Zhou Anan kept telling her family that she didn't remember being abused in kindergarten, but she lied and she remembered. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

The two-year-old child doesn't remember the specific things, but that feeling is engraved in her soul, and she will never forget it.

The little cousin who had the best relationship with her dared to ask her tentatively after she had already gone to college, what was it like at that time?

Zhou Anan thought for a long time before he came up with an inappropriate description, afraid of seeing the sun.

It is like a person who has completely lost the protection of his skin, all his muscles, blood vessels, and mucous membranes are exposed to the dry and blazing sun of the desert, and he can only hide, not touch anything, cut off all contact, and in order to protect himself, he can only hide as much as possible.

For others, the most normal contact is a blurred grinding of flesh and blood for her, not only painful, but also helpless.

Very, very helpless, knowing that there is nothing you can do about it, because you know that you may never be able to have a normal life.

Zhou Xiaoan's consciousness seemed to have returned to his childhood in the chaos, hiding in a dim corner and looking at the world, helpless, painful, and cold fear and despair.

The shock caused her to have a high fever for two days before she began a long slumber.

It's been five days since the incident, Shen Mei, who was guarding the bedside, looked at her watch anxiously, as soon as twelve o'clock in the afternoon, Zhou Xiaoan really began to burn again, her face was red, her breath was short, she didn't need a thermometer at all, she knew at a glance that she must have burned thirty-eight degrees again!

There was no need for Shen Mei to call, Mr. Yu also appeared in the ward on time, took his temperature, changed the dressing, and dealt with it familiarly, shook his head and sighed and walked out, and Shen Mei quickly followed.

"Yu Lao! On this day, I have a fever at the fever three times, but you should think of a way! It's stupid to burn it again! ”

Yu Lao also got angry, glaring at Shen Mei, "Don't be stupid, she's scared stupid!" The shock is too much, I prepared the Chinese medicine for her to eat on time, you talk to her more, and you have to slow down a few days! This illness won't get better in half a while! ”

Shen Mei was so anxious that she almost turned around, "She sleeps except for fever, what can I say to her?!" Talking can cure the disease, and it depends on the doctor to take medicine! Can you cure it, if not, you can ......"

"Xiaomei!" Chen Jingming and Zhou Yuehai walked over from the end of the corridor together and interrupted her disrespectful remarks in time.

Zhou Yuehai understood at a glance that Zhou Xiaoan had a fever again, and nodded with Yu Lao and was about to go in to see her, but was stopped by Shen Mei.

"Don't go in! Let her lie down for a while! ”

Everyone knows that Zhou Xiaoan looks like she has been asleep, but as long as someone approaches, she is frightened in her sleep.

For the first two days, the doctors and nurses couldn't get close to her at all, and when they touched her, she would struggle and scream violently, and the hospital had to give her a tranquilizer for the mentally ill.

Although the situation has been better in the past two days, as long as someone is close to the hospital bed, even if she doesn't touch her, no matter how heavy she sleeps and how much she burns, she can feel it immediately.

Even if Shen Mei was guarding her, she sat at the farthest place from the hospital bed, looking at her eyes that were turning in a panic under her eyelids whenever the wind and grass moved, and she was so distressed that she didn't know what to do.

Zhou Yuehai didn't answer Shen Mei's words, but he didn't go in, just stood quietly at the door, looking in from the glass on the door intently.

Zhou Xiao'an on the hospital bed was motionless, and he had to observe very, very carefully to see her faint breathing.

Zhou Yuehai stared at her almost with bated breath, watching her breathe one by one, focusing as if he was looking at the most important thing in the world.

The expression on his face was too forbearing, no one knew what he was thinking, but Shen Mei rarely didn't squeeze him, and was pulled by Chen Jingming to sit down on a chair in the corridor.

Zhou Xiao'an's condition is special, Yu Lao simply issued a ban, except for those who accompany the bed, no one is allowed to go in to visit, only a little time at noon and night can come over and take a look through the door.

Chen Jingming looked at Shen Mei's somewhat haggard face, and shook her hand distressedly, "Xiao An still can't eat?" ”

Shen Mei shook her head tiredly, "It's been five days, I can't eat a mouthful, and I ......vomit when I feed it."

As he spoke, his eyes turned red, "I forced two rice soup in the morning, and when I turned my head, I vomited it, and there was ......blood in the porridge."

Although Yu Lao said that it was a rupture of the mucosal capillaries of the digestive tract, which was not a big deal, he couldn't eat anything and vomited blood, how could it not be a big deal!?

In fact, Shen Mei still didn't say anything, and Zhou Xiaoan told her the truth after vomiting, "Xiaomei, everything I smell smells of blood, don't give me food, I'm uncomfortable." ”

She smelled the thick smell of blood in the air, and she felt like she had blood in every pore......

Shen Mei bit her lip tightly to prevent herself from crying, she really had no choice, she had thought about it countless times, if she was Zhou Xiaoan, would she be able to survive?

She didn't know, she really didn't.

No one can jump to conclusions if they haven't experienced that kind of thing, and no one knows what will happen when the limits of their fears are broken.

Several people fell silent in the corridor, and everyone's hearts weighed as heavy as a mountain.

Xiao Tudou, Zhou Xiaoquan, and Jianxin didn't know when they came over, and when they saw the back of Zhou Yuehai standing in front of the door, they didn't bother him.

Zhou Yuehai is the person who has spoken the least these days, but everyone can feel that he is the most self-blaming and stressful person among them.

His straight back has been tightened to the limit, if Zhou Xiaoan is not good, no one dares to think about what will happen to him.

Tang Huilan and Aunt Tang also came over with a cloth bag, and when they saw the people outside the door, they knew that Zhou Xiaoan had not improved without asking, and the tears that had barely dried up for the two of them flowed down again.

Tang Huilan handed the cloth bag in her hand to Shen Mei, "My mother made noodles, Xiao An told me when I was a child, she smelled my mother's noodles more fragrant than meat......

Tang Huilan couldn't go on, in fact, Zhou Xiaoan had never eaten real white noodles once in that large courtyard since he was a child.

"Xiaomei, you all blame me! I shouldn't have asked Xiao An to come when I knew that the neighborhood committee was going to hold a meeting on Sunday, and I shouldn't have asked her to come and wait for me earlier......"

Tang Huilan covered her mouth, and tears fell down in big drops, "I'm so bad!" I know she's good-natured, and I know she'll come if I ask her to come. I bullied her for being easy to talk to, and wanted her to help me entertain the relatives of the Fan family, she has a sweet mouth and good looks, and I want the relatives of the Fan family to look up to me......"

"What's the use of talking about that now?"

Shen Mei lowered her voice and interrupted Tang Huilan sharply, her eyes glaring at the silent group of people in the corridor, these people, including herself, were blaming themselves, but what was the use of blaming herself?!

"If you say that, I'm damned! I knew that Xiao An wanted me to come, and you wanted me to come, but I was stumped by Chen Jingming and couldn't get out! Am I being selfish and bad? What about Chen Jingming? If he didn't keep me, Xiao An wouldn't have been caught by the bad guys, wouldn't he be bad? ”

Shen Mei raised her hand and pointed over one by one, Xiao Tudou, Xiao Quan, Jianxin, and finally Zhou Yuehai, who had been silent, "You didn't accompany her, do you have to take all the responsibility on yourself to be willing?" ”

Shen Mei glared angrily at the people in the hallway, "What are you all thinking about?" Do you have to take the sins of others on yourself in order to have peace of mind? The bad people and bad things in the world can be regarded as finding the master! Let you people carry it! What kind of enemy are you searching for in the whole city?! ”

The more Shen Mei spoke, the more excited she became, she shook off Chen Jingming's hand to stop her, and pointed at everyone, "You are not blaming yourself, you are selfish!" Just care about your feelings! With that kung fu, Chen Jingming and Zhou Yuehai, you two might as well hurry up and dig out all the enemies in the city! So that Xiao An will never encounter this kind of bullshit! ”

"And you!" Shen Mei's fingers almost poked into the head of Xiao Tudou, "Xiao An usually treats you with all her heart, aren't you so temperamental that you can go to heaven?" What's the bear now? Hurry up and find a way to coax her to be happy! Can it make her feel better to sit here and sobbed her face?! ”

Then he pointed to Tang Huilan, "Don't cry!" Crying can make Xiao An cry well, I have more tears than you! Hurry home and come over for me in the evening. ”

"And you, all of you, go and go, what you have to do, what you have to do! Poking Xiao An here, he can't even sleep well! Let's go! Xiao An will definitely survive! None of you know her! She's stronger than any of you! (To be continued.) )