Chapter 13 Chen Xinran If you can let go

Chen Xinran was also repeatedly recalling Su Xiaoyan's answer to her that night, "If you encounter it, go around it." Life is so busy, and it's not just that you will meet him. In the past few months, she was suddenly surprised to find that although life was very busy, she always met him.

Chen Xinran's job at the tax bureau is to contact large enterprises, so she often comes into contact with large companies like Tianyi. But the fate between people is really strange, she hasn't seen Fan Chengguang before. Maybe rubbing shoulders in the crowd, maybe it's the elevator miss. When she walked into Tianyi, she couldn't help but make countless speculations, and the feeling of looking at Tianyi was also a little different.

Maybe it will be. She had a small expectation in her heart, and smiled self-deprecatingly. What about encounters? How can I be like a little woman who is just starting to fall in love.

After finishing things, she was ready to go back to the bureau. I met Fan Weiming in the corridor. Because of several contacts before, Fan Weiming was low-key and humble, and immediately took the initiative to say hello when he saw Chen Xinran. "Section Chief Chen, it's been a hard work. Let you come over in person, tell us later, and we'll send it over. Chen Xinran hurriedly walked over and shook hands with Fan Weiming. Mr. Fan, you are too polite. Our job is to serve the business well. Especially for a group company as large as yours, we should strive to do a good job. "Remember to come and sit next time." "Okay, you're so busy, why are you embarrassed to bother."

After greetings, Chen happily took his leave. Fan Weiming suddenly called out to her: "Section Chief Chen, wait." I'll introduce you to the dogs. Fan Weiming mentioned that Fan Chengguang has been in S City and rarely returns to K City. Recently, Tianyi has a big real estate development in K City, so I came back.

Following his line of sight, Chen Xinran saw Fan Chengguang. He was dressed in a gray suit, showing a calmer look than his age. I saw him with his back to him, explaining something to a few employees. Fan Chengguang glanced at it lightly and walked over.

His expression was ordinary, and Chen Xinran did not have anything unusual. She politely listened to Fan Weiming's introduction, and deliberately expressed the honor and joy of knowing her. When shaking hands, she didn't feel anything unusual about Fan Chengguang. So, so faintly, farewell.

Waiting for the elevator, the fluctuations she deliberately maintained were slightly smoother. Entering the elevator, someone followed. She kept her head down and didn't care. It wasn't until he calmed down that he looked up and saw Fan Chengguang reflected on the mirror of the elevator door, and he was stunned for a moment. Quickly turned to look at her. She reflexively formulaicly said, "Fan is always good." Fan Chengguang didn't respond, this title of Mr. Fan obviously made him a little unhappy. He looked at Chen Xinran as if there was something wrong with her face, and looked at her eyes tightly, making Chen Xinran turn his head in a slight panic.

Chen Xinran wanted to say something without heart or lungs, but his mind was blank and he didn't say anything, just looked at Fan Chengguang in the door mirror. When the elevator reached the first floor, Fan Chengguang pressed minus one, pulled down Chen Xinran, and closed the door back.

"I called, and there was no car in the garage."

"Then I'll send you." Fan Chengguang said calmly.

Chen Xinran silently followed him and got into the car. suddenly came back to his senses and said: "It's really an honor to let Mr. Fan personally send me." Thank you, thank you, we are really not the servants of the people. ”

Fan Chengguang swept over with a sharp gaze, silencing her.

"Section Chief Chen, what kind of work are you mainly in charge of?" Fan Chengguang asked indifferently. The sound of Section Chief Chen made Chen Xinran a little overwhelmed, but she quickly adjusted and politely answered the nature and content of her work. Along the way, they chatted about some relationships and contradictions between enterprises and government agencies. Such a boring chat really disappointed the spring all the way.

After getting out of the car, Chen Xinran said thank you goodbye. Fan Chengguang nodded and drove away.

The steps are still the same as before, but Chen Xinran has a little difficulty walking up. She seems to have just gone through a tug-of-war, and she is a little overwhelmed.

Fan Chengguang seems to have fallen from the sky to become the upstart of the exchange circle in K City. The largest real estate in K City has become a mainstream topic in the city since the beginning of the bidding because of its highest land price, and then Fan Chengguang's series of transactions have produced the highest house prices in K City.

Although Chen Xinran has a lot of meals after work, most of them do what she wants, but she can't refuse, and then when she goes, she will find that Fan Chengguang is also among them. The first time I was nervous, the second time I was happy, and the third time I felt annoyed. She hated being so distant, pretending to be paradoxical. They looked at each other, but they were strangers.

This time, Fan Chengguang brought a female secretary over, drank a lot, and talked well. Everyone was fighting around her, and Chen Xinran watched it for a night as if it were lively. Seeing her add food and wine to Fan Chengguang, physical contact, the two whispered. The only thing that made her feel a little happy was that this female secretary drank down the director of a certain bureau that had been pestering her a few days ago. Seeing that the man shook his head drunk, Chen Xinran smiled with hatred. When she turned her head to look at Fan Chengguang, she saw that he was looking at her, and there was a vengeful smile on the corner of his mouth. As smart as she was, she immediately understood, and smiled with gratitude to Fan Chengguang. That smile, because of the wine, looks particularly charming. Fan Chengguang was stunned and felt a slight pain in his heart.

At the end of the song, people are scattered.

Chen Xinran drank very little today, so he went to a nearby mall and walked home. When I arrived at the gate of the community, I found Fan Chengguang standing under the tree and was stunned.

"If I hadn't known you weren't drunk, I would have called the police." Fan Chengguang pulled her to a remote place. "Where did you go?"

"Me? I just went to the mall and took a look. Are you looking for something with me? ”

"It's fine." Fan Chengguang said in a muffled voice.

"Oh." The moonlight at night made Chen Xinran soft. She no longer deliberately called Mr. Fan, no longer said that she was honored, and no longer distanced herself from each other, she just looked at Fan Chengguang silently and remained silent.

Walked together for a while. Chen Xinran said: "Don't name me next time these dinners. ”

Fan Chengguang didn't say anything.

"I'm so tired, I have to eat these meals and drink again, it hurts my stomach."

"That's why I brought Xiao He today."

"What?" Chen Xinran looked at him in surprise.

"Ask you out alone, and you'll turn it off." Fan Chengguang didn't answer her words and said to himself. "But sometimes I want to see you."

Chen Xinran was silent.

"Xinran, when the project is on track, I will go back to S City. If you wish, we may never see each other for the rest of our lives. You may think that I don't care about you, because I have never contacted you except for dinner. However, have you ever thought that because I cherish you, I dare not disturb you. Actually......" Fan Chengguang laughed self-deprecatingly, "I haven't failed to chase women." ”

"Then what are you doing at night?" Chen Xinran was inexplicably irritable.

"I want to be shameless." Fan Chengguang's eyes lit up. "I want to be your boyfriend when you don't have one."

"Even if you're married?" Chen Xinran asked in surprise.

"I want to be so shameless." Fan Chengguang bowed his head and kissed it with the smell of wine. This is the second intimate contact between them, different from the shallow and short of the first time, Fan Chengguang forcefully, rudely, and with a sense of helplessness, so deep and long refusing to let her go.

After Chen Xinran eased up, he pushed Fan Chengguang away, "It's shameless enough." "Turn around and go. Fan Chengguang was not angry after hearing this, ran up and grabbed him, and then hugged him into his arms.

"Fan Chengguang, who do you think of me?"

"How I wish you were that kind of person, I would be less interested in you."

"I always thought you were a gentleman. We all said yes in H City. ”

"I'm still a gentleman, and you still have the right to refuse me."

Chen Xinran couldn't answer and didn't struggle. She found that every time she was intimate with Fan Chengguang, it was when she was so delirious. This relationship is destined to be unsober.

A qiē love, all because of desire.

Actually, it's not difficult to get it, it's not difficult to do what you want to do; The difficult thing is to be able to give up, to be able not to do things that you know you can't do.