Chapter 37: Pregnancy Turmoil (2)
God knows what love is, sometimes you want to give it a try even though you know the result......
When Monday came, Xu Jing went to work in the company as usual, and Mo Guohao was the same as always, but today he found that Xu Jing's face was pale and he always had symptoms of vomiting, and he couldn't help but feel a little more worried.
After getting off work, Mo Guohao said that something was wrong, so he came to Xu Jing's house.
Xu Jing asked, "Why are you here?" ”
Mo Guohao said: "I'm worried about you, you have been in a bad state today, are you sick?" ”
She was sick, he came to see her regardless of it, Xu Jing really wanted to give up Amy's idea at this moment, but she really wanted to know if he would let her give up the child, even if she had the answer in her heart, she was still unwilling to try.
Xu Jing hesitated for a moment and said in a low voice, "I ,,,, I'm pregnant......"
Mo Guohao was stunned for a moment, and said in surprise: "How is it possible?" Haven't you been taking your pills? ”
Xu Jing was embarrassed and said: "The medicine is gone, so I ......"
Mo Guohao accused: "How could you be so careless?!" ”
Xu Jing didn't speak, just looked at Mo Guohao blankly.
Mo Guohao realized that his tone was a little heavy, but this child really made him feel unhappy, for him, the child should not be saved in the first place.
Mo Guohao frowned and asked, "What are you going to do?" ”
Did he want her to give up on the child herself? In the end, he was still as she expected, but he didn't want to be this villain, he left this opportunity to her, Xu Jing's tears flowed unconsciously.
Mo Guohao didn't wipe away her tears for her, and his heart seemed to be frozen at the moment.
Xu Jing said leisurely: "I plan to give birth to him." "Like a gamble, tears still flow like a spring.
Mo Guohao roared: "You are crazy! ”
Xu Jing sneered: "I'm crazy, I've been crazy since the day I fell in love with you." I never thought I would get anything out of you, but what about you? You're like a pet, keeping me. All I want is your love, even if it's only a hint, but you ......" she choked, she couldn't suppress her feelings anymore, this is the grievance she has deposited for many years, she didn't dare to say it all these years, she didn't want to say it.
Mo Guohao said with some sarcasm: "Pet? You don't want me to raise you, so which one of the things you have eaten for so long is not given by me? Love? Is it something I should talk about at my age? When he said these words, he couldn't help but feel a little heartache in his heart, because he clearly knew that Xu Jing had never asked him for anything during the years he had been with him, but he habitually saved money in Xu Jing's account, and for so many years, he had saved 50,000 yuan to her every month, and Xu Jing had not returned it to him over the years, so every time he was with her, he was so at ease.
Xu Jing got up, took out the passbook, put it in front of Mo Guohao, and said slowly, "Take a look." ”
Mo Guohao took the passbook, and every one of them was a record of his deposits, but none of them were raised. It turned out that Xu Jing had never touched the money for so many years. The guilt made Mo Guohao silent.
Xu Jing said: "Do you know how much my heart hurts when I go to transfer money every month? From the moment you gave it to me, I knew that I would not have a place in your heart, I didn't dare to refuse you to save money for me, because I was afraid that if I did this, you would leave me, but I didn't want my love to be tainted by this money, so I didn't move the money, and kept it, Xiao San's fate is to be abandoned by men, I think one day when I am abandoned by you, I will return them to you, at least to prove that I truly love you, at least we are equal at the moment of separation. But I didn't expect that we would be separated from each other like today. The money will be returned to you. The child will not bother you either, I will leave Huahai and go to a place where no one knows me and give birth to my child. This sentence of "mine" completely drew the line between her and Mo Guohao, and she still couldn't say what Amy taught her in the end, she would rather this qiē end here, at least let Mo Guohao know that she really loved him.
After listening to Xu Jing's words, Mo Guohao felt embarrassed, and his guilt for Xu Jing became more and more profound, he said: "I'm sorry, I can't give you a promise, and I misunderstand your feelings for me. I'm really sorry. ”
Xu Jing said calmly: "There is no right or wrong in love, our identities are different, so we think about problems from different angles." I was relieved to talk about it today. ”
Mo Guohao was silent for a long time, and said: "Stay, don't leave, we want the child, I will give you a guarantee." ”
Xu Jing said firmly: "I don't want it." ”
Mo Guohao said sincerely: "There is no bribery, no discrimination, only love, just to keep this person who loves me, and is willing to give up a woman for me." and our children. I have to admit that Mo Guohao still loves Xu Jing, especially when he sees the passbook and hears Xu Jing's words, he is even more sure that his love is worth it, and this woman is worthy of his love.
Xu Jing asked with tears in her eyes, "Are you sure?" ”
Mo Guohao said firmly: "I'm sure." I want my woman, and our children. Faced with the departure of women and children again, this time Mo Guohao chose to face it and not give up.
At this moment, how much Xu Jing wished that she was really pregnant with his child, and how much she hoped that everything was true. But......
Mo Guohao, who had appeased Xu Jing, returned home, and he didn't feel guilty about facing Xu Jing, on the contrary, he felt that if it wasn't for Xu Jing, he would not be in such a situation today. Today's Xu Jing reminds Mo Guohao of Liu Juan back then, a woman who loves herself like that, will she really not do those unbearable things? But what about the photos? Mo Guohao couldn't think about it anymore, because no matter what the cause of the incident back then, he couldn't save Liu Juan anymore, for so many years, he didn't have any news about their mother and daughter, thinking that Liu Juan had hated himself so much, so he would take Mo Ya to leave his world together.
Xu Jing, who saw that Mo Guohao had something on her mind, because of Mo Huan's words a few days ago, also restrained a lot, she didn't ask Mo Guohao, on the contrary, she just looked at him quietly, thinking about what happened back then, if it wasn't for Liu Juan at the beginning, would she never have met Mo Guohao in her life, if she hadn't stunned Liu Juan back then, would she never have been able to live such a life, Mo Ya's stubbornness has made Mo Guohao's love for Mo Huan, this child chose to disappear, destined for them to enjoy her qiē. Xu Jing's heart calmed down again.
There are always so many coincidences in life, if it weren't for Mo Guohao's gullibility and communication with Liu Juan, they wouldn't have come to the situation of divorce, if Mo Guohao hadn't gone abroad, Mo Ya wouldn't have become an orphan who no one cared about......
Xu Jing couldn't calm her mood, the child didn't exist after all, but now that she is riding a tiger, what should she do, but she has no choice but to ask Amy to come home again.
Amy asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Xu Jing said: "I said it. ”
Amy asked, "What did he say?" ”
Xu Jing said: "He said that if he wanted me to give birth, he would give me and the child a guarantee. ”
Amy couldn't help but feel a chill in her heart, and said leisurely: "He loves you." ”
Xu Jing asked, "But what should we do next?" ”
Amy asked rhetorically, "What to do?" ”
Xu Jing said a little anxiously: "Child." I don't ...... at all."
Amy said, "Oh, do you want you and your kids to be nameless?"
Xu Jing said: "Of course I don't want to, but the question is where do I get my child?" ”
Amy said: "You have children, you say you have them, you have them, and Mok Guohao also thinks that if you have them, you will have them." I say you have, and people think you have. As for the name, it depends on fate. ”
Xu Jing heard what Amy said, but she still couldn't figure it out, and asked, "What are you talking about?" ”
Amy said: "You are too simple, don't think about bad things, you just need to be a good pregnant woman this month, and I will help you with the rest."
Xu Jing smiled and said, "Amy, thank you." Although Xu Jing didn't understand Amy's words at all, she believed that Amy wouldn't hurt herself.
Amy smiled, "We are sisters, say thank you." ”
What will happen to a qiē? Amy seems to have a plan in mind.
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