Chapter 47: Wake up

It's a very wonderful feeling, and I think many people, like me, have fantasized about being a superman, a hero, or even a god.

Especially when I was a child, I often wore my mother's straw hat, and then in the morning I covered my mouth with a piece of cloth and pretended to be a chivalrous man, and later I dug two holes in that piece and put them on my eyes, pretending to be Zorro, and that foreign chivalrous man was my idol at that time.

Many people have fantasized about becoming an eagle and soaring in the air, and there are also girls who wish to become a beautiful butterfly and fly in the sky in the morning, right?

But I don't think anyone, anyone has any fantasies about being maggots, right?

Actually, I didn't think about it, but this weird thing just happened, and it happened to me, which is literally one in six billion.

I bought a lottery ticket and never even won two dollars, but I won such a strange prize and became maggots.

Who am I looking to cry to, I have no place to cry, I want to cry but I can't cry, my heart is already in the ocean.

When I fell asleep, I felt like I was back in my mother's arms, unusually warm and reassuring.

I felt my body slowly deforming, I felt my body slowly cracking, but there was no pain, it was like taking off an unusually uncomfortable piece of clothing, making myself unusually comfortable.

After taking off the clothes, I felt that my whole body was extremely comfortable, like the feeling of being restrained after sleeping for a long time, and finally being able to stretch.

I stretched out comfortably, it felt so comfortable. Sleep is also unusually sweet.

I had a vague sense that I was surrounded by a small space, but there was enough space for me to roll over and stretch my waist with my arms and legs stretched at will.

I slept soundly, and then I fell asleep again. A wonderful feeling continues to keep me asleep.

I don't know how long I slept, I didn't know how long I had to sleep, I just continued to sleep in this wonderful dream.

I dreamed of a lot of good things, I dreamed that I really became a human being, and I got married and had a little daughter, I sang and coaxed my little daughter to play when I was fine, and when I came back from work, I had a delicious meal. I was so immersed in that dream that I couldn't help myself.

And just when I was thinking about sleeping like this forever, I suddenly felt something calling me.

"One dime two, one dime two." It was a very small voice. It's so small that you can barely hear it, but it's like it's screaming out to me in my ear.

"One dime two, one dime two, wake up." The sound made me very uneasy, and I wanted to change my daughter's diaper.

But the voice echoed in my ears. It makes me unusually unhappy. It made me feel uneasy, as if I hadn't done something and that I didn't belong here.

"Have you changed the diaper?" My wife asked softly.

I ......don't know what to say, I suddenly can't remember when my wife and I met, when we got married, and I forgot even what my wife's name was, I didn't remember it.

It's as if I had a wife as soon as I came out, as if I had a child as soon as I came out. Why is that? Why?

"One dime two, one dime two. Wake up. The voice in my ear was still shouting, and the voice was often full of concern and anxiety, which made me feel unusually uneasy.

"What's your name?" I asked my wife bitterly.

Instead of answering my question, my wife walked over slowly, picked up the baby in the cradle and looked at me.

The little girl was unusually cute, not only with a pair of beautiful big eyes, but also with a pair of cute dimples, like a beautiful little princess.

"Daddy." The little girl exclaimed happily, and the two dimples were so beautiful when she laughed.

"Daddy?" I asked myself bitterly.

"Daddy, are you going to leave us?" The little girl said very sadly, looking at me pitifully with big beautiful eyes.

I ...... "I don't know what to say, I just feel that I'm so unreal, so unreal, I'm kind and there are some important things I haven't done, my heart shouldn't be here."

"One dime two, one dime two, you wake up." The voice that made my heart palpitate came to my ears again.

Hearing that voice again made me feel unusually uncomfortable, and a trace of indescribable pain appeared in my heart.

"Dad, are you really going to leave us?" The daughter spoke again.

"I don't know, I don't know, I don't know." I'm totally devastated, I don't know what's going on, what's wrong with me? What's going on? “

"Dad, aren't you happy with us? Isn't it happy? Don't you love your mother? Our daughter said very sadly.

A pair of poor big eyes looked at me, I felt distressed to see it, I wanted to hug her and comfort her, so that she would not cry, I love them, I want to be with them.

But just as I stretched out my hands, I suddenly realized that my heart was actually refusing, and my heart told me that there was one more thing I had not done, a very important thing, a matter related to my life.

My outstretched hand hung in the air, unable to move forward, just hanging in the air, and at this moment my wife and daughter in front of me slowly drifted into the distance.

"Daddy, help me, help me." My daughter cried out in grief.

"Wake up." Another voice rang in my ears.

I was confused, I just stood there stupidly and watched my wife and daughter slowly get farther and farther away from me, and as they left, I felt my heart slowly splitting and shattering.

It turns out that this is the life I always wanted, but why is it just a dream? Why?

I cried out helplessly in my heart, why this dream is so real, why this dream is so painful.

No wonder Daifuku said that he changed when he slept down, maybe not everyone can change, right? And how many maggots have been deceived by sweet dreams and turned into a dead stream?

I slowly opened my eyes, and there were still tears dripping from the corners of my eyes, and the moment I opened my eyes, I knew it was time for me to wake up.

The first thing I heard when I opened my eyes was, "One dime two, one dime two." ”

I suddenly had a warm feeling in my heart, I didn't expect to be saved by Dafu again this time, if it weren't for her shouting, I don't know if I would have been brought in by that beautiful dream.

Opening my eyes I was in a small space similar to a surge, I moved my body, and finally it was time for me to regain my life, mysterious girl, wait, wait for me to come to you......

(To be continued.) )