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He couldn't remind her of who he was. Nor can they mention any of the shared memories they have.

His girls would leave her when they remembered who he was, and all their memories belonged to him alone.

But it also worked, she happily went out with him, and they stayed together for more than a month, and she showed no sign of leaving.

Later, they returned to the barracks, which she was already familiar with and liked, and occasionally stayed at home and waited for him to come back when she didn't go to work with him.

He came home from work alone, and every time he opened the door, he was apprehensive and full of joy, and as long as she was still waiting for him in the room, his world was complete and there was nothing more to ask for.

Shen Yuehai didn't say much about that memory, he didn't talk about many details, but just told Zhou Xiaoan in general terms that the girl had been with him in the barracks for more than three months, and they got along very happily.

Although he said very little, Zhou Xiaoan could feel that every word he said was overflowing with happiness and satisfaction.

Like the look on his face when he held her to see the furniture made for the wedding; It's like listening to her plan to go to a place every year to see how she struggles to rank those attractions, and the smile on his face and eyes is like this.

But when he smiled at her, he was brighter and brighter, and when he talked about that girl, no matter how happy he was, he would also have a deeply hidden but very sour sadness.

In the second half of that memory, he said less and more generally, "Later, we fell in love. It's a real love, it's not that I like her unilaterally, she finally starts to like me, and she talks to me. ”

Zhou Xiao'an's heart was sour, she didn't have that memory, but she could be sure that the girl was her, just like she didn't have Angel's memory, but she would have her feelings.

She felt sorry for him, and she didn't know how he was going to fall in love with a girl who would leave at any time and couldn't meet at all?

But although Shen Yuehai didn't say any details, he could see that he was really, very happy in this relationship.

This happiness could have lasted a little longer, but he was dizzy in happiness, not satisfied with not knowing anything about her, he wanted to know more about her, and he was greedily planning to keep her by his side forever.

So one day she said that she didn't know what she remembered, and suddenly she remembered who he was, "Ah! I remember! You're that sick kid! Or the hero of the battle to resist US aggression and aid Korea! ”

This sentence was like a spell, and the moment she said it, it disappeared.

Shen Yuehai didn't tell Zhou Xiaoan this, he just smiled bitterly and sighed, "After more than three months, she suddenly left again." ”

That blow was too big for him, and with the last time he had waited for more than eight years, he really thought he would have to wait until he was old to see her again.

At that time, if she was still a sixteen-year-old girl, he might not have had a chance to renew his relationship with her.

In his life, he has seen her since he was six years old, has only seen her six times for more than 20 years, and has been in love with her for 46 days, but he is always thinking about her.

may be a long life in the future, and he will have to rely on these 46 days of memories.

Not long after, he went to war.

On the battlefield, he made several feats, and many moments of birth and death he was thinking, he couldn't touch her after trying countless methods, and he couldn't keep her, what if he died?

If he died, would he be able to follow her?

This thought rose again and again, and was suppressed by him again and again. He has been born and died for so many years, and he knows that it is not easy to live, and he will never allow himself to have such negative thoughts to escape.

Until one day when he was ambushed by a small team to rescue his surrounded comrades, he was on the line between life and death, he left the hope of life to his comrades, and he stayed behind himself.

His comrades-in-arms evacuated safely, but he was seriously injured, and he did not want to be captured and humiliated, so he chose to jump off the cliff.

But when he was standing on the edge of the cliff and slowly surrounded by a small detachment of the enemy, an unexpected miracle happened, the enemy's squad strangely stepped on an impossible minefield, suffered heavy casualties, and had to abandon the pursuit and retreat.

He stood on the edge of a cliff and miraculously survived.

At that moment, he shouted her name into the vast jungle in ecstasy, she rescued him every time he was in a life-and-death situation, and this time it must be her!

But she didn't show up, and that weird minefield became a mystery.

Until he recovered from his injuries and returned to the team again, he was ambushed during a mission, his comrades were separated and died, and he was left alone to fight.

He was seriously wounded, rescued by a minority tribe deep in the mountains, and taken deeper into the mountains, where he was completely separated from the troops.

He thought he would die in the mountains and forests of the border, but when he woke up from his coma, he saw her at a glance.

Once again, she saved him.

She gave him medicine and food, and accompanied him to recuperate, and the appearance of a sixteen-year-old girl who knew nothing made him happy and sad, but he did not dare to mention anything to her about what they had once known.

If forgetting him can keep her by his side, then let her never remember him, he just wants one now.

So he didn't rush back to the army, and stayed with her in that tribe until his wounds were almost completely recovered, and then he took her out of the forest.

"Then we had some problems, and we were stranded in a small mountain village on the border for several months, and it was much later that I returned to the army. At that time, the army had already listed me as a missing person, and I was waiting for the end of the war to deliver the national flag to my family. ”

He said vaguely and generally, as if he was deliberately avoiding something, but Zhou Xiaoan suddenly remembered, "Is that the time you disappeared in 59?" ”

Shen Yuehai's brows jumped fiercely, staring at Zhou Xiao'an tightly, with fear in her eyes that she didn't understand, and it took a long time before she nodded lightly, "Yes." ”

Zhou Xiaoan's heart was turbulent, and he wanted to ask a lot of questions, but he couldn't ask them for a while, so he could only continue to listen to him.

But he didn't want her to know this, and then said more generally, "Then she left again and took a piece of blood jade from me. ”

In fact, in the last few days of their last meeting, he was suddenly able to touch her, and she recognized him, remembering every time they had met, but they didn't disappear suddenly.

They say a lot, a lot. From the time she first came to him when she was five years old, to the time she came to him again when she was sixteen years old and seriously injured and in a coma.