Although the birthday party has ended now, there are still many guests staying at the scene, and they are all talking about what contradictions there are between me and Mu Sheng at the dance just now, and they actually leave regardless of the feelings of others. You must know that on such a heavy occasion, the appearance of this kind of behavior will undoubtedly bring an uproar.

They only seemed to notice that Mu Sheng's hand holding me became tighter at that time, thinking that Mu Sheng deliberately took advantage of himself to cause such a thing to happen. The director's impression of Mu Sheng suddenly became miserable.

In fact, at that time, I only needed to come forward to clarify and calm everyone's mouths, but I didn't do it myself. Instead, he didn't show up in the hall until the end to say goodbye to everyone one by one, which made others gossip more.

As a result, this incident made my father very angry, and after sending everyone away, he was ready to go back and settle the account slowly, but the person who was counted was not me, but Mu Sheng himself, but Mu Sheng never told the truth! I suspect he's been blinded too, right?

How would he feel if one day he finally found out that my true identity was Ziyu? Originally, I wanted to say it, but seeing that the joy in my heart was exchanged for such a result, I guess I will never be able to say it for the rest of my life! Because a qiē has lost any meaning.

Although Mu Sheng begged my father over and over again that he wanted to apologize to me in person, fortunately, he did not compromise and was not ready to forgive him, so he did not say where I was. Because only the father knew best about his child's situation, although he did not know why my feelings would suddenly become so low, he must have been able to see that I was in a very angry mood now, so he unexpectedly did not disturb me. It's okay this way, so I don't have to face Mu Sheng again.

And now, I stay in the room, just sitting there with my legs folded around my legs and legs curled up on the bed, my chin on my knees, my eyes blurred and silent. I don't know why my heart is infinitely calm, and I didn't cry like before. I think when a person is hurt to the extreme, and the heart hurts beyond reach, there is a surprising sense of relief, and it feels like everything is no longer so important.

Suddenly, I don't know why at this time, I began to think about some of the things that happened before the transformation. Looking back now, there is a world of difference between my past self and my present!

In fact, as a boy, I really never had any feelings beyond friendship with Mu Sheng before becoming a girl, although my personality is softer, but that doesn't mean that I will like boys! I knew I was definitely not gay. Why do I dare to say that? It's because I have a wound that I don't want to talk about to others.

In fact, when I was a freshman, I really liked a girl, and I pursued her madly. Later, after a long period of foreshadowing, she finally mustered up the courage to confess to her, but she did not give a definitive answer, but lowered her head with a red face. I thought I had a chance, but I ended up making excuses to sneak out of the dorm room every day to date her, and I would go out of my way to satisfy her as long as she wanted. During that time, I felt an incomparable sweetness. But unfortunately, she didn't really say yes to me until she went abroad to study.

At the moment of leaving, she told me that she did not respond to me because she wanted to pursue a higher academic realm. I hoped I could support her, but I was stupid enough to believe it. It wasn't until later that I learned that she went abroad just to find her rich boyfriend, and she actually made a spare tire for her for nearly half a year. Unexpectedly, the love I always thought I had always thought would finally turn into dust in the air and drift away in the whole world without a trace.

I was desperate at that time, but despite my extreme sadness, I didn't mention it to anyone. It is for this reason that I have a great rejection of love, and I have never been able to give my true heart, nor can I really like someone.

It may seem like a failure, but at least this incident proves that I was very mentally normal. And when I became a girl, my personality changed drastically, and this change is not that my temper is very different from before, but that I have reversed the way I look at things, and the sudden change caught me off guard.

At this time, Mu Sheng walked into his heart silently, and it seemed that there was no way to erase it in any way, although he wanted to forget him over and over again, but the more he rejected him, the more he missed it. And this feeling is getting stronger and stronger, squeezing the painful person who originally occupied my heart out of my heart at once, only now I gradually recall it.

I don't know if this qiē is all the fault of the transformation, and I also know that I will fall in love with a man one day? Even though the appearance of this kind of psychology will make me feel a little disgusting, but when I think of Mu Sheng being able to accept the real me, how happy and excited I am, I actually left all the worldly things behind.

But what exactly is this situation now? Am I being dumped? Is it because I didn't promise him? Just because I chose to escape? Is it true that men like the new and hate the old? Obviously, I said before that I am the only one in my mind, but why are there two now? Even though both identities are themselves, no matter which one you choose, the result is completely different.

Why do so many things happen to you? was hunted down and killed, confessed by Mu Sheng, and married by his father~~!! My brain is exploding! Who can tell sù what I should do now? Who can save me? I held my head and howled in pain~~~

Maybe God responded to my request, but at this moment, my phone rang, and I slowly took it out, only to find that it was a text message from Qianhe: "Ziyu, I'm sorry!" I didn't expect it to be your birthday, I hope my blessings are not late! ”

"Nothing! Thank you, Chiwa~~"

"Alas~~ I feel like you've been really tired lately! I don't know why you went to school as a girl, but I really hope that you can go back to the class, and my friends miss you very much. "I can feel Chiwa's missing through the screen.

"No way, I had some reasons of my own before."

"Ziyu! Maybe my sister doesn't know what's going on around you, but I know very well that you're having a very bad time right now. Because none of that is really you, although it is not clear why you pretended to be a man and a woman before, I think you are not mentally ready to be a girl. I just want to say, don't force yourself, just be the most authentic you! I hope that no matter what happens, you can face it bravely, and my sister will always support you. ”

Seeing this large piece of text, I had an indescribable feeling in my heart, but I felt that my eyes were a little moist, and it seemed that I already had some answers in my heart, and then I smiled and only replied: "Hmm! Sister, I understand, thank you~~"

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Qianhe glanced at his mobile phone, showed a relieved smile, and then limped out of the door of Ziyue's lounge with the pain against the wall, and walked into the boundless night without looking back.