The streets were raining heavily, and the people were running in terror, and under the screeching sound of brakes, a red blood flower was fainted......

The rain slapped the pale cheeks, the limbs had long lost their senses, only the boundless cold vines and the whole body, the world full of mist in the line of sight gradually blurred, and the thoughts that felt the life gradually passing but still clear and incomparably clear, the urgent call in the ears gradually faded away......

If you could do it all over again, would you take that step? It's just a person who has never been known in life, maybe it will make people live in guilt......

Is this what death feels like? It doesn't seem that scary...... It's just that I'm unwilling after all......

Su Yang slowly closed her eyes, she could no longer hear the urgent call, the rain soaked the thin shirt, washed the blood stains on the ground, and the girl who escaped the catastrophe curled up in fear, only the stranger who was lying on the ground and saved her life but was silent!

……

Dreams are always very vague, as if they have been read a little bit in the past, they can be seen but not clear enough, but this dream is very clear, touched, felt, and the noisy but particularly familiar sound of the alarm clock came from the ear, it seems that I haven't used the alarm clock for more than ten years, the metal alarm clock that is still placed in the corner of the bedroom cabinet, but why is it so clear?

Su Yang didn't want to wake up like this, but in the past, when he realized that he was in a dream, he would soon wake up, but why didn't he wake up this time, and the voice was close to his ears, as if he was not in a dream......

No matter how many years have passed, the person who made the invention of the alarm clock will always be hated by many people, because its existence has ruined how many people's beautiful dreams, and only Su Yang at this moment does not have such a feeling, on the contrary, he is obsessed and intoxicated. The blurred vision gradually became clear, it was a slightly shabby, a desk made of a few pieces of granite, it was a very cold feeling in my memory, and it was also the secondary material that Su Yang's father took from a friend who ran a stone business in order to save some money, but it had been demolished when he moved more than ten years ago.

What a real dream, that familiar environment, the small wire bed under him, one of the feet was later fixed with a wooden strip and a few nails, Su Yang has always been worried that the action will be too big and the foot will collapse, the wall next to the bed is pasted with many old newspapers as wallpaper, in order to prevent rubbing, many strips of transparent glue are added, because the wall is only whitewashed, and a little white ash will fall if you are not careful......

"Huh?"

Su Yang took out a thing under the pillow, and the memory in his mind gradually emerged, a thin comic book, I remember that I only had such a comic book at that time, because my pocket money was restrained by my parents, and I only bought one once, at that time, I would look through it every night before going to bed, every day, and I didn't feel bored!

"There can't be such a real dream, is it because of a deep coma?"

Su Yang closed the comic and put it on the desk, recalling what happened to him before. Seeing such a girl from afar, because the appearance is somewhat similar to the girl I liked for the first time, I couldn't help but look at it a few more times, and even pretended to be casual and approached a lot, who would have thought that the girl with headphones on a rainy day didn't find the car speeding in the distance, when the rapid horn and the harsh brakes sounded, it was too late. Su Yang didn't know why he rushed over, and he was still moving so fast, he didn't think about whether his actions could save the girl, or put himself in danger, so he rushed over......

Su Yang didn't even feel pain, he only knew that when he was desperately dragging the girl away, he hit the car head-on because of the opposite force, and then flew out, his consciousness gradually blurred......

The bridge of the hero saving the beauty, I didn't expect this kind of bloody plot to happen to me, Su Yang smiled bitterly at the corner of his mouth, he shouldn't be such a kind person, and he is not so selfless, maybe he will do that just because he can't let go of his first love that ended before he started, so it's just a little similar, and he has such a move......

"If you wake up at this time, will you be lying on the hospital bed with an oxygen mask, and then there will be the girl who was saved sitting next to the bed? Scold! Su Yang smiled to himself, but his eyes stayed on the old-fashioned wall calendar hanging on the wall, and then the smile on his face froze......

"'96, September 2nd?"

Su Yang got up and came to the wall calendar, his eyebrows frowning slightly, "Is this really a dream?" Why is even the time so clear? In 96, it should ...... I was just in the third year of junior high school, and I transferred to Binh Duong Middle School that year, and on September 2nd, it happened to be the beginning of the school year......

Su Yang, who has always been calm, can no longer be calm at this moment, because it is really clear that it is not like a dream, how can a dream be so real? The sense of touch, even the sense of smell, the bowl of noodle soup on the log table that is still a little hot, and the ingredients are only some pickles, it is too real......

"Do you mean ......?"

Su Yang didn't pinch himself hard, there was no way to be more real than what he saw and heard, and there was still the sound of car horns in his ears and the sound of brake levers slapping on the three wheels......

Rebirth, the word is so illusory and unrealistic, and it is often the pitiful expectation and sustenance in the hearts of the weak, but Su Yang didn't expect such a thing to really happen, so that he didn't even have time to close his open mouth in shock, and his steps came to the bathroom by the kitchen in a slightly hurry, the small space can only put down the sink and toilet, and in front of the mirror that is missing a corner, there is a young face, messy and some greasy hair after waking up, and bangs that can be pulled down to the tip of the nose, Isn't that the same person you were when you were fifteen?

It was only at this time that Su Yang realized that when he was talking to himself, his voice was so immature, because he suddenly thought that he had not noticed this abnormality in his dream......

"Really...... It's incredible! ”

Su Yang touched his bangs, when he was fifteen years old, he entered a rebellious period, because he felt that his cousin's hair was better cut, regardless of his parents' reprimand, he insisted on keeping it long, and this lasted until he went to high school, and then he had to cut it short under the mandatory requirements of the school rules, and at that time, he was extremely disgusted with the homeroom teacher who made him cut his hair.

Shock is followed by extreme excitement, what could be more joyful than being alive again? The most difficult thing is to regret, there is never room for re-election in the choice on the road of life, but such an opportunity fell on Su Yang's body, which has persisted for more than ten years, and after the divorce of his parents, he has become more and more withdrawn, and persistently pursues the so-called ideal state, so that there are fewer and fewer friends around him. I still remember when I was a child when I was a fortune teller who said that I wouldn't get married until I was forty years old, and I didn't believe it at first, but as time went by, Su Yang also believed it, not that the fortune calculation was accurate, but he was too demanding of some things, and he couldn't get along with many people.

These are not material existences, and now Su Yang has been reborn, and when he is about to reach his ideal state, he returns to the beginning with this qiē......

Ecstasy filled Su Yang's heart, and he ran to his small bed as if nervously and rolled around, picked up the alarm clock, completely ignored the little dust on it, kissed it fiercely, and then laughed loudly......

More than an hour had passed before Su Yang calmed down from that state, and when he looked at the time on the alarm clock again, he suddenly remembered that he should hurry to school at this time.

This year, Su Yang transferred from the middle school in the city to the Pingyang Middle School in Yan Township, where he was born, only because he learned badly in the first and second years of junior high school, hid in the toilet and smoked, fought with his dormitory roommates, and had a few holidays with the head teacher, Su Yang initially entered the middle school in the city with the first prize scholarship, and the conditions at home were not good, and the tuition consumption under the first prize scholarship made Su Yang finally study in the city, and the family's household registration was in the countryside at that time, so it was also necessary to pay the borrowing fee. I can reduce my expenses by finishing junior high school all the time, but two years of almost decadent studies have made it impossible to even get the third prize in the final exam of the second year of junior high school, so the family decided to let Su Yang transfer to Yan Township, and at that time, Su Yang thought that his rural partners were there, so he naturally agreed, and the decision of the family also accelerated the speed of Su Yang's abandonment of his studies, and when he graduated from junior high school, his textbooks for the third year of junior high school were still brand new.

The memories were only stunned, Su Yang did not indulge in it, and glanced back at the time,

"It's eight o'clock! Luckily, it was the first day of school, so I didn't have to worry too much! ”

Su Yang's thought flashed, he ran to the bathroom to wash up, stared at the mirror for a long time, and then picked up the schoolbag next to the bed and ran out of the room......

Leaving home, he trotted all the way towards the school, but when he passed through the intersection, he was almost hit by an old phoenix bicycle, and the cyclist cursed a few words, but Su Yang didn't care, and said good morning to the other party with a smile, and then ran away with a smoke, leaving the middle-aged man looking at Su Yang's back in astonishment......

Su Yang did not go directly to the school, but went to a barber shop near the school gate, the owner of the barber shop is the daughter of a friend of Su Yang's grandmother, Su Yang comes here every time she gets a haircut, so the proprietress can also recognize it, seeing Su Yang come to get a haircut at this point in time, the proprietress said a little strangely: "I heard that you transferred to another school, why didn't you go to class?" ”

This proprietress Su Yang has not seen each other for nearly 20 years, and soon after she graduated, this barber shop moved to another place, and when she saw each other again after so many years, Su Yang suddenly felt extremely cordial.

Su Yang smiled and said, "Aunt Fang, I want to get a haircut first, this look is too sloppy, not very good!" ”

"Haven't you always refused to cut it off? Do you still know sloppy? Aunt Fang was a little surprised.

Su Yang shook his head, this time is different from the past, the soul in this body is no longer the immature Su Yang of the past, nineteen years is enough to change too many things......

"Come here, wash it first, I haven't washed my hair for a few days, there is so much dandruff, you should be refreshing at a young age, do you know......" Aunt Fang beckoned.

Su Yang put down his schoolbag and sat down, lowered his head, and said, "Aunt Fang, cut it shorter, short hair!" ”

"Don't cut your head flat?"

"Don't cut, it's too naïve......"

"Huh? Do you still know that you are naïve? How old are you, big kid! ”

"Hey, hey!"

The haircut time didn't last long, Aunt Fang's haircutting skills were good, and the price was very cheap, but because of her familiarity, she didn't accept Su Yang's payment, but stuffed him with an apple when Su Yang left, "Go report it!" ”

Su Yang took a bite of the apple, "Okay, thank you Aunt Fang!" ”