Chapter 49: No shame, no shame
When Yue Qingxuan left, the wine had not fully woken up, perhaps because she was still drunk, she saw that Lin Ziyu and Liu Xiaoai's eyes were actually red.
"Okay, go back quickly, don't go to class today, go back and make up for sleep, look at your languishing appearance," Yue Qingxuan sent the two of them away like a big sister.
Lin Ziyu retorted: "How are you looking?" No amount of makeup can cover your drunkenness! ”
"You little girl, no big or small, forget it, I don't have the same knowledge as you, Xiao Ai, I'm just going out to work, maybe I'll pass by here to see you when I go home for the New Year, don't think too much about me."
Liu Xiaoai's smile stiffly floated: "Sister Xuanxuan, be careful all the way, and report safety to us when you arrive." "She didn't tell them about last night.
"You're still the best at talking, okay, it's almost time, I'm leaving." Yue Qingxuan reached out and hugged Liu Xiaoai, and as soon as she let go of Liu Xiaoai, she was hugged by Lin Ziyu.
"Be sure to take care of yourself." Lin Ziyu hugged Yue Qingxuan vigorously and said in a low voice.
Yue Qingxuan was stunned for a moment and laughed: "Don't worry." ”
Letting go of her embrace, Yue Qingxuan waved her hand and carried a small backpack to the direction of the security check, and her luggage was sent to check.
On the way back, Lin Ziyu couldn't hold back her crying, Liu Xiaoai could comfort Lin Ziyu very strongly, she hugged Lin Ziyu's shoulder, let her head lie on her lap, and slowly comforted her.
The taxi driver looked at the two strangely from the rearview mirror and asked Liu Xiaoai, "What's wrong with this girl?" ”
Liu Xiaoai calmly said to the driver: "Her sister has gone to other places, and she is reluctant." ”
"Oh, the little girl and her sister still have a deep relationship, isn't this about the New Year? My sister will definitely come home for the New Year? What are you crying about? The driver, who thought he was very comforting, talked about his sister there.
Will you come back for the Chinese New Year? There was a mist on the car window, Liu Xiaoai reached out to touch it, and her hands were cold, will you come back for the New Year?
She asked silently into the air.
Thinking of last night's WeChat, Liu Xiaoai's eyes dimmed again, even if you come back, there are other people around you......
"Girl, it's time for school, a total of 53," the driver's master's words interrupted Liu Xiaoai's thoughts.
Liu Xiaoai looked down at Lin Ziyu, who was still crying, and said helplessly to the driver: "Master, you keep going, let's go around the third ring."
The driver replied, "You've got it."
But the third ring road was too congested, the taxi stopped and went, and finally Liu Xiaoai's idea of going around the third ring road fell through, because Lin Ziyu was motion sick, Liu Xiaoai quickly asked the master to pull over, and as soon as the car stopped, Lin Ziyu rushed out and vomited at the trash can.
After vomiting, Lin Ziyu staggered to his feet, put his hand on Liu Xiaoai's shoulder, and said arrogantly: "Let's go back and not take the car, okay?" Walk back, right? ”
Liu Xiaoai looked at her with disgust: "This is the third ring, walking back will tire you to death, if you want to go, you will go, I won't go."
"Okay, okay, it's a big deal to vomit to death." Lin Ziyu gritted her teeth, looking like she was breaking the jar.
So after going back that day, Lin Ziyu rushed into the bathroom of the dormitory and didn't come out for a long time.
After hearing the sound inside, Liu Xiaoai put the poured water on Lin Ziyu's table: "Put the water on your table, come out and drink some, I'll sleep first."
Chen Xin and Yang Xue went to class, and there were only the two of them in the dormitory at this time, so it was more convenient to talk.
When Lin Ziyu came out of the bathroom, Liu Xiaoai was already lying on the bed and covered with a quilt, "Is the quilt cold?" You just get into it. Saying that, she reached out and turned on the air conditioner, she didn't sleep well all night, she was also sleepy, she took off her clothes and climbed onto the bed, the quilt was cold, "hiss...... It's so cold......" didn't hear Liu Xiaoai answer herself, Lin Ziyu looked at Liu Xiaoai, and actually put her head under the quilt:
"I fell asleep so soon......" After finishing speaking, Lin Ziyu also endured the cold and lay down, and quickly fell asleep due to exhaustion.
The two skipped class for one day and were deducted two points from the usual results of the corresponding subject by the teacher who attended the class that day.
Liu Xiaoai quietly studied in class, read quietly, and no one found out that she was out of love, only once, Lin Ziyu asked Liu Xiaoai strangely: "Why haven't I seen you talk to Senior Sister Qi on the phone in the past two days?"
Liu Xiaoai's hand holding the book tightened, and said with a smile: "She has been busy with the graduate school entrance examination recently, and with the jet lag, there is less contact."
"That's the case, did Senior Sister Qi say when she will come back?"
Liu Xiaoai set her eyes on the book, "I don't know." And then, her eyes stayed there, for a long, long time.
After returning home on the weekend, Zuo Xiangjing wondered why Liu Xiaoai became silent, Liu Xiaoai was trying to find some excuse, and Liu Le smiled over there: "Xiao Ai and Huan Ge have a good relationship, Huan Ge's family went to the Netherlands, Xiao Ai may not be able to adapt to it, it will be fine after a while."
Liu Xiaoai raised her head and smiled, and continued to bow her head to eat.
It's fine at school, but what about at home? No matter where there is her breath, you can still see her shadow, Liu Xiaoai looked at the bedroom window, thinking about Qi Huange's figure that night because of her own words to protect herself, and she kissed her lips, bad and charming smile, and the unwillingness in her heart spread like a vine to all parts of the body, and then took root and grow.
She picked up her mobile phone to call Qi Huange, but she still couldn't get through, and then she opened WeChat and sent WeChat to Qi Huange, showing that it had been deleted by the other party, and the other number was still deleted by the other party.
This...... Is it our state after the breakup? She looked ahead in a daze, where the air surged, stirring a whirlpool of sadness, sucking Liu Xiaoai in.
During the Chinese New Year, Qi Huange called, and after talking to Liu Le and them for a while, Liu Le hurriedly called Liu Xiaoai over: "Come on, come on, your senior sister's phone."
Nervous, in addition to being nervous or nervous, and even nervous with a trace of fear, under Liu Le's urging, Liu Xiaoai took the phone, and heard Qi Huange's breathing again, Liu Xiaoai subconsciously jumped her breathing rate the same as Qi Huange's.
The two of them were silent, and after a while, Qi Huange spoke first, "Happy New Year." ”
Liu Xiaoai's heart was like a big stone, and many words that she wanted to ask were swallowed back when she reached her mouth, and finally Liu Xiaoai's white throat moved up and down, "Happy New Year." She said
"Take care of yourself, eat well, don't be picky eaters, and pay attention to nutrition." Qi Huange's gentle voice came again.
The stone in Liu Xiaoai's heart is getting bigger and bigger, and her tears are about to come out, why? Why do you have to say all this after a breakup? "So are you." She still can't ask ruthlessly, she must be embarrassed to ask at this time, right?
Then don't ask.
The phone hung up in silence, Liu Le and Zuo Xiangjing were far away, so they didn't hear the content of the call, Liu Le asked curiously, "You and Huan Ge finished chatting so quickly?"
Liu Xiaoai walked upstairs: "She's busy, I'll go upstairs first, happy New Year to mom and mother."
"This kid ...... After the holiday, I kept eating back to the bedroom, came out of the bedroom to eat, and went to the bedroom after eating...... Is this holiday syndrome? Liu Le, let's take Xiao Ai out tomorrow, right? Zuo Xiangjing looked at the Spring Festival Gala and said to Liu Le.
"Okay, okay, you can go wherever you say, I listen to you, but our Xiao Ai is healthy, so there is no holiday syndrome." On the issue of Liu Xiaoai, Liu Le is unprincipled to protect his shortcomings.
Zuo Xiangjing stuffed a peeled chestnut into Liu Le's mouth, "It's all what you're used to." ”
Liu Le smiled and was squinted by the chestnut sweetness.
On New Year's night, Liu Xiaoai sat on the bed with her knees curled, her arms around her legs, her expression was lonely, she blinked her eyes, and her sour eyes did not shed a single tear.
I don't cry, I don't make trouble, I don't complain, but why haven't you come back?
There was a faint sound of firecrackers outside the window, and although fireworks were prohibited during the New Year's holiday, there were still people who did not listen to the ban.
Liu Xiaoai got up and opened the window, and the cold wind poured into the room mercilessly, she couldn't help but shiver, but she heard the sound of her own heartbeat.
After watching the Spring Festival Gala, Liu Le suddenly remembered that he hadn't given Liu Xiaoai any New Year's money, so he took out the prepared red envelope and said to Zuo Xiangjing: "Ah Jing, you go to sleep first, I'll give the red envelope to Xiao Ai and then go." ”
Zuo Xiangjing nodded, rubbed his tired eyes, and walked to the bedroom.
Seeing that the window in Liu Xiaoai's bedroom was open, Liu Le sighed in his heart: "Why did this child fall asleep with the window open?" With such a cold wind, will it blow sick? Hurriedly closed the window, and then walked to the bed, Liu Xiaoai rolled up the quilt and slept very uncomfortable, her face was red, and her brows were furrowed.
Liu Le touched her head, her hands were very hot, and she quickly woke up Liu Xiaoai, went downstairs to find antipyretic medicine for Liu Xiaoai to eat, and then called her family doctor.
In the first Spring Festival of Qi Huange's departure, Liu Xiaoai caught a cold and couldn't eat anything, just crying silently.
Zuo Xiangjing touched Liu Xiaoai's head and said distressedly: "Why does this child cry when he has a cold?" ”
Liu Le also found out that something was wrong with Liu Xiaoai, "Yes, is it in a bad mood?" ”
"It's that the medicine is too bitter, and the needle is too painful," Liu Xiaoai said weakly under the torture of a cold and high fever.
I finally found a reason to cry, not for you.
After the cold was cured, Liu Xiaoai's already thin figure was even thinner than an adult, Liu Le and Zuo Xiangjing just discussed how to persuade Liu Xiaoai to eat more, Liu Xiaoai sat at the dining table obediently and ate by herself, she also ate the vegetables she didn't like to eat before, and the amount of food was much larger than before.
"Xiao Ai, why do you eat so much?" Liu Le had never seen Liu Xiaoai eat like this, and he was taken aback.
Liu Xiaoai tried hard to swallow the food in her mouth, revealing a light smile that didn't belong to her: "Xiao Yu said that it was too thin and not good-looking, so I need to eat more clothes to look good." ”
Zuo Xiangjing took the rice bowl away from Liu Xiaoai's face, and blamed distressedly: "Then you can't eat so much at one time, you can't become fat in one bite, it's not good for your stomach." ”
Nodding as if she didn't understand, Liu Xiaoai stretched out her hand to the dessert after the meal.
Before the end of the winter vacation, Liu Xiaoai finally gained weight, not only to her previous weight, but even to exceed her weight.
She put on her new clothes and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror and looked at herself like a princess inside, as if she was saying to herself: "It looks good in this way." ”
I didn't let myself be thin just because I looked good in my clothes, not because of your words.
On the night of Chinese New Year's Eve for the next two years, Liu Xiaoai would have a severe cold, and then keep crying, Liu Le felt distressed and asked the doctor: "Is there a way not to give injections?" Can you not make the medicine so bitter? What do you see the children crying into? ”
The doctor shook his head: "It's only a fever reducer for babies, but she's 20 years old, and those medicines have no effect on her, and if the fever doesn't subside in time, there will be sequelae." ”
Liu Le could only tilt his head to the side, unwilling to see Liu Xiaoai shed more and more tears, after the doctor gave Xiao Ai an injection, Liu Le asked again: "She has had a fever and cold at this time for three consecutive years, does the child have any disease?" ”
"According to the previous examination report, her body is very healthy, and her cold is frozen, and she does not pay attention to keeping warm during the Chinese New Year, colds are a common thing, of course, her psychological role is not ruled out, according to my observation, she has a slight depression." The doctor flicked the infusion tube and said to Liu Le.
Zuo Xiangjing and Liu Le glanced at each other, and they both saw worry in each other's eyes.
That night, Zuo Xiang slept quietly beside Liu Xiaoai, Liu Xiaoai opened her slightly swollen eyes, and her voice was hoarse: "Mom, do you think I'm useless?" I haven't passed the exam twice. ”
Zuo Xiangjing stretched out his hand to pull Liu Xiaoai's bangs to the side and laughed: "Silly boy, how could it be?" No matter what you look like, you're a mother's child. ”
Liu Xiaoai sniffed and didn't speak.
"Do you know why your mother named you Xiao Ai?" Zuo Xiangjing held Liu Xiaoai in her arms, like Xiao Ai when she was a child.
Liu Xiaoai shook her head.
"I don't ask you to achieve much, I just hope that you can be as strong as grass and be happy at all times," Zuo Xiangjing patted Liu Xiaoai's back.
Liu Xiaoai's heart began to pantothenic, and her eyes condensed tears again, "Mom, I'm so tired......"
"Silly child, rest when you're tired, your little mother and I see your hard work all the time, you are our pride."
"Really?" Liu Xiaoai's tears slid down the corners of her eyes.
Zuo Xiangjing stretched out her hand to wipe away her tears, and said with a smile: "It's all working people and still crying, are you ashamed?" ”
Liu Xiaoai got into Zuo Xiangjing's arms and coquettish: "No matter how old you are, it's your and your mother's child, don't be ashamed ...... it"
"Hehe......" Zuo Xiangjing chuckled and reached out to hug Liu Xiaoai tightly.