Chapter 49: Mess
"Actually, I've been very busy, and I don't feel like it's been three years since I came back from the United States!" Lin Qi said.
"Lin, we both want you to be happy, nothing else matters, even if you don't want to see me again, that's okay."
Lin Qimo, in fact, she was afraid to see Lance because she was afraid that she would find out that she was still a thief, in that case, the days would have to go back to the period when she just came back from the United States.
During that time, she seemed normal on the surface, going out to drink with friends and party, but only she knew that she was always having auditory hallucinations, always feeling like Lance was calling her from behind, and sometimes she would be woken up by 'Lance' in her dreams.
During that time, she didn't get a good rest, setting the lowest record for her weight record, 95 pounds, when she used to work as an assistant in CAA, she often stayed up for several days in a row, and she never lost weight below 100 pounds.
She knew that it would not work like this, so she began to look for a job, hoping to divert her attention with her busy work, but she didn't expect that domestic companies would recruit so many doorways, so she had no choice but to find her eldest brother to help her go through the back door.
"Does he know you're coming to China?"
"yes, I know."
"Then did you sue him and meet me?"
"Not yet, not yet."
"Lance, do you feel guilty about me?"
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"Lin" Lance looked at Lin Qi in surprise.
"I once felt that I was unforgivable for disturbing your life. But this guilt did not suppress my feelings for you, but made me more entangled. Sleepless nights. β
Lance wanted to say something, but was stopped by Lin Qi.
"I don't need your guilt. Like you don't need mine. Lin Qi looked at Lance's eyes fixedly.
Lance didn't know what to say, it was true that he had felt very guilty for so many years, especially in that incident back then, but he also knew that Lin Qi had never blamed Bertram, and this realization made him sometimes a little annoyed and painful.
When people sin, they always want someone to condemn them, which seems to make the conscience better.
However, he and Lin Qi were trapped in such a strange circle. No one blames anyone, and everyone feels that they owe each other.
"Lance, do you still want to be friends with me?"
"Of course!" Lance wondered why Lin Qi would say this.
"Well, we need a new beginning, so, starting today, let's wait together for this new beginning, before it comes. We don't want to communicate anything other than to report our safety to each other. All right? β
Lance didn't understand, "Why?" β
"Because, I don't want to think of you forever, I can't let go. I don't want you to feel at ease every time you see me. I hope that in the future, we will be happy to meet. β
"I don't know much about it, though. But I respect your choice. β
"OK, thank you."
After talking to Lance. Lin Qi was determined to face this problem squarely and could not deliberately ignore it. The unclear stalk of the guide zhì is somewhere in my heart, and in some dead of night, faintly swollen!
She needs a new love life, and Lance and Bertram also need each other's reassuring companionship, and they can't let this issue continue silently, and the three of them can't comfortably think of the other two.
And the crux of the matter seems to be her, she needs to start a new relationship, so that she is not confused, so that Lance and Bertram no longer feel guilty.
"However, this man can't really go to the street, just find one at random." Lin Qi sucked the bubble tea and said infinitely melancholy.
The two women opposite, after listening to her nagging, shook their heads, it was rare that Cheng Chen did not roll his eyes at Xu Zitang.
"You guys, it's just too entangled, you don't blame each other, and you still have so many hypocritical ideas." Xu Zitang came in the wind, went in the thunder, rolled in the snow, and slept in the river, so he naturally didn't understand the idea of living in the city every day.
"If you can think of this step for yourself, it means that it is not incurable." Cheng Chen is still able to analyze this matter rationally.
"So what?"
"How do you feel about him now, like you did when you were at CAA?"
"No, I'm not excited for a long time, but I feel sad when I think about it, and I feel a little like eating raw onions."
Xu Zitang rolled his eyes, what kind of language level is this.
"Do you still think he's your Prince Charming?"
Lin Qi shook his head without thinking about it, in fact, as early as when he was in CAA, Lance told her for the first time that he had someone he liked, and at that time he knew that he was not his Prince Charming.
Because, the fairy tale Prince Charming will not refuse a princess! Fairy tales are all lies!
"Do you think you still have a chance?"
"Nope!" Other people's hobbies and hobbies won't be the two lumps on her chest at all, okay?!
"Want to break up with him?"
"I don't want to." Revolutionary friendship still exists.
"That's like treating a normal friend, just treat him!"
"But"
The corners of Xu Zitang's mouth twitched, what is wrong with this, it is not exciting, it is simply it!
Lin Qi found that he was able to play on the spot, which was really great, although he had told Lance so much, he was still at a loss, and he didn't know what he should do!
"Seventh sister, you're back."
Lin Qi was changing his shoes in the hallway, and Li Tao came out of the kitchen, looking like he had just finished washing the dishes.
Lin Qi saw Li Tao wearing cartoon pajamas, and the rabbits on her clothes were cute, and he immediately felt that she was as cute as a primary school student.
Primary school student?!
Lin Qi suddenly remembered a sentence, all the troublesome things in this world must be treated with the same simple attitude as a child.
Although, she forgot who told her!
"Taotao, let me ask you a few questions, it's an intelligence question."
"Okay!" Li Tao is always said to be stupid by the master, so she likes this kind of game the most, so that she can find a sense of self-confidence in terms of IQ.
"A man likes, well, another woman, and the heroine likes this man very much, so what do you say?" Lin Qi felt that he had to say things normally, otherwise Li Tao might question the topic.
"If you like it for another person, in general TV series, the first person who appears is not the actor."
"Well said!" Lin Qi was speechless.
"Anything else?" Li Tao looked very excited, more and more like a primary school student.
"Nope."
"It's not interesting to be gone so soon."
"I'm going to sleep, I'm so tired."
"Oh."
Lin Qi was lying on the bed, unable to sleep at all, what did she want from Lance! Obviously I don't like it anymore, why can't I get along freely, is my thief heart not dead?
However, although I was a little overwhelmed when I first saw him today, she was still mastering the rhythm of the conversation, indicating that she was not running away, but something else.
So what exactly is the problem?
The more Lin Qi thought about it, the more sleepy he became, he slowly stopped thinking and fell asleep.
On the other side, in the hotel's superior suite, Lance was drinking with a woman and had a good conversation!
It seems that something else has been agreed! (To be continued.) )