Chapter Ninety-Four

"It's really bothering today, this is my phone, you can call me." Zhao Qinghan reported his phone number when he was leaving, obviously preparing to contact the orphanage for a long time.

It's just that Zhao Qinghan's move was rejected by Aunt Lin. Zhao Qinghan was a little puzzled, "Why?" I can do my part for the orphanage, although I can't let them live too well, but I can still have food and clothing without worry. ”

"I know Qinghan, you have the ability, but these children don't need material things, their concepts need to be cultivated slowly, and they can't develop the habit of waiting for others to help. The children raised in this way should be raised badly. Aunt Lin explained, her voice was calm, but the great wisdom in it made Zhao Qinghan feel like he had been empowered.

"I understand, thank you Aunt Lin for your teachings. But what do I still wish I could do for the orphanage? Otherwise, I can't be at ease, if Aunt Lin doesn't mind, can you tell me what I should do? Zhao Qinghan asked Aunt Lin for help as before, and there was intimacy and dependence in her words that she was not aware of. But obviously, Aunt Lin noticed it.

"You can teach them to be self-reliant, and then you can use the right means to get money that can be used to change the current situation in the orphanage. Of course, that doesn't mean they can give up their dignity, that's my only request, if Qinghan you don't bother, you can teach the children during this time. Aunt Lin said the way, which was similar to what she said to Du Yun when she was a child, except that Du Yun was dead, and it was Zhao Qinghan who stood in front of Aunt Lin who survived.

Zhao Qinghan nodded, "I understand." I used to be curious about why Du Yun was so good, but now after listening to your words, I understand that it turned out that you taught him well. ”

"It's the kid who fights for his own energy, and he still has aura, so he has always been good. Otherwise, no matter how much I teach, I can't teach it. Aunt Lin said matter-of-factly.

"I heard Du Yun once tell me that the luckiest thing for her is to be able to meet you and be adopted by you. She once said that when she earns money in the future, she will come back here and help you and Aunt Wan take care of this orphanage. It's just that there are unforeseen circumstances, but I didn't expect something like that to happen to her. Zhao Qinghan said, telling the old man in front of him what Du Yun really thought from the perspective of a bystander.

"She has a heart, but it's also very good, and it can be regarded as helping the kid fulfill his wish. Now that child is with me and Wan in a different way, guarding our orphanage. I was very happy, but after all, I was very concerned about the child's accident. I kept wondering if if she wouldn't have had such an accident if I hadn't urged her to go back. ”

"Aunt Lin, you've got a good point. Even if you didn't urge her to leave, she would have left, I heard Du Yun say that she had already booked a ticket, and she would leave that day no matter what. As for what happened next, no one could have predicted it, could it? In fact, it has nothing to do with you, so Aunt Lin, don't drill the horns anymore. ”

"yes, it's me who thought about it. I can't imagine that I will have to have a half-old child of you to enlighten me in the end, I am really ashamed. ”

"Where is it, haven't you enlightened Du Yun many times? I used to be stained with Du Yunguang, and I have been enlightened by you many times, but you don't know it. I once told Du Yun that I wanted to drink her to come and see you, but I didn't have time to make this promise before I could look at her... Now that I have come to see you alone, I have fulfilled the promise I made to Du Yun. ”

"You kid, you have a heart. You're still studying, aren't you? In which school? Aunt Lin didn't continue to talk about Du Yun, but instead asked about Zhao Qinghan.

Zhao Qinghan honestly explained: "I studied at the university in City B, majoring in archaeology. ”

"Your profession is far from Du Yun's." Aunt Lin only sighed and did not mention the loopholes in Zhao Qinghan's words. For example, why Du Yun, who is nearly 30 years old, has a friend who is about 20 years old, and why Du Yun, who is studying economics, knows a person who studies archaeology.

And Zhao Qinghan, who is close to her hometown, didn't think of such a loophole for the time being, otherwise she might have prevaricated with words like personality love.

"You came to City A from City B, have you found a place to live?"

"Found it, it's in the hotel in the city, it's some distance from here, but it's easy to get back and forth."

"You are a girl's house, you must pay attention to safety outside, you must lock the door when you sleep at night, and you don't open the door when someone knocks, you know?" Aunt Lin earnestly advised.

Zhao Qinghan listened to Aunt Lin's familiar advice with a smile on the corner of her mouth, Aunt Lin had to tell her like this every time she left, or every child who left the orphanage would be told by Aunt Lin like this. Zhao Qinghan nodded from time to time to indicate that he knew, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became bigger and bigger, but the tears in his eyes were gathering more and more, and they were about to fall.

Zhao Qinghan sniffed, and then spoke, "Aunt Lin, don't worry, I know everything." Du Yun has told me these words more than once, and I remember every one of them. But now I hear you say, I don't know why I just want to cry. Aunt Lin, I feel that you are as kind as my grandmother. Aunt Lin, can I hug you? Just a moment. ”

Aunt Lin also had tears in her eyes, and her words were a little choked: "Okay, why is it not good." Give your aunt a hug, a few more hugs. Come, Auntie hug you. ”

Zhao Qinghan finally couldn't hold back any longer, buried the whole person in Aunt Lin's arms, hugged Aunt Lin tightly with both hands, and secretly called out in his heart: Aunt Lin, Aunt Lin, your Xiaoyun is back. But forgive me for not being able to recognize you, I'm sorry Aunt Lin, it's Xiaoyun who is not filial, Xiaoyun shouldn't come back to see you, I'm sorry Aunt Lin, I'm sorry, Mother Lin.

Aunt Lin also hugged Zhao Qinghan with tears in her eyes, and called in her heart: Xiaoyun, my Xiaoyun, my poor girl. You're back. I don't know why you changed your name but I prefer to believe that it is God's eyes. Aunt Lin doesn't ask for anything else, I just hope you can live well, so it's fine.

It was just an ordinary hug, but it made Zhao Qinghan and Aunt Lin both have tears in their eyes, and they almost couldn't control the surging emotions.

"Aunt Lin, I'm leaving. You pay attention to your body, I will come to see you often. Zhao Qinghan reluctantly let go of Aunt Lin.

"Good boy, let's go. You don't have to come often, Aunt Lin knows that you have a heart, so that's enough. Seeing what Zhao Qinghan wanted to say, Aunt Lin shook her head, took Zhao Qinghan's hand and said earnestly: "Aunt Lin knows that it is enough for you to have this heart again, you also have your own life, you are not Xiaoyun, you can't replace her." Sometimes it's not just me who has to look away, you have to look at it too. Aunt Lin is already very satisfied to see you, and I am very happy that you can stay here with my wife for a few days. But you also have your own life, don't mess up your life for me, an old woman who has half a foot in the coffin, this is what Aunt Lin doesn't want to see. ”

Zhao Qinghan looked at Aunt Lin with some shock, she didn't know if Aunt Lin's words were a coincidence or what, but they conveyed a message to her in and out of the words, live your own life, you are no longer Du Yun now. You are now Zhao Qinghan, you have your own life, it is enough to live your life well. Zhao Qinghan had a seemingly impossible but real thought in his heart: In fact, Aunt Lin already knew who she was, but she didn't break it.

Zhao Qinghan looked back at Aunt Lin with some uncertainty, and her words were full of surprise and suspicion: "Aunt Lin, what do you mean by this?" ”

"It's not interesting, I just want to say let you live your life well. Don't let the past hold you back anymore, you've been reborn, child. Aunt Lin just smiled and didn't explain Zhao Qinghan's doubts. Only when Zhao Qinghan was sent outside the orphanage did he speak, and his words were full of relief and joy: "The child I raised myself, will I still not recognize it?" Even if she changed her appearance and name, I would still recognize her. Because Xiaoyun, I am the child I brought up, just like my daughter, how can I not recognize it. ”

Zhao Qinghan only understood at this time, it turned out that Aunt Lin recognized her at the beginning, and she was still struggling with how to hide her identity. Zhao Qinghan smiled with relief, and was about to recognize Aunt Lin, but she didn't want Aunt Lin to speak first as if she knew her thoughts: "You are Zhao Qinghan now, not my Xiaoyun." You should go and live your own life, Xiaoyun she has died. The responsibility that belongs to Xiaoyun has also dissipated with her death, you can do something, but you can't do too much. Child, you should understand, after all, you have been a smart person since you were a child, and you can understand everything at a moment's notice. Alright, it's almost time, it's time for you to go. ”

Aunt Lin ignored Zhao Qinghan's reaction after speaking, and sent her out of the orphanage. And Zhao Qinghan stood on the side of the road, looking shocked, obviously not coming back to his senses.

When Zhao Qinghan came back to her senses again, she was already in the hotel in the city. On the way, how she came back and how she opened the house, she had no impression at all. Zhao Qinghan chewed Aunt Lin's words carefully, only to find out that Aunt Lin not only recognized her identity from the beginning, but also persuaded her not to be too rigid about the past, and it would be good to live a good life now.

Aunt Lin is right, Zhao Qinghan is indeed a little transparent. She has a special identity now, and it is inconvenient to run here frequently, and it is difficult to guarantee that she will not be found by someone with a heart, no matter whether she is trying to slap her and the Zhao family or have a grudge against the Zhao family, she will start with the people who often go to the place. Either way, it will end up with everyone in the orphanage, good or bad. If it's good, then it's okay, if it's bad, then instead of taking care of the orphanage and taking care of the two aunts, she has brought trouble to them.

After Zhao Qinghan figured out the joints, he knew how deep the meaning of what Aunt Lin said in the end. On the surface, it seems to be just an ordinary advice, but in fact, it is telling her to remember her identity, remember who her current surname is, figure out her current responsibilities, and don't be blindly hindered by the past. Don't be blinded.

So never underestimate the wisdom of the elderly, they use a lifetime of experience to tell the younger generations how to go in life. Avoid lost children from going wrong or getting hurt on the road of life. In the past, Du Yun also wandered at the crossroads of life, and it was Aunt Lin's persuasion and teaching again and again that made her choose the right direction, so that she would not take too many detours and suffer too many injuries on the road.

Zhao Qinghan, who wanted to understand, washed up, and then covered the quilt to sleep, but he was thinking about the plan to take the children to support themselves tomorrow. First of all, it is not okay to go to the street to collect donations, Aunt Lin has already said that you can't give up your dignity, although it is a good thing for ordinary people, but it is not a good thing for orphans. Because they have to endure the speculation of many people, whether it is good-natured, sympathetic, or even malicious, it will cause damage to the children's psyche. But the children are too young and have a limited number of things to do, and some difficult children can't do it. And Aunt Lin is obviously not worried about her taking the children out, there are too many people and it is easy to have accidents, whether it is a traffic accident or a loss, this cannot happen.

Zhao Qinghan was a little difficult, but after a while, Zhao Qinghan stretched his brows, since the children are small and can't do anything complicated, then do it simple and within his ability. And she only needs to provide some materials, not sponsorship, can only say that they borrow first, and then pay it back after they have earned money. This not only helps the children, but also preserves their self-esteem, and also exercises the children's hands-on skills, so that they can understand that self-reliance is something that everyone can do, even if they are only children. And the most important thing is that the children will not leave the orphanage, there will be no accidents.

Zhao Qinghan, who had made up his mind in his heart, was able to relax his mind, and then he finally slept with peace of mind, as for the material, he would get up early tomorrow to buy it. Or you can also help the children hang an online store online, and call the older children to help run it, of course, Zhao Qinghan does not plan to completely shake off, she plans to find a capable manager to deal with this matter. As for the candidates, there are many of my brother's disciples, and no matter how bad they are, there are also Shen Muge and Xu Shao, they shouldn't mind helping with such a little favor, Zhao Qinghan thought to himself.

Just what excuse to use? After all, she came straight here after the retreat without informing anyone. And Zhao Qinghan's past has nothing to do with this orphanage, which is a problem. But wouldn't that be too obvious?

However, there must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, and the boat will naturally go straight to the bridge, maybe even if she doesn't say it, they will make up what reason they will make up? Zhao Qinghan thought so in her heart, but she never thought that her idea would be put into practice perfectly, which made Zhao Qinghan cry and laugh a little, but now Zhao Qinghan didn't know.

Zhao Qinghan, who put aside all his worries, fell into the soft bed, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, obviously having a good dream and sleeping very comfortably. (To be continued.) )