382 The answer that can't be looked at directly
At the beginning, when she came here, her lord had mentioned some things about Master Li to her, and told her that she must keep an eye on Master Li's final whereabouts, and not hurt her at will, nor let her escape without a trace. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
She originally only thought that it was just because of the master's perceptiveness, so she refused to let go of the woman who was Song Huizong's closest trust, which was naturally understandable, because if it weren't for her Shui Ling'er to get in the way, this Master Li might be the only woman Song Huizong after her, since it is inseparable from the great cause of the lord, then it is inevitable that he will not let her go.
Therefore, it occurred to her at that time that when everything was about the same, it would not hurt to get rid of her, anyway, she had not only avenged herself, but also just got rid of an enemy for the Lord.
Later, when she saw Master Li quietly running away, she didn't take it seriously, anyway, she had nothing at that time, and her Shui Ling'er and the great cause of the Lord was about to be completed, so she ran away, whether she was dead or alive, she Li Shishi would only be charged with a fugitive in the future and escape, so she Shui Ling'er was too lazy to think about what she did.
Who would have thought that at this time, the great cause had been accomplished, but the attitude of the Lord made her feel that the heavens and the earth had suddenly changed color.
He actually beat her for the sake of Master Li, a woman, and was actually anxiously furious because of Master Li's escape? And, obviously, behind his anxious and irritated gaze, something was hiddenใใใ
What is it? Yes, that's obviously a worry! It's the fear of losing someone! At this time, Shui Ling'er relied on a woman's intuition and clearly felt that her lord's feelings and thoughts about Master Li were not just as simple as she Shui Ling'er judged.
Could it be that he actually ใใใ
She suddenly remembered for no reason, when the Lord mentioned Master Li, she once inadvertently asked: "Lord, did you see Master Li in the Great Song Dynasty?" โ
"Yes, it's a two-sided relationship. One was the Snow Queen, when the king was still the eldest prince of the Jin Kingdom, in a battle with neighboring countries, was seriously injured, and lived in a remote village in the Great Song Dynasty, it was at that time that I saw Li Shishi for the first time, but I didn't know her name, let alone know that she would later be the queen of the Great Song Dynasty. Later, I met once on the street, and I still didn't think of her future development at that time, otherwise it would ใใใ"
"Otherwise, I'm afraid that if the lord could know her future identity at that time, he would have arrested her early, and then it happened to be used to coerce Song Huizong's weakness, right?"
When Shui Ling'er heard this, she suddenly laughed with realization, and then continued to speak the words of the Lord. When the lord heard this, he was slightly stunned, and then laughed: "Yes, yes, it's rare that you are so smart that you actually guessed the king's thoughts."
At that time, Shui Ling'er only cared about how to please him, and didn't care about the slight stunned before his smile, he just thought that he was surprised by his cleverness, so he reacted like this, but until this time, it seems that everything will not be so simple from the beginning.
Now she recalls the expressions and movements of the Lord when she recalled the meeting with Master Li, and she still remembers it vividly, but her feelings have completely changed. Because now that I think about it, the Lord at that time was obviously using a tone of telling the past, such an expression, such a speed of speech, and such a look, obviously remembering an old person, but not just talking about a vital rival.
So ใใใ thenใใใ
Shui Ling'er's heart suddenly ached for no reason, combined with the expression of the Lord now, everything seemed to be presented logically, he was obviously thinking about and worrying about Master Li, she was missing her, he had always wanted to get her and let her be the woman by his side.
has been by the Lord's side for a few years, and she Shui Ling'er thinks that her understanding of him is not small. Like just now, she had only seen the scene that made him anxious and worried because of the mention of a woman. It was in the middle of the night, and she was awakened by his manic roar, and she ran to ask the Lord what had happened, and after he held his head in pain for a while, he finally calmed down, and only said one sentence from beginning to end: "This king dreamed of Queen Sidie." โ
At that time, Shui Ling'er comforted him with all her might, and she didn't think much about it, because she understood that Queen Sidie was the most beloved woman of the Lord, but she died of dystocia, according to rumors, it can be said that if there was no death of Queen Sidie, there would not be so many women around the Lord's side of luck.
Therefore, if she wants to compete with Queen Sidie, she Shui Ling'er understands very well, but she is afraid that she will definitely not be able to fight, because in the heart of the Lord, I am afraid that the world is so big, and no woman will be able to surpass her. So she Shui Ling'er will not be able to do things that she can't do, of course, and more importantly, it is far from necessary to compete with a dead person and be jealousใใใ
Everything else is actually an afterthought, and it doesn't matter, but the reason why she thinks of these things at this time is entirely because the kind of gaze that the Lord was worried about Master Li just now is obviously exactly the same as the situation when she woke up from that nightmare and mentioned Queen Sidie.
All the thoughts were finally completely sorted out by herself, but the feeling of being cleared up was so painful that Shui Ling'er suddenly had a feeling of wanting to shout and cry.
Everything seems so ridiculous and ironic. She thought that the pleasure of wanton revenge came back to her body completely? She robbed Master Li's man, thinking that this was to get the heart of the man she loved the most, but who knew that the man she loved the most was tied to the body of that cheap woman, Master Liใใใ
Shui Ling'er wanted to cry, yell, and curse, but in the end she couldn't do anything, because she was afraid that her manic action would cause the Lord to dislike and disgust her even moreใใใ
What am I going to do? What to do? Could it be that all the good intentions will eventually be exchanged for such an unacceptable ending?
Shui Ling'er lay there, feeling humble like a weak old dog, to the point of hoarsenessใใใใ (to be continued.) )