Chapter 36: Why
Trying to keep his fingers steady, Qi Huange picked up the phone: "Hey, Mom." ”
"Huange, how are you playing over there?" Mo Xingyun made his tone not seem so heavy, and brought a smile.
"Well, it's not bad, the environment here is pretty good." Qi Huange's answer was a little restrained.
“…… Miss Qin...... Did you go? Mo Xingyun paused and asked.
When she mentioned this, Qi Huange's mood was not so good, she just simply said "grace".
Sighing in his heart, Mo Xingyun propped his hands on the railing, "Huange, don't blame your mother, she didn't mean to tell Miss Qin where you went, we didn't know that Miss Qin was interesting to you at that time." ”
"I know, Mom," after Yue Qingxuan denied that she had leaked their whereabouts, she began to wonder if her mother had deliberately sued Qin Ya, this idea was even more certain from what Qin Ya said when she knocked on the door, but she still didn't want this idea to be true subconsciously, until just now, Qi Huange breathed a sigh of relief, as if a big stone had fallen in her heart.
"That's right, Huan Ge...... I ......" Mo Xingyun wanted to say it, but he felt that it was a little too reluctant, and he didn't know whether he should say it or not.
Since the age of 13, there have been fewer and fewer words with the two mothers at home, and even fewer phone calls, even if they call, they only call when there is really something, and hang up the phone after saying things, there will never be too many family words, or she dare not accept it, afraid that she can't help but surrender.
Listening to her mother's tone, it was obvious that there was something, and it was not a trivial matter, Qi Huange's heart swelled with a special feeling, which made her feel hot in her limbs on this slightly cool autumn night, "Mom, just say anything about it." ”
Qi Huange's words did not make Mo Xingyun feel relieved, but added some bitterness, they are obviously family, but the communication between them is more polite.
"I ...... I wonder if you can go home? ”
Qi Huange didn't understand what Mo Xingyun meant, "En? Go home? ”
Now that the words have been spoken, there is no reason to take it back, Mo Xingyun held the mobile phone in one hand and grabbed the railing with the other, "Well, come home now, your mother is not in a very good state now, just now she said that she misses you, I want you to go home and accompany her more, even if the two of you don't talk, you are just at home, so that she can see you, and the two of you can talk a few words, it's also good...... I...... I understand that such a request may be a bit difficult for you...... But I think you're mother and daughter after all...... So ......"
"Mom......" Qi Huange's voice trembled a little, and she tried to take a deep breath to suppress her excitement: "I...... What's wrong with her? ”
"You also know that your mother's mental state has not been very good......," Mo Xingyun said gloomily.
Clenching his fists so that his body could remain stable in the evening breeze, Qi Huange raised his head and controlled his tears back: "Mom, after so many years, can you sue me?" ”
Mo Xingyun sighed lightly: "Is that really that important to you?" ”
"I feel like I have a right to know." Qi Huange maintained his position.
"If I don't sue you, you won't come back." Mo Xingyun pinched his fingers.
Qi Huange sniffed and said for a long time, "...... No. ”
"Wait until your mom wants to open it, okay?" Mo Xingyun's tone carried some requests in his tone.
"I'll go back tomorrow." Qi Huange adjusted his feelings.
Mo Xingyun's heart instantly relaxed, and he almost sat on the ground with a weak leg: "Huange, thank you." ”
"No," Qi Huange looked at the dim and warm lights in the greenhouse of the farm in front of him: "Thank you, Mom." ”
After hanging up the phone, Mo Xingyun wiped away the tears that came out of nowhere, went to the bathroom at the other end of the corridor to wash his face, and then entered the bedroom, and hugged Qi Yuanyi, who was obviously sleeping unsteadily, into his arms, his face against her cool forehead, and his voice was soft and almost dreamy: "Yiyi, our children have grown up."
Qi Huange didn't go back to that noisy environment after hanging up the phone, as she said before, she was not a saint, she couldn't quickly integrate herself from the sad feelings of family into that noisy and enthusiastic atmosphere, what she needed now was to stay alone quietly for a while.
Walking aimlessly along the farm path, Qi Huange only felt very uncomfortable in her heart, but how uncomfortable, she couldn't say it, at this moment she sighed again at the magic of the human body, since the first contact with biology in junior high school, she felt that life is really a magical product, and the combination of two cells can produce a small life. And the most amazing work of all life belongs to the human being, with a well-developed nervous system, and all kinds of senses, every muscle, every bone, and every organ is indispensable.
Just like now, her eyes secrete a colorless fluid in accordance with her mood, and her eye sockets obey the brain's instructions to stop the flow of fluid.
Walking to the swing, Qi Huange sat on it, and let his body sway gently with the swing, there are few stars in the night sky tonight, and the moonlight is very sufficient, which is enough to make Qi Huange think that tonight's moonlight is on sale.
The sound of everyone's joy at the banquet was faintly heard, at this time, as long as you are sad alone, right? Qi Huange looked down at her fingers by the moonlight, she didn't have much luxury, she just wanted to know what she should know, take care of herself, and help herself.
Memories drift back to the night before they came.
"I want to talk to you." Qi Yuanyi stopped Qi Huange, who was going to go back to the room.
If it was impossible for Qi Huange to have no expectations in her heart at that time, she thought that her mother had figured it out and wanted to sue her in advance, so she pretended to be calm and said, "Where to go?"
"Your room." Qi Yuanyi's voice was clear and cold.
Qi Huange nodded, agreed, and turned around and walked towards his room.
This is not the first time Qi Yuanyi has entered Qi Huange's room, but it is the first time she has come in when Qi Huange is at home since the Cold War.
Qi Huange obviously saw her thoughts, and made a gesture of invitation to the side of the bed: "Please."
"Thank you."
The two politely were a little embarrassed.
Qi Yuanyi sat on the edge of the bed, watched Qi Huange sitting on the desk and chair, and then spoke: "Are you with Xiao Ai?"
I was amazed at her meticulous observation, and it was clear that they were together just from the hand-holding between her and Xiao Ai. Qi Huange was surprised, but she didn't intend to hide it, and besides, the matter between her and Xiao Ai was not unseemly, so she said frankly: "Well, we are together."
If Qi Huange at this time said more "I love her" or "we love each other" or even "we like each other", then Qi Yuanyi would not say the following words.
Qi Yuanyi frowned, as if she was thinking, and then she raised her eyes to look at Qi Huange: "I don't think she's suitable for you."
"Why?" Qi Huange's eyes widened, with some anger. Her relationship with Xiao Ai was said to be inappropriate by the closest person after less than a day, how did she accept it?
Qi Yuanyi did not stop her disagreement because of Qi Huange's anger: "Xiao Ai is still a child, she can't take care of you, I don't require your other half to be male or female, but I hope she can at least be like Qin Ya, be self-reliant, and take care of you."
"Qin Ya?" Qi Huange, who was overwhelmed by anger, sneered: "You just met Qin Ya once and had dinner once, so you can understand her details?" You think she understands that I can take care of me? ”
Qi Yuanyi was not angry: "Feelings can be cultivated slowly, if you give Xiao Ai the time you give her, there may not be no feelings between the two of you?"
"I don't want to quarrel with you, it's time for you to go to sleep, I'm sleepy." Qi Huange didn't want to continue this topic that had become a divide.
Qi Yuanyi still said in a cold and indifferent tone: "I still hope you can think about it."
"Good night!" Qi Huange, who had always been gentle and gentle in front of people, finally didn't hold back his anger and bit out these two words from between his teeth.
Qi Yuanyi also knew that she shouldn't continue the topic, she got up and walked out, "Good night." Then he closed the door.
Thinking of the quarrel that night, Qi Huange still hugged his arms with some palpitations.
"Mommy she...... Why, exactly? Qi Huan Song muttered in distraction.
A heavy feeling pressed down from her shoulders, and then draped over her back, protecting the few warmth she had.
"So it's not cold, is it?" Behind him came the familiar voice of a child.
Qi Huange's body trembled, and the tears that had been controlling zhì since just now fell, and she lowered her head and sobbed forbearantly.
Just now, Liu Xiaoai saw that Qi Huange hadn't come back for so long, so she came out to look for her, and saw Qi Huange put the phone back in her trouser pocket after finishing the phone, and walked forward aimlessly, she didn't know what happened to Qi Huange, but she could feel that the figure must be in a bad mood, and it was very bad.
She ran back and took Qi Huange's coat out, and then hurried to the direction where Qi Huange left just now, fortunately Qi Huange stopped at the swing and let her catch up.
Whether it is the senior sister who is cold or the senior sister is crying, as a lover, I have the responsibility and obligation to stand up at this moment!
Thinking of this, Liu Xiaoai walked in front of Qi Huange, opened her arms and hugged her who was crying in a low voice.
The arms are small, but I can hold up a piece of sunshine for you.