Li Liru was a little unsatisfied, but her body was still separated by Xu Zhenguo.

"Zhenguo... I miss you to death... I really don't know when we will be able to get together...

Xu Zhenguo smiled bitterly: "But you are a national cadre and a public face, and your husband is the dignified deputy mayor of our Jinshan." We're going to open a room, I'm afraid it's not so easy to cover up other people's ears and eyes, right? ”

Li Liru was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly asked, "Then what should we do?" I can't take you to my house, and you're embarrassed to take me to your house. Now it is not possible to open a house outside. Are we just 'looking forward to it'? ”

Xu Zhenguo was stunned for a moment, and then corrected: "Don't we often meet for dinner?" How can it be called 'longing for the eyes'? ”

Li Liru said gloomily: "It is precisely because the beloved is close at hand, but I can't enjoy it to the fullest, that I feel a kind of 'looking forward to wearing'." ”

Xu Zhenguo also said gloomily: "Alas, this is an underground relationship between the two of us, and it can't be exposed at all." I don't want to spend a day like this. ”

Li Liru said apologetically: "I'm sorry Brother Zhenguo, I can't divorce Yang Wenguang now, it's all for the sake of the children." He took the high school entrance examination this year and has been admitted to a key high school. In another three years, as long as he is admitted to a prestigious university, I will divorce his father immediately. At that time, it will not affect the future of the child. ”

Xu Zhenguo smiled bitterly again: "Since Qiuying passed away four years ago, when my feelings were falling into pain and helplessness, it was you who soothed my wounded soul in time. Your confession to me at that time rekindled my desire for love. However, at that time, you used the excuse that you were afraid that it would affect your son, so you continued to maintain it with Lao Yang, who had no feelings, for a while. However, more than three years have passed in the blink of an eye. We are still in such an underground relationship. I didn't even think that I would become a third party in someone else's family... ”

"Zhenguo... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, since I aroused your confidence in love, but I couldn't marry you for a while, and you were burdened with too much unfairness..." Li Liru plunged into Xu Zhenguo's arms and cried bitterly.

Xu Zhenguo heard footsteps outside at this time, and immediately knew that the waiter was coming in, so he quickly pushed her away, helped her to a seat and sat down, and said softly: "I don't complain about you." Liru, don't be sad, be good. ”

Li Liru also knew that someone was going to come in, so she quickly wiped her tears with her hands. Xu Zhenguo also took the opportunity to sit next to Li Liru.

At this time, the waiter pushed the door in with a teapot and a recipe.

By the time they were eating, they had already diverged from the topic. After Li Liru asked him about the business trip, she mentioned Xinxin: "How is Xinxin's situation, is she still resistant to outsiders?" ”

Li Liru touched Xu Zhenguo's pain. He immediately put down his chopsticks and said, "I really don't understand what happened to this child." Listening to her teacher, she didn't say a word at school. If she continues like this, I'm afraid she'll become speechless again, and I'm afraid she'll regain her previous hearing and form a barrier again. If that's the case, I'm really sorry for her mother. ”

Li Liru was silent for a while before guessing: "Could it be that her mother's departure is too stimulating for her?" You know, Qiu Ying is her only relative in this world. ”

Xu Zhenguo seems to remember the past again...

He pondered for a moment, then shook his head and said, "This shouldn't be. Before Qiu Ying died, she said a lot to Xinxin. She finally told the child that I would be her relative from now on, and taught her to listen to me. She was almost seven years old at the time, and she had already sensibly promised her mother. After a period of time with her, she was really well-behaved. ”

Li Liru frowned slightly and said, "Then when did you find out when she became silent?" ”

Xu Zhenguo hesitated for a while, and then said thoughtfully: "It seems that after Zhao Fei's cousin Chen Juan entered my house, Xinxin seemed to be very unhappy. She didn't pay attention to Chen Juan at that time. After that, I seem to have a sense of fear more and more. ”

Li Liru pondered: "At that time, she knew that you loved her mother very much, did she lose her mother, and found out that you were involved with other women, so she felt that it was a betrayal to her mother." So..."

"Liru!" Xu Zhenguo interrupted with an embarrassed face, "Where do you want to go?" Chen Juan is just a nanny for my family. At that time, Zhao Fei introduced her cousin into my house, also to take care of Xinxin. Because I was busy with the company, I didn't have much time to take care of her. Xinxin should see that Chen Juan and I don't have that kind of relationship. She and Chen Juan live upstairs, but I have been living downstairs. ”

Li Liru blushed and said, "I'm sorry, I can't trust you." I'm just talking about how children feel. Can she really understand what happens between us adults? ”

"However, I think Xinxin understands this qiē."

"In that case, then why is she becoming more and more resistant to you and that Chen Juan?"

Listening to Li Liru's questioning, Xu Zhenguo shook his head gloomily.

Li Liru said with some regret: "If I could have left Yang Wenguang at that time, married into your family, and became Xinxin's mother, I wouldn't have let her be like this." ”

Xu Zhenguo glanced at her with his eyes, puzzled: "But you just thought that Xinxin was because I accepted other women..."

"Well, that's different." Li Liru interrupted, "I have to sleep with her first, and then I will be your wife after being a qualified mother." ”

When Xu Zhenguo heard this, he couldn't help but move, suddenly stretched out his big hand, held Li Liru's little hand, and said emotionally: "Liru, you are a kind woman. I actually need a well-informed girl like you to take care of Shin Shin. ”

When Li Liru heard this, she couldn't help but feel a wave in her heart, but her mouth was gloomy: "I'm no longer the 'girl' I used to be." We missed too much. ”

Besides, Zhao Fei went to the newly opened restaurant alone to cheer up. When people asked why Mr. Xu didn't come over, although she gave them an explanation, she felt empty in her heart.

At the same banquet as hers, it was the owner and their wife in the storefront near the hotel. Although she Zhao Fei is not Xu Zhenguo's woman for the time being, since she took over the burden of her good friend Fang Qiuying, she seems to regard herself as a member of the company's family, and even the upper management of other companies, Vice President Liu, and others, she is not a problem (in fact, Xu Zhenguo is a little indulgent to her willfulness in the face of her good sister Fang Qiuying). Now, seeing that everyone else is in pairs, but he is single and alone, he is not melancholy.

She took the opportunity to go to the bathroom and called her cousin Chen Juan (the skinny woman) -