Chapter 3: Not Him
Su Xi was really confused.
I don't know or understand, why, she, who is bent on death, is in this other world?
And why, the face that has been dead for ten years will reappear?
How can such a thing as borrowing a corpse to return a soul really exist, and she is still the protagonist.
Or is it another dream, and when you wake up, it's empty?
She was scared, afraid that this was really just a dream, afraid that as usual, a moment ago, she was still discussing with Mo where to go to relax after completing the task, and the next second, he died in front of her.
Therefore, when she saw the face that could only be seen in a dream again, she was reluctant to look away, afraid that if she moved away, he would disappear with him.
Even though she knew that it couldn't be him, she deceived herself and told herself that this was him.
With exactly the same face, how could she admit her mistake after looking at the face for twenty years?
If it's not him, so what?
can let her see again, that vivid face, she is already kind.
For Mo, Su Xi's feelings are complicated.
She understands that ink is more of a family to her.
Perhaps, there is also guilt, after all, if it weren't for her, he wouldn't have died.
How hateful she used to be, self-centered, arrogant, and bent on going her own way, before she made such obvious mistakes.
At the beginning, if it weren't for her unwillingness to retreat because she couldn't see the situation clearly, how could Mo take her life in order to save her?
"Why are you so stupid, why did you save me?" Su Xi hugged Su Mo, who was covered in blood.
"Don't cry, when you laugh, you're the most beautiful, laugh for me again, okay?" Su Mo raised his hand and wanted to wipe away Su Xi's tears, but he could only hang down weakly.
"I don't want to, I'm crying, you're distressed, so you're reluctant to go, or, I'll go with you." Su Xi grabbed his hand.
At this moment, she hated herself so much.
If not, in order to prove how powerful she is, she took on a task that her strength could not reach, how could she get that step?
"Fool, you're good, I can rest assured, it's better, don't worry me anymore." He tried hard to protect her smile, but he was no longer powerless.
"Don't leave, okay? Don't leave me alone, here. "She's wrong, she's wrong, so don't go, don't leave her alone.
Why? The wrong person is her, and he pays the price in order to save her, and the person lying here should be her.
"Xi, do you remember, our agreement?" His time is running out, and in the future, there will only be Su Xi alone, how can he rest assured?
"Remember, but I don't want to obey, let's go together, don't, don't stay here alone." How she didn't remember that they had agreed a long time ago that no matter who had an accident, the other person would live well, with each other's share, and live together.
"No, you have to keep it, our agreement, you must abide by it, so that I can rest assured." Su Mo's voice became weaker and weaker.
"Shio...... In the next life, don't set foot on this road again, we have too much blood on our hands. Su Mo looked at Su Xi reluctantly, but he couldn't see it clearly because of the rain.
"No, there is no next time, we are fine, in the next life, we will not be killers again, in the next life, we can be ordinary people, simple, so, don't fall asleep, okay?" She's so scared, she doesn't want to live alone, so don't leave her behind.
"Well, in the next life, I will find you." Su Mo's eyes finally closed.
"I don't want to, why do I want to live, I am willing, I will die with you, then, on the Huangquan Road, there is still you, there is no one else, so lonely." Su Xi cried like a child.
However, how could she be willing to accept the agreement with Mo, the last agreement, and not abide by it?
When you have it, you don't know how to cherish it, but you can only regret it after you lose it.
Yu Mo, she is regretful, but more than that, she is guilty.
Between them, she still doesn't know if she can become a lover in addition to her family.
Before she had time to know how to love people, she had no chance.
"Mo, I'm going to accompany you, ten years, I'm tired, ten years slow, will you still wait for me?" Su Xi touched the photo on the tomb.
I finally made up my mind.
In the next life, can she and him stay together again?
She ended her life with her own hands, but she was suddenly reborn and met someone who looked like him again.
So, is this what God has asked her to compensate him for?
If so, then she is willing, give it a try, perhaps, plain, for them, is the best.
Thinking of this, a smile appeared on Su Xi's lips.
Time passed like this, minute by minute, and after a while, Lin Zimo walked into the room.
He planned to help Su Xi outside to eat lunch, after all, the doctor said that as long as he woke up, he would be fine, but because he had been asleep for a few days, he usually needed to move around more.
So he wanted to help her slowly walk outside to eat, today's weather is mild, the peach blossoms in the yard are about to bloom, after the meal, you can help her to take a good walk, take a walk.
As soon as he entered the door, Lin Zimo saw Su Xi, who had been in a daze as he had gone out before.
Unconsciously slowed down his steps, walked to the side of the bed, and said in a low voice: "Lady, the hour is not early, I will help you to eat outside, okay?" ”
Cautiously greeting, Su Xi didn't answer, she just looked at this face quietly and didn't say anything.
Lin Zimo saw that she was silent, thinking that she didn't like him to call her a lady.
"I'm sorry, if you don't like me to call you a lady, I won't call it, let's go eat first, okay?" Lin Zimo, said.
Su Xi saw that Lin Zimo didn't answer because of her trance, so she was sweating profusely.
This man is different from Mo, but he is much cuter, especially when Mo's face actually has other expressions, and it is so coordinated, Su Xi can't help but be happy.
She smiled gracefully and said, "It's okay, since we are married, then I am your wife, you can call it if you want." ”
Lin Zimo looked at Su Xi's smile blankly, he felt that such a lady was not as beautiful as a fairy, and said stupidly: "Lady, the way you laugh is so beautiful, even more beautiful than a fairy." ”
Su Xi looked at Lin Zimo's stupid look, was she being teased? Or was it molested by ink? When, Mo's expression became more, it was incredible.
Su Xi, who was molested, was not laughing, nor was he not laughing, so in the end he could only change the topic helplessly.
"Let's go, didn't you say you were going to eat? I'm hungry, help me up. Su Xi wanted to get up by himself, but alas, this body was too weak, so he could only ask for help from that person, who let here, except for him, there was no one else?
I have to admit that this body is really waste, it's more than Sister Lin.
It seems that the recuperation of the body must be mentioned as soon as possible, practice well, even if you can't have the skills of the previous life, at least you must be healthy, she doesn't want to, she really has Sister Lin's weak body.
Finally, Su Xi sat down at the dinner table with the help of Lin Zimo.
Simple meals, sparsely cooked, but thick millet porridge, a plate of stir-fried greens and a pot of chicken soup.
Looking at these home-cooked dishes, in fact, Su Xi can't remember how long she hasn't seen them, it's so simple but full of homely taste, I can't imagine that after Mo's death, she can eat such a meal again.
A rare meal, but this body is not strong, no matter how good her appetite is, she only needs half a bowl of porridge and half a bowl of chicken soup to be full.
The rest was packed by Lin Zimo, even the one in her bowl.
Su Xi looked at the man in front of her, thinking that he actually ate the food she had eaten, but it was unexpected.