Chapter 384: My Future
His voice was hoarse to a little low, and when he looked at Mu Jiushi's eyes, he was hesitant, at a loss, and a little worried. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
He is a god, and now he is like a frivolous child who has done something wrong.
Mu Jiu lowered two lines of tears and turned his face away.
A huge wave set off in her heart, and the waves hit her dizzy.
Lu Ji's sadness still exists in her heart, she has skin pain in every inch of her pain, but these are not the point, no matter how painful those pains are, no matter how deep those disappointments are, they are all memories of the past, and she has been with him day and night in the past few years, and every time she takes out a paragraph, she can cover those memories, she has no reason to affect the present for a period of the past, and she can't talk about who is right and who is wrong.
She doesn't have that complicated mind.
She knew that she loved the land pressure now.
However, she still couldn't accept the fact that Lu Jian was a person from Tsing Yi - or rather, she couldn't digest the information yet.
I always thought that she was the villain of Tsing Yi, the miserable Qingping and Scarlet clothes she saw, Ao Jiang who quickly grew from a pampered dragon son to a deep teenager because of family affairs, Shi Yin, who was separated from Liang Ji and suffered from lovesickness, Ah Fu, who was originally in heaven and was hunted down by the disciples of Tushi Palace, and Lin Jianru, who now doesn't know how to end......
She had always regarded him as an adversary, but now, she had found the answer herself, and the person who did it was the person she trusted the most - admittedly, he had no ill intentions, and he didn't really cause any tragedy, and she had seen that he was indeed following everyone's fate, but how could the rejection of the Tsing Yi people quickly turn into the same affection as Lu Press?
They are one person after all.
It's not a word of acceptance that can be accepted, and a word of truth can erase everything.
She looked out into the sky, the moonlight had already fallen, and the sky was darker than before, giving people the illusion of retreating into a secluded place.
Lu pressed back and looked at her, his heart hung in the air, and his heart was so broken that he wanted to cry.
This kind of her makes him afraid, he has already lost her once, this time their love is simple and pure, the love is free and sweet, and the love is so that people can't help but raise the corners of their mouths every time they think about it, unlike that life full of entanglements. He is accustomed to her simplicity and stubbornness, and she stubbornly insists on the justice in her heart, even if she often has a blue nose and swollen face in reality.
He didn't want to lose her again.
"Ah Jiu."
His voice was so harsh that it was almost broken, "You'll forgive me, won't you?" ”
Mu Jiu didn't move, she looked up slightly at the few morning stars in the sky, so quiet that she didn't even seem to have a snort.
Lu Quan's eyes were red, how difficult it was for him to endure this moment, his heart was like a knife, and every knife mark was full of despair.
Mu Jiu also had tears in her eyes, she raised her lips, opened her mouth slightly, turned around, and said, "Let me see your Tsing Yi man again." ”
Lu Jian paused. Staring at her for a while, he transformed himself back into the appearance of the man in Tsing Yi.
Mu Jiu looked at him, his gaze glued to his face.
Although his outfit has changed, his face is still Lu Press's face.
Before she knew this truth, the Tsing Yi man in her eyes was another person. And now, that layer of blindfolding is useless to her. Even if the people in Tsing Yi still have to exist separately, it makes no difference to her.
She turned and walked out the door.
The wind set off by the spiritual power swimming at the door was attracting her, and she wanted to go out to breathe.
Lu Jian also changed back instantly, grabbed her wrist, although there were no words, all the persistence was written in his eyes.
Mu Jiu was silent for a while, looked up at him, and said, "The person Lu Ji loves is the person in Tsing Yi. The people of Tsing Yi also love Lu Ji. ”
Lu Jian raised his heart to his throat and said, "What do you mean?" ”
Mu Jiu's gaze stopped in his pupils: "It means, what I want is you, and the person you want is also me." I don't want Lu Ji and the people in Tsing Yi to dictate my future. ”
Lu Jian paused for a moment, and tears rolled down.
Mu Jiu's eyes overflowed with tenderness, walked back, stood on tiptoe around his neck, and said in his ear: "Didn't you say that after I become an immortal, the people in Tsing Yi will retire?" Then let them love theirs, and we live ours. I only recognize you in this life, I only recognize that I can deceive people, and I don't dislike my stupidity, and I still want my land pressure. ”
Lu Zhuan's tears fell like rain, his hands wrapped around her, and he buried his head in her shoulder socket, as if he wanted to rub her into his heart.
The huge waves in Mu Jiu's heart gradually subsided.
She is not wrong, Lu Ji loves the people of Tsing Yi, and it is Lu Ji who is persistent in the people of Tsing Yi, although she has the memory of Lu Ji and can feel her joys and sorrows, but she will never be her. Lu Jian is the same, even if the Tsing Yi people are part of his soul and another him, but the love for Lu Ji comes from the Tsing Yi people after 10,000 years.
She has no way to think of the Tsing Yi man as him, she can only understand it in such a simple way.
They will never repeat the mistakes of the Tsing Yi people and Lu Press, they are them, a surprising combination who is together regardless of the disparity in status and age difference.
She may still feel that the existence of the Tsing Yi man makes her mind, but she can't help but thank him.
If it weren't for him, she wouldn't have such a warm life, as Lu Ji, there is only Lu Jian in her world, and now she has a master and a large number of senior brothers who love her, Hong Cang's little goblin who grew up with her, many good colleagues in the heavenly court, and Xiaoxing Shangguan Ruijie and Ah Fu.
In particular, it also has back land pressure.
She has too much, she is no longer the lonely spirit girl who is afraid of loneliness and loneliness, she has a very three-dimensional and perfect life, she has a family when there is no land pressure, she can go back to find the master and brother if she is wronged outside, she has never had the opportunity to feel lonely again, she is very honored.
The life she is looking forward to should be like this, right?
She had seen so many strange things in the earth spirit vortex, she envied the people there, they had seven aunts and eight aunts, and there were neighbors and classmates, her world was not just so small that there was only love, even if this person was more important to her than everything.
"Let's go home." She said.
"Okay."
Lu Jian nodded, took her hand and walked out of the temple gate.
The word "homecoming" actually made him feel a warm current in his heart, and he had been a high god in the Supreme Heaven for a long time, and he actually fell in love with this small family, perhaps just because there was her in this family.
I didn't say a lot of things I wanted to say, but in fact, it was redundant, and what I wanted to say was nothing more than how guilty he was and how much he wanted to cherish her now, but everything was in plain sight, and it was better to see the heart in each other's eyes.
Mu Jiu said goodbye to Lu Jian in front of the court, and when she returned to the room, her happy and peaceful face appeared in the rhombic mirror on the table.
She and Lu Ji have the same body and soul, but their eyes are different.
She prefers the way she is now, even if she is not smart and perfect, and she is not decisive. (To be continued.) )