As the largest hospital in the Pearl Prefecture, and even a hospital with a reputation throughout the Shenghua Empire, there is no doubt that Lugang Hospital is large and wide.

At night, Lugang Hospital is still brightly lit.

Even if you are walking among the ancient trees in the flower beds, there are still white street lamps standing on the bluestone pavement, so that people can clearly see the road ahead in the road without natural light.

Shi Zixi didn't leave much thought to care about the surrounding environment, and walked through the hospital corridor where there were still a lot of people in the night.

She hurried towards the cold glass ward, through the outpatient building, through the registration hall, through the back garden around the moth-ridden street lamp, past the doctors and nurses dressed in white.

She finally came to this inpatient building that was deep in the courtyard and was only qualified to live in at the level of Leng Liuli.

Rushing and panting, he came to Leng Liuli's ward.

Even though there were all kinds of thoughts in his heart, Shi Zixi's actions in his hand were not too hesitant.

"Bang~~" Shi Zixi flexed his fingers and gently knocked on the dark gray wooden door that looked expensive.

The door opened, and it was hidden, and the light inside was connected to the light of the corridor.

There was no cold glass's crisp "come in".

The room with the lights on seems to be empty.

Shi Zixi gently pushed open the dark gray wooden door and slowly walked in.

The room was clean and bright, empty, quiet, and there was no one in it.

If she usually walked in without Leng Liuli's permission, no matter how good the relationship between the two of them was, Leng Liuli would inevitably say something with a straight face.

If you are not allowed to enter the door, you will be treated like this, and if you break in indiscriminately without knocking, the consequences will be even worse.

I don't know why, after arriving at the ward, my heart, which was fluctuating and beating non-stop, calmed down.

There was not much panic, and there was not much joy.

Slowly walked around the room, and finally leaned against the window.

Listen, watch, the light rain outside the window.

The light diffused from the ward, from the street lamps on the stone pavement, but the crystal water droplets could be clearly seen.

"I guess the operation hasn't been completed yet."

Thinking like this in his mind, Shi Zixi was about to walk towards the bedside, pulled over the chair, put it on the windowsill, leaned on the potted plants, and waited quietly against the night scene outside the window.

Now, there is nothing to be anxious about, nothing to pray.

As a result, it is just a matter of waiting quietly.

When Shi Zixi had just placed the chair by the window wall, there was a knock on the door next to the aisle.

"I'm Nurse Liu, can I come in?"

Shi Zixi didn't respond to words like "come in" or "no", because these two words had always been shouted by Leng Liuli.

When Shi Zixi reacted, Leng Liuli was no longer there, and it should be his turn to say "come in".

Nurse Liu, who was supposed to be standing by the door and responding quietly, had already pushed the door open and started to come in.

Maybe she realized that Leng Liuli was not in this house, or maybe she thought that no one in this house went back to respond.

After all, among the several patients that Nurse Liu cared for, only Leng Liuli had such inexplicable persistence and weird habits.

Walking into the ward, she saw Shi Zixi standing up from the window.

"Hello Nurse Liu." Shi Zixi said.

Nurse Liu is a nurse who specializes in taking care of Leng Liuli, so Shi Zixi also knew her when she arrived.

"Hello, Miss Shi Zixi." Nurse Liu, who is in her 20s, said respectfully.

Who called Shi Zixi Leng Liuli's friend.

"We have people seeing you in the aisle, so I came over and handed you the letter that Miss Leng ordered."

Shi Zixi took the sealed envelope handed by Nurse Liu.

"This..."

"Miss Shi Zixi, if there is nothing else, I will go out first."

Shi Zixi wanted to open her mouth to ask, but Nurse Liu, who spoke first, interrupted.

"Miss Shi Zixi, is there anything you want to ask?" Nurse Liu could probably guess.

"Uh... No... Never mind. Shi Zixi waved his hand in the end, but he didn't want to ask.

Probably, the letter says everything.

It's good or bad.

"That's... Good. Nurse Liu didn't expect Shi Zixi to suddenly turn around like this, and with a little surprise, she turned around and left from this ward.

Probably, if it was a previous life, there would have been a stalk of transferring to the United States for surgery, relatively speaking, this is good news.

It's a pity that the Shenghua Empire in this world is very strong, and its medical skills are also the best in the world.

Shi Zixi sat back in his chair, opened the white envelope, and calmly spread out the letterhead.

"Shi Zixi, did you get the Nebula Award?

You must have gotten it, after all, in my impression, you seem to be omnipotent, and there is nothing you can't do.

I'm so sorry

……”

When Shi Zixi saw these three words, his chest was a little blocked and a little uncomfortable.

“… I can't keep my promise,

You can see this letter, which probably means that we will not see each other again.

Our encounter began with a letter and then ended with a letter.

When you think about it this way, it's actually pretty good.

There are not too many sad pictures, just such a peaceful separation.

…

Thank you, Shi Zixi.

In the last stages of my life, it brought me joy and joy, happiness and joy, and brought one of the most important memories of my life.

Thinking about it this way, I am really selfish.

I know that my life is coming to an end, but I still have to greedily drag this friendship and bring you this maybe not very good memory.

But...I'm sorry, Shi Zixi, every time I hesitate and want to give up, I can't do it after all.

It's like a wayward child who sees sweet candy and wants to get it when he splatters and rolls.

Will you forgive me? Forgive me for being immersed in this joy and not extricating myself, forgive me for holding you unreasonably and not letting go, forgive me for the letter I wrote to you inviting you over, forgive me for taking up a large area in your memories and not accompanying you all the way.

…….

People say, but the best memories stay, stop, and turn gray, which will turn into the deadliest poison in the human heart.

I don't know, I really don't know, if what I'm doing is right or not, and if it's fair to you.

Just enjoying this wonderful time for me unilaterally, without caring about your feelings in the future.

……

Shi Zixi

Zixi, will you regret it?

I regret spending this time with me.

…”

Heavy rain poured down.

"Commander, I want to hear your answer one last time." Gu Jiajia said expectantly.

"It's not possible." The head of the regiment said in a firm tone, raised his steps and continued to move forward.

"Commander, you will regret it, you will definitely regret the decision you made today.

Definitely! Gu Jiajia shouted loudly behind her.

"I'm going to die, what else is there to regret." The head of the regiment muttered absently.

From now on, he never looked back, but went to his grave firmly.

……

I won't regret it

Cold glass

….

I'm sorry

Gu Jiajia

…

There were some water stains on the letterhead, and some rain must have drifted in from the window.

……