Chapter 3: Fan Chengze (2) Goodbye
didn't have time to think about this woman who suddenly appeared in his life, Fan Chengze was very busy. His father Fan Weiming has a good business, and coincides with the golden period of real estate, "Tianyi" group gradually developed from a small construction company to a group company, under the jurisdiction of "Tianyi" real estate and "Tianyi" building, this is located in H City New District, "Tianyi Mingyuan" real estate project is "Tianyi" won the bid for residential projects. Large volume and large capital investment. The construction was undertaken by his own construction company, and Chen Jun's younger brother Chen Wanhao was responsible for the construction. In other words, the owner and the owner of the construction party are the same person, and the project progress is relatively smooth, but some of them have more to do with it.
Fan Chengze is an engineer in a real estate company, managing the technical safety and quality of the site, and doing a lot of work. In the past two years, he has gradually learned a lot of doorways. "Do your job well, if you want to eat this bowl of rice, you have to calm down, look more, ask more, and have more eyes." At the beginning, the manager saw that Fan Chengze had few words and was stable, so he promoted a few more words. The stage of being a technician is the stage of building and laying the foundation. The acquisition and accumulation of practical experience on the construction site, the formation of the basic structure of interpersonal relationships, and the establishment of one's own style of doing things are all at this stage. Fan Chengze does not despise this work, but works harder than ordinary people.
And so it was, as always, for half a month.
On Saturday, Fan Chengze played with his colleagues until midnight. At first, he was not very keen on parties, but Wang Boli was very enthusiastic, the two were of the same age, and they entered the construction site at the same time, so they were particularly close to Fan Chengze. Later, I found out that after a few glasses of wine, everyone would talk about things on the construction site, but they knew more than he did at work. Although Fan Chengze feels cold, he often pays generously, and he is gentle, and everyone likes to call him.
When I woke up on Sunday, it was noon. Out.
At the top of the stairs sat the figure of a woman, and when footsteps were heard, the woman turned around, then got up to look at him. Fan Chengze was stunned, she stood against the light, her hair was haloed, and the whole person seemed to be transparent.
Got closer, it was really her.
A long white shirt, a pair of light blue jeans, and a canvas bag.
"You're not going to skip school, are you?"
"I should have said that I was a compliment to my youth."
Su Xiaoyan was much more lively than when they first met. They were so close that he could see the red streaks under her fair skin and smell the sunshine on her clothes.
"Are you old?"
"Huh? I guess it's older than you. ”
Fan Chengze pretended to look at her very seriously, and suddenly touched the corner of her eye with his hand. "There are really fine lines." The sudden touch caught Su Xiaoyan off guard, and her habitual defense made her body stiff slightly. Fan Chengze had already taken a few steps forward, and Su Xiaoyan looked childish.
"Why didn't you knock?" He asked in front.
"I'm afraid I'll make a noise with you." How could Su Xiaoyan sue him, she had been agreeing with herself since she went out, and if she didn't see him at 12 o'clock, she would go back.
"Hey, what's for lunch?" At this time, Su Xiaoyan was worried and entangled in her heart, and if Fan Chengze asked why, she would run away. She had been looking for a reason to deal with her surprise visit, but she couldn't find it. In fact, she didn't know why she came, for the rare feeling of relaxation at the moment?
Why are you here? Who are you? These questions Fan Chengze is not uncurious, but, first, because of his personality, and secondly, because he is happy in his heart.
There was nothing more important at the moment than her by his side.
"There is a Sichuan restaurant opened by Sichuan people at the end of the street, which tastes good and the environment is good. Can you eat spicy food? ”
"Okay." In fact, Su Xiaoyan hasn't eaten spicy food for a long time, she has been asking herself to live a healthy life and eat lightly, for fear that if she indulges, her life will not be good. However, she didn't do anything bad, and her life was still bad. Fan Chengze saw that her suddenly sinking face was covered with a layer of gloom, and he blew out, wanting to blow off that layer of gloom.
"Why?" Su Xiaoyan became vivid again.
Fan Chengze smiled childishly. He likes Su Xiaoyan like this.
Fan Chengze had several girlfriends when he was in college, and now he occasionally keeps in touch with one more. Fan Chengze felt that it was normal for a long-distance relationship to break up, but the girl said: "We didn't break up because of the real distance, it was the sense of distance you gave me that made me not have the courage to go to you." "Fan Chengze always gives people a faint feeling, there is no bad, there is no good. He's right there, you can come, you can go.
When he was entangled, Su Xiaoyan would also ask himself why he dared to come to him, this unknown person? Although there is no answer, my heart is very sure. She perceives and needs Fan Chengze's light and clean temperament.
"It's ugly." Fan Chengze kept handing tissues to Su Xiaoyan.
Su Xiaoyan was eating spicy chicken while wiping his nose and tears. She looked at Fan Chengze with tears in her eyes, but Fan Chengze felt that she was not looking at him, and he even felt that her tears were not just flowing because of spiciness.
"What a woman with a story." Fan Chengze thought to himself.
"Luckily, I didn't wear mascara. I remember eating Chongqing hot pot with a girl before, and it was even spicier than this. She kept rubbing it like this, and finally, I saw it as a panda eye. I'm embarrassed to sue her. ”
"And then you didn't have a relationship with her."
"How do you know?"
"Because, if you like her, you'll help her wipe it clean."
They didn't know anything about each other, but they talked happily. Su Xiaoyan's intelligence and erudition, as well as his emotional expression of some things, made him feel very novel as a science and engineering man studying civil engineering.
"Hey, what's your name?" Fan Chengze asked.
"Can you not answer?" Su Xiaoyan walked with his head down.
"Why can't we tell each other their names? What is it called like that? ”
"The name is a code name, and hey is also a code name. It's just the two of us, you shout hey, I know you're calling me. Su Xiaoyan stopped and looked at Fan Chengze fixedly, seeing that he was very confused.
Fan Chengze wanted to ask, but suddenly the phone rang.
"Hey." Then Fan Chengze suddenly looked at Su Xiaoyan with a smile, and this word now refers to her. Su Xiaoyan turned his head a little embarrassed. "Hmm. Okay, I'll come here. I'm bringing a friend along. ”
"I'll take you to indoor rock climbing." Fan Chengze opened the car door.
Su Xiaoyan wanted to say that he couldn't play, but he didn't. She was here to be happy today, so why should she care about what would happen next. This feeling of not having to plan or think is unprecedented, and although it is uneasy, it is also novel.
Athletic Center.
Su Xiaoyan frowned slightly, it was really straightforward enough to name the store.
Fan Chengze took Su Xiaoyan to the equipment store, picked out a pair of pink climbing shoes, and asked, "What size shoes do you wear?" ”
“36。” Su Xiaoyan hurriedly said, "Oh, don't buy it, I haven't played it, I won't." ”
"Everyone has a first time." Fan Chengze narrowed his eyes and smiled a little wickedly.
"Write me on the card." Fan Chengze took his shoes, pulled up the hesitant Su Xiaoyan and walked into the activity hall.
The hall is spacious, and the most eye-catching thing is the ten-meter-high climbing wall. 1985 Frenchman Francis? Shawigny invented a man-made rock wall that could be loaded and unloaded freely. He realized the idea of moving the natural rock walls to the city.
Seeing Fan Chengze, 2 men and 1 woman immediately came over. Fan Chengze walked forward, but Su Xiaoyan did not follow. She felt very abrupt in this vibrant sports venue. Since she was a child, her motor function has not been good. When she was a child, she ran fast because she grew faster than others, and later, gradually the disadvantage of physical fitness and poor coordination came out. When she arrived at university, she played badminton and jogged occasionally. Right now? I guess all that's left is housework.
Thinking of this, Su Xiaoyan laughed self-deprecatingly. In the eyes of outsiders, the curvature of the corners of her mouth when she smiles has a kind of palpitating beauty. Fan Chengze glanced at her from such a distance, and didn't miss this smile.
Su Xiaoyan saw a girl in shorts running over and almost hit Fan Chengze. Her legs are long and thin, with a healthy sheen that is enviable. He tiptoed a little, raised his chin slightly, and said something happily to Fan Chengze. Fan Chengze, who was standing in the crowd, turned out to be so tall, 1.8 meters by eye.
may have been watched for a long time, Fan Chengze suddenly turned to look at Su Xiaoyan, retreated slightly, and kept a distance from the girl in shorts. There seemed to be a hint of embarrassment on his face. As soon as Su Xiaoyan wanted to retract his eyes, he received a somewhat sharp gaze from the girl. Enmity? Curious? Su Xiaoyan smiled and laughed at herself again, then walked around and went to sit on the chair for a while.
A detached and self-contained smile.
Fan Chengze walked over, squatted down, took out his climbing shoes, and looked up at Su Xiaoyan.
"You're afraid I'm afraid I won't dare to climb, so let me put my shoes on first?"
"Are you afraid?"
"I'm afraid. You can give it a try, though. ”
Su Xiaoyan took the shoes. The girl had already walked over, and Fan Chengze stood up. The girl said, "Chengze, who is this sister?" Let's talk about it. ”
Fan Chengze said: "I don't know her either. Let's go, let's play. ”
Su Xiaoyan smiled. Follow behind. The girl kept turning to look at her, full of surprise.
"What's a victory?" Su Xiaoyan looked up at the climbers on the artificial cliff.
"Quite simply, the winner is determined by the length of time the climber has climbed, or the speed at which he or she has climbed." Fan Chengze began to help Su Xiaoyan put on a protective rope.
Rock climbing is also a sport of mountaineering, and the objects of climbing are mainly rocky cliffs or artificial rock walls. Hands and arms should be based on the different fulcrums, using various force methods, such as grasping, holding, hanging, picking, supporting, pushing, pressing, etc., so the strength requirements for people and the flexibility of the body are higher. When climbing, wear a harness and a protective rope, and be equipped with ropes to avoid danger. The coach came over and explained the main points to Su Xiaoyan briefly.
A few friends who greeted Fan Chengze had already begun to climb. When they came down, she, Fan Chengze, and the girl in shorts, also began to climb up.
Su Xiaoyan was nervous and focused, working hard to use both hands and feet, and climbed up. There was nowhere to step on her feet, and the strength of her hands was not enough, so she began to sweat and was afraid of falling. That's why I've been gritting my teeth and persevering. Fan Chengze glanced at her lightly, thinking, she finally stopped wandering. From the first time I met her, it seemed that she had always been here, and her heart was elsewhere.
Fan Chengze climbed quickly, and the girl in shorts also followed. Only Su Xiaoyan was left far below. And she was rusty and physically insufficient, so she finally didn't step on it, fell down, was tightly strangled by the rope, and hung there. At this moment, the feeling of stepping on the air, the sudden sense of suspension, and the sense of frustration came up all of a sudden, and Su Xiao's romance was slightly out of control. When the staff motioned for her to continue climbing, she shook her head and asked to be lowered.
Su Xiaoyan's eyes were slightly red, he smiled politely at the staff, and after untying the safety rope, he walked out of the hall.
Fan Chengze hurriedly climbed down. Chased after it.
Su Xiaoyan stood in the corridor, and the glass printed her beautiful silhouette. She was crying, and her tears were fierce.
Fan Chengze was stunned, walked over gently, and asked as if he had done something wrong, "Are you okay?" ”
Su Xiaoyan's eyes were full of tears, and her weak eyes made people feel uncomfortable. She lowered her head, waved her hand and said, "It's too embarrassing." ”
"Hmm." Fan Chengze stopped his shoulders and hugged her gently.
Su Xiaoyan's body trembled slightly, but he slowly relaxed, leaning into this warm and firm embrace. After a while, Su Xiaoyan said, "Am I particularly stupid?" ”
"We were babies with the best ability to climb. It's just that when I grew up, I slowly forgot about it. Fan Chengze comforted.
Su Xiaoyan calmed down and pulled his body out.
Fan continued: "In the process of rock climbing, you can experience using your body and limbs to fight against the gravitational pull of the earth; Experience the stimulation and shock of climbing on your own psyche; Experience the great psychological fear of landing in the air and suddenly sliding down. Because of the protection of the climbing rope, you can find the fulcrum again, repeat again and again, when you continue to overcome the idea of giving up, constantly admonishing and encouraging yourself to rush forward with the tenacious faith, and successfully stand on the peak, you will find that you are so great. ”
There was a kind of light, and on this young and fearless face, Su Xiaoyan was deeply attracted. She said, "Yes." Fear, giving up, and hard work, in the short climbing process, I have experienced it all. I don't expect myself to be great, but I feel like I'm responsible for every step of the way. Whether you succeed or fail, you must learn to endure it. Thank you for taking me to experience. ”
"You like, we'll come back next time." After Fan Chengze finished speaking, he felt his throat a little tight.
Su Xiaoyan smiled faintly, and did not agree or refuse. She was back to her detached and self-contained appearance.
Su Xiaoyan waited at the door, watching Fan Chengze say goodbye to his friends. He seemed to be rejecting someone else's invitation, and the unhappiness and loss on the face of the girl in shorts were palpable.
"I can take a taxi myself." Su Xiaoyan said.
Fan Chengze glanced at her, without any expression, and walked towards the parking lot. For an afternoon, she kept her distance from his friend, just sitting quietly and watching him climb.
"Wait a minute, I'll tell you, where can I get off?"
"Hmm." Then, there was a constant silence.
The atmosphere in the car was a little cold, and Su Xiaoyan felt Fan Chengze's unhappiness, so he found a topic. "Does that girl like you?"
"You said Xiao An?" The unhappiness in Fan Chengze's heart was quickly swept away. "Who knows who she likes."
"You see, you boys actually know it in their hearts, but they always love to pretend. But I enjoyed the feeling. ”
"And do you say I like her?"
"At least it's not annoying."
"Why?" Fan Chengze was very surprised, and thought that Su Xiaoyan would deny it.
Su Xiaoyan looked at the scenery swept by the window, the sky was getting dark, and the city became soft again. "First of all, because you don't hate it, you've been playing together for a long time. And your friends obviously know this Xiao An's idea, so when they were grouped, they all let you be together, and you didn't object. Secondly, when you went in, Xiao An ran over. Because you don't hate it, you keep the original posture unchanged and let her have a little physical contact with you. Finally......" Su Xiaoyan paused in a mysterious way.
Fan Chengze turned to look at her, waiting for her to continue his analysis.
"Finally, get behind the wheel of your car." Su Xiaoyan patted him on the shoulder.
Look at each other and laugh.