Chapter 216: Disappointment

However, when it comes to formal topics, Wang Zhigang is still not happy that Hu Jumei is present, don't look at the usual optimistic appearance, but in the past few years, it has become more and more bad, and the slightest little thing begins to be sad, no matter how much persuasion is useless. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info, especially now in the matter of his own daughter, he can't take it out and speak. "I want mung bean soup, can you cook me a bowl for me?" The meaning is clear, she will not continue to talk about it in her presence.

Hu Jumei was a little angry, she couldn't know what was going on, "Then I'll cook it, and I'll come over later." ”

"No, we'll be able to finish talking soon, you go and talk to Yueyue." Wang Zhigang could see her mood, but he wouldn't worry about it at this time. "Yingying, send your mother out."

Hu Jumei usually listened to the words of the head of the family, was sullen or insisted on cooking the soup, and after doing it for a few minutes, she was still not at ease, she was afraid that the child would be scolded, so she beckoned to Gu Yue, "Yueyue, can you come over for a while?" ”

Gu Yue happened to be watching a TV series, and she didn't have much interest, so she turned off the TV and walked over, "Aunt, what's wrong?" ”

"Yueyue, can you help me listen to what your uncle said to Yingying. When I go here, your uncle won't speak, you don't know who he is, if I keep taking it, he will never speak. "That person, really patient." I've been married to him for so many years, and I don't know anything else, but I know that he is unhappy just by looking at his expression, and I definitely can't say anything good to Yingxin. Hey, Yingying's child has suffered a lot of blows, and I'm really worried that she won't be able to bear it. "Otherwise, I wouldn't have said that I had to go over and listen to what I was going to say.

Gu Yue understood what Hu Jumei meant, "Aunt, will I not be good in the past?" "No matter how you say it, it's not a real family. Even if it's allowed, the junior's words won't be of much use.

"It's okay, you go and try it, if it doesn't work, come out again." Hu Jumei was also in a hurry to come up with such an idea, and she was not very sure in her heart, "Just do my aunt a favor, okay." ”

Gu Yue was originally soft-hearted, but she didn't agree quickly. Worried, he walked to the door of the room and knocked softly, "Uncle, can I enter?" "It's even more stressful than the exam.

Wang Zhigang hadn't started to talk to Wang Ying yet, and only asked what she was thinking, and gave her time to reflect on herself. Hearing Gu Yue say that she wanted to come in, she didn't resist it very much in her heart, there will always be some inappropriate places in the communication between parents and children, and it is estimated that it will be much better if you are present with your peers. The most important thing is that Wang Zhigang thinks that Gu Yue's eloquence is very good and can play a great role. "Come in." The voice of the answer was no different than usual.

Gu Yue opened the door with a puff of energy, revealing a shallow smile.

Knowing why Gu Yue came, there was no need to explain or embarrass people, Gu Yue found a place to sit down, intending to listen to what he had to say.

"Yingying, you're not too young, do you still think like when you were a child, as long as you don't speak, you can pass everything?" It's not that easy in the world. Wang Zhigang saw that Wang Ying didn't mean to speak, and he was even more angry, he originally wanted to communicate well, but it didn't seem to be a joke. "Let me ask you, do you think it was useful to study hard before?"

Wang Ying has never been criticized by her family since she was a child, and she was scared all of a sudden, and she wanted to hide it, but there was no suitable place in the study at all, so she lowered her head and closed her eyes, and replied in a very low voice. "Nope."

Seeing Wang Ying's performance, not only Wang Zhigang but even Gu Yue felt heartache, he was obviously a very good child before, how could he become so unremarkable. In the past, she dared to do it against anyone.

"Then why are you doing that?"

"I thought it worked." Now it's time to learn to be obedient, and you can answer any question.

Wang Zhigang said loudly, "Look into my eyes and speak." "Wang Ying didn't raise her head with a deep sense of disappointment before, and when she saw that she was about to get up, she hid it all." When you were a child, I taught you that looking into other people's eyes and talking is polite behavior, why can't you do it? "I spoke very calmly, probably because I was afraid that I would accidentally hit the child.

Even if you are not a psychologist, you know how to speak better.

"Yes, I'm sorry." Wang Ying also knew where her shortcomings were, and she was sorry to say quickly, "I won't be like that in the future?" "Maybe I care too much about my family, and I can show that I am not afraid of anything outside, but when I get home, I will change, for fear that they will feel dissatisfied." Dad, is there anything else? ”

"What are you going to do if you don't do well this time?" Wang Zhigang was not ambiguous, he asked so directly, his eyes staring at Wang Ying's expression, and he wanted to know what kind of choice she would make.

Wang Ying's eyes widened instantly, her breathing became short, and she kept shaking her head, she couldn't imagine such a possibility at all.

Wang Zhigang's blow came quickly, "If you don't exceed the classmate in the class, and he points his nose and says that you can't compare to him, what should you do?" "It's not distressing to see the child's appearance, but it's better to have early pain than to eat pain, and there is still room for turnaround.

Gu Yue couldn't bear to look at it, and was turned over, only listening to their conversation.

"Impossible." Wang Ying didn't even have any confidence to refute.

"Where in this world there is something impossible, I tell you, anything can happen. You used to be greedy for fun, and you didn't learn the foundation well, even if you have the help of your sister-in-law, it's only a week, and it's completely possible that you can't compare to others. Wang Zhigang said very sensibly, but it also made people desperate, "I'll just ask you what you plan to do?" ”

Being pressed step by step to this point, Wang Ying screamed several times in pain, covered her head and didn't speak, and slowly squatted down. The small body is full of despair.

"Are you planning to end your life?" Wang Zhigang closed his eyes all of a sudden, leaned on the back of the chair, and spoke without any spirit, with deep exhaustion. "Do you feel that your existence has no meaning, that you are not as good as others, and that you want to leave early?" That's what worries me from start to finish. It doesn't matter if your ability is not good, as long as you are safe and sound, healthy and not seriously ill, you will be very satisfied.

However, Wang Ying's performance has always been very extreme.

Wang Ying looked like she had guessed what she was thinking, she didn't dare to raise her head, and she didn't answer.

"Yingying, have you ever thought about what you should do if you are the only child in the house, and you choose to leave and let your elderly parents? Who can take care of them, and who can make them happy? "What Gu Yue disagrees with the most is those who end their lives easily, how many hurdles can they not get over, people who are sick still struggle with the disease, hoping to live longer, but some people choose to destroy themselves because of small things, "Yingying, a person's life, it doesn't take long to talk about it, maybe the things that torture you now make you can't let go, but after a year, you will feel that it is just a small thing." Nothing is more precious than life. Gu Yue said seriously, and hoped that her words could be heard by Wang Ying in her heart.

Wang Ying did change, her head was raised slightly, and it seemed that there was a possibility of dialogue.

Wang Zhigang is not a sensational person, but for the sake of the child, he still has to say it very touching. "I still remember the way you were born, a little bigger, and your skin was red. At the beginning, I was afraid of your mother and me, there were no elders in the family to help, so I had to do everything by myself. When you cry, we can't wait to be together. "During that period, it was even harder than starting a business. No matter how cheerful Hu Jumei is, she has never seen a smile. "You are a good baby, I guess you know the difficulties between me and your mother, you are very well-behaved, you will not cry at will, and gradually you will grow up, you can call your parents, you can walk, you can dance, and you start to go to school." At that time, I was also worried all the time, afraid that the child would be bullied.

Speaking of the past, Wang Zhigang was okay, but the eyes of the other two people were red, perhaps, they felt their father's love.

"Yingying, I still remember when you were in the first grade of elementary school, we asked you what you would do to us in the future." Wang Zhigang's eyes revealed satisfaction, "You told us that you would spend all the money you earn every month, buy a lot of delicious food, and eat cake every day." It's just a child's words, but they have been remembering it until now.

Wang Ying couldn't remember that there was such a promise, and her eyes widened for a while, looking at Wang Zhigang.

"Yingying, do you know what you mean to the whole family?" All of this is just to lead to the conclusion that the child is the center of gravity of the family, the foundation of the foothold.

"Daddy." Wang Ying screamed very quietly, trotted a few times to Wang Zhigang's side, hugged the person and began to cry happily, "It's my fault, I didn't think about it at all, I will really consider you and my mother in the future, and I won't do things stupidly." ”

Today's words were originally for everything now, Wang Zhigang touched Wang Ying's hair with a slightly trembling hand, and his face was satisfied. As long as this level can be passed smoothly, it will be nothing.

Gu Yue looked very envious, if her father was still alive, he should be like this, he would use a lot of stories to persuade himself how to make the right choice, and he would try not to go astray. Gu Yue was not very disappointed, because her father was always watching her by her side.

When Wang Ying sorted out her feelings and looked at the two parents who were still talking, Gu Yue quietly walked to the door, opened the door and wanted to go out. However, just a few steps away, I saw Hu Jumei touching tears. It instantly occurred to me that I should not be at ease just now, so I hid outside the door and listened quietly. Even if the door is closed, there will be a sound coming out.

Since they had all met her, she couldn't say anything if she didn't know anything, Gu Yue walked to her side, touched her shoulder, and without saying a word, let her head rest on her body. Gu Yue knew that Hu Jumei didn't want to speak now, what she needed was a shoulder.

After all, Hu Jumei is old, and her feelings come quickly, and she cried for several minutes before she slowly got up, and she didn't feel embarrassed, and said, "Yueyue, why do you think Yingying is so stupid?" If it weren't for the husband's carefulness, he might not know what the exact reason was until he regretted it.

"Aunt, Ying Ying didn't think about it for a while, but now everything is fine."

Hu Jumei nodded heavily, and then she didn't want to go in to talk to the two of them, so she kept holding Gu Yue's hand and didn't let go, took it to the kitchen, let her watch it from a distance, and began to tell the previous story. Hu Jumei is a very good storyteller, and the same thing as Wang Zhigang has another meaning when it comes out of her mouth, and it is also a very tempting type. It is estimated that this is the difference between mother's love and father's love.

Gu Yue has been listening quietly, showing a smile from time to time, and a thought suddenly flashed in her mind, it seems that giving birth to a baby will make the family better. Perhaps, you should have ended your student career earlier.

However, everything has to be considered in the long term.

After telling Hu Jumei the story of the past, Gu Yue went out to Hu Jumei's house, and opened the door next door with the ancient key in her pocket, the door was estimated to have not been opened for a long time, making a thick sound. Gu Yue is a little nostalgic, when she was a child, she always liked to come here to play, and she hid behind the door thinking that she would not be discovered, and played games with her family.

Every time I take a step, there will be a scene in front of me, and I thought that I had forgotten the past for too long, but it was hidden, so that I would not be so sad. Gu Yue doesn't think of herself as a sentimental person, but she is still very lost. Slowly, the only person who came here was himself.

Walking into the room, Gu Yue's heart warmed, Hu Jumei is really a good family, she often comes to clean the room, it is not dirty at all, and there is even the fragrance of wild flowers. In the bedroom where I used to live, the quilt smelled of sunlight. Gu Yue didn't hold back, rubbed her face with her face, and sighed with satisfaction.

From his own room, to his brothers, to his parents' bedrooms, they are still the same as before, and Li Ling's dresser still has the lipstick of the past, which is really fresh. Then, I looked at the room of my grandparents, which was very simple and unstoppable.

Gu Yue took a few deep breaths, and the last place she went to was the tablet of the person who was no longer there, and the moment she opened the door, her heart hurt terribly, and when she saw the familiar sound and appearance, she didn't know why, and she smiled with their appearance.

Looking at it, I suddenly found a different place on the table, there was a very fresh fruit, and fragrant ash, if it was Hu Jumei, she would not have done this, it made no sense. Gu Yue seemed to have a feeling, rushed out of the door, and ran to the hall where she didn't go at the beginning, always feeling that there would be information in it that she wanted to get.

The moment I entered the door and saw it clearly, tears rained down. (To be continued.) )