Chapter 232: After the Rain, the Sky is Clear [Seeking Genuine Subscription]
"Color is emptiness, emptiness is color......"
Lin Yang repeated this sentence in his mind, reminding himself all the time, don't do something you shouldn't do because of impulse. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
He always felt that if you want to have a relationship from the beginning to the end, you first have to be a man with a beginning and an end before you are qualified to discuss love.
"Lin Yang, you really didn't like me at all?"
"I ...... Alas...... I'm sorry, I really have a girlfriend, I can't be sorry for her. Lin Yang said with an embarrassed expression.
Maybe it was Lin Yang's uncertain tone, which made her seem to see a glimmer of hope, "That...... What if you didn't have a girlfriend, would you like me? ”
There is an old saying that is good, long pain is better than short pain, words are not rough, while she does not have many feelings invested in herself now, Lin Yang doesn't want her to fall deeper and deeper, he clearly knows that the kind of relationship that wants to love but can't love, and mistakenly thinks that there is still hope is the most torturous.
Lin Yang sighed, this time, he chose to be ruthless, and replied very simply and decisively: "No if, I'm really sorry."
"Do you really have a girlfriend?" Qiu Ying was still stubborn and refused to believe it.
"Of course it's true."
"Oh......"
"Hmm."
"You ...... How long have we been together? ”
"It's been almost four years, and we've been together since the first year of junior high school."
"She's pretty, isn't she?" Qiu Ying said sourly.
"Not very pretty, but at least, in my mind, she is the best-looking." Lin Yang said proudly.
After a short silence, Lin Yang stood up from the stool and gently pushed her away, with a very serious and serious expression: "From now on, forget me, okay?" I don't deserve you that. ”
"Not good! I don't want to forget you. Qiu Ying shook her head desperately.
"Huh...... Don't cry, I'm most afraid of girls crying. Lin Yang couldn't help but say this classic TV series line.
Actually, Lin Yang felt in his heart, the little girl's family, cry if you want to, it's okay after crying, what's the big deal.
"Who's crying? You're crying...... Not...... Alas, you see...... It's all your fault, if you don't talk about me, I won't cry in the first place...... Whining...... It's all your fault! Qiu Ying suddenly snorted, her pretty face crimson and disgusted, while constantly pounding Lin Yang's chest with two pink fists.
However, Lin Yang felt that these two pink fists were really comfortable to hit his body softly, and they didn't hurt at all.
Lin Yang gently pressed her shoulders to prevent her from getting too emotional, but the tears in her eyes had already flowed out along with his words.
"Qiu Ying, I'm sorry, I don't want to hurt you." Lin Yang lowered his head, held her delicate cheeks, and gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes for her.
Staring at the girl in front of him who was raining down tears, Lin Yang was both moved and secretly felt funny, he never thought that one day, Comrade Qiu Ying, a "upright" member of the disciplinary committee in the class, would actually like him, and even shed tears for himself.
Feelings can be big or small.
The joys and sorrows of the world have been experienced a lot, and compared with before, Lin Yang has already seen a lot.
What's more, many times, many things, many feelings, are not so profound that they are reluctant to give up, they are just wishful thinking, entangled for a while, and refuse to let go.
In fact, how much pain is there in life, gritting your teeth and standing up, haven't they all come over? It's such a small thing as falling out of love, and one day when you think about it, you might even laugh.
"Okay, it's all my fault, don't cry, it's almost time for class to end, I should go back to the dormitory, being seen by other classmates will have a bad impact on you, don't think about it so much, in fact, you just can't think about it for a while...... I'm gone......"
"Don't go...... Qiu Ying was already in tears, reluctantly looking at Lin Yang's back and disappearing from her sight.
Lin Yang finally left.
She didn't think she could be so sad.
After Lin Yang left, Qiu Ying suddenly felt that the despair of her entire body being evacuated made her almost suffocate, she had no strength at all, and she was tired and lying on the bed.
Although the candle on the table was still on, the switch in her world seemed to have been touched by someone, and it was instantly pitch black.
Her tears rolled down the corners of her eyes and dripped onto her pillow, leaving a circle of light gray marks.
Yes, Lin Yang can feel that she really likes herself, but so what?
Fate may have been predestined a long time ago, and it is impossible for him and her to be together.
It is destined that he and her can only be two parallel lines of different latitudes.
Lin Yang knew that at this moment, she might hate herself because of her determination, she might cry bitterly, she might pull her hair, and she might even destroy the things around her.
Or perhaps, in two days she will be fine, she will forget about me, she will have a better him than herself.
Lin Yang just hopes that she can take care of herself and don't do anything stupid.
Since there is no way to be happy, why be ambiguous?
When Qiu Ying woke up, Ji Hong was sitting on the edge of the bed, the rain outside had stopped, and the lights were particularly bright at this moment, so bright that it was upsetting.
Originally, she was like a fish in a clear stream, jumping and cheerful, but Nanzhong was like a dull pond, lifeless and unable to make a wave.
And the days when she liked Lin Yang made her suddenly feel that Nanzhong was as beautiful as a vast ocean.
Regarding youth, all of them are like a childish game, as someone said, maybe the stupidity is over, and it will grow up.
Storm.
Before the final exam, the head teacher Zeng Wenjun told the students of the second class a good news, the school will organize a three-day astronomical and marine archaeology summer camp, and select a group of students with excellent academic performance and outstanding class cadres to go to Shantou and Heyuan for exchange and study.
After careful selection, the candidates for Class 2 are Liu Guoping, Chen Jinghui, Ji Hong and Lin Yang.
After class.
Ji Hong became excited and said to Lin Yang: "The hometown of dinosaurs, there are museums and oceanariums, I haven't been to them yet, the key is that it's all free!"
"Rare and weird, what is so beautiful about dinosaurs, there are four of them in our class, and I am tired of watching them every day." Xu Qianhuan couldn't help but run over to join in the fun, and even poured cold water on her.
One of the summer camp destinations at Nanshan Middle School was Heyuan, where representatives from the China Geological Survey and the city of Heyuan recently unveiled a plaque for the "Home of Chinese Dinosaurs".
Heyuan City was officially awarded the title of "Hometown of Chinese Dinosaurs" by the Center for Stratigraphy and Paleontology of the China Geological Survey.
The city has been listed in the Guinness Book of World Records for its collection of 10,568 dinosaur egg fossils, and is also famous at home and abroad for the unearthing of the "Late White Egg Stealing Dragon", which is the legendary Huang's Heyuan Dragon.
However, Lin Yang, like Xu Qianhuan, has no interest in dinosaurs at all.
After confirming that the news was true and going back to the dormitory, Ji Hong immediately took the phone card and called home to report her joy to her parents.
The three of them were ready to set off, and Lin Yang was the only one who refused this all-free trip.
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