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"This is also what I want to say to you, Li Ran, I miss you, I miss my niece, I hope we can be reunited as a family, I hope to witness the growth of my heart and thoughts, not even how old my niece is now. I want you back. ”

"What are you doing here?" Li Ran's face suddenly became not very good-looking, she glared at Li Chunxi, and raised her tone: "What is left for me here?!" When I think about it, it's all bad memories, do you want me to come back and come back to see you making out with that damn bastard surnamed Chen?! ”

In the end, her voice almost turned into a roar, and she got up from the sofa with a "vine", a few feet away from Li Chunxi.

Li Chunxi was stunned for a moment.

"Why do you know—"

"Why don't I know? You keep your home clean, but you think it's so easy to erase the traces of someone's long-term life here? Li Ran sneered and pointed to the ashtray under his hand: "You don't smoke, who is this for?" Luo Xiaomian? How often does he come? Do you need it on the table all the time?! There are also covers everywhere from the room to the living room, and any drawer that is accidentally opened is something for going to bed, and you know what else I found, sex toys for men. Hehe. ”

"Of course, I don't care if you like men or women, but who do you like?" Li Ran suddenly bent down and pulled out the most faceted one from a stack of children's homework books under the coffee table, and raised it in front of Li Chunxi, "Check the homework, parents sign it, hehe!" ”

She threw the notebook towards Li Chunxi: "Who knew that some people accidentally signed the wrong name and directly signed a 'Chen Yu'!" ”

"Disgusting! Disgusting!! ”

Li Chunxi grabbed the notebook that flew over and didn't open it.

Sometimes Xinxin doesn't go home, and when he comes here, Chen Yu checks him after he finishes his homework. Every time, Chen Yu would imitate Li Chunxi's notes and sign Li Chunxi's name, but it was not excluded that he would forget it.

Li Ran pounced, threw himself in Li Chunxi's arms, and finally cried: "Why don't you like others, why do you like him!" ”

Li Chunxi hugged the woman who was fluttering on top of him, and while stopping her from becoming more and more intense, he covered his mouth: "Don't wake up Xinxin, let's go out and say, Li Ran, Li Ran." ”

He pressed her into his arms and tried to comfort him softly, but Li Ran pushed him away and punched and kicked him again: "Li Chunxi, you bastard!" I hate you! ”

Finally he carried her on his shoulders, walked through the living room, opened the door, and led the man into the courtyard.

Li Ran cried and struggled on Li Chunxi's shoulder, yelling at him for "not a thing", and he quietly took her to a corner far from the house and put the person on the grass.

Li Ran sat barefoot on the grass, because he was over-angry, he was a little short of breath, grabbed the grass beside him and pulled hard, as if he was pulling Li Chunxi and Chen Yu, pulled a few handfuls and cried: "I found out yesterday, I can't believe it, I asked my son, my son sued me that man, that man who is with you every day, and who lives here is Chen Yu!" ”

Li Chunxi stood on top of Li Ran's head: "Why don't you ask me?" ”

"You think I don't want to ask? I'm waiting for you to tell me in person, I just want to know if you dare to tell me, I want to know how long you little brutes want to hide from me! If you keep refusing to sue me, I really won't leave! ”

"Actually, I don't want to hide it from you, I just want to find a suitable time to sue you." Li Chunxi squatted down to face Li Ran, the dim light reflected the two very similar faces, he reached out to take Li Ran's hand, and was thrown away by his sister like a pest.

Li Chunxi pursed his lips and said in a low and firm voice: "It's been so many years, I can't let go of it like you all these years, but the fault of that year is not Chen Yu at all." ”

"Brute! He's the culprit! Li Ran screamed, tears rolling down her cheeks, and suddenly, she slapped Li Chunxi.

With a "snap", Li Chunxi was thrown off his head. But he was not angry, he was not annoyed, and he didn't even have any emotional fluctuations, and he suffered Li Ran's slap alive.

"Don't blame him! Yes! I will never forgive him and those two bastards in my life!! ”

"I'm the culprit! I know that the person who has been the strangest person in your heart all these years is actually me, but you don't want to blame me, you don't want to admit that it's my fault - just like I don't want to admit that I didn't protect you and hurt you. That's why we all passed the fault on to him. But Chen Yu didn't do anything that year, and even he sent you to the hospital in time, have you forgotten? ”

“…… You brute! How can you help him speak! I'll beat you to death!! ”

While shouting, the fists on one side have rained down, she beat him and hit him, he didn't even block it, until she was tired of fighting, or distressed, put away her fists, but cried even harder: "I hate you, I hate you to death!" ”

"You deserve to hate me." Tears flashed in the young man's eyes: "You should have hated me a long time ago, and I have lost you a long time ago." It's just that I've been escaping from this reality and don't want to face it, but I really want you to come back, I want to get back to the Li Ran who loved me and loved me back then, I want to see you smile often, and I am by your side to protect you when you cry.

"But I also want you to know that I also want to be with Chen Yu and be with him for the rest of my life.

"Sister, I have only liked Chen Yu alone in this life, and it has never changed. If I lose him, then I will have to live alone for the rest of my life. From the day I saw him, I knew that from now on I could never tolerate a second person in my eyes and heart. ”

"You lied to me," Li Ran was completely incredulous, crying profusely, "Your relationship with him is so bad, how could you like him so early!" ”

"I like him, I've always liked him. It's me who didn't sue anyone else, it's me who hurt you. I'm sorry, sister, it's all my fault, it's all because of the wrong step I took. ”

Li Ran covered his face and cried bitterly, becoming more and more sad. In front of her, Li Chunxi, who had a hoarse voice, had already blurred his eyes.

For many years, people who have never come out of the shadows and who have never forgiven, thinking that no one will mention it again in their lives, can pretend to let go and pretend that it never happened.

But if you don't face it, how can you start again, how to get back the lost person and the lost heart.

After crying for a long time, Li Ran lifted her unfashionable face: "Are you determined to be with him?" ”

In the torrent of time, he has long since changed from a teenager who doesn't know how to love to a thorough and resolute man, he is in tears, his forehead is hot, and his voice is hoarse and not like to speak, but Li Ran saw the resolute eyes in his moist eyes that never looked back, and she already knew his final choice if he didn't speak.

But he still let her know - "Even if I die, I will die with him." ”

That was the first and last love in his life, his sunshine and rain, his haze and storm, all the good and bad, that made his life brilliant and full.

Li Ran closed his eyes and opened them again after a long time. "Okay." She said, "Whatever you want." ”

Although he didn't get any words of forgiveness or blessing from Li Ran, Li Ran's words were enough to make Li Chunxi breathe a sigh of relief.

He knew her, and knew that her willingness to say this was an indirect step towards understanding him.

"I only have a brother like you, you think I don't want to see someone grow old with you." Li Ran wiped his face and stood up, "But I still don't want to see that person now, don't bring him to me." ”

"Hmm." Li Chunxi stood up and looked at Li Ran with red eyes, and then he took Li Ran's hand and gently grabbed it between his fingers, just like when he was a child, he always held hands, with her and him.

"I brought him to meet his parents when you were happy."

Then he laughed, took Li Ran into his arms, and whispered above her head, "Then are you back?" ”

Li Ran grabbed her brother's arm and learned from Li Chunxi to say, "I'll come back when I'm happy." ”

"We'll wait for you." Lee Chun-hee smiled happily like a child.

"Who wants that kind of person to wait for me!"

Li Chunxi rubbed the top of Li Ran's head with his chin: "I mean I'm waiting for you with Xinxin." ”

"I hate you!" Li Ran slammed Li Chunxi's arm hard, but he didn't incite people through his clothes.

The young man replied softly, "I know, but I also know that you love me the most." ”

is such a big person, but he doesn't know the shame at all. What you don't love, it's not to coax children.

But Li Ran's heart softened when he heard it, sour and soft. After that terrible experience, her relationship with Li Chunxi never returned to the past, and then she climbed into Luo Xiaomian's bed, conceived the man's child, and left alone, never ready to come back to live in peace.

Li Chunxi is right, she doesn't say it, but she blames him in her heart. But they depend on each other for their lives, and they haven't quarreled a few times since they were children, how can she blame him.

Plus love is not smooth. Why did she come back to this sad place?

The knot, which had been in their hearts for ten years and had never been tried to untie, finally reached out to untie it this time.

What has changed, and who has changed?

Li Ran thought, perhaps, it was just because her closest brother had the love that made him brave.

The next day, Li Chunxi's condition became more serious, but he still held on to the spirit to finish filming the day's scene.

Li Ran wanted to cook on a whim, so he called and asked the big star what he wanted to eat at night, but the people over there said that he would go to Chen Yu after finishing work.

"Still looking for him like that? I'll die if I go to him a day late! The beauty of the family waved the spatula and breathed a sigh of displeasure. Although she did not hinder Li Chunxi's relationship with the surname Chen, she did not support it at all. What's more, who will be happy if his younger brother is heavy and light on his sister?

Who knew that her words almost became a prophecy.