Chapter 119: The Natural Girl I Used To Be

It wasn't until Chen's mother ate that I put down the diary heavily...... I wanted to clarify the answer, but I didn't dare to make it clear, I was afraid that this little bit of writing would be like a sharp sword, piercing my heart.

At the dinner table, Chen's mother has been holding the dishes for me, treating them like her own son, and Chen's father poured his good wine for me that has been stored for a long time, I know that my father has always wanted to drink a few sips, but Uncle Chen has been collecting it like a treasure, and now, because of my arrival, I specially took it out for me to drink, and I was indescribably moved.

"Lei Hao, eat more, it's not enough for your aunt to cook it for you."

I ate the chicken wings, picked up the wine glass and Father Chen, and after a sip, I looked up at the window, and the moon was so round and so bright.

I can't help but think of Chen Yao, where will Chen Yao be, is she back, and if she comes back, why don't you want to meet her parents? Why don't you have a reunion dinner with these two old people who are over half a hundred years old.

I took another big drink, I didn't close my eyes, my eyes kept looking out of the door, waiting for the long-awaited figure to come back, back to this home, not only me, but also the two old people around me, from time to time looking back at the silver-gray iron door, waiting for the child who did not return home.

The door opened, and the silver-gray iron door opened from the outside, and when the door was fully opened, I immediately stood up from the dining table.

My sudden action startled the two old men, and then, the two of them immediately turned their heads and stood up, the three of us looked extremely disappointed, the door was open, but no one entered, and no one came.

I'm sure she's back, and Grandma Chen must be back, but why don't you dare to go into this room...... I gritted my teeth, and this time, without any hesitation, I picked up my clothes and ran outside.

"Bring Chen Yao back, you must bring it back."

The moment I ran out, I heard such a sentence, and I don't know whether it was Chen's father or Chen's mother who said it, but no matter who said it, I must bring her back, bring my aunt and grandmother back to this home, and give an explanation to the two old people, give me an explanation, and give herself an explanation.

"Chen Yao."

In the dark night, I ran towards the place where the moonlight was the brightest, because I was sure that Chen Yao would definitely be in that place, the place where the moonlight was the brightest......

I don't remember how far I ran, even though my feet were obviously tired, I still ran like a fierce bull on the festive streets of Shaodong.

Baifu Plaza, I finally came here, panting for a while, I shouted at the top of my voice, "Chen Yao, you come out, you come out for me...... As you said, you won't hide anymore...... I opened the diary, I understood, I understood...... You come out and give me an explanation, and you will give yourself an explanation. ”

In the moonlight, the figure behind the tree finally turned out, and she got closer and closer to me, and her face became clearer and clearer...... My eyes were fixed on the straight ahead, not allowing the girl to run away from me again.

"You're finally out, I thought you've been captured by the Red Devils again." I straightened up and looked at the girl in front of me dressed in red with a natural smile.

"You've finally found me, and I thought you'd be playing hide and seek again, because you couldn't find me and crying again."

The two of us stood in front of the brightest moonlit screen with the most indifferent smiles...... The light on the big screen illuminated the two of us so clearly.

I walked up to her, and when I came to her, she held her hands on her chest, looked up proudly, and said to me, "Happy New Year, little snot." ”

"Happy New Year, Grandma."

She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and spoke again, "You can't afford to give me an answer, and you can't give me an answer, can you?" ”

"Yes, I can't afford to pay it back, but I don't want to just keep owing it, it's unfair to you and me...... So I'm going to understand this time, I'm going to understand it once. ”

20 years of love, 20 years of love, 20 years of silent looks, I want to return it to her at this moment, all of it will be returned to her.

I took this girl into my arms, and she cried, and in my arms, she laughed and said, "Promise me, be my lover for this moment." ”

She finally took action, didn't give me any chance to speak or refuse, and directly blocked my mouth, and blocked it tightly.

At this moment, she told me with her rustiness that it was her first kiss, the first time she kissed me, and I thought: maybe for the last time, but that's enough.

I'm not a good person, I'm not a bad person, I don't think about how good and bad ...... At least I don't want to let myself continue to owe without any reason, I can't afford it, I can't afford it, I can't let her continue to mourn for me like this without answering, she should have a home, a home that is better than me, more suitable for her.

I broke free of her, she smiled, I smiled, I laughed, I laughed purely, laughed happily...... The exposure of the moonlight made me realize that she was also my pure natural girl, the pure natural girl I used to be...... It's just that the love we should have is getting farther and farther away from the distance between that and only that one, and it is replaced by the more and more obvious care and care, which belongs to the care of relatives.

"Come home with me, once, just this once, and let me send you home in its entirety, okay."

"Hmm."

I took her by the hand and walked her to the place where she was most needed and where she could give her the most warmth, and for 20 years, every time I couldn't find her, she appeared in front of me as a guide and took me home...... And this time, it's up to me to take her home.

We didn't walk slowly or fast, this way, we didn't laugh and play as usual, until I took her to the small alley and saw her dad sitting under the lantern looking at us with a kind face, I let her go, pushed her, and said, "It's home, go, this time I'll watch you from behind, just this time." ”

She finally walked forward, without looking back, proudly, while her father was waving at her with his old hands...... I shouted loudly, with all my might, "You want to be happy, live happier than me." ”

She stopped, after my shout, a gesture, a most confident ok...... You have to be happy.

I watched her enter the house accompanied by her father, and heard the sound of the iron door closing, and I turned around and walked back, and the moment I turned around, I was stunned, because while I was sending away this happiness that did not belong to me, I also saw another happiness that belonged to me smiling at me, and she stood behind me, smiling behind me and looking at me.

I walked over and hugged her, and she finally said to me with the warmest words: "She will be happy." ”

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