Chapter Thirty-Eight: The Mind Is Troubled
Su Taotao opened his eyes, although his gaze was still a little sluggish, but the wine had completely woken up, and he was drowsy and disappeared without a trace. She sat up slowly, and picked her hair in distress, just now she was really afraid that Lu Zhen would kiss her, she didn't know if she would break her skills on the spot and couldn't pretend anymore, wouldn't it be embarrassing for both of them.
In fact, the TV series is all deceitful, unless someone is unconscious, no one will be moved while sleeping, so as early as when she was held by Lu Zhen in the car, she had already woken up in a daze. It's just that the wine was strong at the time, and she didn't react at first, and when she realized that she was being held by Lu Zhen, she didn't dare to move. When she got out of the car, she also wanted to pretend that she had just woken up, but when she moved slightly, she found that half of her body was numb, probably because she had maintained a movement for too long, and then she tried to keep a distance from Lu Zhen's body, but before she could move her muscles and bones, Lu Zhen carried her upstairs, and she didn't dare to wake up. But in order to prevent Lu Zhen from being beastly and drunk and sexually disorderly to her, she still made efforts, such as wrapping herself in the quilt as soon as she was put on the bed, and deliberately snoring twice, although she felt that this was her villain's heart, because if Lu Zhen really wanted to do something to her, why did he put on the windbreaker he took off again.
Lu Zhen is a decent gentleman, there is no doubt about this, but why did he behave like that tonight, was he just afraid that she would catch a cold so he held it in his arms, or was he drunk and lost his temper and impulsively. But when she leaned into his arms, she heard his heartbeat so fast that she was afraid that his illness had relapsed, and she almost opened her eyes in worry. When people are nervous and excited, their heartbeats will speed up, so Lu Zhen, who will beat faster when holding her, probably likes her a little bit, not because he wants her to be his sister-in-law, but because of the kind of love between men and women.
Su Taotao was shocked by his reasoning, and then felt that his heartbeat seemed to be faster, as if he was about to jump out, and hurriedly ran to the bathroom, washed his face with cold water and sobered up. How could Lu Zhen like himself, he clearly said that he wanted her to be his sister-in-law, and promised to help her chase Lu Qi, what man in this world would help his beloved woman chase others, unless he is the kind of holy father, or he has a compelling reason not to be with her.
By the way, could that be the reason! Su Taotao suddenly blessed her soul, thinking that Lu Qi had told her about Lu Zhen's situation before, combined with her own observations, she felt more and more that this possibility was very high: Lu Zhen became a little autistic because of physical reasons and long-term isolation from the outside world, even if he liked her, he didn't dare to confess, let alone ask for anything else. But he knew that he liked Lu Qi, so he wanted to help her catch up, and even hoped that the two could get married, so that she could stay by his side forever, even if it was his sister-in-law.
This can explain why Lu Qi said that Lu Zhen liked her last time, and specially asked her to take care of his younger brother. It seems that Lu Zhen saw through her thoughts, but Lu Qi saw through Lu Zhen's thoughts. But what about herself, ask herself, whether she really likes Lu Qi so much, and whether she really has no feelings for Lu Zhen, looking up at herself with a crimson face in the mirror, Su Taotao also had to admit that her heart was completely messed up.
In the past, she was single-mindedly in love with Lu Qi, as if she only had him in her eyes, even though she knew that there was a huge gap between herself and this man, but she still couldn't stop thinking about it day and night, and even pushed down several blind dates arranged by her family for this, as if she was guarding him like a jade, even if he didn't know. Maybe Lu Qi is the superhero that everyone fantasized about when they were young, although he was not by his side, but he always existed in her heart, when she saw Lu Qi and embodied the heroic character in her heart, she could no longer see others. But whether everyone is suitable to be the person standing next to superheroes, Su Taotao has never thought about it before, but today she began to feel that maybe what she was striving for before was just an idol she worshipped, not the person who could always be by her side.
So what about Lu Zhen, is he, Su Taotao also has no answer. From the very beginning, she appeared by his side as a protective of the weak, and even if the two gradually became acquainted with each other, and he was equally good, she never thought that the relationship between the two would go further, but more like caring for each other as if he was a younger brother. And in terms of age, she is indeed older than him, even though she has always been naïve like a schoolboy, and his mind is so deep.
The more Su Taotao thought about it, the more annoyed he became, he simply didn't want to, wash and sleep first, and talk about it tomorrow. took off her windbreaker and threw it aside, and when she looked down, she saw that the magnificent waves on her chest were squeezed out of a deep ravine by the small dress, and Su Taotao's old face turned red again, because she thought of taking off her windbreaker when she was sleeping in a daze in the car, and later Lu Zhen helped her put it back on. Then he must have seen it, and he was still holding himself and rubbing on his chest like that, he was so ashamed, no, he was clearly taking advantage! Su Taotao realized it later, and understood that Lu Zhen was really bold with wine, and hugged her not for fear that she would catch a cold, but to take the opportunity to rub oil. Hmph, she always thought he was a decent gentleman, and he knew how to cover up for her when the beautiful wolf bèi, but she didn't expect men to be a virtue, but it was not so obscene for him to do it. But it's also unforgivable, the next time you see him, you must beat him up and let him know that the oil of kung fu beauties is not so easy to rub!
But on closer inspection, his chest was also quite firm, not as skinny as she imagined a patient who had been sick for a long time, although he had no chest muscles, but it was soft and comfortable to lean on. And his back is also very broad, if it weren't for the sound of his panting like a bellows that she couldn't ignore, then it would have been very romantic for him to carry her up just now. It seems that in the future, he will have to strengthen his exercise and carry her to the third floor, how can people be tired like this, at least they have to carry her up to the tenth floor to make that kind of sound. As for why he carried her to the tenth floor on his back, as well as her own weight problem, Su Taotao chose to ignore it. Women, who weigh no more than 100, are either flat-chested or short, and eat so much of her ice cream in their eyes, they always have to pay a little price!