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Both of them obviously didn't expect to face such a scene, looking at each other and glaring at each other like ghosts.

Especially Li Chunxi in the house, he was shocked, and the whole person was stunned. But his astonishment was only for a short time, and after two seconds his eyes closed, and with a "whew", the young man stood up from the edge of the empty bed.

"What am I crying for?" He had replaced all his expressions with a very natural calmness.

"You're wrong." He stared at him and said.

He is an actor, and any role and emotion can be retracted freely, including now, in this moment.

Li Chunxi didn't want Chen Yu to see his weakness, so emotional, he would always only appear when the other party was not sober.

He was afraid that Chen Yu would seize his weakness and that he would not be in a controlling position in the relationship between the two. Chen Yu wants to turn over in front of him, which is far simpler than Chen Yu himself imagined, and it can even be said to be as easy as a finger.

Who made him the one who fell into it, and the bond bought with money was so fragile.

The man at the door was a little stunned at first, but when he was glanced at by Li Chunxi, and heard such a calm answer, while breathing a sigh of relief, Chen Yu reached out and touched his chin. He looked at Li Chunxi and said, "Even if you admit that you cried, I won't take it out and say it, at most - that is, laugh at you for two days." ”

Before Li Chunxi could answer, Chen Yu had already walked in. He stood in front of him, removed the mockery, and his voice was quiet, like the sunshine of this afternoon: "Although I don't want to mind your business, if you have nothing to say, you can treat me as air and tell me." ”

Tell it to the air, Li Chunxi won't be so boring. What's more, if he could treat Chen Yu as air, he would not appear at this moment.

However, this is already the greatest gesture that Chen Yu can do. Holding Li Chunxi like a lover and comforting him, Li Chunxi knows that there will be no such thing.

"I just thought of some things in the past," the handsome young man's heart was already at ease, and he said, "I'm nothing, thank you Chen Shao for worrying about me so much." ”

These words made Chen Yu raise his voice, and he snorted: "Don't put gold on your face, who is worried about you?" I'm just afraid that you won't be able to think about it, and when you have an accident, it won't be all mine. ”

“…… Oh. Li Chunxi suddenly smiled. Being able to argue with Chen Yu like this made him feel relaxed, and made him feel that there might be intimacy between them.

"Are you really OK?" Chen Yu stared at Li Chunxi's face before confirming. Li Chunxi really didn't cry, the moment he saw him before, he really thought that the other party was crying. Who made Li Chunxi look so weak and sad at that time, as if he had been bullied, and he was full of flaws.

"Don't worry, I don't have anything." Li Chunxi laughed, and the corners of his lips were deeply hooked, forming a small shadow.

The wind blew into the room, and the man stood in front of him, looking like all his words and expressions were so casual, but he always knew what was hidden under Chen Yu's every expression and every trace of words.

Li Chunxi, who was related to Li Ran in the past, can't say it lightly, even if it is some beautiful and simple memories. But he is also grateful to Chen Yu, the invisible tenderness in the other party's bones.

"I'll take my heart to visit the grave in a while, if you don't want to go, just wait for me at home, or you can go for a walk around the neighborhood."

Chen Yu rolled his eyes unhappily: "Are you leaving me alone to suffocate me, of course I will go with you." ”

"Let's be together, then." Li Chunxi's heart was a little happy, so he didn't let Chen Yu notice: "Let's go, we'll go out when our heart wakes up." ”

So the two men walked outside.

Wen Feng lifted the hem of his shirt, and today Li Chunxi and Chen Yu were both wearing white shirts. Chen Yu's hair has been trimmed several times since it grew out, and now the hair of the two is about the same length, when the wind picks up the hair, they walk into the sunshine at the bottom of the sky, and for a dazzling moment, the faces of the two men look somewhat similar.

Luo Zhixin took a sweet nap, and got up when it was almost two o'clock, with a lovely flush on both faces.

In the afternoon, climbing the mountain to visit the grave is as fresh and fun as a wild trip for children.

The sun is good, and the grass and trees are lush on the slopes of the mountains.

Li Chunxi took Luo Zhixin by the hand, and then hugged him for a while, all the way telling him what tree was next to him, what was planted in the ground, and there was a small watermelon field under the shade of a tree, and the children who saw the watermelons growing in the ground for the first time were happy to die.

Chen Yu easily carried the hoe behind him, and carried a small iron bucket in his hand, which contained some utensils prepared by Li Chunxi. He looked at the big and small, the scene he bumped into upstairs before, and now he still shook his mind when he thought about it.

For a certain period of time he thought he knew Lee Chun-hee, but ten years later, when he remembered the past, there were some things that were no longer so certain.

And ten years later, Li Chunxi, he no longer knows so much.

Li Chunxi's face, which made him cry in the illusion, seemed to have taken off his disguise and defense, making his heartbeat a little chaotic inexplicably.

The sun shone on his body, burning people's thoughts and nerves, and he kept staring at the man's back in distraction, and his mind wandered out of the sky, until the young man two meters away in front of him turned his head and said, "Go through this field." ”

He caught the eyes he was staring at him, and his eyes met before suddenly there was no movement. Silent to the end, Li Chunxi's eyes closed slightly, and he gave Chen Yu a short smile: "Why are you stunned, follow me." ”

They skirted a field from a narrow path, and at last a simple grave appeared at the edge of the land.

"This is my grandfather's grave." The cypress trees next to him were in the forest, and Li Chunxi looked at the other end of the cypress forest and said, "It's my grandmother who is buried over there." ”

Li Chunxi put Luo Zhixin down and asked him to stand aside with Chen Yu. Then he picked up his scythe and began to bend down to clear the weeds from the grave.

Chen Yu didn't listen to Li Chunxi, picked up the hoe he had just put on the ground, walked up and silently began to clean up some small branches next to him.

"Chen Yu," Li Chunxi turned around and shouted, "You don't have to do this. ”

Chen Yu didn't bird Li Chunxi, he carefully and brought some strength to shovel those crazy wild trees and vines, and said without raising his head: "Aren't you my creditor, you should also give you a hand." ”

Li Chunxi paused, got up and said, "I do it alone every year, and I'm used to it." ”

So Chen Yu also paused. Chen Yu turned around and saw the sickle in Li Chunxi's hand flickering brightly in the sun, and a ray of light flashed his eyes. In the dazzling light, he was a little uncomfortable.

After a moment, he suddenly pushed away the hoe and walked towards Li Chunxi.

“？”

Li Chunxi looked puzzled, not knowing why, at this moment, Chen Yu was already standing in front of him, and pointed to his shoulder: "Let you lean on." ”

After speaking, the young man stretched out his left hand and touched the hair on the top of Li Chunxi's head, and his hand pressed down without light or heavy, and pressed the dumb face to his shoulder.

“…… Only today. Chen Yu turned his head to look away and said slowly.

He couldn't stand Li Chunxi today, he couldn't imagine what it was like for this person to be alone, but he saw it with his own eyes.

Obviously, life is good, and career is smoother, but he will show such a pitiful look.

It turns out that the loss of home, the loss of parents and loved ones, they are all the same. Living alone in this world, no amount of excitement and achievements can be made up.

And he is also one of the culprits who caused him to be alone today, and he is sorry for him. So, why shouldn't he give him this insignificant comfort?

Li Chunxi was stunned for two seconds at first, and then as if he was tempted, his body temperature slowly leaned against Chen Yu's body temperature, and under the sun, that body temperature and Chen Yu finally merged into one.

He threw the sickle, hugged Chen Yu hard, and grabbed the clothes on Chen Yu's back tightly, even if it was only for a short moment, he felt that he had a place to belong.

He was afraid that he would see his weakness, but no matter how much he tried to hide it, there would come a time when he couldn't hide it.

He always only lets others see his glamorous and fearless side, even in front of Luo Xiaomian, he rarely shows weakness.

Only at this moment, the heavens and the earth were peaceful, he was buried in the safe and reliable shoulders of this man under the sky where the birds were flying, in the crook of Chen Yu's arms, and he almost really collapsed his tear ducts.

It's only because he's by his side that he can let himself go.

Chen Yu silently hugged Li Chunxi and did not take the initiative to let go. He stretched out the index finger of his left hand and pressed it to his lips, and made a "shhh

So Luo Xiaotu obediently walked to the side of the road and sat in the grass on the path, his eyes still sparkling, and he kept looking at the two adults.

Maybe a minute passed, maybe two minutes, and slowly, Li Chunxi slowly withdrew from Chen Yu's shoulders and let go of his grip on Chen Yu's hands.

Chen Yu looked at Li Chunxi and raised his chin at the work they had just started, "Keep working?" ”

Li Chunxi's eyes were a little red, and he was still a little embarrassed, usually his face was so thick, even a drill couldn't drill through, but today it was so thin that it looked like he was going to bleed.

"Hmm." The young man responded, his moist eyes quickly swept over Chen Yu's face, and then bent down to pick up the sickle that he had thrown away.

"What a shyness?" Chen Yu is so rare that he also has a time to tease Li Chunxi, where will he let go of a great opportunity? So he teased Li Chunxi a few words, and the two became ordinary people back and forth, leaving everything just now behind.

He still didn't say anything to him. But he felt that Chen Yu had understood. When that hand pressed him to his shoulder, what he wanted to say, what he thought, what he wanted to say, what did he need to say?

When you are alone, you are not alone.