Chapter 9: Gossip in the Street

Wang Shengzhe looked helplessly at Xu Xian, who was leading the way in front, and didn't know why she was suddenly so interested and insisted on walking back from the hospital. It's not that far, but I'm a patient now, right? Although I insisted on being discharged from the hospital, was it okay to be injured?

Is it really good to treat a patient like this?

Xu Xian wore a pair of sunglasses and walked freely on the sparsely populated path. Occasionally, he looked back at Wang Shengzhe, who was walking slowly, and urged him to speed up his pace dissatisfiedly. Maybe only at this time, when she is alone with Wang Shengzhe, can she be like a real flower girl. Xu Xian, who is usually self-disciplined, can't believe that this is a girl who has just come of age.

Wang Shengzhe followed Xu Xian from afar, for fear that he would accidentally be caught by the illegitimate meal. Looking at this girl who really liberated himself at this moment, he suddenly remembered that she was only fourteen years old at the time, and stood in front of him timidly.

At that time, what was he doing before? Alone in the world, without relatives and no reason, without even the money to go to school, a person wanders like this, does not know his nationality, does not have any identity documents. In order to survive, you can only do the lowest job in exchange for a chance to survive.

But what was it for? Why do you work so hard to live?

No matter how bad it is, can it be worse than before?

Maybe he figured it out, Wang Shengzhe showed a relieved smile.

If, at that time, without her outstretched hands, where would she be now?

"OPPA, what are you doing?" Xu Xian's voice came to his ears, making him feel a little stunned between time and space. Looking at Xu Xian, who had already walked to his side, Wang Shengzhe shook his head and signaled that he had nothing to do.

Do you still want to tell her that she remembered that year, she was already hungry and cold, and under the compulsion, she had decided to do something below the bottom line, and that day, an angel-like girl stood in front of her, stretched out her hands, and handed him a sweet potato.

That sweet potato is the best food he has ever eaten in his two lives.

It's just that why did that little angel hand himself a sweet potato?

"Xiaoxian. That one. "Wang Shengzhe had the impulse to ask a long time ago, and finally today he couldn't suppress his curiosity and asked the question in his heart." When we first met, why did you hand me a sweet potato? ”

Xu Xian listened to Wang Shengzhe's call and turned his head happily, but the moment he heard the question, his face changed, he shook his head, took a few steps back, and closed his mouth.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, OPPA shouldn't have asked." I don't know why such a small question caused such a big reaction from Xu Xian, Wang Shengzhe realized that perhaps, he didn't know as much about this little sister as he imagined. I never knew why she was so special to him in the first place. Now it seems that there is something else going on. Just thinking of this, Wang Shengzhe immediately breathed a sigh of relief, not to mention the beginning, even if he is himself now, what is there to worry about Xu Xian? Why should I doubt her intentions, after so many years, can't I really see a person's heart?

It's just a mediocrity, she is her own sister, and she will never change.

"It's okay, OPPA. Actually, it's nothing, but when I saw OPPA's eyes at that time, I wanted to give OPPA a sweet potato. I was just surprised that OPPA suddenly asked this question. Xu Xian lowered his head and walked forward, as if he was hiding a lot of things, but just now seeing her reaction was so big, Wang Shengzhe couldn't continue to ask anything.

I don't know how long he walked in silence like this, but just when Wang Shengzhe wanted to open his mouth to apologize further, Xu Xian spoke. "OPPA, did you really break up?"

"yes." Wang Shengzhe suddenly felt that he should have a cigarette in hand, if it wasn't for the paralysis of the cigarette, how could his voice suddenly become hoarse like this.

Sure enough, the relief that was said to be good was all dog leash. If it was so easy to pass, how could you still love to death in the first place?

"But OPPA, why did you break up with Ernie?" Xu Xian asked the man beside him puzzled. "Don't you love Ernie?"

How can you not love? Silly girl.

Perhaps, it's all because I'm too young to know how to love her.

"What do children know?" Wang Shengzhe patted her head and bet on a classic quote from parents.

Ignored Seo Hyun's own muttering. "I'm an adult. You're only four years older than me. ”

After waiting for a long time and not waiting for Wang Shengzhe to understand himself, Xu Xian asked a little unhappily.

"OPPA, do you hate Ernie?"

This question stopped people for a while. Wang Shengzhe seriously half-squatted down, looked into Xu Xian's eyes and asked, "Xiaoxian, why do you think like this?" ”

"But don't all the books say that men and women will hate each other because of love?" Xu Xian tilted his head and said very seriously.

Sure enough, it's a sage-style answer, but, how is this possible? I've known her for five years. also walked with her for three years. Once, she was like the whole world to me, and how could I expect a little girl to understand this qiē.

It is true that in the most depressed time of my life, it was you who lit the light in my heart. And in the best time of my youth, I was fortunate to meet her and walk with her.

In the vast sea of people, there will always be such a person who inadvertently walks into your heart and occupies all of you.

Thank you for having you, even though you can't go on with me anymore. But if I didn't have you, I wouldn't have myself.

Briefly recalling these words in his mind, Wang Shengzhe shook his head, revealing a smile that made Xu Xian understand at once. "Xiaoxian, you're still young, you don't understand it yet."

How could he not understand, Xu Xian's heart was full of bitterness, but he didn't come out for the first time. When you fell in love with Ernie, you were only twenty-one years old, so why do you always think that I don't know anything, it's just that you don't know anything.

However, it turns out that if you really like someone, you really won't have the courage to sue him.

I don't know when I fell in love with you silently like this, and I liked it so humbly. As long as you look at your back from afar, look at the sweetness of you and Ernie from afar, and put yourself in your shoes, you can always make yourself feel distressed after the sweetness, and you will be happy after learning that Ernie and you have misunderstood, and you will be terrified when you break up.

I will silently choose a birthday gift for you, because I am worried that Ernie will misunderstand and worry about your discovery, and I choose to silently take the birthday gift back and replace it with an ordinary scarf.

I will silently prepare your travel supplies for you, because I am worried that Ernie will misunderstand and worry about your discovery, and I choose to silently mess up a qiē, and let you smile at Ernie alone, complaining about her carelessness.

I will silently write you into my diary, because you have always been hidden in my singing, in my dreams, and in my life.

It's just that you never know what I've done because I love you.

In your world, I'm just your sister, and Ernie is all you.

I'm not bad. Seo Hyun asked himself in his heart.

Perhaps, the first time I saw your eyes, I couldn't escape. Do you know?

Even if it's just once, can I take your hand and accompany you to old age? If I could, I could accompany you as you grow older, you know? It's a pity, it's just an extravagant hope, right?

I once read a sentence in a book, one day in the past, we met a person, a person who would feel that we could not pursue, but who made our hearts beat faster.

For me, do you have to be the person I meet?

Do you know? Sometimes when I think of someone, my heart cramps, and the feeling of weightlessness is not only you, but I also have it.

It's just that you love Ernie, but I love you.

It's just that it's hard to love you in my heart, maybe as dull as you, I will never find out that I love you.

Restrained the thoughts in her heart, every woman is the best actor when facing her feelings, and the same is true for Seo Hyun, who asked a question as usual.

"OPPA, how did it feel to grow up?"

"Growing up? In fact, I don't feel anything, I've always made mistakes, I've always been confused, it's just that I regret it, I regret not being a little worse for the person I hate, I regret not cherishing the person I like a little more, and when I understand, I find that I am a little late. ”

"OPPA......" Xu Xian's words stopped talking. Wang Shengzhe realized that he might be too strict, maybe he scared her, otherwise, how could he be a little strange? "What's wrong? Is there anything else you can't say about OPPA?"

"OPPA, have you ever thought that there is always a reason for people to separate?" Xu Xian looked up at Wang Shengzhe's face. Wang Shengzhe nodded with an appreciative expression on his face, but he was a little disappreciative in his heart.

"But, some people, you have to wait."

When the second half of the sentence came out, the oxygen in the air seemed to be drained, and the whole world paused.

In that second, the whole world lost its color. A girl and a boy stood motionless in this stagnant time, as if deliberately recalling the determination in that sentence.

PS: This is the legendary dog blood abuse? Or abuse me? Feel sorry for yourself.