Chapter 20: A Sentimental Journey

"Nini, you're mistaken. I'm afraid your mother will be hurt. Chi Wenjun hurriedly argued.

Nini smiled coldly: "Do you think that my mother will not be hurt if she is kept in the dark by you?" ”

Chi Wenjun groaned for a moment and said, "At least it will make her keep a good memory of me." and not to shame her because of my stains."

Nini finally glanced at Chi Wenjun, but her eyes were surprised, and after a while, she was puzzled: "What do you mean by this?" ”

Chi Wenjun looked very sincere and said: "Nini, listen to me, your mother is a hard-working woman, she has already invested her feelings in me, if she knows that this happened, it will hit her hard." She will be ashamed and inferior even in front of you, and she can't hold her head up. Therefore, hiding the truth of this matter from her is the best protection for her. I know that I am not worthy of her, and I will never pester her again. However, I hope that I can keep a piece of beauty in her heart. This will give her a kind of motivation in her life pursuits. If she knows that the online man who has been emotionally invested is a hypocrite, it will make her resist the man in the future, and it will also affect her pursuit of new happiness. ”

Nini was stunned, she didn't expect this unbearable man to say such philosophical words. Alas, I don't blame my mother for being blinded by his rhetoric.

Thinking of this, Nini couldn't help but question: "Sex is late, do you want to control my mother's feelings so that she can never extricate herself?" ”

Chi Wenjun shook his head again and again and said, "Nini, don't misunderstand. I said I wouldn't beat your mother's idea again. But we've been dating online for a long time. I don't want her to be hurt more by this relationship. She listens to me. I'm actually already guiding her to look at a qiē. For example, I once told her that for a beautiful thing, even if you can't get it, if you have a beautiful contact with it, it is also a kind of happiness. The same is true of our pursuit of love. Suppose because of the constraints of objective conditions, the two parties who love each other cannot be united. But as long as each other interprets an unforgettable process with heart and affection, then the result is not very important. I hope that saying this will alleviate her regret and pain because she has no results with me. I also enlightened her at the right time to bravely accept a new relationship. Because although she unfortunately lost her husband, God cannot deprive her of the right to love and be loved. ”

When Nini heard this, her eyes couldn't help but moisten, how similar Chi Wenjun's words were to her teacher. I was really ignorant at the beginning, and I inadvertently hurt my mother too much.

Chi Wenjun couldn't help crying when he saw Nini, and couldn't help but feel relieved: "Nini, you are a good boy, I can guess the purpose of your sudden coming to my house." It's a pity that I didn't stand the test and hurt not only you, but also your mother. I will continue your mother's guidance in the next few days. Hopefully she can come out of the haze of losing me. For you, continue to do your best for your mother's happiness. ”

"Uncle Chi..." Nini inadvertently and couldn't help but call Chi Wenjun like this, "If I give you another chance, will you cherish my mother?" ”

Chi Wenjun shook his head gloomily: "Nini, if I had known that you were such a well-behaved girl, I wouldn't have to... Alas, once a person takes the wrong path, even if he is forgiven by others, he will punish himself." I can continue to care for your mother in the future as a compensation for my emotional betrayal. However, I was no longer entitled to her love. I can only silently bless a love that truly belongs to her. ”

"Hmm."

Nini didn't know what to say, but she felt that her heart was very blocked.

At this moment, the announcement sounded in the waiting room. When Nini heard it, it turned out that the train bound for Jinshan had already begun to check the ticket. She had no choice but to stand up and say, "Uncle Chi, it's time for me to go." ”

Chi Wenjun nodded: "Well, I'll send you." ”

Chi Wenjun also stood up, holding the bag of fruit in one hand, gently holding Nini's back with the other, and hugging Nini towards the ticket gate.

"Uncle Chi, please stay." Nini waited for the time to check the ticket, and then turned back to Chi Wenjun to preach.

Chi Wenjun nodded, and forcibly stuffed the bag of fruit in his hand into Nini's little hand, and patted her on the shoulder and said, "Nini, you must pay attention to safety on the road." When I got home, I told my uncle that I was safe. ”

Nini could only hold the bag of fruit hard, and nodded vigorously to Chi Wenjun and said, "Uncle Chi, please cherish it too much." ”

When Nini boarded the train, she kept thinking that although Uncle Chi was her stepfather, he was not qualified. But it's pretty good that he can be friends with himself and his mother.

When the train started, Nini sat down in her seat and thought it was time to call her best friend. So she dialed Chen Rujia's phone again-

"Hey, Nini, what the hell is going on with you?" As soon as Chen Rujia answered the phone, she asked eagerly.

Nini said a little angrily: "You still know how to care about me?" ”

"Well, what do you say? We're the best sisters, aren't we? Chen Rujia was completely confused.

"Hmph, because you said that, you almost killed your good sister." Nini grumbled angrily.

"Nini, don't you always ask me about the guilt, okay? What happened to you there, can you tell me clearly? Chen Rujia was completely confused.

Nini knows that her best friend's head is a tendon, and until now she still doesn't understand what she did wrong. She had no choice but to tell her best friend in detail what happened.

Although Chen Rujia just listened to it, she was immediately stunned.

At this time, Chen Rujia was afraid and said, "Nini, this matter is too mysterious. You've escaped. ”

"Well, not really. It's all because you did you the wrong thing, and you almost didn't become a 'girl'. ”

Chen Rujia looked very guilty and said, "Nini, I'm really embarrassed." I'm stupid and can't turn, if I were as clever as you, then I would have been admitted to a prestigious university. Forgive me for my mistake. ”

Nini looked helpless and said: "Forget it, it's my fault for this, I shouldn't treat everyone else as my own." ”

Chen Rujia heard Nini's words to contempt herself, but considering that she almost cheated others, she had to swallow her anger and said, "Okay, you don't care about this matter anymore." Since that man is that good, he definitely can't marry your mother. Why are you still there? ”

"Hmph, who said I wasn't leaving? I'm on the train right now. I can go to Jinshan tomorrow. ”

"Ah, will I see you tomorrow?"

"Oh, not yet. I also want to stay in Jinshan for a while. ”

"What are you doing in that place as a girl?"

"Didn't I tell you? If Uncle Chi is brought here, I will come out to work for a while. Now that I haven't brought it back, I don't have the face to go to see my mother. ”

Chen Rujia was puzzled: "How can you think like this? Wait until you come back and explain the situation to your mother. She'll appreciate your objection in the first place. ”

"No, about Uncle Chi, here's the end of it, don't let my mother know."

Chen Rujia was stunned and said, "Why is this?" Are you afraid that your mother will not believe you? ”

Nini said gloomily, "No. I was afraid that my mother would be sad. Let Uncle Chi keep a good memory in her impression. ”

Chen Rujia was a little incredulous: "Nini, you really impress me." That man almost didn't hurt you. But you're full of 'uncles are long and uncles are short'. Have you been bought by him? ”

Nini shook her head and said, "Uncle Chi is not as bad as you think. He's just an ordinary person, not as plump as he is in the network. I don't want my mother to be hurt in any way because of Uncle Chi. ”

"Nini, are you soft-hearted? Do you still want to fulfill them? ”

"It's not. Don't guess. Things won't be the way you think they are. Some people, even if they lose a qiē, do not want to lose their dignity and face. We should leave a window to others. ”

"Nini, your words are so profound. I don't understand it at all. ”

"Forget it, you don't understand. If you take the time to go to my house, please tell my mother, and I will continue to look for a job in Jinshan. Tell her not to worry about me. ”

"And what should I say if your mother asks me why I came back first?"

"Ru Jia, don't you understand what I said earlier? You can say that after coming to Jinshan with me, you found that there was no suitable job here, and you were impatient to wait, so you went back first. ”

"Oh, well. You know I'm stupid, and I should bring the latter words to the front so that people can understand. ”

"Well, too, who kept your mind open."

After Nini ended the call with Chen Rujia, she couldn't calm down. When she thought that she had come on the haze and returned in vain, her heart couldn't help but be full of melancholy.

When she enjoyed the view from the car window again, it was no longer the same as when she first arrived.

She wanted to open the window and throw all her melancholy outside. However, Chi Wenjun's gloomy expression lingered in her mind. She can also imagine that her mother still has a trace of ardent hope for Uncle Chi... Alas, is there a window that can make you not despair, take a look at the world of flowers, and then dream about it, some people cry, some people laugh, some people lose, some people are old, and the ending is not the same.

Nini thought she was tired and tired, so she had to withdraw her gaze and lie down on the small table in front of her.

She gradually fell asleep-

In the dream, she dreamed of her mother's sad expression, as if to tell her, 'I don't complain that there is no end to him, but why did the sky give me a beautiful dream, but it couldn't let me sleep forever?' Why do I hope for the beauty of qiē, stay in the rain flute and bagpipes, and stay on the broken bridge and the remnants of snow? ’

Nini suddenly woke up, would her mother at this time think that after she left home, she would renew her relationship with the man she liked in the network?

Even Chi Wenjun treated their relationship coldly in the most subtle way. But can my mother accept it?

Nini suddenly had another thought in her mind - that is, she wanted to help her mother choose an ideal man in reality. That man can help my mother forget Chi Wenjun in the network, and give my mother the warmest happiness...

When Nini thought of this, she finally felt a trace of relief in her heart.

The train traveled all night, and when the sun rose the next day, the train arrived in Shanxi.

As soon as Nini saw her home province, she couldn't help but lift her spirits. She knew that Jinshan was almost there. I want to be there, create a good relationship for my mother, and let that fate always warm my mother and myself.

Nini thought about it like this, trying to replace the sadness of the previous one.

However, what made her unable to dream was that in Jinshan, what was waiting for her was another terrifying nightmare!