60. Irresistible (2)
Li Chu woke up in his own home.
In the same bedroom, only the date on her phone was already two days after she fell asleep.
The hunger in her stomach forced her to get up and go to the kitchen to get something to eat.
Did she sleep for two days? In the dream, she seemed to have spent a long, long time, and when she woke up, there was still the coolness of dry tears on her cheeks.
The pajamas on her body were indeed the ones she had changed when she came back from the hospital that day. She didn't even have a way to prove the reality of the dream, except that she really had feelings of sadness and despair.
Li Chu simply ate a meal, felt that he had recovered part of his body, and his mind was a little sober, and then he went to look through his WeChat.
On Valentine's Day, Li Xinnuan did post a photo.
Therefore, Li Chu confirmed that the dream was true, including Chu Mo's absurd explanation, no matter how difficult it was for her to accept, it was true.
Li Chu quickly calmed down and sorted out Chu Mo's last hasty storytelling.
Li Xinnuan and An Li were mixed together behind her back, she was kept in the dark, and in the end, she lost her life because she broke the adulterous relationship, and fell off the stairs by mistake. Chu Mo found her after returning to China, but learned of her death, and then invented the anti-heaven machine to return to this point in time, using a system to lead her to complete the task, and guide her step by step to discover the truth in real life. At last...... Chu Mo disappeared...... She didn't know why Chu Mo disappeared.
Except for the truth of the incident, she didn't know anything about Chu Mo.
In the face of this qiē incredible story, Li Chuchu was surprisingly calm. Her rusty brain began to work again, she was sober, and she even wanted to laugh at the betrayal of her best friend and fiancé, a reaction that would have been impossible before.
Because of Chu Mo's accident back then, she has been shadowed in her heart since then, and now she is strong again because of Chu Mo.
The previous time, Chu Mo almost died because of her, and this time, Chu Mo gave his life for her again.
The doors and windows of the house were closed for a few days, and the oppression in the air almost turned into a viscous substance, which made her heart feel stuffy.
Li Chu cleaned up, opened the windows of his home, and went out to throw away the garbage that had been piled up for two days. When he arrived at the mailbox at the door of the unit, Li Chu stayed for a while, thought about it and opened the mailbox.
There was a thin layer of ash in the mailbox with a white letterhead on it.
She took out the envelope and blew the dust off it. Originally, she rarely opened the mailbox except for opening the mailbox at the beginning of each month to check the previous month's payment slip, but now she opened it and found that she received a letter. Li Chu estimated that it was probably an advertising letter, but his eyes stopped suddenly when Kankan touched the name of the sender on it.
Chu Mo.
It turned out to be Chu Mo!
She hurriedly opened the envelope and hurried home.
The envelope was opened, and a beige piece of letter paper slipped out of it, and the handwriting on it was clear, smooth and powerful.
It is indeed Chu Mo's style.
She sat at the dining table, reading the letter impatiently, her blood cooling an inch with each line she scribbled.
Li Chu:
I heard that you will be getting married in a few months, so forgive me for not going to see you, I don't want to bother you.
When I returned to China last year, I also tried to ask for your current address through my neighbor and went to see you once, but unfortunately you were just engaged at that time, and I thought that since you already have a partner, I shouldn't bother you anymore. But after thinking about it, I still plan to write you a letter to make me completely disappear from your world, so that you don't have to worry about the events of the year again.
I've heard from your friends that you've been a different person since that incident, no longer cheerful, no longer the mischievous little devil I was familiar with, but a docile and well-behaved girl. For your change, I didn't know about it earlier, it was my father who took me out of the country that year and couldn't make it clear to you, I am very sad and blame myself.
So now, I just want you to let go of the past, after all, natural disasters are never something you can change alone, and traffic accidents are not your fault at all. And back then, because my mother's accident was too sudden, and my father wanted to go abroad for academic exchanges, he hurriedly took me out of the country, and I wrote a letter to China only to find that you had moved. I am saddened by my mother's death, but after so many years, I have come out, only to find that you have not come out.
My father and I never blame you, and my mother must not blame you either, she loved you the most back then, so she protected you in a critical moment and let you survive. We don't want to see you the way you are. This time I am writing to you, hoping that you will think about it and start a new life happily.
Live happily ever after with your fiancé.
I'm fine, don't read it. - Chu Mo
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After reading this letter, Li Chu felt a deep sense of congestion.
The first is that after Chu Mo's previous bunch of words beyond imagination, there is always a feeling of saying goodbye to the letter, and the second is that there is really no sending address on the envelope, and it seems that he doesn't want to reply to him.
It turned out that back then, it wasn't because he didn't want to see himself anymore that he went abroad.
She used to be childhood sweethearts and neighbors with Chu Mo, and her parents were usually busy, so she loved to run to Chu Mo's house. When she was ten years old, Chu's mother drove them out to play, and she willfully sat in the passenger seat and was unwilling to wear a seat belt. Her parents were very strict with her, and her arrogant habits in the Chu family were all spoiled by Chu's mother and Chu Mo. She didn't want to tie it, so Chu Mu indulged her.
As a result, he was hit by a truck crossing at the intersection and had an accident. She didn't wear a seat belt, and when she was about to smash the windshield and be thrown out, Chu Mu quickly unfastened her seat belt, grabbed her, and protected her in front of her. The truck driver was drunk and overloaded, and directly hit the front of their car, and Chu's mother also died because of saving her.
She and Chu Mo were seriously injured, and her injuries were particularly severe.
At that time, the first thing she was worried about was not her own situation, but Chu Mu, who died because of her actions.
She caused Chu Mo to lose her mother, and she was afraid that Chu Mo would hate her from now on.
When she was injured and wanted to find Chu Mo to apologize, even if he would never forgive herself again, no matter what she did, she wanted to atone for her sins, but her parents told her that Chu Mo was taken out of the country by her father.
She didn't eat in the hospital bed, just covered herself in the quilt and cried, and after a whole day and night, when the water in her body was so quickly lost that she couldn't cry anymore, the whole person was like a different person.
Become obedient and cowardly.
The parents said that she should have been so obedient a long time ago, and she was an obedient child; Her parents said that she was suitable for An Li, and she was with An Li.
Since she knew that Chu Mo had returned to China, and that An Li was not a person worthy of being entrusted for life, she wanted to find Chu Mo.
She wanted to be brave once, to be brave again more than a decade later.
But...... Chu Mo didn't leave her his address, so she couldn't find it.
Fortunately, after she moved, she was not far from the original community, and she had a good relationship with her old neighbors, which made it convenient for Chu Mo to inquire about her, but Chu Mo went abroad with her father without saying a word.
Li Chu suddenly began to get irritable.
I'm irritated by my cluelessness. She finally woke up, and it was as if she had entered another dead end, with a dark and dirty past behind her and a dead end ahead, leaving no hope.
She had no choice but to look over and over the only clue Chu Mo had left her.
Except for an unaddressed envelope and a piece of stationery, postmarked a week ago, nothing else special.
Finally, the stamp on the envelope caught her attention. It was a postage stamp with a view of Imperial Capital University.
Imperial Capital University ...... Imperial Capital ...... To City A......
It does seem like it will take about a week.
Chu Mo won't be at Imperial Capital University, right? The level of science over there is indeed the highest in the country, and the most convenient way for Chu Mo to send letters should be at school, so he will post stamps of Shendu University.