87. The one I love he has always loved me
Wen Che suddenly realized that something was wrong after he heard about his cousin.
This kind of thing is said to be secret, at least only his mother knows about it. Wen Che still remembers that her mother sighed when she told him, and finally warned him that you should not learn from your cousin.
Wen Che nodded, but there was an unknown confusion in his heart. He had already discovered that he was not interested in girls at all, but when he saw the ** of beautiful male stars, his body had a strange heat.
During that time, the fear of the unknown occupied all of his feelings, and after spending a vacation, he finally accepted this fact calmly. gay is no different from ordinary people, just different sexual orientation.
He struggled for a long time, and suddenly he was cured without medicine. After returning to campus, I also worked harder. The future is going to be tough, and he needs to provide himself with a good guarantee.
Later, at a Christmas event, I was introduced by a senior sister and met Gu Qichen. On that day, he was really dazzling. Although he had been sitting in the audience at the time, he was drawn by the host when he drew the lottery. The prize that time was a crystal ball, he was wearing glasses, standing a little stiffly, obviously very ordinary, but somehow, Wen Che felt that his heart skipped a beat.
In the next activity session, he was unfortunately selected again. The host asked to perform a show, and he scratched his head and said that he would only be able to do real yàn, and it must be too late to move equipment to the real yàn room now. The audience laughed, and in the end, the host sang a song, Lin Youjia's "Lying", the song was lingering, as if it was an injured boy who slowly poured out his thoughts, the affectionate voice flowed to his ears through the microphone, Wen Che shook his fingertips, and was actually teased by a person, the key is that he doesn't know this person yet.
Soon the song ended, and the host asked with a smile, "Then how many objects do you have dear graduate student?" ”
He scratched his head and was embarrassed, "Not yet." ”
"Wow." The host exaggerated the emphasis, "I haven't done it yet, that is, there is no one." ”
"Attention to the students below, this is our school's top student, if you don't know it, hurry up and ...... freely."
A loud boy at the bottom shouted, "What about the juniors?" ”
The host blinked, "The junior can also be free...... Hook up. ”
The audience laughed, the atmosphere was high, the lights swept again, it was a dynamic dance, and the students who had been buried in the stacks of books on weekdays got off the stage one after another, jumping and jumping.
The senior sister is also going down, she saw that Wen Che has been looking in that direction without blinking, and Gu Qichen at that time had already rejected the third girl who came to talk to her, who the senior sister was, she knew at a glance, and shouted in his ear, "I'll introduce you to each other." ”
Wen Che didn't hear clearly at first, but when he heard clearly, his ears turned red. The senior sister didn't care, and directly pulled the person over, "It's okay to be friends, don't be shy." ”
It's when the person you're dealing with is really looking at you that you remember to be nervous.
"This is my junior, I don't participate in activities much, Achen, you take it, I'll go dancing." With that, he let go and slid onto the dance floor. Gu Qichen looked at Wen Che and showed a bright smile, "Hello." ”
Wen Che smiled stupidly and stretched out his hand, "Hello! ”
Shaking hands in such an environment is really a special child. Gu Qichen then stretched out his hand and held Wen Che's. Wen Che's hand was a little small, soft, and slightly wet, very comfortable to hold, Gu Qichen almost wanted to pinch it more, and when he reacted, his hand was already one step faster than his thoughts.
Wen Che: ......
Gu Qichen: !!!!!
Gu Qichen hurriedly apologized, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't hold back for a while." ”
Looking at his sincere appearance, even his glasses seemed to be lowered, Wen Che smiled, "It's okay, let's go sit over there." ”
Neither of them is a master of playing, and Gu Qichen can't dance, so he didn't end up. But I couldn't stand the two handsome guys getting together, blingbling was called a flash, so every once in a while, a girl came forward to invite to dance, but they were rejected by the two, and in the end there was really no way, the two escaped, and Gu Qichen was still holding the crystal ball when he left.
On a cool summer night, with the slightest wind blowing, the two of them were in a good mood, and they told each other about the college majors, and finally found that they were both once under a professor, "Then you are still my senior brother, senior brother is good." ”
If Wen Che is going to play a popular person, then he will definitely be successful because he is a popular person himself. Behaves generously, speaks appropriately, progresses well, and occasionally says something humorous, which is very likable.
Gu Qichen looked up at the sky with the crystal ball in his arms, and finally stuffed the crystal ball into Wen Che's arms, "Senior brother is old, don't play with these toys anymore, here you go." ”
Wen Che turned on the switch, and the crystal ball lit up, and it was full of flowing stars, spinning slowly, as if all the stars in the sky had fallen into this ball.
"It's beautiful!" Wen Che watched intently, and the corners of his mouth slowly curved.
Gu Qichen looked at him with a smile, and the eyes in front of him were also full of stars, and the little bit of light made people's hearts tremble. In the end, Gu Qichen took him to the real yàn room and made two small real yàns, so shocked that Wen Che's eyes kept widening like a frightened little squirrel.
As a result, that night, Wen Che had a dream, Gu Qichen in the dream took off his glasses, and he was so handsome that everyone was angry, and he roared in the audience, roaring so loudly that his voice was hoarse, they didn't leave contact information, after all, it was just a chance encounter. For a period of time later, I didn't see each other again, until the careless senior sister remembered and asked Wen Che, "Hey, how are you and Gu Qichen now?" ”
Wen Che blinked for a moment when he heard this name, "What's how?" ”
"It's Christmas Day, the one who sang 'Lying', didn't he tell you your name?"
Wen Che pretended to remember, "Oh, I haven't been in touch again." ”
The senior sister muttered, "No, I haven't had a girlfriend for so long, isn't it really gay, is it because I think wrong?" ”
Wen Che's heart was beating when he listened, it couldn't be what he thought, it must be.
The senior sister didn't care, "I'll give you the phone, if you like to contact or not, just forget if you don't contact." After speaking, he began to mumble again, "With my experience as a rotten girl for so many years, how can I look away?" ”
Wen Che nodded, his heart was ecstatic, he struggled all night, and finally dialed it up, but he was hung up immediately.
Wen Che's face turned green, and he continued to dial and continue to be hung up.
Could it be because he knew his bad intentions and felt disgusted? Or is it because I don't remember myself anymore. After eating at noon, Wen Che had no intention of studying, flipping through the books and being in a daze, when his mobile phone rang.
"Hey, who is it?"
"Me, Wen Che."
"Wen Che." Gu Qichen chewed his name between his lips, Wen Che's heart trembled, and he was surprised to find that his voice was so beautiful when he read his name, and he was in a trance for a while.
"Ah, it's you, it's been a long time, I can't answer the phone in the real room, so I'm sorry for being late."
"It's okay." Wen Che couldn't find any topic for a while, and was so anxious that he almost jumped up. "That...... You give me a crystal ball, and I'll treat you to dinner. ”
"Then what's embarrassing, I'm a senior brother, I'll invite you."
"No, no, no." Wen Che was anxious, "Just when I repay you." ”
Over there, Gu Qichen finally agreed, "Okay, then I'll invite you next time." "They said the address and hung up the phone. Wen Che took a long breath, okay, okay, said that he continued to invite polite words or sincerely? Wen Che didn't understand, so he could only take it step by step.
Later, the two gradually became familiar with each other, often going to the library together to soak in the study room, Wen Che had some questions to ask him, that semester, Wen Che had a very happy time, until the people in the dormitory asked him if he had been in love recently, and he had a date every day.
Wen Che was shocked to realize how much the relationship between the two people was like a couple, and he didn't know what to do for a while? When they were reading together, they didn't pay attention, Gu Qichen was reading a professional book, and immediately noticed that the people around him were a little inattentive, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?" ”
Wen Che puffed up his strength for a long time, opened his mouth and still didn't say it, forget it, that's it, maybe he didn't even have to be a friend if he said it. The procrastination went on like this, until the winter vacation was approaching, everyone was elated, only Wen Che was not happy.
On the day he left, Wen Che went to see him off, because Gu Qichen's home was far away, and he still bought a train ticket. Wen Che faced the wind, watching him wave at himself with his bag on his back, and couldn't help but shout, "Gu Qichen!" ”
He raised his eyebrows and looked particularly handsome in the crowd. After waiting for a few seconds, Wen Che, who was a few meters away, still didn't speak. Gu Qichen had no choice but to turn back, obviously only a few meters away, but it was extremely difficult, Wen Che just watched him go against the sea of people and walked to him.
"What were you going to say?"
Wen Che couldn't help but stretch out his hand, threw himself into his arms, and whispered in his ear, "I like you!" ”
The sound is as low as a mosquito's chirping. Gu Qichen was surprised at first, but finally hugged his waist, "Silly boy! ”
He patted him on the head, then rubbed it again, and finally turned away.
The train sped by, whistling and taking away the man he liked, and he didn't reply to him a word, and squatted down sadly. body, he knew it would be like this, but this was also something he couldn't control.
Everyone looked at him like a psychopath, but he didn't care. It wasn't until his leg was numb that he stood up, when the phone clicked and there was a text message.
Wen Che saw three words, and so did I. Immediately burst into tears and laughed.
It turns out that this is not his wishful thinking, it turns out that Gu Qichen also loves himself.