"Running away from marriage? Xiaoyu, tell me what the hell is going on? Why did you run away from marriage. ”

Lin Xiaoyu grabbed Yan Jiaxin's shoulder with a cute face and replied: "There is no reason, I will run away from marriage, and besides, I have no place to live for the time being, so I have to live with you, I believe you will not refuse, baby." ”

After speaking, Lin Xiaoyu continued to pick up the wine and drank it, Yan Jiaxin looked at this woman who didn't want anything helplessly, and I asked Yan Jiaxin in confusion: "What's the situation, what's the situation with this big star, even if she escapes from marriage, she still has to live at home, so where do I live?" ”

Lin Xiaoyu suddenly interjected: "You can live wherever you want, of course, you can also go and live with Xinxin, just do everything you need to do, how good." ”

I looked at Yan Jiaxin, Yan Jiaxin couldn't see the second expression except for helplessness, she finally said to me: "You go and live outside for a few days first." ”

I pointed at myself in disbelief, "Me? Going outside? ”

"Hmm."

I immediately forced the dog to get up, opened my mouth and said, "I only moved in yesterday!! ”

"Go ahead, go and stay outside for a few days." Yan Jiaxin smiled bitterly, and this big star suddenly attached to my ear and said to me: "Don't worry, I won't rob your territory for nothing, it's a big deal I'll tell you a little secret, it's ......"

"Dead girl, you can stay, don't talk much." Yan Jiaxin grabbed Lin Xiaoyu with an embarrassed face.

Lin Xiaoyu made a funny face at her, it's hard for me to imagine that such a big star would have such a side.

When it was closed, Lin Xiaoyu directly took Yan Jiaxin's hand and walked out of the bar, so I had no choice but to find Yuan You and said to him very seriously: "Dude, do you still have a room there, let me stay for a few days." ”

"What do you mean? Kicked out by the principal? Yuan You rubbed the wine bottle and looked at me with a little ridicule.

"You can say the same thing." I lit a cigarette and sat down in a chair next to me.

Yuan You asked me again: "Who is the long-legged beauty who left with Yan Jiaxin just now?" How it feels so familiar. ”

"Lin Xiaoyu doesn't know."

"You say she's Lin Xiaoyu? That big star Lin Xiaoyu! ”

"Yes, this big star heard that he ran away from marriage, and then he ran here, and then kicked me out for some reason...... Okay, without further ado, do you have a place there, buddy, I'll stay for a few days. ”

"Yes, yes, but I'm afraid you won't get used to it."

"It's okay to live there, what's not used to it."

Yuan You's house, I was stuck at the door of his house, I didn't walk in for a long time, Yuan You seemed to have expected it, walked up and patted me on the shoulder and said, "Are you still living?" Big brother! ”

I straightened my body and said very seriously: "Stay, why don't you live, even if there are female ghosts, I will live...... Dude, is there a ghost or not. ”

"Who knows, let's go, let's go in."

In the end, I slowly walked in with Yuan You...... I really don't know how to describe the mood at the moment, looking at the dark and dilapidated buildings around here, it is really hard for me to imagine that this house is inhabited, and Yuan You would actually live in such a place.

When Yuan You stopped and took out the key to open the door and watched the light inside, I felt a little normal.

Sitting on a chair in Yuan You's house, he brought a cup of hot tea and put it in front of me, and finally said to me after sitting down: "It's hard to imagine that I will live in such a place." ”

I nodded, it was really hard to imagine that a man like Yuan You, who was dressed normally and ran a small shop, would live in such a shabby place.

He asked me for a cigarette, and I didn't react, but finally gave him one, and then asked, "I remember Yang Xun said that you should not smoke, how did you learn to smoke?" ”

"People always change, and it is impossible to live in the same way all the time." He took a hard puff of his cigarette, and I could feel that there must have been a lot of stories in the smoke rings he was exhaling, stories that were not told.

"You know, this house is the last warmth of our home, and it is only in this little dilapidated house that I feel a little relieved."

"Can you tell me what has happened to you over the years, I always feel like you've endured a lot."

After smoking this cigarette, he asked me for another one, and after lighting it, he finally said to me: "Let's start from when I learned to smoke, smoking was taught to me by my father, he didn't teach me directly, but every time I saw him sitting in this place smoking without thinking about it with a helpless and collapsed face, I gradually learned it, after my mother left...... Back then, the car I was riding in suddenly had an accident, I thought I would die in that accident, it was Tang Xiao who rescued me and sent me to the hospital, at that time I had 200,000 on my body, Yang Hui gave me 200,000, I originally wanted to see Yang Xun for the last time, and then take the money to save my mother's life, but it was this car accident that put me in the hospital and delayed my mother's final treatment, when I recovered from the hospital, my mother had already left, and I didn't even see her for the last time...... At that time, I really hated myself, knowing that it was impossible, but I still refused to give up to see Yang Xun, if it wasn't for my original insistence, my mother wouldn't have had an accident, my dad wouldn't have left, and my very small but somewhat warm home wouldn't have been so shattered. ”

"But you still like her, right, both before and now."

Yuan You finally gave me a positive answer: "I like it." But what's the use of liking, we can't be together, because we have already gone far on this road, even if I always stand behind her and keep looking at her, she has been looking for me on the way that I can't find me, but the two of us are really going far, going farther and farther. ”

Suddenly, a familiar phrase came to my mind, "Love but not love...... Two people who are obviously still in love can't be together because of love, but they can only make each other more tragic because of this unbeautiful reality, two tragedies, two tragedies.

This night, I slept on the big bed of Yuan You's house, Yuan You slept in the room next to me, this is a bit of an empty house, I seem to be able to clearly hear the low sobs from the next door, the low sobs in Yuan You's heart, I put on my slippers, walked to the next room, and slowly pushed open the door to see.

Yuan You fell asleep, lying on the bed with his face facing the sky, and the darkness in the room made me not too sure if he was really asleep, but subconsciously ...... When I went back to my bed, I wasn't so sleepy, and my mobile phone, which was only 100% charged, became the best companion for me at night.

I logged in to WeChat, but found that an unknown person added me, I felt very strange, because there are not many people who can add me, and they take the initiative to add me...... In the end, I agreed.

This unknown person directly sent a picture of Yan Jiaxin sleeping, and this picture let me know who she is.

"Why don't you sleep yet, big star."

"Don't say it, annoying, it's all your headmaster."