28. Chapter XXVIII

After he left, Guan Ce breathed a sigh of relief, sat up and was stunned for a while, and walked over to open the window.

Zhou An washed his face, and when he came out, he saw Guan Ce leaning against the window and looking at the night sky in a daze, the curtains lifted by the wind were like a gentle hand, gently caressing him.

How Zhou An wished that his hands would replace the curtains, he stood in place and looked at it for a while, then walked over: "The night breeze is cool, go back." As he spoke, he tentatively held Guan Ce's hand hanging at his side.

Guan Ce lowered his eyes and looked at the hands held by the two, and suddenly felt that the two big men were so awkward, so he put his backhand on Zhou An's shoulders and walked back with him.

Zhou An saw the change in the expression on his face, and he was happy to see such a small change in Guan Ce.

"Wait, I'll take a picture!" Zhou An took out his mobile phone, and the frameframe was just stuck in the chins of the two of them, so that he could slap Guan Ce's hand on his shoulder.

He gestured, raised the hand wearing the watch again, slapped it, and then showed it to Guan Ce: "It's a good match, right?" ”

Guan Ce glanced at it, and saw that Zhou An seemed to be preparing to post on Weibo, so he stopped: "Don't post it." ”

"What's wrong?" Zhou An shook his phone, "It's okay, I didn't take a picture of my face." ”

"Not that problem." Guan Ce withdrew his hand, walked over and poured another glass of wine, "Don't say what you said at the meeting in the future." ”

Zhou An's focus was a little crooked, and he asked happily when he heard this: "Have you watched the live broadcast?" ”

Guan Ce glanced at him and took a sip of wine: "When a celebrity career is just starting out, it is the most unwise choice to make a public relationship, the company has just adjusted the training plan for you, and I hope you can cooperate with the company." ”

"I understand." Zhou An's smile was a little bitter, "You think I shouldn't express my feelings for you to the outside world." ”

Guan Ce didn't expect him to be so straightforward, and he didn't know how to answer his words.

Zhou An stared at the unsent photo, smiled faintly, saved the photo, and then re-took a photo with the small cake he bought, and sent it with a word of thanks.

After doing this, Zhou Anmo held the edge of the phone and did not speak for a long time.

The living room suddenly fell silent, and the night breeze blew, and there was no trace of the previous fiery ambiguity.

After being silent for a while, Zhou An felt that if he didn't talk about Guan Ce's kind of character, this matter would have to become a small pimple, and it would still be unpleasant to mention it in the future.

So he organized his language and spoke.

"Guan Ce, I liked you from the first time I saw you, and it was also from that moment that I made up my mind to hold your hand and accept everyone's blessings. Whether I like a man or a woman is my own business, and others have no right to interfere. ”

"But because I'm a star, a so-called public figure, there are so many pairs of eyes looking at me all over the world, and even if I don't feel that sexuality needs to be hidden, I have to take into account the feelings of the fans. So I'm changing their minds step by step, and I believe that through my efforts, they will be able to accept me as such. ”

"What's more, there is no impermeable wall in the world, even if I don't say it, I may be exposed by the paparazzi one day. Instead of dropping a bombshell on the fans, I would rather be dripping through the rocks. ”

Zhou An looked up at Guan Ce: "I am measured, if you give me a little time, I won't cause you trouble." ”

These words have already been confided in Guan Ce, and after finishing speaking, Zhou An looked at Guan Ce calmly, waiting for his answer.

After hearing this, Guan Ce didn't have any special expression on his face, and after a pause, he said, "What you said makes sense, but out of consideration for your future, I suggest that you don't openly admit your sexuality." Although there is no explicit rule, the mainstream media has always taken a shy attitude towards homosexuality, but as long as you don't admit it, even if you have solid evidence, it's fine. ”

"......" Zhou An frowned and did not speak.

Guan Ce looked at his tightly knit brows, and felt that he might have said too coldly just now, so he softened his voice and said, "You said it yourself, who you like is a matter of two people, you don't need to make a fuss." ”

"Trouble?" Zhou An's face changed, "I just want to hold my lover's hand and get the blessing of others!" ”

“…… Qiao Yuan, be mature, sometimes honesty is not the best choice. ”

Zhou An chuckled, lowered his eyes to look at the gift on his wrist, and then spoke, finding that his throat was tight and his voice was dry: "Do you have to be so rational at all times?" I know you're right, but it's harder for me to say these things than to hear your rejection. ”

"I can betray the whole world for you, but you don't even want to make your relationship public, which makes me feel ......" Zhou An's eyes were sour with bitterness in his heart, "I don't care about you." ”

"I'm all thinking about your future!" Guan Ce was eager to argue.

"The future is not comparable to yours at all!" Zhou An raised his head suddenly, "I tried so hard to get close to you, but you told me this, don't you think it's hurtful to talk about these issues to someone who loves you deeply?" ”

Guan Ce was stunned, he was completely analyzing this matter from an objective point of view, he thought Zhou An could understand.

"I didn't mean that, I ......"

Zhou An raised his hand to interrupt Guan Ce's words, and said tiredly: "It's not early, you rest early, I'll go back first." ”

Guan Ce's intuition couldn't let him go like this, so he grabbed his arm: "Qiao Yuan!" ”

Zhou An turned around and gave him a hug, and smiled at him with a strong spirit: "I will seriously consider what you said, don't worry, I'm fine." ”

With such a forced smile, he is the least reassuring!

Seeing him frowning, Zhou An laughed softly: "What, you want to keep me overnight, can we sleep in the same bed?" ”

Guan Ce ignored his indecent words, looked at him, and said seriously: "Maybe it's the wrong way I expressed it, I definitely didn't mean to hurt you, I ......"

"I know." Zhou An sighed, picked up his chin, and kissed him lightly on the cheek, "It's normal for young couples to quarrel, don't take it to heart." I'm going to meet the producer early tomorrow morning, so I'll go back first. ”

"Is it time to go to Tibet?" Guan Ce ignored what he said about "little couple" and asked unexpectedly.

"We'll find out when we meet tomorrow." Zhou An pushed Guan Ce into the door, "It's cold outside, you go back to the house, I'm leaving." ”

Sending Zhou An away, Guan Ce returned to the living room that had quieted down again, and when he saw the small cake that Zhou An bought on the table, he suddenly felt a trace of loss in his heart, and he felt that the room was too quiet.

He shook his head, walked over and put the candle on the cake and lit it, and then took a photo and sent it to Zhou An.

Guan Ce sat in the living room for a while, and as his drowsiness grew, he went back to his room to sleep.

The next day, Zhou An originally thought of coming back to talk to Guan Ce about last night after meeting the producer, but he didn't expect to be told that he would fly to Tibet next.

Not to mention going back to say goodbye to Guan Ce, he hurriedly got on the plane without even having time to pack his luggage.