Chapter 085: Painful Memories

"Is that master of yours also in Kishira Town now?" Chen Lili changed the subject.

"He's gone, he's gone two years after saving me."

"And how old are you now?" Chen Lili felt that Nanyue looked like she was eighteen years old. But from the analysis of her story, it is obvious that she is not only this age.

"A woman's age is to be kept secret." Nanyue said mischievously, "When you reach my age, you won't be bold enough to tell others how old you are." ”

"Really? I really hope that I will soon reach your age, so that I may be able to have your current mentality and face it calmly. But it's really hard for me right now. ”

"It's not difficult, it's not difficult at all." Nanyue encouraged, "As long as you keep a cheerful heart, every problem and insurmountable hurdle will be solved." ”

Chen Lili shook her head, and tears welled up.

"You really don't have to care about it like that." Nanyue advised, "Things are in the past, all you have to do now is start your life again." ”

"Do you think your dead parents can be reborn? Will you forget the fact that they died forever? Chen Lili choked up and asked, "Some things can't be forgotten if you want to, right?" ”

This question made Nanyue not know what to say. Because she has never forgotten her parents, even after more than a thousand years, she still remembers very clearly what happened on that snowy day. She clearly remembers the blood of her parents and the red snow, and remembers that her happy home was reduced to ashes.

She often had nightmares about herself standing in the snow and letting the gangsters run am. The raging winds were shouting for the evil deeds of those people, and the snowflakes were fluttering down. She was like a bird without wings, struggling on the ground.

Every time she woke up, this nightmare would make her vividly recall the snowy day when her home was ruined. More than a thousand years have passed, but the scars will never heal.

Sometimes she's glad she's become a vampire so that she can slash countless wicked people, but other times she regrets that she couldn't save her family.

"There are wounds that can't be healed." Chen Lili saw that Nanyue didn't reply, so she knew that she had asked her down. She continued to say with teary eyes, "Do you know why I came out to work at the age of sixteen? ”

Nanyue looked at her distressedly, then shook her head.

"My parents went out to work when I was very young, and my brother and I were the only ones at home, with my elderly grandmother."

"And then?"

"My grandmother died when I was 10 years old, leaving me and my brother alone. My parents still go to work outside the country every year, and my brother and I are left-behind children. ”

Chen Lili cried as she spoke, tears had completely wet the hair next to her ears.

"And then?" Nanyue frowned.

"My brother is nine years older than me, and he has been abusing me since I was ten years old." Chen Lili cried bitterly.

Nanyue's head seemed to explode, and the green tendons burst out instantly.

She wants to slaughter the city now.

Although she often sees all kinds of news similar to what Chen Lili said on the Internet, when she hears that this happened to the person in front of her, all the evil cells in her body began to be active. She felt that only by killing all the people within a radius of 500 miles would it be enough to relieve her hatred.

"Why didn't you sue me before?" Nanyue's eyes were a little red, and the black veins around her eyes were also appearing, and her sharp and long teeth were already exposed.

Chen Lili was shocked to see her respectful face, but she didn't scream loudly except crying.

Nanyue realized that her appearance would scare Chen Lili, so she quickly restored her original state and said, "Don't be afraid, you should know that I won't hurt you, right?" ”

Chen Lili nodded blankly. She did feel that Nanyue would not hurt herself. Although Nanyue looked like a man-eater just now, she preferred to believe that she was dazzled. Maybe it's really dazzling. Maybe it's because of excessive blood loss. She thought to herself.

"I just want to slowly forget about it." Chen Lili cried, "But apparently I will never forget it now." ”

She was so grief-stricken that she almost fainted from crying.

Nanyue knew that she had uncovered Chen Lili's scars, which made her feel uneasy. How could she appease the poor girl?

"Do you want to be like me?" After thinking for a while, Nanyue suddenly asked.

Chen Lili looked at her inexplicably, not understanding what she meant.

"Do you want to be fearless like me?" Nanyue asked again.

"Fearless?" In the eyes of Chen Lili, a weak person, she really can't even think about being fearless. What does she have to be fearless? She was destined to be nothing more than a lamb on the board.

"That's right, like me." Nan Yue said with anticipation in her eyes, "You can become like me, and no one will be able to hurt you from now on." ”

"How are you?" Chen Lili asked cautiously. So far, she really doesn't know anything about Nanyue's life, except that she has just seen Nanyue become a little terrifying. What is she like?

"You don't care what I am, you just have to tell me if you want to be strong and become so that no one can hurt you." Nanyue asked very seriously.

Chen Lili replied almost without hesitation: "Of course I want to become stronger, and I don't want anyone to bully me anymore, but I know that this is reality, not acting in a TV series, I will not become superior in mana because I get a certain ring, nor will I learn world-class martial arts because I fell off a cliff, and I will not skyrocket my spiritual power because of the nine-tailed demon fox hidden in my body." ”

She thought about how gloomy her life was, and the elements that could make her stronger in an instant were so nothing. Those things don't exist in reality at all.

"I'll have a way to make you strong if you want to." Nanyue swore that "as long as you want, you can endure the loneliness that ordinary people can't bear." ”

"Lonely?" Chen Lili asked curiously, "What is loneliness compared to these injuries I have suffered?" I'm still alive after two blows in a row, will I not be able to stand the loneliness? ”

She now looks like Nanyue in 635 without hesitation. At that time, she also swore to Aroben in this way. Now, she is going to take Auroben's place and switch to an apprentice of her own.

"You're right." Nanyue said, "As long as you have made up your mind, I will fulfill you." ”

"As long as you can really make me strong, I'm more than happy to endure loneliness." Chen Lili said firmly.

"Good." Nanyue smiled brightly at her, "You need to rest well today, and I will come early tomorrow morning with good news." ”

"Good news?"

"Good news for making you stronger, because I have to discuss it with Boss Li first."