Chapter 30: The Romance of Youth

The next big class, Cangyue didn't go, Xing Thirteen also didn't have this mood, a small restaurant, three bottles of two pots, after drinking, he only felt that the flames in his chest were burning, and his throat seemed to be burning, at this time, his eyes were bloodshot, as if only killing people could alleviate the pain in his heart.

It's another bottle of two pots, and it's wandering between killing and not killing, "Ringing, ringing...", and the mobile phone in your pocket suddenly rang.

"Who"? A succinct and sneering question.

On the other end of the phone, a girl was obviously stunned, and after a while, she regained her composure and said: "Xing Thirteen, I'm Qin Rushuang, I called to ask if you have time at night?"

Xing Thirteen was stunned, and slowly recovered his clear mind: "What's the matter"?

Qin Rushuang did not hesitate and said the matter: "Today is the 19th birthday of the little sister of the Zheng family in our dormitory, she wants to invite you to participate, you wait, she wants to talk to you on the phone."

After a pause, Zheng Jiali's unique weak voice came from the opposite side: "Big Brother Thirteen, can I invite people from your dormitory to my party?" However, it is not a big meal, I am preparing two friends from the dormitory to have a unique birthday at the food stall, and I wonder if the thirteenth brother will be able to fulfill my wish."

Xing Thirteen was puzzled in his heart, if there was any intersection with the little sister of the Zheng family, it would be at most an encounter in the restaurant, but he knew in his heart that he Xing Thirteen did not have such a charm, thinking that an occasional encounter could get someone else's eternal unforgettable, so what was the reason?

The corners of his mouth rose slightly, and he suddenly had a guess, although he was not sure, but this was by no means groundless, as soon as he thought of this, he knew that there were some things, and he would never be able to hide if he wanted to, so he immediately smiled and said: "Okay, I promised, what time is it at night"?

Zheng Jiali said happily: "See you at 7 o'clock in the evening, Zijin Lotus Pond."

At the moment when he cut off his mobile phone, Xing 13 observed that the time was 11 o'clock at noon, he stood up, settled the account, and walked towards the campus without saying a word.

Since some things are known to be wrong, what should be done is to make up for it as much as possible, instead of drinking, if the wine is not drunk, everyone will get drunk, and after the end, what will be left is even more deeply lonely.

Touring the extremely beautiful scenery of the college, Xing Thirteen's heart was also much calmer, time passed quietly, and unconsciously at half past eleven, with the ringing of the campus bell, a noisy sound immediately broke the quiet park.

......"Xing Shisan was still a little puzzled, why did the campus bell ring non-stop today, and when he turned around, he found that it was his mobile phone ringing at all.

"Huh"? He took a look at his mobile phone and quickly answered: "Er, what's the matter"?

Han Guang said anxiously on the other end: "Third child, you go to the first canteen now, I and the fourth child are waiting for you there, after eating, we will tell you an important matter, this time you must not release pigeons for me, otherwise my brother will not do it."

Xing Shisan knew that although Han Guang usually liked to be crazy, he valued his brother's feelings more than anyone else, and at this time, he actually said it to this point, so it was obviously a little too much to say.

In the first cafeteria of Zijin Campus, when he arrived, the other three people in the dormitory had already been looking around here and waiting for a long time. Seeing Xing Shisan's arrival, several people flocked up, and even the dormitory boss, who was usually quite calm, seemed to be beaten today.

Xing Shisan took two steps back, frowned, and said, "Don't, I have something to say, I want to go back to the dormitory to rest for a while."

When the three of them saw him like this, they also stopped, and Han Guang even stopped him: "Third child, don't! Let's have lunch first, and we'll talk about it in detail later, ok? ”

On the second floor, sitting by the window, Han Guang and Wu Jiangping were surprisingly enthusiastic today, and after they chose a location, the two of them hurriedly lined up to buy food.

Looking up, the black clouds around him seemed to be slowly dissipating, and a strong sun in the sky had climbed to the highest peak at some point, swearing its position as the leader of the day with a posture of looking down.

"Third child, you seem to have something on your mind today, if you need a few of our brothers, you will let me know" Shao Guanglin stared at Xing Shisan's fluttering eyes, and suddenly spoke.

In the 302 dormitory, Wu Jiangping is simple, Han Guang is wild, Shao Guanglin is careful, everyone has lived together for a year, Xing Shisan was suddenly kicked down from the top of the sky, and it is rare for the brothers in the dormitory to not leave it, in today's society, there are a lot of icing on the cake, and it is not that there is no uniqueness in the snow, but it is definitely not much.

Xing Shisan could feel the kindness he exuded, but there were some things that needed to be taken on this responsibility.

After a short time, two people came back, and two trays were full of seven or eight plates of various dishes, and the dishes they ordered were not cheap.

Xing Shisan frowned and asked, "What's the matter?"

Han Guang put the tray in his hand on the table, and said with a mysterious smile: "When we have dinner, I'll talk to you later."

Shao Guanglin grunted, shrugged his shoulders and said, "Don't look at me, I can't tell me about this matter, let's wait for them to come back and talk slowly."

After a while, Wu Jiangping and the two came back, but Xing Shisan lost the motivation to ask, took the food brought in his hand, and ate it by himself.

Six eyes attacked, with a little surprise, Han Guang said stupidly: "Third child, aren't you curious?"

Xing Shisan laughed self-deprecatingly, since he met Cangyue unexpectedly today, all kinds of guilt in the past have always not only eroded his heart, but the scars he is now carrying on his body, although he is to blame, but for a person who has been cut off, has God given him a chance to start over?

There is light and darkness in human nature, when one vortex makes you break free from the darkness and think that you can relive the light, another darkness is quietly coming, if you can't get out of it, it can only be extinguished in the endless darkness.

Xing Shisan wants to start over, wants to get rid of everything he once had, although he is no longer the Xing Shisan of the past, unless he can restore the identity of the prince of the Xing family and completely blacken this road, the other way can only make himself stronger, strong enough to break through the shackles that are invisibly sealed, in that way, his vision and level will slowly rise, and he may not have these guilt.

As a monk, he should have soared with a sword and stepped through the sky, but his soul may have been affected by the previous Xing Shisan, and he was deeply stabbed in the back by the Xing family, which inevitably buried an invisible shadow in his body and mind, from the depths of his heart, he was in a mental trance, especially the influence of today's Cangyue, which reminded him of all kinds of vices in the past, and he suddenly didn't know how to face it, all kinds of things.

In the flash of light, his thoughts surged, and the idea of leaving was even more germinated in his heart, leaving Huaxia completely, this is not a temporary opinion, but after these days and nights of careful consideration, he has reached the conclusion that in Huaxia, he now does not have much that he relies on, and in this place where he has lived for twenty years, he can't be ruthless to destroy, which will cause a feeling of being constrained.

But he can't go yet, at least not now, he's waiting, waiting for the beginning and end of a thing, which is also the only thing he is nostalgic about in Huaxia.

"The third, the third, what do you think"? Han Guang saw that his expression was sluggish, and shook his hand in front of him a few times.

Xing Shisan was stunned for a moment, slowly regained his consciousness from his thoughts, and then shook his head and said, "It's okay, by the way, aren't you looking for me for something"?

"Hey, hey"! Han Guang laughed dryly, glanced at Wu Jiangping, who was slightly nervous beside him, and said, "Fourth, do you say it yourself, or do you need a buddy to do it for you?"

For Wu Jiangping, an emotional rookie, suddenly one day he saw a girl who surprised him enough, or was excited, he would never dare to say it easily, although he usually made a joke, as if he regarded himself as a love saint, but one day when there was a hazy feeling attacking, his usual courage seemed to be instantly withdrawn from his whole body.

"You're really a bad seed", Han Guang squinted, and let out a ridiculous snort from his mouth!

Wu Jiangping put down the dishes and chopsticks, looked out the window with confused eyes, and a faint voice sounded: "Second child, you won't understand, when you really care about someone, you can experience that feeling." Although I don't know what kind of mind is now, I know that she currently occupies a very high position in my heart, so I know that this hope is slim, and I don't want this youth to leave regrets, even if I am broken, I believe that time can slowly heal, what I don't regret is youth, and what I miss is love."

Han Guang flattened his mouth and said: "I finally understand what an expert is now, that is, to talk about theories and boasts, but when it is really faced, they are silent, and it is no wonder that many people hate these so-called experts, it is not unreasonable."

After a pause, he said that he still said things with a hippie smile: "The third child, I won't tell you, the fourth child has grown up, that, can you understand"?

"Huh"? Xing Thirteen frowned, and said in confusion: "Fourth, do you miss the girl?"

"Bingo"! Han Guang snapped his finger and said approvingly: "The third child is getting smarter and smarter, do you know who the fourth Sichun object is?" I can guarantee you can't guess at all."