Chapter 0045: Heart of Nature
Yes, for a normal, serious woman, what happened just now is indeed "strange".
Xu Sheng said: "I'm sorry for making you feel wronged. ”
Yang Shisleeve: "No need to say thank you and sorry. Just now I ...... You feel my state, right?"
Xu Sheng: "Hmm. ”
Yang Shisleeve: "At the beginning, I was so ashamed. ”
"But it's both nervous and that feeling...... Like a raging fire, some psychological barriers were also burned away, and I admit that I was a little down......"
Xu Sheng knew.
Also understood.
That sense of shame has increased people's sensitivity several times, and Yang Shisleeve has endured it with a strong psychology, and if it is not destroyed, there will inevitably be other feelings to destroy the shame.
This is not surprising.
Yang Shisleeve continued: "I don't think it's right, I want to get rid of this abnormal situation as soon as possible, so I propose that you go to the balcony." I thought that it was like this anyway, and I was willing to accompany you to the street, and it was nothing to go to the balcony. ”
"However, when I got to the balcony, I found that the psychological pressure increased several times. ”
That's right.
Just like many men say women's clothing, when they "say", even if they are sincere, the psychological barrier is actually only five or six points, but when they really go to change women's clothes, when they go out, they will soar to ten or fifteen points!
"But because of the proximity to the garden, I felt the fragrance of plants and flowers that made me feel at ease and at ease, and I tried to connect with them. Even in that state, I barely succeeded because of the 'seed' in my mind. ”
"That made my mental block go away faster. ”
"Even longing to go outside a little more. ”
Xu Sheng now has no idea of "suffering", because the other party has been erased, and he has the intention to make fun of him, "So, you actually enjoy it?"
Yang Shisleeve said truthfully: "Yes." ”
"What do you think of me?" (YD, BT)
Xu Sheng: "No. ”
"The whole thing started because of me, and you are the one who was affected. ”
"You are here to help me destroy the great enemy, that is your reason and courage, I appreciate and thank;"
"Second, it's a normal state of hypersensitivity;"
"Thirdly, even then, as long as it's for me, I actually like and be moved. ”
Speaking of which, Xu Sheng was secretly happy in his heart. The girlfriend has an elegant, clean, and quiet temperament, but she has always been quite open at some point, which may be the reason why Xu Shengtai can give it. Anyway, the two of them are very happy, Xu Sheng doesn't feel that there is anything wrong, but thinks she is real, pure, and cute.
Yang Shisleeve shrank into Xu Sheng's arms, "I'm just like that for you." ”
Xu Sheng felt her strong affection, felt ashamed, and said: "Shisleeve, you are wholeheartedly devoted to me, and I ...... I'm sorry for wronging you. ”
"Give me some time, and I will sort out my relationship with Sister Zhou and Sister Yuelan. The two of us are already happy, and I shouldn't be greedy. ”
Yang Shisleeve: "Do you really think so?"
Xu Sheng nodded solemnly: "Hmm." ”
Yang Shisleeve: "You're right, I do feel wronged. ”
Xu Sheng was not surprised.
Yang Shisleeve proceeds from rationality and is willing to fulfill her boyfriend and complete a climbing road, but she is definitely unhappy emotionally.
Although Xu Sheng felt that she could be a scoundrel and shameless, and use some dedication to kill the discomfort in her heart, she ...... "I'm sorry," he said. I hope you're genuinely happy. ”
Yang Shisleeve: "Hmm. I can feel it. ”
"However, I don't feel aggrieved now. ”
Xu Sheng's heart skipped a beat: "Ah!?"
Yang Shisleeve: "I said that the experience just now was very strange. ”
"It was after removing some obstacles that I suddenly felt that with my beloved, I didn't get in the way, didn't hurt others, and even if thousands of people watched, I could still be at ease and at ease. ”
Xu Sheng: "That's a momentary feeling when you are seeking comfort in a special state. ”
Yang Shisleeve: "At that time, I felt that I was a flower, absorbing sunlight, rain and dew, accumulating vitality, running to the most intense state, blooming, and free beauty, which did not need to be hidden. ”
Xu Sheng: "This should be the reason why you often attach your mind to the flower plant, and use the 'seed' to condense the core of power. ”
Yang Shisleeve: "Yes. I think this state of mind is a natural mind, untroubled by the world, and natural. ”
"It's like being in a beautiful environment in the wilderness, with green grass and flowers, and a lake like emerald under the clear sky. A woman rejoiced in this beautiful world and peaceful time, so she unloaded her clothes and waded into the lake. ”
Xu Sheng: "Well, that's harmonious and beautiful. ”
"If it's a painting, that's totally fine. ”
"But in reality, if there is a man nearby......"
Yang Shisleeve: "If you appreciate and praise, it is also beautiful, and if you love and copulate, and the woman is willing, it is also harmonious." ”
"And if I feel embarrassed, I don't think the woman who undressed and entered the lake is at fault, but in the crowd, she caused trouble to others with her behavior that did not conform to social norms, and it should not be. ”
So, I'm talking about a premise: don't get in the way, don't hurt others. ”
"It's like a wildflower that grows in someone else's vegetable patch and will only be plucked out. ”
Xu Sheng: "I understand. ”
"It's really a sense of ease. ”
"But anyway, I don't want you to show it to other men. ”
Yang Shisleeve fluttered and said softly: "I know, it's just for you to see this man." ”
"So I think it's natural for you to have something happen to Sister Zhou and Sister Yuelan when it's natural. ”
Xu Sheng narrowed his eyes: "You really think so?"
Yang Shisleeve: "I really think so. ”
Xu Sheng tightened his heart again, suppressing a wave of excitement, feeling that this Yang Shisleeve's understanding was really ...... He said, "Will you accept it calmly and calmly?"
Yang Shisleeve: "No." ”
Xu Sheng: "......"
His heart shrank, and the enveloping excitement immediately dissipated.
Yang Shisleeve smiled mischievously: "People are not flowers after all, they can't be so pure." ”
"For example, the next time someone suddenly sees someone like us, I think there's nothing wrong with my thinking, but I still feel involuntarily nervous. ”
"Just like when I was in the garden just now, although I felt like a flower, there was still some psychological pressure that was pressing me. ”
Xu Sheng had no choice but to nod.
Yang Shi's beautiful face flushed, her smile was funny and shy, and she said softly: "However, this magnitude of psychological oppression is much smaller than before, just right, it feels beautiful!"
"Like you said, it's a state of hypersensitivity, and I'm actually enjoying it. Do you know how many times I blew up during the incident?"
Xu Sheng smiled strangely, "Five." ”
Yang Shisleeve: "I feel like it's connected. ”
"I can't help but yearn for it. ”
"I actually feel like I'm a bit of that, but I don't bother it because I only miss you, just for you. I enjoy that state, but I don't want to be a slave to that state. ”
Xu Sheng: "Well, I believe it. ”
Yang Shisleeve: "Do you understand?"
Xu Sheng nodded happily, happy in his heart.
The earth star did not explode, the sun did not explode, and finally ushered in another dawn!
Xu Sheng separated his external consciousness and went to the sea with the two children first to get a batch of corals. The Refining Apprentice is already there, and the Tana Spiritual Refining Company can be up and running.
Unexpectedly, at breakfast, someone from the office of the head office of the letter country called to discuss a visit time of the head office.
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Chapter 0045: Heart of Nature