"Are you about to vomit when you write medical records?" Before leaving work, Dr. Yan asked Qi Huange.

Qi Huange smiled, it was a response, at the end of the day, except for dealing with a few simple injuries, she was writing about cases, and she was really about to vomit.

"Writing cases is also a science, I heard that you are a top student in your major?" This Dr. Yan, who is in his forties, has a Chinese face, and his voice speaks with a sense of righteousness, Qi Huange set a position for him in his heart when he first heard him speak: This is going to be in the movie, it must be dubbed for decency. As his last name is, he treats interns very strictly.

Qi Huange said: "It's just that the theoretical knowledge is better, but the clinical experience is still insufficient." ”

Doctor Yan took a sip of tea water and glanced at Qi Huange leisurely: "You interns, you are all lacking in clinical experience, of course, theoretical knowledge is not less, I heard that you have come to the hospital for an internship before?" ”

"Well, they are all following Dr. Qu on ward rounds."

"I heard that Dr. Qu let you into the operating room, but you don't want to go? You're special enough, you know how many interns can't get into the operating room even if they want to. Doctor Yan squinted at Qi Huange.

Qi Huange smiled: "I don't think my knowledge is enough, and I'm not ready to enter the operating room." ”

Dr. Yan obviously didn't believe Qi Huange's words, but he couldn't say anything more, "Which department do you plan to enter in the future?" ”

"Emergency." Qi Huange did not hesitate.

"I don't dare to enter the operating room, and I still want to do emergency medicine, heh......" Dr. Yan sneered with some disdain, and looked at his watch: "Okay, it's time to get off work, go home, remember to be there on time tomorrow." ”

"Yes, Mr. Yan." Qi Huange pursed his lips, packed up his things and left.

After coming out of the locker room, Qi Huange wandered aimlessly on the road, Dr. Yan's words just now touched her a lot, yes, how can people who don't even dare to enter the operating room face the danger of the emergency department?

Operating room...... As soon as he thought of these three words, Qi Huange's desperate expression and hysterical helpless figure appeared in Qi Huange's mind.

Slowly clenching his fists, Qi Huange took a deep breath and called Yue Qingxuan: "Xuanxuan, I won't go back to eat tonight, you can eat in the company." ”

Now she just wants to empty herself.

At this point in time, there were not many people in the tennis club, Qi Huange went directly to the locker room to change clothes, came to the tennis court, and stood in front of the tennis ball machine to practice tennis.

Two hours later, Qi Huange was so tired that his whole body was sweating, and the court opposite was already full of green tennis balls, he breathed a long sigh of relief, wiped his sweat, and Qi Huange changed his clothes and went back.

"Huange, have you eaten?" Yue Qingxuan asked Qi Huange, who had just entered the door, while eating takeout, it was almost nine o'clock, Huange should have eaten, right?

Qi Huange shook his head and smiled reluctantly: "I have no appetite." Then he went back to his room.

Yue Qingxuan sucked the noodles and knocked on Qi Huange's door: "Huange, are you okay?" ”

"It's okay, don't forget to pack your takeout box." Qi Huange's voice came from inside.

"It looks like it's fine, hum......" Yue Qingxuan sat in place with the noodle bowl in her arms, indignant: "It's a shame that I care about you so much." ”

Unconsciously, Qi Huange has been practicing in outpatient surgery for half a month, and she has learned a lot in this half month, but Dr. Yan doesn't seem to be satisfied with her, or rather, in front of her, he never shows his satisfied side.

When Director Wang came to ask him about Qi Huange's situation, he even bluntly said to Director Wang: "I don't think a person with demons can be a good doctor, especially a person who wants to go to the emergency department." ”

Director Wang was stunned for a moment, then patted Dr. Yan on the shoulder and said, "You are her teacher, take her with you, after all, she is a girl, and it is normal to be a little afraid." Then he turned his head to Qi Huange, who was a little pale, and said, "Huange, learn from Doctor Yan well, he can teach you a lot of things." ”

"Yes, Director Wang." Qi Huange nodded.

After Director Wang left, Dr. Yan handed the cup to Qi Huange: "Make me a cup of tea." ”

Qi Huange took his cup to pour the tea leaves, then went to fetch the hot water, covered the lid, and handed it to Dr. Yan.

Just as Dr. Yan was about to speak, a boy with a dislocated arm came in under the guidance of his mother, "Doctor, my son has a dislocated arm, you can take a look." ”

Doctor Yan said to Qi Huange: "You come to inquire about the condition, orthopaedic reduction, and go to dinner together after work in a while." ”

Qi Huange nodded, walked over and touched the boy's dislocated arm, and asked, "How old is it, how did you dislocate it?" ”

"Teacher Yan, you eat hot pot in the summer, isn't it too hot?" Qi Huange looked at the open-air seats in this hot pot restaurant, and there was Doctor Yan sitting opposite her.

Dr. Yan was busy ordering, and then asked for a dozen beers, and said with a smile: "You don't know this, eating hot pot, drinking beer, a great joy in life, eating hot pot in the summer is cool, the hot pot here is the best I have ever tasted, wait for you to try it." ”

Qi Huange smiled after hearing this: "Okay." But I was thinking in my heart that I must not drink too much for a while, Xiao Ai arrived in the middle of the night and said that I was going to pick her up.

After a while, the bottom of the pot and the shabu-shabu were served, Qi Huange smelled the heat at the bottom of the pot, and couldn't help nodding: "It smells really good." ”

Dr. Yan put the mutton in the pot and said happily: "It's better to eat later, come, drink some beer to quench your thirst first." ”

Qi Huange was a little confused about Dr. Yan's routine, but he still toasted him and drank half a beer.

"After so many internships during the winter and summer vacations, what do you think of the profession of doctors?" Dr. Yan looked up and asked Qi Huange.

"It's hard, tired, misunderstood, but it's fulfilling." Qi Huange thought for a moment and said.

Dr. Yan poured his cup full of wine, and did not say whether Qi Huange's answer was correct or not, but continued to ask her: "Do you remember why you chose this major in the first place?" ”

Qi Huange was silent for a moment and nodded: "Remember." ”

"When I was admitted to university, my family asked me to apply for a medical major, I didn't report it, but I still didn't stand the pressure of my family and reluctantly reported, when I studied in college, I had zài rebellion in my heart, and I didn't study well at all, at that time I wanted to mix a college diploma, during the eleventh holiday of my freshman year, I went out with my family to play, and I encountered a car accident on the road, that place was very remote, the scene was particularly chaotic, and it took at least an hour for the nearest police car and ambulance to come over, At that time, there was a driver who was stuck in the driver's seat of the car that had overturned, and the people next to him turned the car over together in order to save him, and when he was rescued, the driver was already in shock, so he put him aside and waited for the ambulance to arrive, but when the fire truck came, he found that the driver had stopped breathing for a long time. The doctor explained to the driver's family that he had a neck injury, but when he turned the car over and carried the driver, the movement was too large, the cervical vertebrae were not fixed, and the cervical vertebrae were fractured and compressed the spinal cord...... "When he said this, Dr. Yan raised his head and drank all the beer in one breath, and sniffled:

"When I got back to school, I told my roommates about it, and they ...... They scolded me and said, "This common sense, in a public class, the teacher talked about these things, and I was ...... at that time."

"You must have been thinking that if you listened carefully, maybe you would be able to save his life at that time," Qi Huange said softly as he took Dr. Yan's words.

Dr. Yan took a deep breath and pulled a smile at the corner of his mouth: "Since then, they have all said that I am like a different person, and the person who skips class the most diligently becomes the most diligent person in class." ”

Meat and vegetables were tumbling in the hot pot, and the heat gradually blurred the vision of the two men.

Dr. Yan took another sip of beer: "Being a doctor is not only tiring, but also has to bear the weight of life leaving, many interns never come again after practicing in the hospital for a period of time, because they can't bear the weight of life leaving, the beating and scolding of the deceased's family and unacceptable hysteria." Speaking of this, he asked very formally: "Qi Huange, can you accept it?" During your previous internship, did you see a patient pushed from a hospital room to a morgue? ”

Qi Huange clenched her fists fiercely, Dr. Yan was the first person to ask her so directly. Ever seen it? Why haven't I seen it, she came to the hospital during the winter vacation of her freshman year purely to do chores, and when she saw the patient covered in a white cloth being pushed into the elevator to the second floor, she rushed to the bathroom and retched for a long time.

Dr. Yan didn't intend to force her like this, so he put the mutton into his bowl with big chopsticks, "Eat it quickly, it won't taste good if you cook it for a while, Huo, it's delicious......"

Qi Huange lowered his head and ate silently, and did not speak.

Dr. Yan looked at her and said, "Tell me, why did you choose this major in the first place?" You can't be forced by your family like me, right? He made a sneer.

Qi Huange shook the chopsticks, her beautiful eyes looked watery because of the heat, her expression was deep, and she seemed to have made up her mind: "No, my family didn't want me to study this major, I chose it voluntarily, and I had an awkward relationship with my family for this." ”

"Oh?" Dr. Yan was clearly interested.

"It's because of one of my ...... A younger sister, she grew up almost next to her grandmother since she was a child, and her feelings for her grandmother were very deep, and in her second year of junior high school, her grandmother died of a heart attack on the operating table, she cried desperately that day, and went on a hunger strike for a day, I ...... I didn't want anyone like her, so I enrolled in clinical medicine. Qi Huange's eyes were stained with some watery crystals, and if he touched it slightly, it would fall.

She will never forget the appearance of Liu Xiaoai that day, when her grandmother was pushed away from the flat car with a white cloth, Liu Xiaoai's face was almost bloodless, she used the most desperate way for her age to express her pain, lying on the ground like a child and rolling desperately, no matter who pulled her to hold her, it was useless, she was like a ragdoll without bones, soft, any touch would hurt her.

"Grandma......" Liu Xiaoai shouted hoarsely and desperately, Qi Huange can still be heard, it is the most miserable and hoarse voice that a drowning person can make.

"But you are afraid of seeing a patient die suddenly on the operating table, or rather, you are afraid of the operating room because of this, as soon as you see the operating room, it will make you think of the scene of the day, and the pain of the day, you are running away!" After knowing the reason, Dr. Yan did not gently persuade him, but chose to tear Qi Huange's wound to the point.