Chapter 35: Redemption

Song Yun looked at Su Xi for a long time before he slowly spoke: "The reason, you have to find out by yourself, you don't know if you don't know now, don't you think it's worth being angry just for me?" ”

"Yes, it's not worth it, it's the first time I've been so easily angry, my emotions rarely change from person to person, but you did it easily." Su Xi smiled indifferently, if they sat down like this last time, would she still be angry?

"Really? It's my pleasure, but wouldn't it be strange to hear that you've been angry with me and I'm happy? Song Yun suddenly smiled playfully.

is like this, even if her face is pale, because of this smile, she is so beautiful that people can't take their eyes off it.

"It's not surprising, if it were me, I would be happy, after all, it's a rare opportunity." As he spoke, Su Xi also laughed.

It's really strange, I used to feel a little angry when I was talking, but now I'm laughing when I'm talking, people, what a strange animal.

However, it seemed to be the first time she had smiled so naturally, and she seemed to smile a lot more since she came here.

When you get along with Lin Zimo, you will laugh; When listening to Song's sister-in-law's gossip, she will laugh; Now, when chatting with Song Yun, I will also laugh.

And there has never been a person who can make her smile so naturally without doing anything.

But Song Yun did it, just chatting casually, just chatting simply, she could laugh, she could laugh so naturally.

It seems that between them, as if they were familiar, they should be strangers, but they didn't feel strange, but a little familiar.

It's just that they are not in the same time and space, how can they be familiar?

"Yes, it's a rare opportunity, it turns out that we are all the same." Song Yun also smiled after speaking.

Laughing and laughing, her voice became louder and louder, and the whole peach forest heard her silver bell-like laughter.

Laughing and laughing, in the laughter of the silver bell, her tears could not stop flowing down.

Su Xi saw her smiling and laughing and cried, looking at the pale face full of tears, she didn't know what happened to her, but all she could do was watch quietly.

What she needs now is not An Wei, but to cry out and vent, sometimes, it is good to cry loudly.

If you can vent it, it will naturally be fine after a long time, so Su Xi let Song Yun cry, and the crying will naturally stop.

Wasn't she the same in the past? When Mo just died, was there a time when she didn't cry until she fell asleep, and when did she not wake up crying?

Song Yun cried for a while before he stopped crying, his eyes were red, but he added a bit of beauty, if a man saw it, he was afraid that he would be fascinated by a large piece.

Crying a lot, Song Yun really felt that the depression in her heart was vented a lot, although it seemed to be very shameless to cry in front of Su Xi, but she didn't feel half bad now, it seemed that everything should have been like this.

Besides, what does it matter who you cry in front of? It doesn't matter anymore, it's the same for everyone.

"You know what? I envy you, but more so than not. Song Yun suddenly spoke, his voice hoarse, not as crisp as the beginning, but more into Su Xi's ears than before.

"Why? I'm just an orphan girl of unknown origin, what is there to envy. Su Xi didn't think there was anything to envy about the deity.

"You know what? I envy you, you are just an unknown person, but you can marry Lin Zimo, and I, I have liked him for so many years, but I don't even have the right to let him know. Song Yun said lightly, she was already dead, it was nothing special whether she said it or not, but if her eldest brother knew that she told Su Xi, I don't know if she would be angry?

But so what? She was still afraid that if he didn't get angry, it would be better if he was angry.

"Do you like Lin Zimo? Could it be that your previous hostility towards me was because of him? But if it's because of him, it makes sense. Su Xi was actually not surprised that Song Yun would like Lin Zimo, but he was a little surprised how Song Yun would suddenly tell her.

"Yes, it's because of him, how can I not be jealous of you? What I thought in my heart, you were surprised, and you were not surprised, if it were me, if it was me, if it was me, I would give up everything, and I would like to get it, but I would never have this opportunity. Song Yun actually told Su Xi on purpose, she wanted Su Xi to know that Lin Zimo also had someone who liked him, and then cared about him.

"Is it worth it?" Su Xi couldn't understand, was she worth it like this? Is it worth it for someone who doesn't love her?

"It's worth it, because he is my salvation, without him, maybe I wouldn't have been able to bear it and leave this world." Song Yun said lightly and smiled with relief.

"Salvation?" Su Xi always felt that this word was a little heavy, who could be someone else's salvation?

"Yes, salvation, the first time I saw him was here, at that time, I was hungry and could only hope for peaches to satisfy my hunger, because I was too young to climb the peach tree, so I could only watch, and then Lin Zimo appeared, like that god, although he may not remember me, but I can never forget the warmth of those two peaches." Song Yun remembered the past, at that time, Lin Zimo entered her heart, right?

"But what does this have to do with salvation?" Su Xi didn't understand, but two peaches, anyone could give them.

"You know what? Growing up, others could go out and play, but I couldn't, so I was especially envious of those who were free to play outside. Song Yun suddenly said something about her childhood.

"Huh?"

"When I was a child, I had endless work to do every day, and if I couldn't finish it, I didn't have anything to eat, so I didn't have time to go out and play at all," Song Yun said with a smile.

"At that time, I was only five years old, and I had endless work to do every day, and I couldn't eat enough every day, so what I liked was to run to this peach grove when my mother was not at home, especially when the peaches were ripe, because even if I couldn't eat them, I could smell them, and I could have a thought." Song Yun picked up the fallen flowers on the ground, blew them gently, and then dispersed with the wind, like her, all the expectations of the past, under the polishing of time, have also dispersed.

Su Xi didn't answer, she knew that what Song Yun needed was an audience to tell her past, but she didn't expect that she would become her audience.

"Do you feel stupid? Would you come here specifically to smell the peach fragrance to satisfy your cravings? Song Yun asked.

"No, if you had a choice, I don't think you would be like that." Su Xi looked at her and whispered.

If given a choice, who would endure hunger and come to smell the peach? It's just that why does she only smell and don't eat, can't she eat it?

Su Xi didn't know the truth that she had inadvertently had, and Song Yun really wanted to eat it at that time, so he couldn't eat it, so he could only watch.