Chapter 68
Wen Rao sat by the river, thinking about some things from the past.
She had a long dream that was the beginning of another tragic life.
She became the person of the dream, stained with the blood of her hand.
Sometimes she would see them, struggling in the abyss, trying to reach her feet and drag her down with them.
She was surrounded by ghosts, and she had a ghost in her stomach.
She heard movement behind her, sighed, moved her legs, and the whole person quietly slid into the water, and a ripple appeared on the surface of the water and calmed down.
Wen Rao saw the little bloody man again, it was different from before, now it seemed to be more complete, and its head was not broken, seeing Wen Rao didn't dare to approach, just squatting in the corner to wipe her tears, and Wen Rao's movements were surprisingly similar.
Wen Rao didn't like to cry when she was a child, her mother died, she didn't dare to cry, except for her mother, no one was willing to hold her and coax her.
But tears are the same as sweat, they will flow out by themselves when they hurt, and she can't hold back them, so she will hide in the corner alone and wipe her tears, over and over again, until they are dry.
She walked over, but found that her feet suddenly fell weightlessly into the water and gradually sank, and the little man slowly dissipated in the air and turned into a small boat swimming to her, small, only the size of her palm......
Wen Rao smiled, clenched the boat and closed her eyes.
She heard Qi Yao's voice, and he saw her fall into the water. That's why I shouted it in the end.
But...... Too late.
The sky was burning red, and the hour was in the evening dusk.
Wen Rao opened her eyes and saw a ball of pulp in her hand, and she couldn't tell what the prototype of the thing was.
"Mother, you're finally awake." Poppy stayed by the bedside, even controlling the frequency of blinking, until he found Wen Rao awake for the first time.
"Child......" Wen Rao's voice was a little hoarse.
The poppy's face darkened, "Niangniang, the child is gone." โ
Wen Rao took a deep breath.
"What about the emperor?" After a while, Wen Rao asked again.
"Your Majesty, he locked himself in the house alone, and he ......" Poppy didn't know how to describe Qi Yao like that.
Wen Rao was out of breath when she fished it out of the water, Qi Yao grabbed her hand, and blood oozed from the corners of her eyes.
Xie Heng is like a fairy who can pinch and calculate, the time when he entered the palace coincided with this scene, he rejuvenated and saved Wen Rao's life, but the child couldn't keep it.
This is bad news, in the eyes of others, maybe Qi Yao hit Kezi.
Wen Rao rested for half a month, and only then did a trace of blood appear on her face.
Qi Yao also insisted on not coming to see her for half a month, but there were some things that he couldn't hide from without seeing her.
When he appeared again, Wen Rao felt that he was inexplicably old, with a young body, but his body was full of life.
"Let's go." It was the first thing he said when he came to see her.
Wen Rao suddenly knocked over the tea bowl.
"Where to go?" Wen Rao asked.
"Go where you want to go." Qi Yao said.
"Why?" Wen Rao's hand under the table slowly clenched.
Qi Yao poured another glass of water and placed it in front of her.
After being silent for a long time, he spoke: "Wen Rao, I'm tired. โ
"You'll never like someone like me, and I can't pretend to be someone you like for the rest of my life."
Wen Rao was silent and did not refute any of his words.
Boundless silence spread through the room, dead silence.
The two of them don't seem to have any words to communicate with each other anymore, Wen Rao broke his heart, the person who kept her, she would only use this method to make him grief-stricken, she gave him more than the first time.
He had thought that as long as he had monstrous rights, as long as he kept her by his side, in time she would fall in love with him, cold him, selfish him, and him who loved her deeply.
But he was wrong, and when she didn't love him, she still had a glimmer of hope and tried to escape from him, but when she fell in love with him, all she had was a deep despair and a pair of dead eyes.
Qi Yao thought that if he could go back to when he was so ruthless, even if she was like this, he would still be paranoid and stay by his side, but he had learned how to be gentle, and he would become more and more humble in front of her, and he would only think of things that made her happy.
Wen Rao packed her things and left the palace before dawn in the early morning, with Qi Yao's instructions, no one would stop her.
The moment she walked out of the palace gate, she felt that something had broken away from her heart, slowly became lighter, and soared to the sky.
She guessed it was probably her nightmare, the warmth of that dream.
"Where are you going?" A carriage stopped in front of her, and she scrambled around, climbed into it, and the coachman pressed the rim of the hat, flicked the reins, and departed with the carriage.
"Doctor Xie, you helped me again." When the carriage was far away, Wen Rao slowly spoke.
Xie Heng lifted his hat and looked back at Wen Rao with a complicated expression.
"You're a smart guy." He said.
"Doctor Xie, I'm not smart, it's just that I never believed that there could be any forgetful herbs in the world." Wen Rao said.
"You don't believe it?" Xie Heng raised his eyebrows.
"I don't believe it, if there really is, how can you still help me." Wen Rao said.
Xie Heng snorted lightly, raised his hand and whipped the horse's back, Wen Rao jerked violently, and almost slipped.
"Even if I like you, I don't allow you to question my medical skills, you don't believe that there are forgetful herbs in this world, that's because you haven't seen it yet, the reason why I haven't forgotten is because I like you, but I won't die for you, or it won't be long before Qi Yao verifies this." Xie Heng said.
"What do you mean?" Wen Rao was confused.
Xie Heng looked back at her and said, "It means that he will forget his love for you in this life, and really forget him." โ
Wen Rao's face turned pale when she heard this, "Forget it...... ...... in this life"
Xie Heng nodded, "You still said that you don't like him, your face is obviously frightened." โ
"No...... Wen Rao said anxiously, "Hurry, hurry up......"
Xie Heng was puzzled, "I said, he will really forget this time, he even shed blood and tears, you died once in front of him, although I let you live, but your child is really 'dead'." โ
Wen Rao touched her stomach, her eyes were gray, "You see, by his side, it's my fault that I don't die." โ
Xie Heng was speechless, and suddenly fell silent.
In the eyes of others, the person who can make Qi Yao pay so much grief should only be a dead man.
"I'm sorry." Xie Heng said.
Wen Rao looked out the window at the backward scenery, and some things gradually blurred.
This time, she was really able to leave, and Qi Yao was really able to forget about it, and they should also go their separate ways after two intersecting threads overlapped.
"Wen Rao, you stay with me, you are a pregnant woman, or his child, you have no choice." He said.
After Xie Heng finished speaking, the hand holding the reins tightened unconsciously, he knew that this woman was slippery and sticky, if she was in a hurry, she always had a way to leave.
But a soft voice came from behind him, like the wind blowing, and brought it into his ears, "Hmm." โ
Xie Heng suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and took it with her on the way to buy some dry food in the downtown area in front of him, and when he lifted the curtain, the carriage was already empty.
His face stiffened, and the woman ......
The human form in the world is โกโก, Wen Rao has not seen many beautiful feelings, but she is well versed in deceit, and the corners of her skirt are stained with plaster, which looks unbearable.
She was crouching in the corner, but a little girl reached out of the door and handed her a biscuit.
Wen Rao looked at her vigilantly, with indifference on her face.
"Sister, give it to you." The little girl looked back at the courtyard and saw that no one had noticed, so she stepped lightly across the threshold and sat next to Wen Rao.
It was the first time she had seen such a beautiful sister, her skin was like snow, her lips were like red plums, her eyes were as bright as stars, and she looked like a fairy.
Wen Rao tugged at the corners of the little girl's mouth and left the place.
There are not many good people in this world, and Wen Rao will never have the luck to guarantee that she will not meet a bad person.
Perhaps the girl looked back and there were several men in the yard pulling nets, waiting for her to take the loaf and grab her.
Wen Rao was reluctant to leave Xie Heng, if she was willing, she would have followed Xie Heng from the beginning.
Some people may think that she is a scheming woman, but who knows, her original intention is to die, but she will always be a puppet in the hands of others.
Xie Heng let her live, but she didn't even have the choice of death.
She hated such days, and hated that there was a destiny in the underworld.
"Miss, are you really not going out to see him?"
Wen Rao's feet were suddenly stunned.
It was a complicated alley, and she hadn't gotten around it yet, but when she got here, she heard a very familiar voice.
"There are so many people who like me, if every one of them were like him, wouldn't I be busy to death." Another, equally familiar voice snorted coldly.
Wen Rao's face was stunned.
"But one of his legs was broken." The voice almost burst into tears.
"Okay, I don't know about you yet, if you like that kid, just say it, this is the last time, you can go."
The door opened, and the woman and Wen Rao collided.
"Silk." Wen Rao's tone was unquestionable.
Silk copper paused.
The little girl in pink on the side covered her mouth and didn't dare to shout.
Sitong took two steps back, dressed in red yarn, which was unbearable.
But when Wen Rao saw her, she felt that it was a blow to the head, which shocked her and made her eyes black.
Late at night, when the clouds were hazy, someone climbed through the window to the window on the third floor.
Wen Rao had just taken off her clothes to sleep, and she was so frightened that she almost screamed.
"What do you do?" She scolded angrily.
"Come with me." He said.
"I'm not going anywhere." Wen Rao shook him off fiercely.
"Don't take his word for it, he's just lying to you." He said.
"What do you have to do with it, as long as the result is achieved, what does it matter if he deceives me, I love him and am willing to be deceived by him." She said coldly.
"You ......" he raised his hand high, but he couldn't do it.
"Hmph, you don't leave quickly, just because a person like you is not worthy to speak ill of him in front of me." She pushed him away hard.
As soon as he left, another man appeared in the room.
"Rao'er." The man took her hand softly, and there was a light smile on the corner of his mouth that moved all the girls, but the next moment he slapped Wen Rao's face, "Who told you to do this?" โ
Wen Rao held on to the stool for a long time and couldn't stand up, "He's just a farmer, why are you staring at him." โ
"Why do I have to suffer, naturally for our future, Rao'er, don't you understand my hard work?" He said.
Wen Rao tugged at the corners of her mouth, "Jiang Qiyu, you are sure that I love you, but do you know that I also know that people like you will definitely not like me." โ
Jiang Qiyu smiled and shook her head, "At least, my favorite woman so far is you." โ
The person who left was Qi Yao, Qi Yao who was wearing a patch civilian.
When I saw him for the second time, Wen Rao met in the Ten Mile Long Pavilion.
"I already have my own army, I can help you, you don't have to be afraid, from now on, no matter who bullied you, I can help you take revenge." There is even a little simplicity in Qi Yao's eyes, as if he expected the beauty of the relationship, as long as he is good to her, as long as she is willing to stretch out her hand, there will be no other obstacle between them.
"Thank you." Wen Rao lowered her eyes, poured wine for him, only one glass, he drowned in her gentle township, 30,000 gathered brother soldiers, instantly annihilated, when he woke up, he was ruined by people, completely became a wasted person.
"Sister Rao, that man is here again, who is he?" The pink-clad girl asked.
Wen Rao only lowered her eyes and glanced at the man on the ground like a dirty rag, and said, "It's a poor scholar, and he used to be obsessed." Her eyes were full of darkness, ignoring his stupidity.
"Sister Rao, that poor scholar broke a leg today, and he still refuses to leave......"
"Nope."
"Sister Rao, I heard that the poor scholar is here again, and this time he broke both legs......" The pink-clothed maid said and hesitated, and said, "I saw someone coming out of the back alley, looking like the person next to Prince Qiyu." โ
The voice seemed to be nothing, Wen Rao's fingertips sank into the palm of her hand, and she raised her face, no longer able to pretend not to know.
She avoided Jiang Qiyu's eyeliner and saw Qi Yao for the last time.
"You know what? You are the first man to cut off my future and hands and feet for me. Wen Rao said.
His eyes were cloudy and bloodshot, and he could barely see what he had been.
"All men, you are the man who has paid the most for me, but I am a bad woman, you can conquer a woman with gentleness, but you can conquer a bad woman, you have to suppress, otherwise, you have become a waste now, you have my heart, but you can't get my person." She scoffed, blood-soaked his eyes.
"I ...... Got your heart. He finally opened his mouth, but as soon as he finished speaking, he immediately spit out blood and vomited Wen Rao's body.
"A woman's heart is not rare, her talent is rare, although you have my heart, but my person is someone else's person." She said ruthlessly, making him more and more irritable.
"Poisonous woman......" He can't forget after all, she harmed his brother and harmed him to this day, but he is obsessed.
Wen Rao's eyes lit up, but she just lowered her head and pressed his lips to give him her last gift.
"You have my heart, Murong Ju has my body, he has nothing, if you die, I can rest assured between them, so, from the beginning, I chose to let you die." She caressed the side of his face, her voice was clearly as soft as a spring breeze, but her words were like ice blades, cutting his skin and flesh.
His death was a slow process, and before he died, his eyes never left Wen Rao.
"What are you thinking?"
He opened his mouth, but he didn't make a sound, Wen Rao lowered his head, put his ear to his lips, and sure enough, he heard his weak voice.
"Afterlife...... Don't regret it. He said.
Wen Rao smiled, laughed and laughed but cried.
"Are you stupid? In the next life, you should pray to avoid me, a poisonous woman. She said.
"I'll keep you, I'll ...... Protect ......," he said, but the next word could not be uttered again.
When the time came, no one gave him a chance to finish speaking, he still widened his eyes, lying in her arms, staring at her face, reluctant to close.
Wen Rao held the corpse until dawn, she hugged the corpse and cried silently, the man she loved was so simple, but he died so miserably, he was harmed by her.
At the end of the dream, Wen Rao shook her moist eyelids, and finally recovered this lost memory......
In the blink of an eye, the dead yellow leaves fell in the deep courtyard.
The emperor walked leisurely and walked to this already deserted place.
"Where is this?" Qi Yao paused and looked at the gilded words that had fallen into the dust, Ziluan Palace.
"Ziluan Palace." Gao Lu wiped the sweat from his forehead and read the words again.
"I know, I ask you, who has lived here." Qi Yao lowered his voice, already impatient.
"This ......," Gao Lu immediately fell silent.
He can guess it without saying Qi Yao.
"Is that her?" He said.
"The emperor remembers...... She? Gao Lu asked tentatively.
Qi Yao snorted coldly, and the last memory stayed in Wen Rao's shallow smile holding him, and what she said was as worried as a knife.
Since she likes him to treat her like that, then what's the matter, he wants her body and her heart.
Heaven has given him a chance to be reborn, and he will naturally not let her go again!
Gao Lu wiped his sweat violently, Qi Yao seemed to have forgotten some things since Wen Rao left, but he didn't seem to have forgotten him, but his attitude towards Wen Rao was very subtle.
"Your Majesty, Wen Rao is your queen, and you personally let her out of the palace." Gao Lu explained.
Qi Yao twisted his eyebrows, he didn't understand why he wanted to let her go, it must be that this woman was too cunning, if it fell into his hands, he would ......