I like you to be silent

I met you, I remember you, this city was born for love, you were born for my soul. -- Duras

【Hometown】

In the autumn of that year, Wen Jiang found a color photo in the workbench drawer of Lu Shihan's apartment.

The resolution of the photo is not high, it looks like a secondary remake, and it is a little blurry.

I haven't seen it for many years, but the person in the photo is too familiar with Jiang and recognizes it at a glance.

That was her nearly twenty years ago.

The little girl in the photo has red lips and white teeth, and her eyes are bent into a bridge when she smiles.

The red scarf on top of the white shirt is eye-catching.

Wen Jiang can't remember that this photo was taken in the first grade of elementary school, so when he thinks about it, he really has a sense of embarrassment that has been going on for many years.

So many years have passed, and it has been more than a dozen springs, summers, autumns and winters since she left that city.

For Xiao Wenjiang at that time, the most tragic thing in the world was just that the cat in the family was lost before it grew up, not the disintegration in those years later.

After Wen Yu's death, the old photos of the family were almost processed by his father Wen Chen.

After they moved out of the city, they never went back to see it.

After so many years, Wen Jiang has only kept a photo of her parents who had been placed at home before.

After Wen Chen and Zhu Xiang passed away, they were not buried back in the old city.

Their family is like those who are injured in love and can't wait to get rid of the wrong person, hurriedly saying goodbye to their hometown and leaving the past behind.

Wen Jiang Zai carefully examined the "little princess" in the photo, and was a little curious about where Lu Shihan got this old photo.

She was watching, and Lu Shihan walked over to her with a laptop.

Wen Jiang sat on the wooden chair behind the table, Lu Shihan stood and put down the laptop, and he also bent down to get closer to Wen Jiang.

Wen Jiang shook the photo in his hand and asked him, "Where did you get it?" ”

Lu Shihan didn't dodge: "I filmed it." ”

Wen Jiang narrowed his eyes and looked at him: "Have you been there?" ”

Lu Shihan beckoned her to watch the first cut of "Missing Person Notice", which had been filmed after several twists and turns: "Well, I've been there." Give an opinion. ”

Lu Shihan's answer was a little perfunctory, Wen Jiang was not satisfied, her eyes stared at the unfinished movie pictures that were beating on the screen, and her lips moved and continued to ask him: "Why do you want to go?" ”

Lu Shihan grabbed Wen Jiang's hand and asked her to control the mouse, dragging the screen backwards, and playing the movie Gao Yuchao.

His palms were hot and warm, and Wen Jiang glanced at his side face and behind his ears, and asked again, "How did you remember to go there?" ”

Lu Shihan met her persistent gaze, and reached over with his fingers and rubbed Wen Jiang's lips that had been asking: "You have seen me several times, but you haven't seen that my face and ears are red?" ”

Wen Jiang followed his guidance and looked at it again: "Strange." ”

Lu Shihan laughed, and coughed again: "Okay, don't look at me, look at the screen, and look at it again." Keep asking, so do you want to hear me say it's for you? ”

Wen Jiang's body immediately moved back, and subconsciously moved away from him: "After the ** can't be burned, do you start to be shy?" ”

Lu Shihan's quiet dark eyes were bright and bright, and his straight gaze was focused on Wen Jiang's face.

Wen Jiang shook his head and gave a particularly obvious sigh: "Your timeline is out of order, the little boy who fell in love for the first time just took this route." ”

Yes, not to mention, she has to continue to treat him.

[I'm also floating for a long time]

"The Legend of Xuanjiang" was filmed for nearly five months before it was announced.

Wen Jiang didn't expect that after the finale banquet, she would see Cheng Fang, who had disappeared from the aftermath of the accident and disappeared for a long time.

In the past few months, Wen Jiang didn't know what Cheng Fang had experienced, but she was a bystander to the impact of the explosion accident on Lu Shihan, and she still remembered those tricky and chaotic scenes.

There are things she saw with her own eyes, and Fu Yansheng, as a friend, relayed to her out of concern that he wanted her to understand.

When Chen Xitang brought Cheng Fang to Wen Jiang, for a moment, Wen Jiang didn't know how to manage his facial expressions and what to say to Cheng Fang.

Gan Tian and Chen Xitang left automatically, Cheng Fang stood in place, and when he heard Jiang not speaking, he also hung his head.

It's only been a few months, and compared with the talkative and energetic Cheng Fang I saw on the way to Seda at the beginning, Cheng Fang's whole person now seems depressed and rarely rejuvenated.

Wen Jiang is used to his own world, either dead or alive, not half-dead.

Looking at the appearance of Cheng Fang in front of her, she only felt a breath of depression floating, only reaching her throat.

If it were Lu Shihan, what would he say and do in the face of today's Cheng Fang?

Wen Jiang's thoughts flew for dozens of seconds, and his tone was not hard, but rarely soft: "Looking for me?" ”

Cheng Fang raised his eyes slightly: "Sister Wen, I ......"

Wen Jiang looked at his reddened eyes, and only felt dazzling: "Just to cry for me?" ”

Cheng Fang was speechless for a while.

Wen Jiang forcibly suppressed his temper and asked him, "Your sister, are you better?" ”

Cheng Fang nodded: "Much better." ”

Wen Jiang: "Okay. ”

Without further questioning, she turned and opened the door of the nanny car.

Cheng Fang faced her back and shouted to her: "Sister Wen, Brother Han...... How is it going? ”

Wen Jiang stopped and turned back slowly, her face gradually encroaching on the world in front of Cheng Fang.

Cheng looked forward to it, but Wen Jiang didn't let him get his wish: "What answer do you want to hear?" ”

Cheng Fang moved his lips and couldn't open his mouth.

Wen Jiang chuckled: "He and I have no relatives in this world, and we have been wandering for many years. Because there is none, we can understand that people with blood relatives will be willing to go to the trouble for their loved ones. After all, it's a precious thing. I can understand, but I can only understand. ”

The city wall in Cheng Fang's eyes began to shake and collapse.

Wen Jiang continued: "You did something wrong in this matter, there are many ways to solve the problem, if you don't ask for help, the people who care about you will also know what you need and are willing to sacrifice for you." You used to have such people by your side. However, people have to pay a price for making any choice, and they must have a bottom line and conscience when making any decision. You are wrong, you regret it, yes, this is your life, you are free to choose; Maybe you can even grow and learn more from these experiences. What is the price, you don't need me to teach you. ”

It's not difficult to ask for forgiveness, but some things happen, and the best result is still a separation.

Cheng Fang was silent.

Hearing Jiang's every word, he was speechless.

He had no way and no courage to face Lu Shihan head-on, but it seemed ...... He couldn't even face it when he smelled Jiang.

**

Rushing back to N City that day and night, Wen Jiang was thinking about what she said to Cheng Fang all the way.

It seems that it could be a little more ruthless.

She was a little ruthless to Cheng Fang, because she was short-sighted.

Cheng Fang asked her if Lu Shihan was doing well.

With her, it must be good.

There are some injuries, Lu Shihan may not mind laughing it off, but she minds.

With all the open guns and hidden arrows in this world, she hopes that her storage zài is an armor that can shield Lu Shihan.

But is the relationship between Cheng Fang and Lu Shihan really ending here?

Wen Jiang will still give the choice to Lu Shihan.

Both of them have been alone in this world for a long time, and they may not mention everyone who appears next to them from time to time, but they will cherish it extraordinarily.

[I want to be nice with her]

Lu Shihan hadn't solemnly asked to meet him for a long time, and when Nie Hui received Lu Shihan's call, he was a little surprised when he heard Lu Shihan's solemn tone.

He was beating a drum in his heart, and he didn't know what Lu Shihan wanted to do.

Uncle Chen comforted him on the side: "The most unfortunate thing is to inform us that we want to get married and have children." ”

Nie Hui glanced at Uncle Chen, and he had actually begun to have such a preset in his heart.

It's just that once I remember that Lu Shihan's future is associated with Wen Jiang in the spotlight, some old things still stir up endlessly, making Nie Hui feel unable to be at peace.

The death of Lu Shihan's mother, Lu Jingyi, is a thorn in his throat and a needle in his heart over the years.

Shadowing him is already something he can't let go.

A poisoning case, the destruction of two families, there is no winner in between, both sides are victims.

Nie Hui understands the truth, but there are some things that he can let go of and be willing to let go if he understands them.

**

When Lu Shihan arrived at Nie's house, it was still early in the morning.

Nie Hui watched from afar as the young man who had almost watched the whole course of his life approached step by step, and he could no longer find the shadow of the young man who was called Chifeng at that time who was immature more than ten years ago and whose shoulders were not hard enough.

The years and ups and downs catalyzed the boy into a man with broad arms and a straight backbone.

Nie Hui felt a little relieved again.

In this world, there are many people who go astray in the midst of ups and downs, because that is the easiest choice in the face of adversity.

Lu Shihan did not take that depraved path.

Nie Hui was glad that Lu Shihan had grown into what he is now, those days of gritting his teeth and surviving were not easy, but at least he exercised his bloody nature to become a man.

Nie recalled what Lu Shihan had said to him when he came before.

Lu Shihan said: "Over the years, I have changed my name and surname, worked hard to go to school, worked hard, and worked hard to live a good life, not to be arranged by others in my life in the future." ”

He added: "I want what I need and what I can have; What my family needs in the future, what can I give. ”

**

The two of them drank a few cups of tea with Uncle Chen, Nie Hui has always been very patient, Lu Shihan didn't mention it, so he waited.

"Uncle Nie, let's find a time to meet in the next few days", Lu Shihan said tentatively, "I want to marry her, you are an elder, it is better to meet."

Nie Hui sneered: "I remember someone said that they didn't want me to meet her until I was willing to treat her well. ”

Lu Shihan admitted: "Yes, I still think so. I'm here today in the hope that you will smile when we meet in the future. ”

Uncle Chen's hand serving tea on the side shook, and he couldn't imagine what a harmonious picture it would be to make Mr. Nie, who had always had a straight face, smile.

Hearing this, Nie Hui's facial expression was also a little distorted in an instant, which was extremely unnatural.

Nie Hui slammed the teacup on the table: "What if she treats me disrespectfully?" ”

Lu Shihan picked up the cup of tea and handed it back to Nie Hui: "No, I have never seen a more sensible, well-behaved, quieter, and more virtuous woman than her." ”

Nie Hui snorted.

Lu Shihan didn't feel guilty about serious nonsense at all.

Lu Shihan glanced at Uncle Chen, and Uncle Chen helped on the side: "Mr. Nie has long been willing to see you get married, this is a happy event, he will definitely be happy and will cooperate with you." ”

Lu Shihan refocused his gaze on Nie Hui and opened his lips again: "There is something else I want to ask you." ”

Nie Hui's posture on the surface was still very high: "Say, I'll consider taking a look." ”

Lu Shihan's words later became cautious: "She doesn't know how my parents, especially my mother, passed away, and I don't want her to know, don't mention it." ”

Nie Hui's gaze turned cold.

Lu Shihan could feel it, and Nie Hui's reaction was also expected by him: "She doesn't have to pity my past, I can only give her the future." I want to be nice with her and let the past pass. ”

Nie Hui still glared at him fiercely.

Lu Shihan stood up and patted Nie Hui's shoulder comfortingly: "When I have a child in a few years, you will be a member of your grandfather's generation." Uncle Nie, marrying her is the most important decision in my life, is it a good thing that you can follow the elder generation, and it will be fulfilled? ”