Chapter 19: It's hard to have it both ways

Finally arrived in the United States, Amy took a deep breath and suddenly felt that the whole person suddenly brightened.

It was already 3 o'clock in the morning when he returned home, and Lin Mingyang had just fallen asleep at this time, because of his engagement to Chen Xue, he and Father Lin quarreled, but he still had to pretend to be indifferent in front of Chen Xue, and the long-term lack of contact with Amy made him feel broken.

Ding Dong, a crisp bell broke the silence of the early morning. The servant hurriedly opened the door, but he didn't expect Amy to come back, with a smile on his face, and said, "Miss, you're back." I'll call the young master. ”

Amy shook her head and whispered, "Don't call him, I want to go to sleep first, I won't come down, you don't tell them I'm coming back......" The servant smiled and nodded.

Although Mo Guohao said that he asked Amy to go on a business trip, in fact, he didn't give her anything to do, to put it bluntly, he just wanted to break her away for a few days. So this business trip for Amy is completely a trip.

Amy went back to her room, washed up, and went to bed, perhaps because of the nervous tension of many days, she slept until the next afternoon, and then got up lazily.

Lin Mingyang and Father Lin didn't notice any difference at home, and continued to do their own things, and didn't come back one after another until dinner time. By this time, Amy had finished tidying up, and the servant had prepared a sumptuous dinner.

Father Lin was the first to come back, and found that Amy was very surprised, and said with a smile: "You girl, you won't tell me when you come back, your brother and I are very worried about you." ”

Amy smiled, showing a rare childishness, and said mischievously, "I'm going to surprise you." ”

Lin Mingyang, who was tired for a day, did not invite Chen Xue to come to the house as a guest, and after work, he hurried home, because of the previous quarrel with Lin's father, after Lin Mingyang returned home, he didn't even raise his head, so he wanted to go upstairs, Amy shouted: "Lin Mingyang!! ”

As soon as Lin Mingyang turned around and saw Amy, the original sorrow disappeared suddenly, with a happy smile on his face, and he said loudly, "When did you come back?" "Talking like walking downstairs.

Amy said, "I'm back while you're sleeping, you go wash your hands and get ready to eat." ”

Lin Mingyang smiled and said, "Okay." Since Amy returned to China, it was the first time for Father Lin to see Lin Mingyang smiling so happily, and he couldn't help but feel a trace of guilt in his heart, looking at the two children in front of him, he thought, if he hadn't stopped him, they would be very happy now, right?

After Lin Mingyang washed his hands, he sat next to Amy and said excitedly, "Why are you back?" ”

Amy said, "You're in trouble yourself, don't you know?" ”

Lin Mingyang asked confusedly: "What trouble did I cause?" ”

Amy said, "You've made Dad angry." ”

Lin Mingyang looked at Father Lin, and Father Lin hurriedly explained, "I didn't complain." Lin Mingyang looked at Amy again.Amy smiled and said, "No one needs to sue, I will count." ”

Lin Mingyang shook his head with a smile and said, "You." How is everything? When you go back to your hometown, you won't contact me, what kind of person. ”

Father Lin also said angrily: "It's not." ”

Amy said, "I'm completing something I've been looking forward to for seven years, and I'll come back when it's settled." ”

As soon as Lin Mingyang heard that Amy had dealt with it, he said brightly: "Then you have dealt with it now?" ”

Amy shook her head and said, "No, just came back to see you." ”

Father Lin said, "Oh, then when can you go back to work in Dongsheng?" ”

Amy said: "When I get back home, within a week. ”

Father Lin said, "Okay. The two looked at each other and smiled.

Lin Mingyang said: "Hurry up and eat, don't talk about work, Amy finally came back, eat more, you have lost weight." ”

Amy smiled with satisfaction: "Brother still feels sorry for me." Lin Mingyang was warmed by Amy's words, and Father Lin looked at the two children with a smile.

After dinner, Father Lin returned to the study, and Amy pulled Lin Mingyang to the balcony and whispered, "This feels so good." ”

Lin Mingyang said: "Then why do you want to go? ”

Amy said, "Because I have unfinished business." Brother, can I tell you something? ”

Lin Mingyang said: "Of course. ”

Amy said, "Promise me that no matter how dirty what I do, you will not leave me." Lin Mingyang nodded.

Amy said, "Actually, I'm going back for revenge, you've seen that woman." ”

Lin Mingyang said, "You mean your stepmother? ”

"To be precise, the woman who killed my mother," Amy said. ”

Lin Mingyang said: "What's the matter? Wasn't your mother's death an accident? ”

Amy said: "When my father married her for my mother's property, there was a woman not long after marriage, and I had a child with her, my mother lived for more than ten years, but in the end I did not escape the end of being abandoned, when my parents divorced, my father only gave us 500,000 yuan and a house, we sold the house, and my mother found a job again, but they just refused to let go of my mother, that day my mother answered a phone call, and then she cried, and then she said that she was going to leave * city, and then you will know what happened." ”

Lin Mingyang said: "Maybe your mother has other reasons. ”

"My mother didn't have any reason to leave there because she had always loved Mok," Amy said. ”

Lin Mingyang said: "Then what you said was not done??? ”

Amy said, "Yes, I want revenge, I want to give them all the pain I had in the past, I want them to taste that pain." ”

Lin Mingyang said: "Don't drill the horns, put it down." ”

Amy said, "Brother, please support me. I couldn't have spared them, an unfaithful man, and a treacherous woman. ”

Lin Mingyang said: "Then what are you going to do?" ”

Amy said: "I don't know, I'm so conflicted right now, I'm in love with someone. ”

When Amy said this, Lin Mingyang's heart was deeply stabbed, because he knew that it was impossible for him and her to be impossible, because of his identity or other things, he could only be her brother in the future.

Lin Mingyang said: "Shouldn't that be very happy? ”

Amy said: "I approached him from the beginning with a purpose...... "Amy told Lin Mingyang everything that happened during this time, she really wanted to be relieved, what she faced and what she will face in the future, she has no one to say, only this brother is what she completely trusts, even if it is the father who raised her, she can't trust.

Lin Mingyang said lightly: "Actually, you shouldn't hurt your sister." He was afraid that if he spoke in a tone that was too heavy, he would irritate his poor sister.

But Amy was still very excited and said, "Do you think she is innocent?" What about me? I was in a situation like that, and who sympathized with me?? ”

Lin Mingyang didn't speak, because he didn't know how to defend the hateful couple, after all, he had personally contacted them back then. Seeing what happened to Amy with his own eyes, he had nothing but hatred for the couple.

Amy said, "Brother, I'm sorry. I feel so tired during this time, I don't want to cheat on my beloved, let alone hurt him, but I am destined to hurt him from the day we met, including my sudden return this time, and I didn't tell him, let alone contact him, I really don't know what will happen to him? ”

Lin Mingyang pondered for a while, and said indifferently: "If ,,, loves him, just confess to him, maybe he will be considerate of you now, don't wait until it is irreparable, don't wait until it is irreparable, then ......" Lin Mingyang didn't say anything more, because for so many years, it was the first time he saw Amy have such an embarrassed expression, and he was very distressed.

Amy sat in the rocking chair, looking out the window, she knew that Lin Mingyang had been injured by herself, and when she decided to tell Lin Mingyang about Qin Hao, she knew that Lin Mingyang would be injured, but she had no choice, she had no choice but to lose Qin Hao, she didn't want to live up to her favorite Lin Mingyang, but after many years of emotion, whether it was love or family affection, she didn't allow herself to hurt Lin Mingyang, since she was destined to disappoint him in the future, it was better to let Lin Mingyang die to herself now. became her real brother, so she said to Lin Mingyang: "Brother, are you engaged to Chen Xuedu?" ”

Lin Mingyang looked at Amy and said, "I don't want to get engaged so early, I ...... Chen Xue and I" He didn't know how to describe their relationship, Chen Xue really loved him very much, but he really didn't have the so-called love except for being good to Chen Xue because of guilt, his heart had been poured into Amy in the past seven years. For Chen Xue, every time she was kind to herself, he would feel more guilty.

How could Amy not understand Lin Mingyang, they know each other too well, Lin Mingyang's thoughts about herself, including agreeing to date Chen Xue, are all for herself, but she can't give Lin Mingyang happiness anymore, and she also knows how much Chen Xue loves Lin Mingyang, so when she comes back this time, she must promote their marriage, she can't give Lin Mingyang's love, just ask Chen Xue to complete it on her behalf. As for Chen Xue's happiness, Lin Mingyang will give it to her. Because Amy clearly knows that Lin Mingyang is the best man in the world,

Amy said, "Guilty, huh? Lin Mingyang looked at Amy and nodded, he was a little surprised but not surprised by Amy's answer, after all, she knew herself so well.

Amy continued: "Brother has heard that guilt is the best way to maintain love, this sentence? ”

Lin Mingyang shook his head with a smile and said, "Which movie are you watching again?" ”

Amy said: "Isn't the movie a reflection of life? Brother, sometimes it is happier to find someone who loves you than to find someone you love. ”

Lin Mingyang didn't say anything, gently stroked Amy's long hair, he knew what Amy was going to say, he also knew that he shouldn't hurt Chen Xue, and he decided to follow Amy's wish when it came to getting engaged.