The first time I crossed over
I opened my eyes in a daze, only to see a faint light, and before I had time to look at the surrounding environment, my head was dizzy and I had to close my eyes.
In a trance, a strange world unfolded in my mind, looking like a costume drama, the courtyard was deep, the vegetation was flourishing, a middle-aged man rolled a book and strolled by the lotus pond, three or two Xiao Si waited from afar, a young woman in one or two dozen led a little girl carved in pink and jade, followed by seven or eight girls with trays of fans, looking at the makeup, this should be a rich family, but I don't know which drama this is?
Lin Yao didn't have time to think about it, all kinds of pictures came one after another, intermittently and incoherently, but from just a few words, I also understood that this should be Lin Ruhai's family in the Red Mansion, but I can't remember that there is a series with these scenes, and I can't remember who the starring actor is.
Is it new? The actors are rarely selected well, and they are more real than the actors in the 87 version of the Red Mansion. Lin Yao has read the old version of the new version of the Red Mansion, because she likes it very much, and she has read the book a few times, even if she is not a scholar of the Red Mansion, she also knows a thing or two about the Red Mansion, it seems that this has just begun, and Jia Min has not passed away.
After a while, it was a thin little boy wearing a red jacket and a red tiger head hat, it should be Lin Ruhai's young son who died early, Lin Yao was even more strange when he saw this, this TV series really has no impression, even the actors are very unfamiliar, I don't know where I watched it, a headache hit, and Lin Yao fell asleep again.
Although he was still a little weak when he opened his eyes again, Lin Yao was already awake, looking at the apricot yellow curtains hanging down all around, the willow-colored satin sheets, the tender green Xiubaipan quilt, and sitting up with both hands on the bed was dizzy, not only because of the lack of sleep for a long time, but also because he found that the height of his gaze had not changed much when he sat up! When he sat down and raised his hand in front of him, Lin Yao's face turned pale in an instant, this hand is as big as a 3-year-old child?
"Girl?" "Mama Wang~ The girl is awake!" "Sister Jin'er, go and tell the old lady that the girl is awake~" Then he poked his head to look at Lin Yao, and when Lin Yao was terrified, the series of cheers and the face that was close to him made Lin Yao completely stunned.
Soon, a woman who looked to be about thirty with a woman's hair in a bun and only a red gold hairpin inserted walked in: "Girl, but wake up!" It really scared my mother to death. As he spoke, he also came closer to see, and wept as he spoke, but the little girl before was very alert and took a few steps back.
The woman, who called herself "Mom", kept chattering while touching Lin Yao's forehead. Lin Yao was stunned and thought that there was something wrong with this person? Who is her daughter, and whose mother is she? Lin Yao opened her mouth, but she only had time to say, "Who ......", and the woman immediately beckoned to the little girl who was cheering just now, "Zhixuan, quickly bring water to the girl." ”
Lin Yao was still frightened that her voice was dry and immature, and she heard a cheerful cry from the verandah outside the house: "Mrs. is here, Mrs. is here~"
After a while, a woman wearing a royal blue gown, a powder blue skirt, a loose flowing cloud bun, no beads in her hair, only a royal blue bead Wanfu wide wipe on her forehead, a pale face, sunken cheeks, and bloodless lips, helped a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl to walk in, Lin Yao poked her head to look over, goose egg face, apricot eyes, such as Dai Emei, suddenly felt very familiar, but for a while I couldn't remember where I had seen it.
The woman looked at Lin Yao with worry, as if she was afraid of the wrong eye, she couldn't stop shedding tears and walked over, only paused for a moment by the bed, then bent down violently and hugged Lin Yao in her arms, only crying in a low voice: "My son! And he could no longer speak.
Although Lin Yao slandered in her heart, why is there another person who claims to be my mother? But he still raised his hand to stroke the woman's back, gently comforting her, and her dry eyes were actually full of tears. It seems to be instinctive, and it seems to think of his mother who has long since passed away, and how many years have no one hugged him like this, called himself like this......
The woman named "Mama Wang" and called herself Lin Yao's "mother" saw that Jia Min was already crying and breathing hard, and Lin Yao couldn't stop crying. hurriedly stepped forward and comforted lightly: "Mrs. don't be sad, how can it be good to cry and hurt your body?" Even Brother Yan was uneasy when he looked at it. Besides, Sister Yu has woken up, so she should be happy. If Mrs. has a sister named Yu'er, what should she do? As she spoke, the girl who was wearing an emerald gown, covered with a coral-colored bichia, and tied with a cyan ribbon, also said softly: "Mrs. don't cry soon, provoke Sister Yu to cry too, Sister Yu looks better, cry carefully, Mrs. should be distressed again." Mama Wang was also busy: "Miss Jin'er said very much, Mrs. must take care of herself, so that she can pity the girl." I don't know if the words of relief worked or the woman was tired of crying, Zhen Ge'er stopped crying, only holding Lin Yao's face up and down with red eyes, and looked at it carefully before saying, "My poor ......" and then hurriedly changed her words: "What does Yu'er think?" What's so uncomfortable? ”
When the woman was looking at Lin Yao, Lin Yao was also looking at the woman, and the more she looked at it, the more familiar she felt, she couldn't help but close her eyes, and then opened her eyes suddenly. Isn't this woman the heroine of the "TV series" in her dream - Jia Min? And isn't that "mother" the nurse of Daiyu in the play? Yu'er? Then wouldn't I become Lin Daiyu??? What does that mean? I...... Filming? Still is...... Looking down at his little arms and hands, Lin Yao shook his head and had to confirm with difficulty the guess that he didn't want to admit - he had crossed over, and he had crossed into the Dream of Red Mansions. became the "Sister Lin" who died in the Rongguo Mansion who was miserable and helpless! I couldn't help but feel even paler.
Madame saw that Lin Yao closed her eyes and shook her head again, her face was pale, and she hadn't even called herself for a long time now. Instantly, he panicked even more, "Jin'er, Jin'er!" Fast! Quickly took the master's post and invited the doctor to take a look. "Yu'er, don't scare your mother, you're not good there? Say that you know with your mother," said tears, and the tears rolled down his cheeks again.
Seeing Jia Min so flustered, Lin Yao had no choice but to cheer up, gently shook her head and smiled at the corners of her mouth. Jia Min saw her daughter smile, her heart was relieved, and then she looked carefully at her daughter's pale face, so she hurriedly ordered: "Go and get the warm porridge" Hearing this, Lin Yao felt that she was really hungry, and she didn't know how long she hadn't eaten, and her abdomen also cooperated with a "grunt~". When Jia Min heard this, he also showed a smile.
From time to time, porridge is sent in, and the aroma is pleasant when smelled from a distance. Jia Min wiped his hands and took it personally, carefully scooped it with a silver spoon and blew it down before handing it to Lin Yao's lips. Looking at Jia Min's careful and meticulous appearance, Lin Yao couldn't tell what it felt like in her heart, it was very strange and sour.
So he shed tears again while eating, which made Jia Min ask repeatedly, "What's wrong?" Lin Yao just smiled and shook her head, but she couldn't stop her tears, so she had to say, "Mother, take care of yourself." Seeing that Lin Yao cared about herself, Jia Min was very hot in her heart, and nodded her head in a hurry. The mother and daughter actually looked at each other and wept and laughed.
Jia Min fed carefully, and Lin Yao ate seriously. The people beside them stood silently, refusing to disturb them silently. The fragrant and soft glutinous porridge tastes very good, Lin Yao guessed that this should be bird's nest porridge, although I haven't eaten it in the past, it looks a bit like white fungus soup, but if I want to come to the Lin family, I won't use white fungus for the girl. So I ate a few bites, and after eating again, I actually felt full?! What kind of spleen and stomach is this? No wonder the body is weak and does not live long......
Jia Min, Mama Wang and a few maids who were waiting on the side all showed a happy color, "It can be seen that the girl is very good, and the wife can be relieved." Mama Wang said to Jia Min with a bright face, and Jia Min also smiled and nodded, "It can be seen that it's good, it's really scared to death of the slave" Lin Yao didn't understand, why is this good? What's so good? But he didn't speak, but only put his eyes on their faces, and looked back and forth on their bodies, not knowing what to say for fear of saying the wrong thing. Second, I really don't know what they are talking about, what is good? Did she eat the fist-sized bowl and half a bowl of porridge? Is that good? It's a lot less food than cats!
As soon as I finished eating and cleaning up, I heard a young girl say outside, "Madam, the master has accompanied Mr. Huang." "Listening to the voice, it's not the girl who comforted Jia Min before, I think it should be another maid.
When Jia Min heard this, he smiled gently at Lin Yao, and then got up and moved to the side of the warm pavilion. Lin Yao was full of food, so she leaned over and looked out, and saw that the girl who had comforted Jia Min in a whisper before lifted the curtain and led two middle-aged men in.
Because Daiyu was young, she didn't put down the bed curtain at this time, so that Lin Yao could see it clearly. Walking in front of the man in the official robe, Lin Yao knew that it was the father of this body-Lin Ruhai, although he looked thinner than in his "dream", but after all, he had seen it. A middle-aged man in a moon-white robe behind him who looked a little more elegant than Lin Ruhai thought it was Mr. Huang, but he didn't know why he came.
"Yu'er is better?" Although Lin Ruhai looked like his temples were in full bloom, his voice was very magnetic and elegant, "This is your Uncle Huang, who is a close friend of his father." Although he is not a doctor, he has good medical skills, and he happened to come to the house as a guest, and when he heard that he was looking for a doctor for you, he came to visit you with his father. ”
Lin Yao immediately sat up straight and shouted softly, "Uncle Huang, hello." Thank you, Uncle Huang. "The voice is sweet and soft, and it is no longer dry and hoarse, which is very pleasant. The man surnamed Huang smiled and nodded: "Brother Lin is so blessed!" With that, he took a few steps forward and sat down on the embroidery pier next to Lin Yao's bed. Jin'er immediately stepped forward and put on the pulse pillow, put Lin Yao's hand on the pulse pillow, and covered her wrist with a silk handkerchief.
The man surnamed Huang listened carefully, and Lin Ruhai stared nervously at the face of the man surnamed Huang on the side, for fear of saying a bad word, but now he is nearly half a hundred years old, but there is only this bit of blood and bones left, which is more important than before. Seeing the "Sichuan character" on Lin Ruhai's forehead of the man surnamed Huang, he immediately deepened by two points, and when the man surnamed Huang smiled and smiled, he breathed a big sigh of relief, until the man surnamed Huang left his seat and nodded with a smile, and then showed a smile.
The man surnamed Huang was not in a hurry to say, but said, "Brother Lin, don't you invite me to drink your good tea?" Lin Ruhai laughed heartily twice when he heard this, and hurriedly made a gesture of please, it seemed that they were going there to drink tea.
Before Lin Ruhai and the others could go away, Jia Min immediately turned out and sent a maid named Kapok to inquire about what Mr. Huang had to say. However, when the half-pillar incense was half-incense, Kapok smiled and talked back, and Lin Yao saw that this Kapok actually looked several years older than Jin'er, although he was wearing clothes of the same color and style, his figure was much more sophisticated.
Although the speech is simple, it is also gentle and amiable: "Madam, the old man sent someone to say: 'Mrs. don't worry, Mr. Huang said, it is not a big problem, and he has prescribed a prescription for nourishing qi and replenishing blood. Three or five days later, I came to ask for good tea from the old man again. It's so too big, so it's safe. But I don't know if I can also invite Mr. Huang to stroke the pulse of my wife? Such a rap sentence is also clearly spoken, and even Lin Yao can hear it clearly.
Jia Min couldn't help nodding when he heard this, and said with a faint smile on his face: "That's the case, Yu'er is so resting, and the medicine will be delivered in a while, so that Jin'er will watch the torment and feed you." Looking at Lin Yao with a curious face, he looked at himself and explained: "This Mr. Huang, who is also a two-rank jinshi, originally worked as an editor in the Hanlin Academy with your father, but somehow resigned from the official Yunyou and went. A few years earlier, when his father had gone, he had become even more loose. I fell in love with the way of medicine and was very specialized, and I heard that the Tai Hospital was often discussed with him. His brother is also a comrade of your father. Now that he is willing to take a step in to prescribe a prescription for you, there is no reason for one party to stop. My Yu'er's cough can also be treated by him, and the root will be broken if he can't say it. ”
After sitting here for a long time, I was nervous and crying and laughing, and now I have said so many words to Lin Yao, Jia Min is already tired, Lin Yao saw it and hurriedly said: "I am tired of my mother for Yu'er, my mother's face is getting worse and worse, if my mother is not good, how can Yu'er take it?" It's better to rest, Yu'er will obediently take medicine and recuperate. When you get better, you can go and say hello to your mother, and talk to your mother? ”
Jia Min saw that Daiyu was sick and her speech became more and more organized, and she was very relieved, so she nodded and gave a few more instructions before leaving with Kapok and the others. Leaving Jin'er, Zhixuan, Mama Wang, and Lin Yao unclear their names, three or two big and small maids waiting.
As soon as Jia Min left, Mama Wang sat down: "Girl, lie down and rest, be careful and tired, the old lady and those of us who serve are not comfortable." As he spoke, he was going to help Lin Yao lie down.
Lin Yao refused, but only said: "After lying down for a long time, my bones are a little painful, so I will sit and lie down again." Mama Wang was about to say something, but Lin Yao hurriedly said: "I'm sick, even my mother is tired, and my mother will go to rest, otherwise how can I live in peace?" Mama Wang insisted on letting Lin Yao sleep, but when she saw Lin Yao's eyes full of undoubted persistence, although she wondered in her heart, she remembered Lin Yao's words to let her rest, and she heard that she could take care of her young son at home, so she was no longer reluctant. only said, "If Sister Yu is tired, just ask someone to help you lie down, and I will come after a while." He turned around and walked out of the house. I heard her talking to someone from afar, and then she was silent.
It was only at this time that Lin Yao had time to take a closer look at this room, although it was already familiar in the "dream", but it was a different feeling when he saw it with his own eyes.
I don't know what kind of bed is made of wood, carved with treasure vase Ruyi and other patterns, it has not been painted with gold and treasure as the book says, only red lacquer, with apricot yellow curtains. In front of the bed is a small couch with bats carved on the four corners. On the left side of the bed is a square corner cabinet against the wall, I want to put clothes and other things inside, there is a crescent moon table in the square corner cabinet in the past, and there is a white jade vase of eight treasures on the table, and a pair of embroidered bamboo hanging screens are hung on the wall above the table.
Beyond that was a moon doorway, with several layers of curtains. From light apricot to apricot yellow. The curtain is scattered with maple leaves, and behind the curtain is the warm pavilion where Jia Min retreated before. On the right side of the bed, there is also a one-color apricot yellow embroidered maple leaf curtain, the curtain touches the ground, and there is a small desk with carved bats at the bottom. On the table, there is only a complete set of fine porcelain blue and white landscape pen holders, pen washes, pen mountains, pen holders and a small inkstone cushioned with a white jade plate.
There are few things, although they are not much, but they are also exquisite and complete. Especially the small inkstone with a white jade plate on which side looks particularly elegant. There are only one or two books, and I don't know what kind of book it is, and I can't read many words at the age of three or four years old. The small circle chairs in front of the table seem to match the table, both small and carved with bats as intended.
At the foot of the table there was a blue glaze multicolored painting urn, and there were several painting scrolls inserted in the urn, I don't know if it was a word or a painting, Lin Yao was very itchy and wanted to take it to observe. However, he was lazy and weak. I had to sit on the bed and continue to inspect this world that belonged to me from now on.
There is also a bright cabinet in the corner between the desk and the opposite wall, on which there is a green jade Buddha hand, a carved hollow incense burner, and a particularly small painting screen, painting Meilan bamboo chrysanthemum, although Lin Yao has seen all kinds of handicrafts in modern times, but has to sigh at the delicacy of this room, the exquisiteness of the painting screen.
In the middle of the room is a three-legged round table and six round stools, the legs of the table legs are in the shape of flower stems, and the top of the table stool is carved into lotus leaves, which looks lifelike and interesting. At the end of the round table are four floor-to-ceiling screens, lotus leaves and lotus flowers are jumping on it, jade lotus leaves are lined with hibiscus stone patch lotus, gilded dragonflies silently reside, and the round table is more complementary.
The furniture in the room was painted with red paint, and I couldn't tell what kind of wood it was, but I thought that such a finely carved wood would not be bad. This room has already shown Lin Yao the richness and low-key luxury of the Lin family's background, and I don't know what kind of scenery is behind the screen. couldn't help but feel unbearable, Lin Yao leaned forward and backward on the bed and tilted the hope over the screen, even if he glanced at it, it was good.
Lin Yao didn't notice anything, she heard the sound of someone lifting the curtain, and saw a twelve or thirteen-year-old girl walk in, with an olive-colored gown, an orange bikina, and a willow-colored waist scarf, although it was not very bright, but her fair skin was more luster, and her bright eyes were like smiling. Lin Yao found that she and Zhixuan were wearing the same clothes, only the embroidered flowers on the placket were different, remembering that Zhixuan embroidered orange daylily flowers, while her placket was embroidered with vivid beige magnolia.
With a smile, she saw Lin Yao sitting on the bed without saying a word, just staring at her, and walked over, "Mama Wang asked the slave to accompany the girl." She didn't seem to intend to listen to what Lin Yao said, and seeing that Lin Yao didn't seem to be going to say anything, she continued to ask, "Girl, do you want to lie down and sleep with your son?" Sister Jin'er is already decocting the medicine, and she will call you when the medicine is decocted. And you don't have to wait" before saying a word, smiling before it looks natural and kind, it's a pity to be a maid, "Sister, I'm not sleepy, and I want to sit down with my son again." ”
Although she had seen this girl in her "dream", Lin Yao was focused on Jia Min and Lin Daiyu, but she didn't know what the girl's name was. Still laughing, I don't know. I had to call "sister" and guess that she would report to her home, and sure enough, "I don't dare to be the girl's sister with a smile, if the girl is not sleepy, the slave will accompany the girl to talk and relieve her boredom, right?" Although she was surprised, why did the girl call herself "sister" today? But I didn't dig deeper, the girl was young after all. And Lin Yao was going to learn about the current situation, such as where is it now? How did you get sick?
…… I remember seeing a little boy in a red tiger hat in a "dream", although he was a little thinner...... Wait a minute! Jia Min is so sad, Mama Wang's cautious look when she mentioned "Brother Yan" before, and Jia Min's unfinished words "My poor ......" are all showing Lin Yao a fact! Jia Min's youngest son is dead! So how old am I now? Was it just dead? Or is there a while? Jia Min and Lin Ruhai look far thinner and haggard than in the "dream...... Thinking about it, he looked at Hanxiao and nodded, "Tell me how many days I've been sick, what happened?" The old lady ...... "Lin Yao didn't know what happened before, so she couldn't finish it, but she believed that Hanxiao would help her finish it."
smiled and lowered her head and thought about it, "Girl, don't toss yourself anymore, Brother Yan is gone, the slaves and maids know that the girl is sad, but don't forget the old lady, isn't it even more sad?" was waiting for the girl to be relieved, but the girl was sick again, and the old lady was worried about the girl. Say something that the slave and maid should not say, if the girl has something again, don't say the old lady, even the slaves and maids are also sad, the girl has been sick for a few days, Brother Yan has already sent it, I heard that she left by boat. The wife is sick and the old man comes to see the girl every day, who knows that the girl is in a coma is the work of these five or six days, the wife is getting worse and worse, and the old man is also going to die day by day, and now I see the girl wake up, the old lady has a little smile on her face, and the slaves and maids are also at ease. The girl has to take care of herself, even if it is filial piety to the old lady. It can be regarded as mercy and compassion for slaves and maids. ”
After hearing this, Lin Yao had a complicated mind and had to deal with it: "I'm tired, lie down son, you call me when the medicine is ready." After speaking, he lay down by himself, and saw with a smile that Lin Yao didn't want to speak and had already laid down, so he pressed the corner of the quilt for her, gently took the sewing basket and sat quietly on the low couch next to the bed to do needlework.
Lin Yao was lying on the bed with her eyes closed, seemingly motionless, but her heart was surging. Lin Ruhai's son died. And just dead! Then I should be about four years old now, look at the quilt, it is not very thick but not thin, and I don't feel hot when I cover it. Thinking back to the clothes those people were wearing, it can be determined that it is either early spring or late autumn, if it is early spring, then he will just turn four years old in a few days, and if it is late autumn, then it will not be a few days before Lin Ruhai Yangzhou takes office.
And think about the pregnancy in October, and another month of confinement to sit, even if you are pregnant immediately after the confinement, you are at least one year older than the brother Yan who died early, and I remember that the book said that Lin Ruhai's son went at the age of three, then he should be at least four years old, that is to say, it is late autumn, and he will be five years old when he turns the new year, and then there is a terrible Jia Yucun who wants to go to his own house to make a Xixi seat for himself.
Now since I haven't gone to Yangzhou, but I don't know where it is, it shouldn't be the capital, because when Daiyu entered Beijing, Mrs. Jia once said that those relatives have never seen them, if they are in the capital, how can they not see it? Even if Daiyu forgets, Old Lady Jia will not say that she has never seen such a thing. It should not be difficult to find an opportunity to inquire about this matter in two days, but it can be put aside for the time being, and then think about it.
The key is that Jia Min will die the year after Lin Ruhai takes office next year. In other words, if I can't stir my little wings to change something, Jia Min will have about two years left, and then I will go to Rongguo Mansion to live the three hundred and sixty days of that year, the days when the wind and frost and the sword are strictly pressing!
That's something I don't want to do! Although I'm not interested in that weak, incompetent and lustful Jia Shishi! I don't want to go to the stinky mud pit in Rongguo Mansion! But now that Lin Ruhai is rushing to Yangzhou to serve as Yanzheng, if the wheels do not turn off, it is almost unavoidable, and I don't have so much energy and so much time. So what I can do is to see if I can take care of Jia Min and save her from dying, or it would be good to be a few years later, anyway, as long as I don't have to go to the stinky mud pit of Rongguo Mansion.
Reading the book, Mrs. Jia lived to be more than eighty, and her two sons were greedy and lustful and were also in excellent health, thinking that Jia Min's physical foundation should not be too bad, and now she describes the withering most of them because of the pain of losing her son, and Lin Ruhai is not clear. But according to what I saw today, Lin Ruhai and Mr. Huang are old friends, and if I asked Mr. Huang to prescribe a pulse diagnosis for Lin Ruhai and his wife, Mr. Huang would probably agree.
If there is really anything wrong with Lin Ruhai, I believe Mr. Huang will never say it, and Lin Ruhai seems to be very knowledgeable, not like a person who avoids medical treatment. Jia Min went there to comfort more, believing that if the mood was better, it would be easier to treat and recuperate. Although this matter is urgent, it is not for a while, and it is necessary to be able to get out of bed and walk around before it is easy to plan.
So for a while, I thought that Yan Zheng was so good, who wouldn't be red when he grabbed the silver? I remember that many books about Red Mansions I have read say that Lin Ruhai died in office because he stood on the wrong team and was secretly dealt with by the above. Of course, it is also said that he offended the salt merchant and was assassinated. There are also a few people who say that it is because of the deep relationship with his wife Jia Min, and Jia Min's death has caused too much sadness. There are a lot of speculations, but I don't know how to do it, Jia Min has been married for many years and has not returned to Rongguo Mansion, but there is a reason why he entrusted Lin Daiyu to Rongguo Mansion before he died, Lin Ruhai's scholarly family did not ask Lin Daiyu to keep filial piety for Jia Min and hurriedly sent her away, this matter is so strange that it must not be simple.
So Lin Ruhai wrote a letter of recommendation for Jia Yucun to fake Zhengzheng, thinking that he also hoped to find a backer for Lin Daiyu, after all, they still have the name of master and apprentice, if they can take care of one or two, it is also beneficial for Lin Daiyu to be alone in the capital, if Jia Yucun has a future, it is also possible to take care of Lin Daiyu with the grace of recommendation.
I don't know how it is, but Lin Ruhai and his family are loving and harmonious according to what they see in their "dreams". It doesn't look like there's a lot of bad stuff in this house...... and the nurse, I remember that in the book, Daiyu suffered all kinds of pain, and she didn't say a word. Even calling myself "Mom" is hateful! Everything is complicated, and now the top priority is to take care of your body and quickly go out to listen to the news, so I thought about it and fell asleep in a daze.