"I do have that in mind, but I haven't decided yet. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info" Han Xuan moved, did not break away from the hand he put on his waist, and felt the iron-like strength on his waist, so he obediently stopped moving.

After not hearing his response for a long time, she felt a little uneasy in her heart, and finally gritted her teeth and said, "However, I must go to this battlefield!" ”

As soon as these words came out, he felt that the force on his waist was a little heavier, Han Xuan gasped, and his hands immediately let go.

Yanlu hurriedly turned Han Xuan over and looked at her nervously, "What's the matter, did I hurt you?" ”

"Nothing." She shook her head, "I want to know how the hell do you know?" ”

"You don't want me to know?"

"It's not that I don't want to, but I think if you know, you'll definitely be cranky."

Han Xuan rubbed his head a little irritably, and his already unsuitable hair was even more hairy, "You, there is something in your heart but you are always holding back, hiding deeply, even if I want to guess, but I can't guess, I don't mean that I want you to tell me everything, it's just that people are always hiding it in the dark, not to mention that you and I are husband and wife, and I always feel a little uncomfortable." ”

Yan Lu paused for her hand to arrange her hair, "So you simply don't tell me anything, lest I think of something in my heart and don't want to tell you, don't you?" ”

Han Xuan nodded sullenly.

"Xuan'er." He pressed one hand to the back of her head to bring her closer to him, his forehead against him, and sighed, "Then do you know that if you don't tell me, I will be even more cranky?" ”

She blinked, silent.

Yanlu said again: "I have something to hide from you, I am wrong, but now you also have something to hide from me, and it is also a fault, it is better for you and me to offset each other like this, don't mention him again before who is right or wrong, I will change it in the future, I will no longer hide my heart, you have to tell me more about your affairs in the court, it has nothing to do with the society, I just want to know if you are doing well, or you can also mention it, okay?" ”

He paused and said softly, "I'm worried about you." ”

His eyes were full of tenderness when he looked at himself, and the care and love in them really surrounded him like a puddle of water, and the heart in his chest suddenly became a mess, and the words of refusal could not be said in any case.

Yanlu saw that although she didn't say anything, her expression had softened, and she knew that she had answered, and her heart was overjoyed, and her expression was even more gentle, "So, now you can tell me why you want to go to the battlefield, right?" ”

He knows her very well, although because of the teaching of the family since childhood, strict self-discipline and following the rules, but if she really wants to say that she swears to follow the country and the monarch to the death, and martyrdom the country, she can do it, there is probably only a two-point probability, and the remaining three points are just where the duty lies.

Han Xuan was a little hesitant, Yanlu reached out to lift her chin, and her gentle movements made her look directly into her eyes, "I just said it, Xuan'er will regret it, eh?" ”

"Who, who said they were going to repent? It's just that her cheeks flushed slightly, and she looked a little embarrassed, "It's just that it's really too embarrassing for his grandmother." ”

It turned out that the other half of the reason why she went to the battlefield was just because the ministers in the court who had always targeted her said some sarcastic things, the civil officials targeted her daughter, and the military attache said that she had insulted the reputation of the Han family, so she was angry, just to fight for a breath, and slapped them in the face until her nose was blue and swollen, and she also wanted to go to the battlefield!

This statement is not much different from what he guessed in his heart.

In the end, because of a joke from his elders when he was young, he made up his mind to be a general since he was a child in order to prove that he was 'kind', and the proud person who has been working hard to this day has never changed.

"Since you've said everything, I'll explain some things as well." Yanlu let go of his hand, "I saw the promise today." ”

"What?"

Han Xuan has always been a little taboo about his contact with the two brothers and sisters, and he guessed a few points about the reason, seeing that her face changed, he had to tell all the things about today in detail.

"After I told them all the news that the frontier detectives heard, their faces changed immediately, yes, although I don't know much about the affairs of the imperial court, but I think that when it comes to going to the battlefield, Xuan'er, you will probably be able to get what you want soon."

The tone of understatement, obviously there were no fierce words, but she choked so hard that she couldn't say a word, her mouth opened a few times, and she was still silent.

Seeing her like this, Yanlu tilted her head slightly, "Xuan'er, your tangled appearance will make me misunderstand that you are reluctant to me." ”

"It's like if you don't go back to the battlefield as long as I say I won't let you go."

"Will you?"

"......" she looked a little embarrassed, and finally shook her head, "I'm sorry." ”

After a while, I heard him reply in a calm voice: "It's okay. ”

Han Xuan suddenly felt that the three words were like a sharp blade, fiercely ~ inserted in her heart, although she couldn't see it, she was injured, drenched in blood, and it was painful.

She couldn't help but lower her head, but she still didn't know what this feeling in her chest was.

"Xuan'er."

When Han Xuan heard his voice, he still didn't raise his head, and in the next moment, his body was taken into an embrace, just surrounded by a void, and the space between his arms was quite loose.

"Xuan'er." He called again, as if she couldn't keep calling him if she didn't want him, but she had no choice but to speak...... Kindness. ”

"Promise me one thing, okay?" She was keenly aware that since this sentence, the voice of the words and rhythms began to change, as if the water flow slowly moved the floodgates, and could no longer be stopped, sadness, pain, reluctance, love, all his emotions, finally all catharsis ~ came out.

He said, "Promise me, take good care of yourself, no matter what, come back alive." ”

"Okay, the hand of the son and the son grow old together, if you don't come, I won't be old, or the body will die, and the soul will not die!"

Han Xuan's body shook, and she felt that her shoulders were so heavy at this time, and there was a person's weight on it, a man, tying everything he had to herself. She had no doubt about the veracity of what he said, and if she had any accident, she believed that he would follow her, as he had said, dead and immortal.

She said, "Okay." ”

Finally got the answer he wanted, Yan Lu was obviously relieved, and then he tightened his arms and took this person into his arms, so full of peace of mind, I only hope to have it forever.

(To be continued.) )