ketchup.

In the dream, Rong was always behind her, and he no longer walked over from the front to pick her up as before. He also no longer wears that red wedding dress, he wears a white dress. He was behind him, and Beanzi couldn't see his whole body, only the whiteness of the snow could be seen from the arm around her.

This whiteness makes the beans more and more ashamed of themselves. Rong is so clean, but she is so dirty. Her hands were covered in blood.

Douzi even knew that it wasn't Rong who deliberately wanted to stand behind her, Rong was still the same as before, entering her dream, trying her best to guide her out of the nightmare, but she couldn't do it herself. She couldn't look back at him. It's her own guilt.

"You go, don't let me stain your clothes." Beans said.

Rong did not move and did not speak again. He just held her and led her to a green meadow.

The blades of grass are verdant, and the crystal clear dew rolls around on the green leaves. It rolls and turns blood-red. It's not dew, it's blood. Lots and lots of blood, rolling on the blades of grass, gradually merging into rivers of blood.

"Ahh Wake me up! But when she opened her eyes, she saw a blood-red color. Not a blood-colored meadow, but a large pool of blood.

In the pool of blood, there were countless severed limbs and stump arms, and a pale hand poked out of the bloody water, slowly reached over, and grabbed Bean's foot violently.

"Ahh

The hand was very strong, and it dragged the bean out of the pool of blood. A voice said in a dark voice, "Little girl, come down quickly." ”

Rong hugged Bean's waist from behind and lifted her up hard, but Beans still sank little by little.

"Brother Rong, you go quickly! Let go and leave me alone. Beanzi cried out. If Rong doesn't let go, he will be dragged down with him.

"Master, you have to believe in Banyan, Banyan can protect you. You just have to close your eyes, trust me. Banyan's voice was gentle.

Beans shook his head. His self-proclaimed name has become a banyan. He had always refused to be called by Beanzi in the past, saying that it was calling for a lover or a slave, believing that it was to lower his status.

She was sorry for him and divorced him. His address to her has become a strange and polite "master", and Banyan has become estranged from her.

Beanzi was tempted to try to trust Banyan, who was her companion anyway. But she couldn't. If it weren't for the dream, she would still be sensible, she would choose to believe in Rong, but in the dream, she couldn't help herself. The subconscious mind is put into infinity and dominates all of her.

She's still struggling. She couldn't break free of the hand that grabbed her ankle, and several times she almost fell out of Banyan's hand.

Suddenly, Douzi's face was cold. She woke up. Cold water was poured on her face and her bedding was wet.

Beanzi sat up in a hurry, gasping for breath. It took a long time for her to calm down. It was the white magnolia of the banyan that poured cold water on her. Banyan had no way to gain her trust in Bean's dream, so he had to use this brute force to wake her up. Doing so won't relieve her demons, but it will keep her out of trouble for a while.

This kind of thing happens every night. Sometimes, Banyan will directly slap Douzi's face with a white magnolia to wake her up. More often than not, he uses this way of watering.

During this time, Douzi lived in Dragon City. Didn't go back to the Phoenix Palace. The four-flower beauty had already detected that she was in Dragon City, and they all arrived in Dragon City, but they couldn't enter Dragon City. Dragon City is a forbidden place for them, and if they forcibly teleport in, they will definitely be ruthlessly attacked by the Dragon City Defense Array.

Zhao Chenfei and the others also called Douzi's mobile phone, saying that they wanted to come over to serve her. But Beanzi politely refused. She didn't want people to see her nightmares. When they watched, they could only be anxious, and no one could help her.

Douzi didn't dare to practice the Great Compassion Heart Sutra anymore, she knew that it was not the female snail Niangniang's inheritance that was problematic, but her own nerves were too fragile to accept the paradoxes in the Great Compassion Heart Sutra, and she couldn't "have mercy on all beings" with the attitude of the Supreme God.

And so on for more than a month. The beans are getting thinner.

She knew that something was wrong with her state of mind, and she began to become suspicious and distrustful of anyone. Extremely unconfident in herself, thinking that everyone is hating her.

Once, she would feel at ease as long as she saw Nangong Yu, but Nangong Yu went farther and farther, becoming unpredictable for her.

Once, Rong was her closest and most trusted, but after knowing the truth, she could no longer let go.

This time, no one could help her, it was not that they were unwilling, it was her own subconscious distrust of everyone, it was her own unwillingness to trust anyone anymore.

She's a moon demon, a real moon demon, a real alien!

From this point on, she is not close to anyone. She could have an adversarial relationship with anyone.

After living in the Yuanqi universe for so long, Douzi has long known that there is no right or wrong in race wars, and there are just life-and-death fights. Engage in ecological balance like earthlings and raise some endangered creatures for show? In the Genki Universe, it definitely doesn't work!

Father said, let her be a human being. But is humanity something she can do if she wants to?

Mother said, let her revenge kill. However, just after cleaning up Fang Jian, Douzi himself almost collapsed. Killing people is not something she can kill if she wants to. Even if she had this fighting ability, she didn't have such psychological endurance.

Douzi once wanted to push this contradiction until she was five hundred years old, but as time passed, she already understood. She is already at this crossroads.

The fork in the road was ahead of her, and the more she avoided it, the more she feared. If this fear is amplified and intensified, it will eventually consume her and drown her.

Before, she thought that the reason for her nightmare was Fang Jian, the obscenity of the Fang family, and Feng Li's atrocities; Her convulsions, the witch doctor said it was because of the brutal abuse of the water demons; Now there are nightmares and nightmares, and it can also be hastily attributed to the memory of using slashing to slash Fang Jian.

But is that really the case?

No, the most fundamental reason has long been clear, it's just that Douzi himself doesn't want to admit it.

She's alien! On Earth, she is constantly afraid that others will find out about her anomaly and find out that she is not a human being! In the Metaverse, she was constantly worried that others would discover her true identity as a moon demon.

What she fears is herself!

She knew in her heart that in order to get rid of this fear, she had to get out of this way.

Whether it's a waste wood moon demon or a mutant human.

Left or right, she has to make a choice. (To be continued.) )