Chapter 36: You can let go

They confronted each other, and the streetlights pulled the shadows long and into two balancing lines. Fan Chengze approached slightly, and the two shadows on the ground overlapped together. Su Xiaoyan took a step back, wrapped the scarf in her hand around her bare neck, and in the winter night, there was a slight chill, and she didn't want to stay for a long time. "I'm going back."

In the darkness, the two silently looked at each other with clear eyes.

Fan Chengze said: "You still make me curious. ”

Su Xiaoyan suddenly realized. Fan Chengze's various things after the reunion are just out of curiosity. She was a book that had been opened at random, and it was taken away before she could finish reading it, and now it was in front of her, how could she bear not to read it. She looked up at Fan Chengze, he looked harmless, and behind his shallow and casual expression, there was a nervousness that made her nervous. This instinct has always resisted her. "I'm not as mysterious as you think. I'm just a single mom with a failed marriage. If you don't understand it now, you will understand it later. We ended 2 years ago. ”

"Two years ago, I kept you like this, but you didn't want to come."

"I'm here, but the key is gone, and I can't get in!" As soon as Su Xiaoyan finished speaking, her self-esteem made her regret it, and she turned around and left in embarrassment.

Fan Chengze was quick and grabbed her.

"Don't leave without saying a word every time. You're so appetizing......" he said halfway impatiently, as if he didn't know how to express his inner feelings. But Su Xiaoyan seemed to have been lightly shaved and blushed slightly, as if she had always been like this. If you can't say it, you can leave, and if you can't tell it, you can hide, now in Fan Chengze's heart, it's just a trick.

"I came later, and you weren't there, and the key wasn't on the door." Su Xiaoyan finally began to face the past. If she hadn't gone to his house and missed the last train, she wouldn't have been able to return to K City, and Xixi wouldn't have been taken away. There was hope, but there was disappointment. Her remorse and frustration made her reluctant to face Fan Chengze after the reunion.

"Much later? I went out of town. Before I go, I sent you a WeChat message to sΓΉ over you. But you never replied to me. ”

"Not a few days. Forget it, believe it or not. I don't have to come to this day to explain this to you, it doesn't make any sense at all. I don't understand, what we meet again now is someone we know, at best, there is a working connection. You don't need to bother getting me to take orders, and you don't need to look into me. ”

"If I want you to take the order, I'll convince you myself. The thing that wants to blackmail your friend Ke Hui may have been done by Assistant Chen. Fan Chengze also recalled the matter of the key, and indeed one day the key was taken away by Zhao Yu.

"Even if it's not you, it doesn't matter to me. Whether I have a lover or a divorce, it has nothing to do with you. Su Xiaoyan said so much, I felt very tired, I had been busy for another day, and now I felt even more uncomfortable standing here blowing the cold wind.

"Because I'm divorced?"

"It's none of your business." Su Xiaoyan didn't want to stay another minute.

"Then why are you so resistant to me?" Fan Chengze asked a little sadly.

"I don't just resist you, I resist my past. No woman relish her divorce, and I want to make good money and take care of my daughter now. Su Xiaoyan continued: "You are curious about me, and I don't want to hang your appetite. I didn't have a good relationship with my ex-husband at the time, and he betrayed me, so I was in a bad mood, so I came to you. Now we're divorced. Me and you, too, are over. "She painted herself to disguise herself. Su Xiaoyan in front of people is beautiful, hardworking, and decent, but only she knows that she regrets her derailment so much, even if it is because of Lu Ming's injustice. The past she didn't want to mention anymore was because Fan Chengze embarrassed her.

Fan Chengze looked at Su Xiaoyan coldly and said, "I can understand. At that time, you were in such a state, afraid of being discovered, afraid of having entanglements with me. ”

"Yes, I am the same now, Mr. Fan. Thank you for giving me this order, I hope you are satisfied with our products. It's late, I still have kids at home, goodbye! ”

Fan Chengze grabbed Su Xiaoyan's shoulder: "It's really free and easy." Don't be in a hurry, I'll say goodbye to you this time. He poked her lightly in the chest, "I wonder if there's a heart here." Then he waved his hand and got into the car. His car drove away, leaving Su Xiaoyan stunned.

Moving cars, flashing neon, and the flow of people in front of nightclubs, the city still refuses to be quiet under the shroud of darkness, shouting, unwilling to be lonely and delay enthusiasm. After meeting Su Xiaoyan again, Fan Chengze's heart was like this dark night, obviously the passion had passed, but he refused to let go. If it weren't for Su Xiaoyan's coldness at the banquet, he might not have cared. However, as if she didn't know herself, she refused to even accept business in order to draw a line with herself. What made him even more annoyed was that a man who was inferior to himself replaced him. As she just said, because she is unwilling? Coming out of the studio today, his mood was slightly low. At the anniversary celebration, he clearly found out that she was secretly filming herself. However, when he went through all the photos from the celebration, he found no superfluous photos. On the way out of the studio, when Chen Juesen praised Su Xiaoyan, he casually said that she was divorced and started a business alone.

"What do you say? Divorced? Fan Chengze sorted out all the details after the reunion, and said to himself: "No wonder." He asked Chen Juesen to take a taxi home, and he drove to the door of Su Xiaoyan's house. Sure enough, Su Xiaoyan still pretended to be with him. He didn't understand, why did she resist herself when she was free? Knowing his label of "Tianyi", shouldn't he use this to show goodwill? Not to mention that the studio can get all the business of "Tianyi", even if she wants to undertake the business of other companies, he can help her. However, she is still as detached and self-contained as she was two years ago.

Fan Chengze drove slowly on the way home. Although his grandmother was not happy that he lived alone, she agreed, but the premise was that he had to come home for dinner often. Fan Chengze has very little nightlife, and he has a completely different circle from his brother. More often than not, he prefers to be at home as he is in H City. After the celebration, his dinners and invitations gradually increased, including blind dates arranged for various reasons. Fortunately, neither his grandmother nor his mother asked him for anything, except that he should not refute the kindness of others. Grandma's mouth has always been on Wang Sisi. In the past two years, he has been in contact with Wang Sisi, and sometimes when he goes to K City, he will invite her to dinner. She will also see him when she goes to F City. She was also the only one who knew that he had a company outside and was tight-lipped about his grandmother. Fan Chengze didn't make any emotional statements, and she didn't put any pressure on Fan Chengze, and the two got along like friends.

The entrance to the door was hung with a seaside photo taken by Su Xiaoyan, a stoneware pot brought by Su Xiaoyan was placed on the dining table, and two pillows were placed on the sofa. 2 years ago, they rarely went out, and Su Xiaoyan liked to nest in the house. SOMETIMES I QUIETLY FINISH A TABLE OF GOOD DISHES, SOMETIMES I DON'T DO ANYTHING AND SNUGGLE UP ON THE SOFA TO READ A BOOK, AND SOMETIMES I GET CARRIED AWAY TO MAKE LOVE. They are two people who have faded away from their social background, and they are simple, dependent, and that memory is precious.

However, for Su Xiaoyan, who was married at the time, how reluctant she was to be mentioned, he was like a stain that she did not get tired of erasing. Fan Chengze poured himself a glass of wine, stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and smiled relievedly when he recalled everything about himself and Su Xiaoyan. Su Xiaoyan was willing to be with him before, but because of his shallow personality, why did he have to force him now? He can also let go with Su Xiaoyan.

In love, if it is too strong, you can't see the original intention. Fan Chengze thought that he was just a momentary freshness, and Su Xiaoyan thought that he was just a momentary vanity. However, or on which day and year, will they regret this night, and they can't help but say in front of each other.

Fan Chengze took out the phone, clicked on Su Xiaoyan, finally quit, and called Wang Sisi: "Back to K City?" I was busy in the afternoon and didn't answer your call. Okay, see you tomorrow then. Rest early and good night. ”