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Aru, let's not be angry, okay, Fu Zheng rarely softened his body and said such compromises.
Mei Ru was stunned. Behind her was the man's heat, rolling her like a wave, her heart fluttered, and slowly twisted, where was she qualified to be angry with him, she still had to cling to him.
Mei Ru was silent.
Fu Zheng was still buried deep in her neck socket, the most helpless. He said: "Okay, Aru, I'll make you a compensatory situation, I shouldn't have said something like that to provoke you, and I shouldn't have done that to you last night." When I think about it, I regret it very much, but I don't know what to do, and I feel shameless to see you. ”
Listening to him talk about the events of last night, thinking of the embarrassment and embarrassment that she had begged him, Mei Ru's face was a little hot and embarrassed.
Fu Zheng happened to say: "Aru, since I marry you, I will take care of the whole Guogong Mansion, you don't need to tell me in the future, I know everything in my heart." For example, if you mention your brother's matter to me, you don't have to feel embarrassed at all. That's the closest person to you, and I'm naturally doing my best. ”
His words were word for word about Mei Ru's embarrassment, Mei Ru looked at the front fixedly, her face was still hot.
She didn't respond, Fu Zheng slowly opened his eyes, and there was darkness in front of him, and there was a burst of silence. This silence is like a bowl of medicine poured directly into his throat, and his internal organs are all astringent, and he can drain water when twisted there. Fu Zheng silently let go of his hand and let go of the person in his arms. Meiru kept her back to him. In front of her was the woman's soft black hair, and between them, there was a chasm. That's where he can't cross.
Fu Zheng looked at it, he was really at a loss.
"Aru," Fu Zheng's voice was very muffled and soft, "I have always known that you don't want to marry me, and I hate me even more in my heart, I will not force you in the future, just be happy." ”
"If you are unhappy or uncomfortable, or feel wronged in your heart, you can sue me directly."
"Remember to tell me what you like, what you don't like, what you are willing to do, and what you don't want to do, so that I will always remember it."
After a pause, he repeated softly: "I really won't forget it." "It's like a promise.
It's a clumsy statement.
In fact, Fu Zheng is not a clumsy person, but in the face of Mei Ru, he has nothing to do. It was the first time he had opened his heart and said something like this, sincerely. It's like when a person loses his eyes, he panics, he messes up. is still like a self-contained puppet, stretching out a tentative hand to the world.
Today, Emperor Yanchang summoned him to the palace to discuss the matter of Liaodong, Fu Zheng was such a restrained and calm person, and his mind was full of thoughts that it was actually Mei Ru's little appearance of being wronged last night. The two of them were angry until now, and Mei Ru didn't pay attention to him at all. But she was so stubborn, she bowed to him for her brother's business, softened him, and let him do whatever he wanted...... Just thinking about it made Fu Zheng feel sad. Emperor Yanchang asked him if he wanted to go to Liaodong - this was his opportunity to make a contribution - Fu Zheng was reluctant to Meiru, he was reluctant to go, and he hurried back to his house. But after coming back, Fu Zheng didn't have the face to see Mei Ru. Last night, he touched her body in a bad mood, which embarrassed her even more...... After suffering in his yard for a long time, Fu Zheng came to Lixue Hall. Seeing the fine shadow reflected in the window of the study, and thinking of the proper letterhead that had been received, Fu Zheng was suddenly relieved.
She's enough to be by his side, what else can he care?
Fu Zheng's eyes rolled up with some heat, and he whispered to the boundless dark night: "Aru, I can't bear to make you uncomfortable." ”
His voice was too soft to look like him...... Mei Ru's eyes suddenly turned red, and her body trembled slightly.
This kind of trembling makes people feel distressed, this kind of silence makes people desperate, Fu Zheng raised his hand and patted her shoulder, and Mei Ru broke away.
With an empty hand, looking at Mei Ru, Fu Zheng was stunned for a while, and he said: "I know that you don't like me here, I will go back to live in my yard tomorrow, you don't have to worry." After a slight pause, Fu Zheng said: "Late tonight, there are still the queen's people in your courtyard, I can only wronged you again, I will go to the soft couch to rest first." He got out of bed with his shoes on and lay down on the couch with his coat on.
Silently opening his eyes, Fu Zheng happened to face the shadow of the banana swaying lightly on the screen window, and a few wisps swaying on the pillow. The book rested on the soft pillow, Fu Zheng turned his head to look at it, stretched out his hand and rubbed it gently, and his eyes were a little hot.
He thought that Mei Ru always had a little bit of him in her heart, and in the future, there would be more and more of him in her heart, and the two of them would always get better.
It was quiet for a long time before Mei Ru quietly opened her eyes with bated breath.
It was still dark in front of him, and behind him was the sound of a man's steady breathing. After listening quietly for a while, Mei Ru moved her arm carefully. Previously, she was held in Fu Zheng's arms, and she had been hooped for too long, and her body was already stiff and numb. She stretched out her hand, moved her leg again, and turned quietly and silently.
Through the curtain, Mei Ru saw a long figure lying on the couch. stared at it for a long time, and seeing that Fu Zheng had no other movements, she slowly felt at ease.
……
Fu Zheng was summoned to the palace early on the second day, Mei Ru was in a panic alone in the mansion, and Meng Yunlan actually came! Mei Ru was overjoyed when she heard this, and hurriedly invited her in. After getting married, she and Meng Yunlan had not seen each other, and when they saw each other, the two sisters held hands and had endless words.
"Follow, when I heard Sister Qian go back and talk about your return to Ning, I was itching and thinking about meeting you. You're a princess now, you won't blame me for being abrupt, right? Meng Yunlan tilted her head and asked deliberately.
Mei Ru also said deliberately: "Yunlan, you are now famous in the capital, I can't invite you, how can you blame?" ”
This year's Chinese New Year, Meng Yunlan made an article, which was appreciated by Emperor Yanchang, and without Zhou Suqing, she has now become the first son-in-law in the capital.
"Don't mention it, I'm not uncommon." Meng Yunlan wrinkled her nose in disgust. Her face was white, and her eyes were big, and such a wrinkle added a lot of cuteness. Mei Ru poked her head, and Meng Yunlan quietly bit her ear and complained: "Follow, my old lady and Sister Qian want me to see each other in the past two days." ”
She is one year younger than Mei Ru, and this year, it stands to reason that ordinary people should be in a hurry to get married, but Xiao Qiao's is a broad-hearted person, and she didn't think about it at all, and she had to work hard with Mrs. Meng and Mei Qian.
Mei Ru sneered when she heard this, and asked, "Who's home?" ”
Meng Yunlan's face wrinkled even more: "I didn't bother to know." ”
"If you tell me, I can ask Your Highness to inquire." Mei Ru said urgently.
Meng Yunlan snorted: "Why are you like Sister Qian? Sure enough, it's boring to get married. ”
"Not worried about you yet?" Mei Ru was about to poke her head again, Meng Yunlan turned her head to dodge, and saw a miscellaneous book properly placed next to the couch, she curiously flipped through it in her hand, and heard Mei Ru ask: "You are here, why didn't the second sister come?" ”
Meng Yunlan shrugged her shoulders and said, "Aren't you going to serve my mother?" ”
Thinking of Xiao Qiao's kind of temperament, Mei Ru was secretly speechless, and was a little glad for a while, fortunately Fu Zheng did not have a concubine, otherwise she would not have to call her into the palace every day to grind. Mei Ru asked again: "Is the second sister good in your house?" ”
Meng Yunlan blinked, leaned over and whispered: "You also know, how difficult my mother is to deal with, my father and my brother can't resist it, Sister Qian's temperament is really good, she always smiles when she is angry, and she is not annoyed." ”
Thinking about the situation of the second sister, Mei Ru sighed again.
Suddenly, Meng Yunlan let out a "huh", picked up a letter sandwiched in the book, and said, "Who wrote this to you?" How do you put it here casually? ”
Mei Ru couldn't remember it a little, and after a moment's pause, she took it and unfolded it to take a look-
Mei Ru smiled, and she said, "I don't know who wrote it." I saw that this pen was strange and pretty, so I put it away. ”
"Really?" Meng Yunlan asked again, "Can I take a look?" ”
"What's not to be able to do about that?" Mei Ru said calmly.
These lively words floated outside, Fu Zheng was stunned and paused, and he quieted down.
Inside, Meng Yunlan exclaimed in surprise and said, "Follow the rules, this word is really good, wasn't it written by His Highness?" ”
Fu Zheng's heart sank, and this heaviness tugged at the tip of his heart, and began to faintly feel pain. But if she cherishes half of it, she won't show it to others.
Fu Zheng suddenly felt a little cold.
I heard Mei Ru reply: "It wasn't written by His Highness, His Highness's hand hurt......"
The latter words paused, and she didn't say anything. But Fu Zheng knew what she was going to say. His right arm barely recovered a little, and he was able to lift a pen now, but not as much as before. The post on the marriage between the two was written by Fu Zheng himself, Mei Ru has seen it, it can only be regarded as mediocre, so she is sure enough.
Her voice was still as clear, only occasionally revealing a hint of regret.
But even this trace of regret is not for him.
Looking at his hand wrapped in wide sleeves in a daze, Fu Zheng turned around silently and hurried away.
He always thought that Mei Ru received the letter because he handed it to her, because of him, but he never expected that she would accept it, but because the words on it were beautiful. She can even calmly show it to her close sisters.
Heh, Fu Zheng smiled miserably.
He originally thought that Mei Ru had a little bit of him in his heart, but now, even that little bit was gone, and it was completely a joke, reduced to a laughing stock that he knew.
He actually made a fuss at that letterhead countless times, and it was really embarrassing.
Fu Zheng's heart was screwed there, pinched there, as if something was constantly piercing and hammering, it hurt so much, he just wanted to go faster and faster and escape from here.
He didn't even have the courage to look at it or listen to it more.
……
On this day, the two sisters talked for a long time, Meng Yunlan was reluctant to leave, and Mei Ru heard the maids say that Fu Zheng had come before, but he left suddenly.
Mei Ru was suspicious, but Fu Zheng suddenly came again. Mei Ru was stunned and was busy.
"Sit down." Fu Zheng said lightly.
Mei Ru raised her eyes to look at this person, and saw that his figure was solemn and solemn, with some coolness outside.
Fu Zheng sat opposite her, pursed his lips and pulled out a smile, and explained to Mei Ru: "I came back from the palace in the afternoon, and I wanted to come over to see you, but when I went outside, I heard the voice of the second girl of the Meng Mansion, so I didn't come in. ”
This is also the case, Meng Yunlan is a girl who has not been out of the cabinet, Fu Zheng is always inconvenient to see, Mei Ru nodded.
Fu Zheng didn't look at her either, only lowered his eyes and said: "You are bored in the mansion, so call her over more, anyway, you and I are strange in the mansion." As he spoke, he picked up the miscellaneous book next to him, flipped through it, and happened to turn to the letterhead. He looked stunned, his face a little strange.
Mei Ru was slightly embarrassed. She remembered in the afternoon that Fu Zheng should have seen it, and he was reading this book these days. At this time, Mei Ru was afraid that he would misunderstand something, so she hurriedly explained: "I see that the words on it are very beautiful, so I put it away." ”
Fu Zheng let out an "um" and didn't say anything.
Mei Ru thought for a while and asked, "Your Highness, I don't know who wrote this?" I want a picture. Mei Ru was amazed when she first saw it, she had long wanted to ask for it.
Fu Zheng glanced at her fixedly, and after a while, he said, "I'll ask." ”
He clipped the paper back to the soft pillow, and did not look at it again, wishing he had never seen it again.
……
After finishing dinner that day and night, Mei Ru had to go to the study to read at night by the lamp as usual.
In the past two days, she began to translate the classics handed down by Emperor Yanchang. There were a lot of books, and the shelves in the study were piled up, and there was a lot of dust, which made people feel uncomfortable. Fu Zheng frowned and looked at it, and said to Mei Ru: "I also know a little bit, help you for a while, save you from working alone." ”
Mei Ru didn't want to trouble him, and at this moment, she brushed Fu Zheng's right arm hanging by her side in a slightly embarrassed way. This man has been dressed slightly thicker than normal since he injured his right shoulder. Now in early summer, Mei Ru has changed into a summer shirt early, but Fu Zheng is still wearing a spring shirt. His hands were wrapped in wide sleeves, and he looked extraordinarily thin.
Sensing her gaze, Fu Zheng raised his hand and laughed at himself: "Okay, whatever you want." ”
Mei Ru was busy for a long time, and when she looked up, she saw that Fu Zheng was still in her study, reading with a calm face without saying a word. She suddenly felt a little apprehensive. Fu Zheng promised her yesterday not to live in her yard, but he has no intention of leaving now, does he want to break his promise? Mei Ru was uneasy, and made several mistakes in a row, so she simply put down her pen because of her small temperament.
Hearing the movement, Fu Zheng slowly raised his eyes. His eyes are very dark, and when he looks at people, he can always see through people's careful thoughts.
Mei Ru lowered her head uncomfortably.
Fu Zheng was silent, got up and said, "I'm going back, if you have something, send someone to find me." ”
Hearing this, Mei Ru breathed a sigh of relief, she blessed her body and sent Fu Zheng to the gate of the courtyard.
The two walked side by side for a while, and Fu Zheng was silent. In the lowered gaze, Mei Ru's hand was clasped in front of his chest, he could hold it as soon as he stretched out his hand, he wanted to hold it, but he suddenly lost his courage. He couldn't stand the guarded and resistant look of the man, he could comfort himself that she had a little bit of him in her heart, but now he didn't even have this comfort.
He really has no face.
When she was by his side, he was content, what more could he ask for? The days are so long, and she will always have a little bit of him in her heart.
Fu Zheng said: "It's still cold at night, you go back, I'm leaving." ”
……
However, when he was newly married, Fu Zheng did not spend the night in Mei Ru's room, which can be regarded as a matter. Knowing that for several days, the prince did not spend the night in Lixue Hall, which was really a big deal!
Yichan came in and said anxiously: "Those people outside are breaking their mouths again." ”
Jingqin sighed lightly, looked at Mei Ru who was intermittent, and whispered, "Be heard carefully by the girl." ”
"Aren't you worried about the girl?" Yichan said quickly, "Those people all said that the girl was not favored by the prince, but it was really annoying." Now although these words have allowed the prince to rule through, only the strange and annoying one is left, chewing on these rotten tongues, and he is not afraid of sores! ”
Yichan snorted, and the next moment, Mama Zou came in and said coldly: "The princess is talking nonsense like this? ”
Yichan's voice was too loud, and she provoked the main master for a while.
Yichan frowned, and said nothing with a cold face, this is the queen's person, they can't afford to mess with it.
Mama Zou held her hand, still squinting and said: "I heard it really just now, some people don't even understand the rules, and if the girl comes and goes, I'm afraid I won't take the princess in my eyes." ”
"You ——!" Yichan jumped to her feet.
Jingqin hurriedly glanced at her, wanting to calm things down, and suddenly a heavy shout came from inside: "Okay! Mei Ru didn't come out, but said coldly: "The people in front of this princess will not be controlled by Mama." ”
Mama Zou said: "Princess, the slave maid is at the will of the queen......
"Enough!" Mei Ru snorted coldly again, "If it comes to talking about grandma, there are no rules, this princess has a good rest, but she was woken up by you, how should this be punished?" ”
Mama Zou suffered a loss and was busy confessing.
Lima Meiru frowned secretly. That Mama Zou is the queen's person, she can't tear her face too much, but she is really tired of this person. I'm afraid that the disagreement between her and Fu Zheng has already reached the queen's ears, which is really worry-free.
She was on fire in her heart, not happy, Fu Zheng came back that night and suddenly said to her, he wanted to take her to live outside Zhuangzi for a few days.
"What are you going to do in Zhuangzi?" Mei Ru was curious.
Fu Zheng said lightly: "Aren't you afraid of the heat, the Zhuangzi in the mountains is cooler." ”
Fu Zheng said that this Zhuangzi is behind Huijue Mountain, it is really cool, and Mei Ru liked to go in her previous life. Mei Ru was tempted when she heard it at this time, not to mention that these bad things in the house were annoying, so it was better to go out and hide for a few days.
The two of them didn't bring many servants, and they were simple. That Mama Zou was going to follow, Fu Zheng glanced at her, and arranged: "On the ninth birthday of the princess in the first month of June, no one in the mansion has seen these worlds, so I bother Mama to stay in the mansion to handle this matter." ”
Mama Zou was stunned for a moment, and suddenly smiled: "The slave will definitely live up to the trust of the prince and the princess, and will do this thing beautifully." ”
Mei Ru felt stunned when she heard this, and she said to Fu Zheng: "If she does it, I might as well do it, I'm just afraid of being vomited to death." ”
Seeing that she was petty and looked delicate and brutal, Fu Zheng had a rare smile these days, the smile was shallow, gentle and gentle, like water. Mei Ru was stunned, then bowed her head and stopped talking. Fu Zheng Wenyan explained: "It's just to find a mistake and bombard her out, saving you trouble." ”
Hearing what he was planning for himself, Mei Ru blushed, but still lowered her head.
Over there, Fu Zheng was silent for a moment before he said to her: "Aru, some time ago, my father summoned me into the palace and asked me if I wanted to go to Liaodong. I was reluctant to give you up at first, but I didn't agree. Now I want to go, you and I don't sleep, and it's always bad for you to get this news to the palace. I'll go outside, and you can be happy in the house alone. ”
This thing was a little sudden, Mei Ru was stunned, and finally raised her head.
Looking at each other, her appearance is rare and well-behaved. Fu Zheng wanted to touch her hair, curled up his hand, he just explained: "If there is anything in the house, write to me, or discuss with the eleventh brother." ”
Mei Ru was still stunned, and after a long time, she asked, "When will Your Highness go?" How long is it going to go? ”
Fu Zheng smiled lightly: "I want to wait until you finish your birthday before going, and I won't be able to come back until next spring." ”
This matter was still sudden, and after a long silence, Mei Ru said: "Since His Highness is going to go for so long, let's take someone with you." ”
"Bring someone?" Fu Zheng frowned incomprehensibly. He understood it all on the spot, Fu Zheng's eyes were red, as if something had been smashed in his heart, he was stunned, and suddenly laughed again. This man really doesn't have him in his heart, let him take someone there...... It became even more ridiculous that he was thinking.