Chapter 13 Unfortunately, there was no if

Wang Shengzhe was quietly wandering down the street by himself, while thinking about the lunch just now, which really made him feel very wolf.

How can it not be a wolf?

Xu's mother's enthusiasm, Xu Xian's abnormality and her own confusion, as long as you think about it, you feel desperate!

If Dad Xu, who I met on the street last time, also came back today, the scene would not be too good......

You know, last time he was unceremoniously blackened until he left.

It's really good not to be there, Wang Shengzhe, who is happy in the bitterness, breathed a sigh of relief, and his mood was slightly relieved.

It's all this inexplicable meal......

In other words, how did you remember to eat in the first place?

To be honest, Mama Xu's Chinese food tastes really good, although it is a little different from the taste in my previous memory, but after all, Chinese cuisine is complex and varied. Even if you are in China, who dares to stand up and guarantee that you can eat exactly the same taste?

Xu's mother's Chinese cuisine combines a touch of Korean sauce flavor, which is really appetizing and appetizing, but I don't know if Xu Xian has inherited this skill? If so, who will marry Xu Xian in the future, isn't it very blessed?

In comparison, the last time I went to her house by myself, it was much inferior...... What the hell was it last time, a big pot of potato stewed beef, it's really hard for her to be a foodie.

Could it be, she can eat so much, that's why she was the first to eat, right?

Why did he think of that person again, Wang Shengzhe sighed, that person, that name, after all, is still unforgettable, even if he touches it unintentionally in his heart, his heart will hurt faintly.

How nice it would be if I knew how to abandon you. Wang Shengzhe closed his eyes and decided not to continue recalling the topic. Just as he decided not to reminisce, his mind drifted back to just now.

Speaking of which, now that I think about it carefully, I was really inferior to myself in Xu Xian's house just now.

In the end, it can almost be said that he couldn't resist the embarrassment of the atmosphere inside, and fled directly.

I believe that now Mother Xu must be secretly accusing herself of being rude in her heart, right? Even the invited Xu Xian was offended by himself inexplicably, why is this?

Wang Shengzhe shook his head helplessly, unwilling to let his thoughts spread on this topic. However, he would never have imagined that the current Xu Xian was buried in Xu's mother's arms, and his heart was turning back and forth, and all he thought about was his pair of eyes.

If he knew, he would definitely give a thumbs up as soon as possible, and tell Xu Xian, my eyes are the most fascinating.

Is this the benefit of ignorance? It's nice that innocence isn't tainted with malice. It's just that who knows how much of a person's innocence should be guarded?

Maybe it's a kind of happiness if you don't know anything, right?

Wang Shengzhe will not know now, and maybe he will not know in the future, the truth, how desperate it will be sometimes?

All he knew now was that he had filled his belly, and that such a trivial matter was enough to satisfy him. In his mind, it was great that he was penniless now that he didn't have to use the phone to call for help.

People who know his past will say that he is completely different from the past.

Simple, pure, like crystal. Just like now, he only knows how to worry about things that don't make sense.

For example, where to go?

Where should I go now? Wang Shengzhe really felt very confused.

I don't want to go home and nest at all. There are too many memories with her in that home, and once you touch it, you will inevitably be ruthlessly drowned by the memories, and finally you can only suffocate to death weakly.

If you were standing there now, you would feel very sad, because when you are alone, you will always feel that there should be two people standing there.

In the unconscious muttering, Wang Shengzhe himself didn't know where he was going, and when he came back to his senses, he didn't know why he walked to that familiar park.

There is an air of decay in the park, too, after all, it is late autumn.

The first two days were already so bleak, how much better can it be now? In this dilapidated place, where will anyone come at this time, strolling along the familiar path, Wang Shengzhe looked at the dilapidated grass and trees, stone and flower here very casually.

Time goes back to two days ago, and he even thinks that he will never want to come back here, because this place makes him happy and makes him miserable.

How much happiness people enjoy when they get it, and how much pain they have to bear when they lose it.

No one is exempt.

And here is the beginning of one's own happiness and the burial ground of happiness. There are so many memories here.

Sweet and greasy, painful thoroughly.

In this world, Wang Shengzhe's arrival is not to enjoy a first love that is so sweet that it is heartbreaking?

No one knows, all that can be known now is that Wang Shengzhe, who was still pacing and reminiscing, didn't notice that there was a figure following him closely behind him.

He didn't find anyone following, and he was only remembering the story of him and her.

It was here that he met her for the first time;

Here he spoke to her for the first time;

Here he held hands with her for the first time;

Here he fell in love with her, the lively and cheerful little girl. And she, too, fell in love with him.

When did he and she get to this point?

After falling out of love, or after falling out of love, did she become more mature because of this?

I used to remember too much, too many times that I belonged here, but now I have nothing to do with them anymore.

Because, here, she sued him, "I'm sorry, I'm tired." ”

Here, he shouted to the sky: "Seoul, today, I fell out of love." ”

Here, she turned away and never looked back.

Here, he did not say a word, did not hold a word.

Maybe it's a misunderstanding? But how can the two who are equally stubborn be willing to admit their mistakes? "Everyone's difference is justified." Thinking back to Xu Xian's words, Wang Shengzhe said to himself silently in his heart. "This time, I gave Xiaoxian a good education. It's just that some people still don't wait, and it's not just a matter of saying it alone. I may never know what I want, but I certainly don't know what I don't want. Just let it go? “

Although Wang Shengzhe has been comforting himself incoherently in his heart, the faint loss has always stayed in his heart and cannot be dissipated.

How can it be so simple and so light, and choose to let go?

Originally, in the world of two people, sweetness is inevitable, so after one person? Could it be endless sadness?

You should never fall in love, love makes people stupid. Celibate declares this, swears by it, and says it firmly.

Is that really the case?

Finally become,

A person walks into the park pavilion seemingly casually,

A man sits silently in a slightly remote place,

A man stared at the insignificant scenery in the distance.

Originally, it was supposed to be a matter of two people, shouldn't it?

Autumn in Seoul is cloudy. The autumn wind swept away the yellow leaves on the treetops, one by one, like melancholy, knocking on the hearts of idlers bit by bit.

The hearts of idlers, but because of those familiar but dilapidated scenery, arouse the deepest thoughts in their hearts. "Hmph, how do you know that I will be very famous and go out in the future? I knew that I was coaxed, but I was just a trainee with no reputation. “

Yes, in front of that big tree, it seems that you can still vaguely hear the delicate voice of the girl in the past. "You're famous." The boy with a very immature face was also there to swear and promise. "Really?" The girl looked at the boy with suspicious eyes, and pouted her mouth in dissatisfaction.

It was the boy who ignored the girl's expression and hugged the girl. "For me, yes. It always has been. “

Didn't you say that memories are a happy thing?

Why, the current Wang Shengzhe, but his nose is a little sour? It's a little tired, a little painful.

After being tired and painful, it is still a touching warmth. "Bastard, where the hell have you been?" In the dark, crying and beating the young girl. "Do you know how scared I am?"

The boy held the girl's hand tightly. "You're here, where can I go? I've been waiting for you here. "Really?" The girl looked up at the boy timidly, and it seemed that she was really frightened, and even her usual spirituality had disappeared. "Hmm." Although the answer was simple, the boy hugged the girl tightly. The person who answered, he really feels sorry for her now, if he had a choice, he would definitely choose to use the courage of his life at this time without hesitation, in exchange for the sense of security she needs most at the moment.

Wave after wave of memories, during the hard-won interval, Wang Shengzhe looked at the flying leaves, his eyes were blurred. "How come so many things have disappeared before I have time to cherish them, and I haven't even said goodbye." Looking at the dilapidated scenery of the windswept leaves, Wang Shengzhe couldn't help but sigh.

It's just that these familiar scenes, without waiting for him to catch his breath, fell back into that hurt heart. "Why do you recognize me every time?" The woman who wanted to prank and fail again pouted, "It's really boring." Hum! "Because I, ah, who have been with you for so many years, of course I can recognize your footsteps, and even if I close my eyes now, I can distinguish your footsteps among many people." The man said to the woman with a blank look. "Che, are you reading the movie lines?" Although the woman was very happy, she still pretended to be angry. "Of course, or what do you think it is?" The man pinched the other's little nose vigorously.

I'm used to the sound of your footsteps, and I put your footsteps deep into my heart, so when did it start that the footsteps never appeared around me anymore?

Too many memories came flooding in, drowning Wang Shengzhe's heart.

For a while, Wang Shengzhe actually had a feeling of lack of oxygen, and the oxygen in the air seemed to be so scarce that it was not enough for people to breathe.

It turns out that liking someone very, very much can also be very, very sad.

What can I say at the end of my heart?

I don't love you anymore, I don't want you anymore.

Is this so?

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