Chapter 46: Confession + Security

Wen Jiang's lips trembled, and Lu Shihan's back image was a stiff wall, blocking her possibility of moving forward.

In this cramped private bathroom, she has no room to retreat.

For a moment, Wen Jiang felt that he should step forward and touch Lu Shihan's back.

She couldn't see his expression clearly, but she felt that his hard back was not strong at the moment, mixed with a little bit of fragility that was not exposed.

In front of Nan Ke, when talking about him, she was confident.

In the face of his frankness, those flamboyant temperaments have lost their effect.

The arrogance and recklessness soon vanished.

Where to go in the future, and how long to go, she was not sure.

She's still such a messy person.

When I was young, I would quarrel with my sister, and when I became an adult, I couldn't let my father, who was hard to heal, mention the ** of birth.

She fell in love with the right person and said goodbye to her, and the person she planned to be with for the rest of her life dumped her and threw herself into the arms of others.

Few of the choices she made in her life were right.

Kneeling in front of the Buddha when he was in Seda, Wen Jiang once remembered a Buddhist proverb: A misfortune in the world comes from love for oneself.

If you love yourself more, you won't get hurt so easily.

But when she encounters setbacks, she feels that life is all setbacks, is that still her?

If you have been betrayed by one person, you will no longer trust others, is that still Wen Jiang?

That's not.

She has many shortcomings, one of which is that she doesn't know how to eat a trench and grow wise, and she never knows how to be discouraged.

She never gave up on that kind of thing, and she never felt sorry for herself.

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Hearing Jiang's silence was tantamount to embarrassment in Lu Shihan's heart.

His desperate gamble embarrassed her.

The pain in his arm had gradually become accustomed to it, and it began to be numb, but Lu Shihan still didn't look back at Wen Jiang's face.

He used words to cover up his feelings: "If you are scared, you plan to avoid me from tomorrow or never get along, I accept it." Smelling ginger, being confessed is a good thing. Rejection and rejection are common in this world, don't treat this memory as a bad thing in the future. ”

Wen Jiang took a step forward, and finally squeezed out his voice: "Want this, let me miss you?" ”

Lu Shihan also moved his legs again, walked in the direction where the pulley was located, and avoided answering: "Someone confesses because of hello, you remember this and live more confidently." ”

Wen Jiang's hands were clasped tightly together: "It sounds like goodbye." ”

Lu Shihan said: "Yes." Even the latter question, if there is no affirmative answer, then don't say goodbye. Good for you and good for me. I'm not a saint, in case the means are very, or hysterical, and ugly. ”

Wen Jiang immediately responded: "I'm used to it." ”

The sea that had been silent for a long time under Lu Shihan's eyes began to sway: "Wen Jiang, I have self-esteem." I don't lack women, I lack partners. If you can't do it, you don't fall in love, you just do it. I'm not going to make myself pitiful and wait to pray for a relationship that won't come until the eighth or twenty-fifth hour of the week. ”

Wen Jiang continued to walk forward, but he didn't stop, she was still not close to Lu Shihan's broad back.

Wen Jiang frowned, a smile leaked from his lips, he was ruthless, she believed it.

His ruthless back made her grit her teeth.

She watched as he bent down to pick up the coat he had rested beside the bed and placed it on his intact right arm.

After taking his things, he finally turned his head and looked at her.

Wen Jiang's jaw tilted slightly, and he walked straight to Lu Shihan's side, standing a stone's throw away from him.

She said: "Pay attention in the future, don't let people beat you up again." Doesn't it mean that you get beaten and lose points? If you lose a lot of points, you should dislike the woman you meet in the future. Let's go, don't send it. ”

Lu Shihan smiled lightly, lowered his eyes and swept the bandages on his body: "The last image of the disabled is still troublesome for you to forget." ”

Wen Jiang looked at him with his arms crossed, and asked again, "Do you want to scold me?" slept, flirted, but not responsible to the end. ”

Lu Shihan said with self-deprecation: "I've thought about it." But scolded, I'm not really a man who has been toyed with by women? ”

Wen Jiang was silent for a few seconds: "Let's go, it's good to disperse, don't hate me." ”

She gritted her teeth and asked, "Will you still answer my phone if you want to?" ”

Lu Shihan: "No, don't fight." ”

He rolled his Adam's apple, the green tendons on his hands highlighted, and then his eyes lit up firmly, and he walked past Wen Jiang.

She told him to go, and he obediently left.

But just as Lu Shihan's legs were about to step behind the door, and when his hand reached out to hold the doorknob of the lounge, suddenly a pair of arms hooked his waist from behind to prevent him from going out, and then turned to pinch his intact right arm.

Lu Shihan withstood the tense feelings for a long time and breathed a sigh of relief.

Wen Jiang seemed to be judging by the confrontation of Shicai or just making a joke, and calmly said to Lu Shihan: "You are so obedient, you will not disperse." Go back to my house. ”

Lu Shihan: "Wen Jiang-"

Wen Jiang shouted loudly, interrupted him, and even kicked the door while pulling his arm: "What happened just now doesn't count, just as a warm-up." Where am I so ruthless as Mr. Lu, you force me, I am such a kind person, can I force you to go back and force you to get out immediately? No, I'll keep you. ”

She pulled his arm, and the force was rare and strong: "Don't you give me time to think about it, I can't fight for it myself?" A thin fire was jumping between her eyes, and she generously admitted at this moment: "Your eyes are good, you hurt, and I hurt too." I saw that the bandage was an eyesore, and my eyes hurt. ”

Her words seem to be using the right and unsympathetic dialogue to delay time and think.

This woman.

A moment ago, the two seemed to really want to say goodbye to each other, but at this moment, they suddenly turned around.

Wen Jiang tugged at his arm, like a puppy dragging and biting his trouser legs.

Lu Shihan looked at her for a while, sighed slightly, pulled her arm back, and regained control in his hands.

Wen Jiang went from holding him to being restrained by him.

The fire in her eyes became brighter and brighter, but her expression was solemn and serious, as if there was some kind of entrustment in her words: "You bring it up, a person like me who pays attention to etiquette must give face." Let's try. When I'm done with you making me angry, let's start trying. ”

Wen Jiang's face was cold.

Lu Shihan's cold face was loosened by her words at the moment, and people almost wanted to laugh out loud.

The heavy snow that suddenly fell on the icy Heart Mountain a moment ago melted in an instant.

Seeing this, Jiang ripped him even harder, as if he was annoyed and angry, bringing some women who wanted to clean up the man's vividness.

He forced her, he scared her.

But she obviously didn't show weakness, and she was also scaring him.

Did you really plan to break up?

No.

Even if he loses at this time, Lu Shihan knows that he will not be reconciled. If you are unwilling, you will still continue, how can you move the idea of old age and death when you encounter a setback.

That is the immature way of doing things of young people, and it will only hurt others and themselves.

He won't.

He understands one thing - confession is also called outwitting.

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Lu Shihan did not regret retreating, nor did he deny the intention of being informed by her, and frankly made Wen Jiang irritable: "Don't force you, you are happy, there may be more people to look for clothes when you wake up than to find someone." ”

Wen Jiang didn't break free of his restraints, but his tone was not good: "Heh, I have gained again." You're a scheming person, I don't want to be forced. ”

Lu Shihan: "I'll eat it for you." ”

Wen Jiang shook his hand slightly, and smiled: "I don't like this mouth." ”

Lu Shihan snorted: "I'm tired of gnawing, so you said you don't like it." ”

Wen Jiang: "......"

She took a breath and calmed down the ups and downs of the past quarter of an hour: "Do you want fame, am I making you insecure?" ”

Lu Shihan didn't correct her bad habit of always using the wrong words in her words, and always putting the words of the relationship between men and women upside down on women and putting them aside on his side.

"It's not that it can't be had," he said. ”

Wen Jiang snorted: "Then let's talk about it." ”

Lu Shihan asked her: "When you encounter a problem, who is the first person you think about in your heart and mind?" ”

Wen Jiang did not hesitate: "Wen Jiang." ”

Lu Shihan sighed: "In the future, this person will not smell Jiang, but Lu Shihan." ”

This is the strongest sense of security she can give.